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Streets of gold chpt.5Streets of gold chpt.52 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 5
I was still laying on my bed sobbing, holding my right arm as tight as I could so the bleeding would stop.
My face was stained with tears and the usual black eyeliner I wear was running down as well. I felt horrible. Tattered. Torn. Smashed.
Betrayed.
My head pounded as I sat up, still clutching my upper right arm. I looked over at the mirror across my room, seeing the fist-sized bruise that now made up my entire left cheek. I then looked down under my hand, on my arm. The same, deep, long wound was dragged into my skin. Just enough I could faintly see the muscle of
Streets of gold chpt.6Streets of gold chpt.62 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 6
I woke up to someone poking me in the face.
"Hey, you there? Please don't die on me now.„ they said, still poking me lightly in the nose. I opened one eye, peering over at them. It was that guy from yesterday. He smiled, not poking me anymore. "Why hello there Earth shine. The Sun says hello.„ he laughed out slightly. I smiled weakly, rolling over onto my side to face him. "What's your name..„ I asked. He raised an eyebrow slightly. "Georg. Listing. You're Bill, yes?„ I nodded. "Bill Kaulitz. Weird name... Where are you from?„ I looked him up
Streets of gold chpt.2Streets of gold chpt.22 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 2
I kept a tight grip on Tom's arm as I continued pulling him down the street. I still didn't know what I was really doing. I mean, I just met him, how am I going to introduce my life into his? Jesus, why does shit like this always happen to me. I always get stuck in the most stupid of situations, then it takes me years to back out of them. I don't know, I just don't know. I'll start off like I normally would. I'll get to know him, he'll get to know me, we'll be friends. Just friends and that's it. Nothing else, just friends at heart.
I slowed down with my walking pace s
Streets of gold1-read desc.-Streets of gold1-read desc.-2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart..."
Chapter 1
"Another day, another endless night." I murmured as I stood up from the small couch in my apartment. I slipped the unopened can of Redbull into my right hand as I made my way outside onto the balcony. I pulled the can open only using one hand, guiding it up to my mouth and taking a gulp. I focused up on the sky; little white stars lingering above my head on the fifth floor of this apartment building. I thought of it as a mansion though, for me, anyways. I didn't need much. A small bedroom, small kitchen that had everything I needed, a small living area with two small couches
Streets of gold chpt.3Streets of gold chpt.32 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 3
My eyes shot open as the early morning sun from the windows beamed down on my face. I was staring at the ceiling, laying on my couch. I blinked and sat up, slowly, gathering up my half-awake mind and thoughts.
Tom... I thought.
Where's Tom.
I got up and stretched, pressing my hands flat against the low ceiling above my head, arching my back. I dropped my arms lazily by my sides and blinked again, looking around. I walked to the bathroom and closed the door behind me, quietly. I looked in the tall mirror in front of me, the same skinny, pale, tall and weak frame of my
Streets of gold side storyStreets of gold side story2 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart..„
Side Chapter
POV: Bill
"This is a little weird,„ I stated, holding the can in front of my face so me and Tom could both see it. "Isn't it?„ "Yeah,„ he laughed and took the can full of Monster out of my hand. "It is a little weird... Oh, look,„ he turned it and pointed to the bottom. "Imported from Amsterdam. There's why it looks so different.„
"Oh.„ I took the can back from him and set it down next to me on the seat, leaning forward to get a little closer to my lovers face. Tom smiled, laughing the slightest. "Aren't you smart,„ he leaned
Streets of gold chpt.12Streets of gold chpt.122 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 12
It was cold outside. Colder then it should be. "Do you think you'll need an extra jacket?„ Tom looked over at me again. I shook my head, kindly refusing. "No, I'll be fine. It cant be possibly that freezing out here, to me at least. But thank you.„ I kept my arms crossed as we walked. I did not feel like holding hands or hugging or anything like that with anyone. Instead, I felt sick. Utterly and horribly, oddly sick. I don't know why. But I didn't like it.
Not at all.
"So where are we going, exactly? It's only 09:00, Tom. We cant be going somewhere
Streets of gold chpt.7Streets of gold chpt.72 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 7
"I'm sorry, Bill.„ Georg was sitting next to me on my bed, rubbing my back lightly. I didn't turn over to look at him. I was comfortable and content with laying on my side. "It's not your fault,„ I stated after a while of neither of us talking. "He deserved it.„ the faint light from the small lamp across the room was giving off enough illumination that the room was lit up with an orange hue, it was calming. Georg kept rubbing my back. "I know he did, and that's why I did what was needed. Please don't be mad at me. I don't want you to be mad at me.„ h
Streets of gold chpt.19Streets of gold chpt.191 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"The risk of eternal love – At it's worst.„
Chapter 19
I painted an abrasive line of pale tan on my canvas as I peered over at Tom, sitting next to the other Bill. Tom's gaze met mine as I started to look elsewhere. "What are you even doing?„ he pondered about his own question. I looked back over to him and raised my left eyebrow. "It's what an artist like me does,„ I looked hurriedly around the room. "Looking at shades, different colours of objects and people. It just gets me in the mood to paint.„ I took a step back and stared at the semi-portrait of other Bill, only the outline of his head, jaw,
Streets of gold chpt.13Streets of gold chpt.132 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 13
I leaned my head back so it was resting over the edge of my chair. Nothing to do, nobody to talk to.
Again.
I went to lead my cigarette up to my mouth with my right hand and took a drag off of it, exhaling heavily. I then went to push the window up – a very little – next to me, slipping the almost burned out start of a filter out of the little crack. I slipped it closed. It was nice being back in my own house. My own room. My own town. It was very nice. Nobody to bother me, either. No Tom. No Georg. No David. No Gustav. No nobody. It was still dark
Streets of gold chpt.18Streets of gold chpt.181 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 18
The melancholic breeze that was filling the midday air brushed lightly against my skin. The day was nice, calm, and I didn't feel like being inside, since the weather is so perfect. For February, anyway. I was sitting on the middle step in front of Tom's house, staring around at the not-so-familiar things around me. From the Audi sports cars in the driveway to the houses next door, I didn't know any of it.
--And for the first time in his life; in his few years of existence, he felt... nothing.
I heard a front door open, and close as soon as it opened. I peered beh
Streets of gold chpt.15Streets of gold chpt.152 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 15
I yawned, looking up at the ceiling. The room was still half dark, only lit up by the small lamp across the room. I turned over onto my side and looked at Tom, who was laying on his back, eyes closed. I smiled a bit. I pulled myself closer to him, wrapping my arms around his body. He opened his eyes and looked at me, then smiled.
"I thought you were asleep,„ I said quietly, giggling quietly. Tom put an arm around me. "Well I thought you were sleeping, so I didn't say anything.„ I pulled myself so I was laying on top of him, my head on his chest. "I'm no
Streets of gold chpt.9Streets of gold chpt.92 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 9
"Wipe that smirk off your face.„
Georg was laughing to himself as I continued to glare at him and David. "Why should I? It's obvious you've got a little teenage crush.„ David busted out laughing. I frowned again, making the crease between my brows deeper. "No I don't! Natalie is just a friend! Nothing more.„ I stated, waiting for another one of their stupid comebacks. Georg laughed out loud. "Oh is she, now? After what David said he saw?„ they both laughed harder. I growled. "That was nothing you fagots! It wasn't anything!„ "Oh, it was somet
Streets of gold chpt.17Streets of gold chpt.171 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 17
I was sitting on a bar stool in Tom's kitchen, staring down at the cup in front of me, running my finger along the smooth edge. My head was rested on one of my hands, my elbow holding my arm up. I sighed deeply, wishing that life wasn't so stupid. But, things are how they are, and sometimes I cant control them.
"You've been like that for ages,„ Tom stated, looking back at me. I grunted. "Yeah, ages.„ I rolled my eyes and lazed my head down on my arms. "You're still thinking about earlier, aren't you, Bill?„ Tom walked over and sat across from me. I h
Streets of gold chpt.16.2Streets of gold chpt.16.21 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 16.2
Six years earlier.
I kept my books clutched tightly to my chest, maneuvering my way through the crowded hallways that made up my school. I kept a very close eye on the people around me, though, still with the fear that someone was going to ruin my day soon. If it hasn't happened yet, and there's only two hours left of school, then it was going to happen soon. It always did.
Math class. I hated math class. Trying to skip it is pointless, though. Everything always got blamed on the kid who's different. Like me. All I needed to do was go to my locker, slip through
Streets of gold chpt.16 pt.1Streets of gold chpt.16 pt.12 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 16 – Part one
I sat back down on the couch and crossed my legs under me. Tom was asleep next to me, his head slumped to the right side slightly on his shoulder, his hands set perfectly on his lap. His breathing was quiet, but even, it was actually a calming sound to hear. I peered over at him, watching him sleep peacefully. His chest rose and fall slowly; inhale, exhale, inhale, exhale. Tom stretched, sprawling out slightly, he leaned to his right and had one of his arms outstretched. I hesitated, but leaned onto him, making myself quite comfortable. My right hand
Streets of gold chpt.14Streets of gold chpt.142 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 14
"Whatever! I don't fucking care!„
"Bill calm down. I'm serious.„
I kept my arms crossed, staring down at the floor. "I don't need to calm down. I don't like being told what to do. It's just-..„ I cringed slightly and growled. "I don't care! I don't fucking care about him anymore!„ I turned to my right and kicked the wall, as hard as I could. Tom took another step towards me, tensed. "Bill, please. Calm down-„ "I don't want to calm down!„ I shouted, turning my body quickly to face Tom. Breathing heavily, shaking, on the verge of t
Streets of gold chpt.11Streets of gold chpt.112 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 11
"I still don't like you.„ Georg hissed as he walked past Tom. Tom wasn't phased at how he said it at all. "So? I don't care if you don't like me. You aren't Bill's legal guardian so you cant control him.„ he nodded towards me. "He's a legal adult, he can make his own decisions.„
"He's not smart enough to.„ Georg glared at us from across the room. Those words, that statement, just seemed to cut into me like a razor blade.
"How can you fucking say that? In FRONT of him? Are you stupid?„ Tom stood up and took a step clo
Streets of gold chpt.10Streets of gold chpt.102 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 10
"Fuck...„ I turned my head over and looked at the clock on the bedside stand to my right. "What is it?„ Natalie slipped her arms back around me. "Oh,„ I breathed out. "It's just the time. Georg and David said we were going to do a few things today in town. It's already 21:00 and I should probably get going.„
"Aw, why so early? Can't you stay a bit longer?„ she turned my head towards her and kissed me. "Hnng...„ I pulled away, sitting up. "No, I have to go. I'm sorry, Natalie.„ she sat up also, hugging me from behind.
"You don't ha
Streets of gold chpt.8Streets of gold chpt.82 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Streets of Gold
"You're way too young to fall apart...„
Chapter 8
I fiddled with the pencil I had in my hands as I stared out the window of the car I was in. I was sitting in the back seat of Georg's car, and one of his friends was in the front. They tried to get me to sit in the front passenger seat, but both of them being older then me, I kindly refused.
They both rambled to each other, but I didn't bother to listen. I just stared out the window at cars and people that passed by.
But I was also thinking. About Tom.
I don't know why he popped into my head so much... It was still something about him that I couldn't resist. But what
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