JealousyI see her
And I see you,
And while I see you both
I don't know what to do-
Because I love you,
And it makes me mad
To think of
Such tender thoughts
That you've had-
And they aren't for me.
No, they're to do with her,
And though I know it shouldn't,
It makes my cheeks burn-
So I'm sorry.
I'd like you to myself,
but don't worry,
I'll simply suffer in silence.
Feelings never returnedI'm dying insideFeelings never returned2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My feelings are true
My thoughts I can't hide
Though I try to from you
Each day draws out longer
Your siren's call stronger
Each day I wish more to confess
Though I'll run through red fields
In this white satin dress
To the midnight blue glories
In the sun's setting west
And for you, I shall pick one
And place in a vase
And fill much more than mere water in that glass
And as the petals rain down,
So too shall my tears
For the days expand longer
As do my new fears
(Fears I know to be based round the truth)
Fears that are centered round what you will do
And I wish to stay strong
And I wish to call out
Though I could still be wrong
And I'm so filled with doubt
For even as poetry well can express
Interpretations of lines are what humans do best
And to each is their own
So away from the face of my love, I'll bemoan
I shall cry
For it is he with whom I cannot meet an eye
For it is he for whom my cheeks are so pink
And in loving him I will sink
For his feelings never returned
Unreturned LoveYou are my inspirationUnreturned Love2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You're the hope I'm clinging to
And for you a proclamation of my feelings will not do
You don't love me
But I love you
I think of you
I dream of you
Your depressions cause me worry
And as I hold me pillow
Tight at night
I think of you
Lay down with me
And hold me close
I'd ask no more than a few
With your arms around me tight
Leans against your chest
Which in my heart feels so right
Looks into your eyes
Which have me flushed inside and out
Times to hold your hand
As butterflies from cocoons sprout
Within my center
Be my first and be my last
Touch my face and show me
That we aren't made out of glass
I'd beg you
If I knew I stood a chance
But as you turn away from me,
I'll still give one last glance
DeadDead inside, andDead2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Desperate for life
Decaying and bitter, a
Dull silver knife
Escape from this place
Erase all the pain
A cruel web of lies
Abhorred tears she'd cry
Falling FallingFalling2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A broken heart
Has a lot of potential
A crack down the middle
The beat is insubstantial
It takes more than tape
Or even super glue
It takes love and faith
And it takes you
A bleeding heart
Is nothing to play with
Someone's bruised soul
Punched purple, not whole
It needs a new start
It needs someone trustworthy.
Your time is important
Your love heals all
The heart looks never broken
Maybe it wasn't after all.
Love is resilient
And love is persistent
When one heart beats for another
That beat is consistent.
Love knows best
And love knows all
Love is blind
And runs to your call
So treat it carefully
And don't jump too soon
Trust the other
Mind over matter
Look before you fall.
Stupid QuestionsWhy can't someone understand I am different?Stupid Questions3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"She doesn't have your craze! She's normal!"
Can the imaginary character become real for me?
"I don't write books about one-legged boys!"
Can somebody tell me the truth?
"All people you trust tell me you ask them dumb questions!"
Do I have a friend?
"No normal people will talk to you!"
Why is it weird to spend time alone?
"Whom will you ask for help? Your imaginary dumbs?"
Why don't they trust I have the one with whom I can spend time?
"Liar. You spent time alone".
Why do they like blowing stories out of nothing?
"That was such a stupid look! You'd better sit quietly not to scare normal people who come to me!"
Why they are trying to get rid of me?
"Some day you will be punched out! No one will help you!"
Someone, tell me when it will finish.
LustLust2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I tease, and please you
That's all I can do
You don't really care, that it's not just you
Many have come and go
Some come to play
Some just for a show
Have many opened their hearts to let me in
I've even been called a sin.
I've helped turn heads
But I always refused to be taken to bed
Many have come to sample what I can give
Then they end up at my feet
As if they need me to live
After one touch
You can no longer see them as a friend
And I make you come back
Its Just a CrushIts A CrushIts Just a Crush2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It feels weird to see you two together
I like you...Kinda?
But You like her, I can tell.
She acts like an idiot to get your attention
You smile brightly when she does
I think I annoy you. Am I paranoid?
That's the reason I avoid you.
I force myself to look away
I can't handle this pain right now
Everything is messed up!
All of my friendships...
I had a dream about this
You smiled and accepted me
But that was just a dream
It could never be reality
I notice things I wish I hadn't
The way you look at her, how you laugh easier
I don't know this feeling well enough,
but I can't let it go.
It's a painful crush
It's irrelevant. Unimportant. It hurts.
Joking around is easy
Lying is the hard part.
I wish I could voice my heart out like she would.
I envy her.
You don't have to deny it.
Don't pretend, you really do like her.
Still this is just a crush
Nothing more. Nothing less.
My Sweet PrincessWhen I take your hand in mine,My Sweet Princess2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can but think of things so fine,
For when you look at me,
My whole world stops a while…
And the silence is amazing-
As I look into your eyes- gazing,
My life shifts before my eyes,
In one bright smile…
And I'll hold me close to you,
While we both think of things to do,
And things to say,
And things to occupy our time…
And I'll lean in and kiss you softly,
For when you leave, I'll miss quite awfully,
All your loving words-
You've painted me sublime…
For though you care, you may not know-
My feelings are, deeply burrowed,
And I love you more,
Than I could e'er express…
My lovely, loving, sweet princess.
PoetryLife in a stanza,Poetry2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Love in a phrase
Takes some, only moments
Takes others still, days
And anything well
can be turned poetry,
For when lyrics flow well,
They make a Symphony.
And feelings expressed
Are release of built stress
And a break from duress
And your constant distress-
God frigging DammitDon't you just hateGod frigging Dammit2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
when you write out a poem
and you just cannot wait
though your mind is solemn
and you try to post it
and you edit it well
but something goes awry
Oh something ill WOULD befell
In an instant- it's gone
And you're filled with a rage
For the release you have lost
but you slowly assuage
And instead of
a panic attack so severe
a new poem is born
though it doesn't bring cheer
So you sit and you type
and you type and you sit
and all the while all you can think is
My "oh-so" long hair"My God, her hair's so long!"My "oh-so" long hair2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
How I only wish you knew-
That this hair, some days,
Is the last stability, I have been clinging to.
"It's so ratty. Wont she cut it?"
If I cut it, then you'd see
That I'm uglier, I'm not so nice,
As what might seem to be.
And these locks of safety hang round me,
Create a veil, through which all see-
A filtered self- translucency,
Alluding to my vanity.
Panic attackI am stuck in the void againPanic attack2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Can't find my way out
Another day with the madman
Never rid of his doubt
The crack are expanding
Breaking through the glass
Reapers hunting, are branding
Each fragile crevasse
And the watcher is spying
The things that you do
Hell's minions are trying
Enough. Done with you.
So SmileYou have this amazing waySo Smile2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Of managing to make each day
Significantly more vibrant-
Clearing my mind it's disarray.
You bring a splash of colors
To the grey-scaled repetition,
And to date, very few others
Have succeeded in this mission.
Our talks make me so happy.
Your eyes could soon beguile,
Any girl whom you should turn them on-
Enraptured all the while
Our hugs send my head spinning;
My heart laughs all the while.
I'd give my life to end your strife,
For I wish to see you smile.
Missed OpportunityAn inspiration is but an inspirationMissed Opportunity2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I still can't know it's more
But as a blush spreads cross my face
I hope that I could be sure
My heart's been beating fast, too long
My breath held in too tightly
As I think of the way life might still go
And it could still go so rightly
Poetry- Is life in words
Love- Is well expressed
But fear will cripple the shyest of us
Even when we feel our best
But I am still afraid
Wishing that you could see
The way that I feel
And it's still killing me
How I couldn't quite yet, bring myself to respond
LifeI miss you allLife2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The ones I knew
I miss you all
Though we are through
I miss our laughs
I miss our smiles
Through pains that now
stretch over miles
I miss our happy carefree days
I miss our happy silly ways
I miss a mom who gave a damn
I miss a dad who'd understand
I miss a friend
And many more
Who all moved away
Just as i was sure
We'd be best friends forever...
I'll never get to keep you
No matter who you are
So please don't bother with me
My heart needs no new scars
I'll never get to keep you
So I have nothing to gain
I suppose I'm just a glutton
For all things causing pain
Goodnight my sharp divided world
My secret inspirationYou instill in meMy secret inspiration2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The strongest feelings
The deepest feelings
I've ever known
You've become for me
And a muse
For my poetry
And you may never know it
Because I am too shy
StillbornShe cries and holds him in her armsStillborn2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
caress his face- he's still so warm
brush his hair back, and kiss his head
how could my baby boy be dead?
Her mind is wracked, is torn with guilt
Her body made His poorly built
And yet she cannot strain to see
Where the flaw within my boy could be
The doctors came
to take him 'way
her arms were locked,
They'd rue the day-
they took her only child from her
Her only love, her little sir...
A few days later, back at school,
though she'd protest, this system cruel;
Her friends tell her that she's lucky
A child from rape would be "suck-y".
She wants to cry
She wants to scream
Tries to believe
"It's just a dream"
Because that child
would have meant more
than all of them
She'd been so sure
She'd have one figure
in her life
that wouldn't cause her
Who'd love her- unconditionally
My baby boy... my Anthony
IJGS Anniversary - Done taking requestsSo I was thinking to myself yesterday, "I wonder how long it's been since I started Nuzlocking?" And wouldn't you know it, my Platinum Nuzlocke thread (on the Nuzlocke forums) was started on March 7th! Now here on deviantART, the actually Nuzlocke was started on February 27th, but still it's been about a year since I started It Just Got Serious. And I'd like to do something special to show my appreciation for everyone who's followed these Nuzlockes in the past year, from newcomers to those who've been around since that crappy Platinum Nuzlocke.IJGS Anniversary - Done taking requests2 years ago in Personal More Like This
The problem is I don't know what to do. I'd do a livestream with requests, but my computer can't handle that. I could just do regular requests, or I could do something else that you all want to do. Or if you're impatient I can just go on with the comic. So what do you think?
So here's what I'm gonna do. I'll steal Wass's idea and make a tribute to inspiring Nuzlockes (even though there's no way I could do them justice). And I'm also going
200+ WATCHERZ!!!!Personal Log 10.5200+ WATCHERZ!!!!2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Yes, you all heard me right. I haz 209 watchers(I'm not counting :iconis-ff: because that account is being run by :iconshadamymephonic: and I)!
And now, I shall recognize them all
Nuzlocke Contest! (Prizes galore!)Hey gais!Nuzlocke Contest! (Prizes galore!)2 years ago in Personal More Like This
So I decided to have a little art/writing contest. Nothing too complicated, it's actually very simple.
It involves you making a short story about any of my Nuzlocke characters. This can be represented in a single illustration, a comic, or text. It doesn't have to be complicated at all, a picture can say a 1000 words . All I'm looking for is creativity from you guys! Show me what you can do!
Now, the prizes!
First Place gets a full colored picture of anything he/she wants (the minor exceptions are in the rules I will mention later )
The first prize winner also gets a CAMEO in my comic. Which means Any of their OCs (or themselves) will be featured in my Nuzlocke playing a very important role on what's to come .
Second place gets a full colored picture as well, but no cameo.
Example of full colored drawings;
And third place gets a colored picture with a simple background kind of like this;
Who Are You?The flow of time is always cruel...Who Are You?2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Its speed seems different for each person, but no one can change it
A thing that doesn't change with time is a memory of younger days...
in order to come back here again, pay attention to the trees.
It is something that grows over time, a true friendship...
A feeling in the heart that becomes even stronger...
the passion of friendship will blossom into true, righteous power
and through it, you will know which way to move forward...
A song dedicated to the power of the heart,
hear the words spoken by fire.
Time passes, People move...
like a river's flow it never ends...
A childish mind will turn into noble ambition,
young love will grow into deep affection...
the clear water's surface reflects growth.
listen to the sounds of water to reflect upon yourself.
who do you wish to be?
Zira's Revenge comicFor those of you wondering why I've been taking so long, well, I need to rewrite a few things since I wrote and came up with this story about a year or two ago so once I'm done with that I should be able to draw the next pages and hopefully more. Also I have exams this whole week, so I've been busy with those....so until next time, bye ^^~Zira's Revenge comic2 years ago in Personal More Like This
PsychosisYou know not that of which you speak;Psychosis2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm not subject to your critique;
And with a future plainly, bleak;
I'll turn, so strike my other cheek.
I'll look through you with battered eyes;
I hold those thoughts which you despise;
I see right through your vicious lies;
So learn that which, to me, applies.
You can't see what's within my mind,
Fed up with cruel dreams seeming kind,
The endless trains of thought that bind,
My actions, keeping me confined.
Though, don't you worry, lovely dear-
My body yet, will still be here,
But with neurosis creeping near,
I'll wipe the pointless bitter tears.
But is this mania, happy man?
Or do I simply understand?
Or do I simply know...
and simply comprehend that which You ban?
An echo nothing moreThese emotions are an echo of who I used to beAn echo nothing more2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The real me, is someone who rarely has been seen
The real me is Hidden.
The real me is Scared.
And in moments of solitude...
You should know, She'll be there.
And Hey, you're there too,
but no, you won't know it.
The mirror hides you well,
so she knows you can't show it.
She'll talk to you then,
And in those moments all I see,
Are the tears falling down,
From this girl who was me.
She's having these
She's getting herself so worked up
Still I can't understand
Why, in desp'ration, she cut
I don't know anymore.
It was a way to escape...
It was a way to be sure...
It was a cry for attention
That fell on deaf ears
It was confronting the deepest
of all my old fears.
But when my fears fell away...
I was emptier still...
If you can't be afraid,
Self-preservation has no will.
So I let myself change-
A second time.
No longer was I the girl,
Pushed around- crying.
I would live for all others,
Since I had no se