Beautifully EmotionlessBeautifully Emotionless3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm just a little girl
who dreamed a big dream
of becoming someone loveable
and finding someone to love
I fought with all my might
but in the end it was not enough
I fell down and there was no one
to catch me or help me up
Today I stand here on my own
my eyes are beautifully emotionless
behind the wall shines sadness
in its brightest light
All you will never know
is the treasure of my heart
hidden and captured behind the colours
the brush was once able to hold
The beauty of pain and hard work
just a short moment of acknowledgement
I should have never went this way
and even though I knew it could break
I still used all my hope to become
an easily controllable puppet
under the force of a puppeteer called love
Here's your RantractHere's your Rantract1 year ago in Emotional More Like This
While you write your long paragraphs of amazing drama.
I will write you a short note.
I just want to say how much everyone dislikes you.
You are a fake friend. I don't think he deserved to even meet you.
You didn't know me that well either. I told you many times.
I am a very sensitive person. Oh no. You drew over a picture without permission.
Cool. Made me real upset and go upside down.
You refused to take it down. You told me to forget all dis shit and move on right?
Then be a good bitch and take it down honeybuns.
Another thing is, when we got back together. Yu go bitchface at him, like you CARED.
I swear real friends wouldn't care. Why would you even care? Are you going to butt in?
Alright. Keep going around and talking about us being in the following:
RUDE. IGNORANT. FAKE. PETTY. TWO FACED. STUCK UP. STUPID.
Girlll....Thats you lolk. You're only 12. We're 14. We see what's wrong or right.
Be like your friend over there who's following you. Just say, "Forget you, I have a
Forever My Jonghyun - Chapter FiveI could just barely see the figures at the end of the alley, but I didn't need to see them to know who they were.Forever My Jonghyun - Chapter Five2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It was Jonghyun, accompanied by Minho.
"J-Jonghyun?" I called out in relief.
"So this is the guy you were talking about? He's so small! He'll be easy to beat up!" my captor laughed.
"Ah, but you see my arms are big because of muscle, not because of fat!" Jonghyun replied, probably smirking as he did so.
My captor's face twisted in rage. His grip on me became tighter, and I yelped in pain. Then he turned to me and smiled evilly.
"I could still knock you out with a single punch. And I will do that to your little girlfriend if you come any closer." he called back.
"Come on and be a man! Don't use the most important person in my life as a sort of bribe to not fight!" Jonghyun yelled calmly.
My captor looked at Chungae's captor and they nodded. Then he looked back to Jonghyun.
"You've got it. But if we win, you have to watch me and my buddy here have fun with your girlfri
Key's Fixer Upper ch 51Chapter 51 Am I Really Not Dreaming?Key's Fixer Upper ch 512 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Key went inside quietly, feeling the bit of anger and sadness come flushing back to him. He hung his coat, took off his shoes and went to join his guy friends on the couch. The drinks were finished and it looked like they wanted to play a game. When they'd started playing twister with that many people, the table needed to be moved and the drinks got in the way.
Key automatically went to clear up the drinks, a habit he had since he often cleaned. Yunkyung started to grab them too, as it was her family's home and she probably wanted to make sure that none of the glasses were broken. Key dreaded being in a room with her right now.
And he was right to be. They worked in silence and there seemed to be a dark mood, full of a lot of tension, around them. When Yunkyung was drying the glasses, he watched and stood behind her with his arms crossed.
When she turned around to put them away, she jumped at the sight of his angry expression. He moved for
Key's Fixer Upper ch 50Chapter 50 The Dreaded First MeetingKey's Fixer Upper ch 502 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Key woke up full of energy and excitement. He was dancing to music from his iPod as he carefully got ready. Taemin, who was currently rooming with him, Minho, who didn't have a schedule, and Onew, who was feeling a little under the weather and staying home to rest, watched him curiously with knowing, happy smiles.
When Key had dressed himself in skinnies, a black sweater with small diamond-like buttons, his new favorite black and white sketchers and a gray fedora hat he'd bought on a shopping spree in Japan with Jonghyun the week before, they finally made their presence known.
Onew coughed slightly but his smile was sweet and wide as he said, "You must be this happy because you're seeing Yunkyung today? Am I right?
"Are you going on a date with noona, hyung?!" Taemin asked excitedly, dropping his feet with a thump onto the floor.
Key smiled bashfully and pulled a large, fur-trimmed coat from the hall closet. It was just natural for him not
Key's Fixer Upper ch 48Really ConfusedKey's Fixer Upper ch 482 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
The bags were heavy. Yunkyung realized she'd packed too much to carry as she got off the plane in Seoul.
"Let me take some of that off your hands," a kind, mellow voice said.
The blonde with the charming smile took the heaviest of the bags and carried it along with his own.
"Thanks, Kevin," she said warmly.
"No problem," he said lightly and they both started walking down the crowded hall.
Kevin had come with her to study in Korea. Whereas Eli and AJ had an interest in the ranch and horses, Kevin had none and he wanted to try out other options. He'd got into the arts program at her school and after talking to her mother, who'd fallen for him completely, she'd offered to let him stay in their home until he decided what to do.
The wind from the doors outside pulled at her hair suddenly. She clutched precautionarily at the tan cowboy hat that had been Eli's farewell present but her hair got tangled in the beaded necklace that had been AJ's present.
She was ju
Operation L.O.V.E. ch. 5When Kibum and Taemin went to school the next day, it was unusually quiet in the car.Operation L.O.V.E. ch. 52 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Taemin was thinking of who the other pervert was with half of his mind on his incident with Minho. He felt overwhelmed by his first time being confessed to and if he thought about all of the times Minho had snuck kisses with him, he started to blush.
Though it felt rather pleasant somehow, he didn't want to think about what that would mean. He hoped Minho hadn't been being serious and was just going through a phase.
Kibum had a similar complicated thought process going on as he tapped his fingernails and stared straight ahead with a less than happy expression, absently chewing on gum as usual. So many thoughts were going through his head and messing with his feelings.
Ever since he turned in Jonghyun the day before, he felt weird. Then with knowing he wouldn't see him from that day on, he felt not just incredibly guilty but a little sad. His mind kept flashing back to what Jonghyun had said and the st
Operation L.O.V.E. ch. 3Kibum wasn't sure what to do when Minho didn't come back to class and neither did Taemin. He was worried that his friend might be in the middle of being molested right now. Everybody put the balls away and Kibum watched the doors nervously, biting at his nails. As he'd just made his mind and was about to go to the nurse's office, mission or not, he was startled by a voice.Operation L.O.V.E. ch. 32 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Gwiboon!" Jonghyun called out energetically.
Kibum turned his head to see the brunette smiling widely and sticking half his body out the open window of their classroom. Kibum cast one last worried glance at the doors and then for the sake of his mission, he convinced himself Taemin would be fine because Minho seemed like a nice guy and Taemin wasn't a baby who couldn't defend himself.
Kibum waved to Jonghyun and gracefully jogged to the window. Jonghyun looked like a puppy the way he kept smiling crookedly and his eyes sparkled when Kibum came up to the other side of the window.
"You're done with P.E. Weren't you go
Reputation. TaeminToday was finally the day you were starting school in Seoul. It's going to be a big change from American schools but you think you'll be able to managed but that was easy to say than actually making it happen. It was hard enough at your American school making friends because you had a 'reputation.' You sigh to yourself, you never done anything to gain such a reputation that know one would talk to you, maybe it was your image you wasn't girly at all..you just liked being comfortable but to people you looked mean or boring.Reputation. Taemin2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
You get to school, you didn't have to worry about what you should wear as Korean schools had uniforms. You get the office to pick up your timetable for the week, you check what classes you had this week English, Math, Science, P.E, History..you look down at your last subject of the day it was art, you loved this subject.
The day dragged by so much some people talked to you but you mostly got looked at a lot, probably because you was from America and only half-Korean.
Key's Fixer-upper ch 44Chapter 44 Reunion Part 1Key's Fixer-upper ch 442 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Long time no see. Have you been doing well?"
Yunkyung blinked a few times, still believing that one time she'd open them, he'd disappear. Because she didn't believe this could be reality.
"Cat got your tongue, ajhumma?" Key teased lightly.
"What- Why- How...?" she said, tripping over her words.
There was so much she wanted to say and ask but she was too surprised still and unsure of where to start first.
"You didn't think I'd break my promise, did you?"
Oh, that's right. He said that he'd go to the wedding with me to be my support ages ago, her slow brain finally processed.
She was touched that he'd actually remembered and kept it. Los Angeles was far away from Korea, but he must have took the opportunity when he was here for the SM Town concert.
"Xander oppa invited you, too?" she asked.
He scrunched his face cutely and said in complaint, "What? I guess you really didn't want to see me."
She shook her head frantically and lightly brushed away
Key's Fixer-upper ch 42Chapter 41 I didn't realize how precious you were until I almost lost you....Key's Fixer-upper ch 422 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Jonghyun couldn't believe his luck in the girl he'd found.
Cherry had again made him lunch, this time with a lot of delicious things that were good for the throat since he'd told her the day before his throat was hurting. She was even smiling sweetly as she fed him and was letting him wrap his arm around her since no one was around at the garden in the back.
What was most amazing was that even though she looked like she'd make a total mess in the kitchen, the food wasn't a disaster but was pretty good, almost on a level to be compared with Key's and Yunkyung's, after her practice, cooking.
Jonghyun let her feed him and occasionally kissed her cheek between bites, not teasing her about her unusually shy smile or blush. If he did, she'd get more embarrassed and stop, probably yell at him to just eat himself.
Yes, I asked her to feed me, saying my hands were tired because I like being pampered, he
Fall ApartThe city is like death for the weak of mind.Fall Apart2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
~ * ~
Minho leans against a streetlamp, staring into the enclosure of pulsing lights and beams of metal, the shimmer of dark windows reflecting in distorted neon. The colors and shapes begin to swirl, each siren and engine and speaking voice churn in his ears, and he sways, gripping the pole for balance and closing his lips tightly for fear of the contents of his stomach rising up and escaping. It unnerves him that he can't recall where he left his phone and wallet, and a fear he has never experienced before has frozen him to the metal of the pole. He cannot move, and he is afraid.
Sometimes, he forgets who Choi Minho is. He doesn't recognize his smiling face as it stares so eerily from the poster, from the shifting advertisement screens. He can't see past the darkness in his eyes, the blank gaze shared by his four companions. Words like "puppets" and "slaves" come to mind, and he squeezes his eyes shut. He mustn't tear up in publ
Key's Fixer-upper ch 39Chapter 39 Yunkyung's Going to America?!Key's Fixer-upper ch 392 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"So this is what we have available for you if you want to go to America and study with this opportunity," the chairman finished his explanation cheerfully.
A/N: I know it doesn't make any sense but T.O.P.'s the chairman keke.
"Do you want to go? If not, I can understand you would have your reasons..." he said as he looked at her blank expression.
Yunkyung was just in a bit of shock as the gears in her mind were working slowly at trying to process what she'd just heard.
"I can go to America?" she asked slowly after a few blinks.
"Yes, to do an internship with James Cook, who's a very well known veterinarian."
"Okay, I will definitely go!" she said excitedly.
"Then, I will send you the details later about what we'll need to do next but mostly I'll set it all up for you so don't worry. You'll need to leave school early and take some culture-shock prevention classes..." he said unsurely.
"I'm fine with that," she reassured him.
Key's Fixer-upper ch 37Chapter 37 I don't want to forgive him just because he's cute....Key's Fixer-upper ch 372 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
continued from chapter 36
Mature Content: Language
Luna and Jonghyun beat on the door and called for Key to open it. Even the shower hadn't been able to mask the scream, the wall-beating or his sobbing.
"Something really bad has happened!" said Jonghyun, extremely worried.
"Dammit, Key, open this door!" he yelled and shook the handle violently.
Then, suddenly the front door opened again and Hongki walked in the cabin.
"Hongki, what are you doing here?" Onew said in surprise.
"Long story short. I'm here to board, I met Yunkyung, Key made some kind of misunderstanding and broke up with her," he said calmly.
"Where's Yunkyung?" Victoria asked worriedly and jumped up.
"On the top of the intermediate slope."
Victoria and Amber ran outside right away.
"Where's Key?" he asked seriously.
A few people pointed down the side hall.
He joined Luna and Jonghyun in front of the bathroom shouting, also surprised to see him,
Key's Fixer-upper ch 36Chapter 36 Jealous Key Explodes and a Break Up?Key's Fixer-upper ch 362 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Key's and Noone's POV
In the morning, Key got everything ready for Yunkyung, then pulled her from the bed and put her on the car with the others rather than wake her up since it wasn't even dawn yet.
They went to the company and helped the others, Cherry, f(x), Yesung, Donghae, Leeteuk, Yunho, and Eunhyuk get their luggage in the travel vans.
They split up randomly but a lot of the choice was couples since they'd be going far and mostly be sleeping. Cherry, Jonghyun, Key, Yunkyung, Victoria and Minho were in one van, Krystal and Amber were with the Super Junior boys, and the other two couples were in another with Yunho and some staff.
When Yunkyung woke up, she blinked sleepily, looking super cute, and waved at everyone in the van. Then her eyes fixed on him next to her and he smiled brightly.
Her eyes traveled to the scarf he was wearing, which was the one she'd bought for him.
"That would go real nice with a hat," she said pointedly and
Key's Fixer-upper ch 35Chapter 35 Almighty, but not a perfect boyfriend?Key's Fixer-upper ch 352 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"No way, Jeremy, you're telling a lie!" Yunkyung kept saying as she laughed herself to the brink of tears.
"It's really the truth. The thing was as big as the boat! It ate my shoe and jumped back into the water," Hongki insisted with a dead serious face that made her laugh even harder.
"Aish, don't believe me then!" he said angrily and threw a piece of his doughnut at her.
Hongki and Yunkyung were meeting, as they did regularly now, at a coffee shop after school was out. They'd become even closer friends and next to Cherry, Key and Jonghyun, Hongki was the person she talked to the most in the last few weeks. He helped her cure her loneliness a lot too when the others were away for the SM Town lives and other concerts.
SHINee was still active in Japan promoting their new Lucifer album, plus they had their solo concert that still had several countries planned, and she didn't get to see or talk to Key much lately since he wa
NothingI'm never good enough.Nothing2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Never good enough.
I've been made to feel like nothing enough times that I believe it.
I am nothing.
And I never will be. Why is this driven into my head?
Because it's true.
Make it stop. Get it out my head. I can't be worthless.
But you are.
John: Get rejected▼: WHICH ONE OF YOU FUCKASSES DO I HAVE THE PLEASURE OF TALKING TO THIS TIME?John: Get rejected2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
▲: i can't fight this feeling any longer, and yet i'm still afraid to let it flow. what started our as friendship, has grown stronger.. i only wish i had the strength to let it show.. i tell myself that i can't hold out forever, i say there is no reason for my fear, 'cause i feel so secure when we're together. you give my life direction, you make everything so clear! and even as i wander, i'm keepin' you in sight! you're the candle in the window on a cold, dark, winter's night. and i'm getting closer than i ever thought i might. and i can't fight this feeling anymore! i've forgotten what i started fightin' for! it's time to bring this ship into the shore, and throw away the oars forever! 'cause i can't fight this feeling anymore!
▲: hi karkat!
▼: OH. EGBERT. IT'S YOU.
▼: HELLO, I GUESS.
▲: did you like those lyrics?
▼: I AM SO APPALLINGLY NEUTRAL TOWARDS THOSE LYRI
John: Be rejected▲: and i'd give up forever to touch you, because i know that you feel me somehow. you're the closest to heaven i'll ever be, and i don't want to go home right now. and all i can taste is this moment, and all i can breathe is your life. because sooner or later it's over; i just don't want to miss you tonight. and i don't want the world to see me, because i don't think that they'd understand. when everything's made to be broken, i just want you to know who i am.John: Be rejected2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
▼: IS THERE SOMETHING YOU NEED TO TELL ME?
▲: uh, sort of.
▼: WELL THEN START TYPING WHILE I PROCEED TO VOMIT UP ALL OF MY VITAL ORGANS
▼: AND MOST LIKELY DIE
▲: that doesn't help karkat.
▼: I KNOW IT DOESN'T
▼: IT'S NOT SUPPOSED TO
▲: but i know that i just, uhm.. that i might not just want to be friends? i don't know how to put this, i should just shut up and go away. i'm being stupid like you always say.
▲: it's just that, i've been thinking a lot lately
Key's Fixer Upper ch 4See Subscription first please ^^Key's Fixer Upper ch 42 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Yunkyung's and Noone's POV
Well, the tornado had come to her home and taken toto away but it had apperently not landed on and killed the wicked fashion witch of the East as he was irritatingly tapping his black-booted foot on my doorsep.
Today he was dressed all chic in black and red, his blonde hair spiked and curved upwords in a modern, stylish mohawk, his narrowed feline eyes covered in smokey eyeliner that made him look like a racoon in an English punk outfit from the 80's.
"You want to make a celebrity wait for you and piss him off on the first day of work with him?" he spat as soon as she got within hearing distance. And he continued much to her annoyance....He just likes to hear himself nag, doesn't he?
"Where the hell have you been and why didn' you do some freaking shopping while you were out? You look like a fucking mummy covered in cotton candy," he sneered furiously.
You people seriously think this evil, bad-mouthed thing is cute? She was TH
Key's Fixer-upperSee Description Below First Please ^^Key's Fixer-upper3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
No-one's Point of View:
"We want you to be a part of a new program where you can show others, and develop more, your interest and capabilities in fashion and contemporary culture. It will be short but I'm sure your fans will love it and it will be great publicity for you. And I promise it will be fun," the PD was saying to Key as SHINee's manager was next to him waiting impatiently since they were running late to their next schedule.
The pretty yet handsome blonde man in black skinny jeans, boots and shirt with a yellow leopard print jacket and thick, designer glasses crossed his long, skinny legs and leaned across the table playing his many accessories along his mouth.
"Sure, I don't mind being on TV more since I was born for it," he said, kind of bored, in his slightly high husky voice.
"Plus, the other members popularity has started to surpass mine because they're in programs and variety shows or MC-ing. What is it and what does it have to do wi
H4PPY WR1GGL1NG D4Y FUCK4SSYOU ARE NOW TALKING TO A RANDOM FUCKASS. SAY SOMETHING, ASSHOLE!H4PPY WR1GGL1NG D4Y FUCK4SS3 years ago in Comedy More Like This
▼: THIS IS WHERE I TYPE WORDS, YOU SAY NOTHING, AND I GET PISSED AND LEAVE. AGAIN.
▼: WOAH HOLY SHIT.
▲: K4RKL3S, YOU H4V3 M3 DOWN SO W3LL, WHY DO 1 3V3N BOTH3R SP34K1NG
▼: HOLD ON I GOTTA GET AHOLD OF GAMZEE, BECAUSE THIS IS A REAL LIFE FUCKING MIRACLE.
▲: OH R1GHT, TO BOTH3R YOU
▲: W41T WH4T
▲: D1D YOU JUST 4DM1T TO TH3 3X1ST3NC3 OF M1R4CL3S?
▲: TH1S 1S 4 NOT3WORTHY D4Y H3R3!
▲: L3T M3 T4K3 NOT3 OF TH1S D4Y!
▲: 4 M1R4CL3 1ND33D!
▼: OH. YEAH BECAUSE THAT'S WHY IT'S NOTEWORTHY.
▼: NOT LIKE IT'S ANYONE'S WRIGGLING DAY OR ANYTHING.
▲: 1 W4S G3TT1NG TO TH4T, MR. FUSSY NUBS.
▲: H4PPY WR1GGL1NG D4Y, K4RKL3S
▲: 4R3 YOU H4PPY NOW?
▼: WELL AT LEAST YOU REMEMBERED.
▲: OF COURS3!
▲: HOW COULD 1 FORG3T D34R K4RKL3S' WR1GGL1NG D4Y, HMMM?
▲: TH4T WOULD B3 4WFUL 4ND 1 COULD N3V3R FORG1V3 MYS3LF.
Do you remember?Hey.Do you remember?3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Do you remember when I was in the park
And you were just sitting there?
And you were waiting for someone.
It was your girlfriend, remember?
Do you remember that you had a bag in the grass
Full of sandwiches
Next to it were two little packets of pills.
Your girlfriend had allergies.
So did I.
Do you remember that?
I looked over at you
And you smiled at me.
The kindest smile.
You held up a sandwich, and just said
"You look hungry".
Remember when we sat down, and you offered me a pill?
It was amazing.
My entire world became clear.
Your grin widened
and we just sat there
for what seemed like days.
Just enjoying each other's company.
And every Saturday, for what seemed like forever,
We would sit next to each other
Take in the air,
And love it?
Do you recall how with each passing week,
I grew to fall in love with you?
Everything about you.
The way you would reach over and push up my gla
Abnormal GirlThere once was a girl I knewAbnormal Girl4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With an abnormal face
and abnormal eyes
She was never well
in any sense of the word.
She spoke to me
Just once, but once was enough
Her abnormally pink lips opened
and she said it would all be okay.
Since that day I never saw her
But once was enough
In the paper
With meaningless words
was included the word
There once was a girl I knew
With an abnormal face
and abnormal eyes
She was never well
in any sense of the word.