Revenge ain't my goal.breeding for excitementRevenge ain't my goal.6 years ago in Other More Like This
is the way your heading at
there is nothing innocent about your gain
showing off is your addiction
i'm tired of being a witness of such a cruel torment
i'm been gone for just a second
and you show me this?!
you think i'm just a tool?
i have heart
i have a soul
i had everything you needed
but your blind!
you just want society to consume you
go ahead be in this club of kids that are truly unwanted just like yourself
our distance was truly far..
but mentally you were so far away from me..
now that i'm here physically you still threw me away
i'm desperate to feel love again
i had so much love to give you
and you never appreciated it
you never said a fair thank you at all
change? that's all you wanted
a human being with no personalty at all
just the perspective of what others made you think
this image that you seek is it perfection really?
why wouldn't you care for me?
love me the way i am
the way i walk?
the way i talk?
the way i dress?
fuck the cl
Shadow eyesWhen I look at you in your eyesShadow eyes8 years ago in Other More Like This
I see your happiness inside
when you look at me in my eyes
you see sorrow inside
you couldn't help it,you ran away from my eyes
you didn't want to accept my shadow eyes
you changed me,destroyed me,killed the real me,you created this shadow eyes,
now these shadow eyes are weak and swollen you crushed my eyes into oblivion with my heart
dont defy my shadow eyes,you'll find something inside go in the depths of my soul that lurks around my eyes
when your eyes and my eyes reunite as ONE you know a beautiful pact is about to come and for the wise man(GOD) to see to agree but thats just a dream to me
why couldn't you understand we could of made it but no you provoked me to break it so now....
are love is broken
Cutting . . .Cutting . . .4 years ago in Reviews & Guides More Like This
Hello Daemons. Me again, Kirill. For my first pamphlet, I'd like to address one of the main things I wish you guys could stop doing. It's a very serious matter, and I ask you to take what I say into consideration.
After reading the heading, I'm sure you guys know what I'm about to address.
Cutting: A method of self-injury that involves habitually making shallow lacerations in one's skin with a razor blade, knife, or other sharp object. Doing so releases a natural drug called endorphins and sends a pleasure signal to the brain immediately following the action. As such, it becomes like a drug addiction. It will lead you into deeper depression, even if you feel better temporarily.
I'm happy to say I've never cut. It's a prize I've taken away from all of this. But I've picked up a few tricks along the way, things that helped me walk away from the Kitchen Knives.
So I'm here to share these tips. What I'd like you to do is seriously think on these words. Even though I've alread
Doctor Stew Fan Fic Ep 3 and 4Doctor Stew Fan Fic Ep 3 and 44 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Doctor Stew Episode 3 : Crack to the Future (Fan Ending)
"So where should we begin looking for the cracks?" asked K-Bri as he stood there looking at Stew and Rose.
"Well I would say" said Stew, but as he was talking Rose looked over at the Retardis control panel and saw the crack she interrupted Stew
"What is it Rose, I was about to say where we were going to find the first crack in a really bad ass way, and you had to make me lose my train of thought, what is so important?" asked Stew in a pissed off and annoyed voice
"There's a crack right here in the Retardis" said Rose as she pointed over at the screen. Stew walked over to the screen slowly removing his Sonic Binky from his jacket.
"Ah, Doctor shouldn't we be worrying about the giant whole in the side of the Retardis?" asked K-Bri as he drove over towards the whole.
"Why I swing the doors open all the time to impress the ladies and I mean all the time?" said Stew as he stood at the control panel with his Binky pointing
DreamingKatara's head hit the keyboard and flew back up. She had fallen asleep again. Damn it! It's not like she hated dreaming, in fact she loved it, but this dream had been plagued with Zuko. Again. Just like it had so many times. It was evil and cruel of her brain to be playing tricks on her.Dreaming5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
This could not be happening to her! Not again! She had a deadline and she was not going to make it. Why? Because her mind seemed to be in another place right now. It wasn't on her paper. It wasn't on her research. It wasn't where it was supposed to be. It was in a place that made her happier. It was in a place that made her want. It was in a place that it shouldn't have been in. Damn it all to hell and back! Damn him to hell and back. Him and his golden orbs, longish black hair and scarred face.
She'd known the boy for years now, best friends with him ever since middle school. High school hadn't changed that and neither had college. She'd loved him ever since high school. But he didn't feel the same wa
The Perks of Being Bisexual "Faggot!" "Homo!" "Queer!" "Dyke!" "Pervert!" "Sicko!" "Sinner!" Those words, those awful words I hear on a daily basis, assault my ears for so long, I immediately clamp my ears with my hands and shut my eyes with hot tears burning through them. I want it to stop. I wanted them to just shut up! I did not choose this quote unquote "lifestyle". I did not choose to be made fun of or be put down by society's expectations. What I DID choose, however, was to fight my way through the torment, through the pain, and through the hate that people spew because I know in the end, it will be worth fighting for.The Perks of Being Bisexual4 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
Ever since I was a little girl, besides discovering I was autistic, I knew I was bisexual. At first, I did not know it at the time because in the world of unicorns, princesses, candy, kindergarten, and ABC's, sexuality was nonexistent. But at the age of five, I was curious about what was that thing in bet
Espejo, PrologoEspejo: PrólogoEspejo, Prologo3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
En la tierra...
Fionna vió como todas las animadoras salían ya cambiadas y maquilladas del vestuario despues de un ensayo, dejando el espejo libre. "Ya era hora, ya empezaba a pensar que romperian el espejo" pensó con arrogancia. Entonces se dirigió hacia el espejo y se vió, naturalmente, pero no como iba vestida en ese instante, con su ropa de animadora y el pelo recogido en una coleta alta, sino con una especie de gorro con orejas de conejo que solo dejaba ver su flequillo y una camiseta azul basica. Giró la cabeza en diagonal como señal de interrogación. Su reflejo se movió igual. Eso demostraba que era un espejo y no un video o una broma. Entonces se fijó en el fondo del espejo; no era el vestuario de chicas del instituto, sino una habitación hecha de madera, más que de madera, como si hubiese estado construida dentro de un arbol. Que raro. Para comprobar que de verdad era el espejo, alzó la mano
A Time of ChangeA Time of Change4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"You want to do what?!"
He came back to the stables where I had been patiently waiting and told me his plans. I could feel the radiation as it ravaged each cell of his body. He was in great pain which I tried to help with but could only do so much. He needed to regenerate but he was holding back and refusing.
"Doctor, do you even realize how many companions you have had in your past?"
"Yes and I want to see how each of them is doing. All I'm asking is for you to help me, TARDIS. You shouldn't have too much trouble. Lock onto their bio-signatures and materialize."
"You're going to hold off your regeneration until I do this, aren't you?"
His silence answered my question. I reluctantly started the procedure by locking on to each bio-signature I could find. My fear was growing with each minute that passed as he held off the regenerative process. We r
my mind is a prisonI am writing my life awaymy mind is a prison8 years ago in Surrealism More Like This
sitting here in this prison
nothing to do,nothing to say
looking up at this drenched ceiling and thinking of you if your still alive
I record your beautiful voice and happy laughter in my mind to try to put myself to sleep
everyday wondering if your gonna save me from this prison
I get out of bed every night and touch the cold floor,shivering,dying of loneliness,scared to death and left crying forever here
I cant take this no more
I want you, but my mind is a prison
-In-vulnerable29-06-11-In-vulnerable4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I just wanted to let you know:
I'm here, but I'm not her.
I'm not hiding anymore.
Cause I am not traditional,
but I am human all the way.
And tonight I'm not afraid.
Because if I get hurt, I will cry,
and I will overcome.
If I get hurt, I'll be alright,
and I will too recover.
So here I am;
Your words I finally understand.
Life is truly beautiful
because of all its sadness.
So here I am;
I think you understand.
I'm standing here with cuts and bruises,
embracing all they mean.
Now love me if you like me.
Hate me if you must.
As long as we connect tonight,
do anything that you like.
Punk!ArthurXPunk!Reader: The Scariest ThingsPunk!ArthurXPunk!Reader: The Scariest Things3 years ago in Romance More Like This
You were the biggest rebel you could be. Piercings, colored hair, and typically wore all black all the time. All in all, you were a punk and quite anti-social. You were just going about your regular day, sulking from class to class, getting all A's, and avoiding everyone you could. It was now after school, and you always went to the forest to this little hill overlooking the city.
Working on your homework, you slapped on your headphones, and yet again, blocked out the world. It was normal to you, and you didn't know any different. After your parents had died, nobody ever cared for you. You had a very large inheritance so you could survive. Then just a few months later, your grandparents left you an even bigger inheritance. Now you had no family left except for their graves you visited every weekend.
Suddenly, there was a tap on your shoulder. Okay, you were pissed and wondering who would have the audacity to do that. Well sure enough, it certainly wasn't who you were expecting. It was
America x Reader: On That DayAmerica x Reader: On That Day3 years ago in Romance More Like This
On that day, together, we waved the flag. A flag to honor all those who have died, all of those injured, and all those who will die, keeping the United States of America great.
My hands rubbed on his crisp, new uniform. Alfred was going away. Going to serve in the war against the Nazis. I held back my tears, if Alfred saw them he might think I didn't believe that he would come back home.
"Please don't be sad ____. I'll be back in no time. It's just that we need all the help we can get. Any able-bodied man's help is needed." Alfred said, attempting to ease my sadness. He failed at this, and only managed to make me more angry at our country.
"I don't want to hear it anymore Alfred. You've only said it millions of times. I understand you wanting to serve your country, but there is always the chance that you won't...come back." I stated, looking at our feet.
Alfred held in a breath for a moment "I will come
PrussiaXReader Colds Travel but Doctors CurePrussiaXReader Colds Travel but Doctors Cure3 years ago in Romance More Like This
You look up from your book when a pounding could be heard at your door. With a frown you marked your place in the book and stood from the couch, stretching your arms as you did so. Sadly you had just gotten comfortable with some tea and a nice book and you weren't expecting anyone to be coming over. 'Who could it be?' you thought with flinched when the pounding at your door became more erratic and louder. "I'm coming, I'm coming! Calm down!" you shouted and walked over to the door, you yanked the door open and the person knocking on your door nearly hit you right in the face with a hand. The man outside your door currently had a bright red nose and looked almost miserable. "What are you doing here? I thought you were sick and staying home with Germany," you said slowly, taking in his appearance. He man laughed, 'kesesesesese' and muttered something about being 'awesome'. "I am sick, so let the awesome me in," he replied and his sorrowful eyes flashed misch
The Only One I Love (Prussia X Reader)The Only One I Love (Prussia X Reader)3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
It was two days before your second anniversary with Gilbert and you planned out everything. A walk around the park while the sun is setting and a picnic under the moonlight. But, maybe that was just too good to be true, having your anniversary as perfect as that sounds impossible.
You were at home cooking dinner, waiting for your beloved Gilbert to come home from work. You set out plates of his favorite dishes and sat down on the chair, continuing to wait for him. It was now nine o'clock, but Gilbert was still not home like he usually was. However, you still waited for him believing he was just caught in work and nothing else. Though you were praying that he was just busy, you had an uneasy feeling that it wasn't that but something else...
You woke up not even knowing when you fell asleep, you looked at the time and saw that it was two o'clock in the morning, you gave up. 'What is Gilbert doing!' Frustrated, you tried calling him b
Movie Scene: TitanicMovie Scene: TitanicMovie Scene: Titanic5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Katara stood in between Aang and Zuko. Stood in between the man she was at one point supposed to marry and the man she had fallen in love with in only a few short days. In between her past and her future. Her loved and her love. Aang had put his coat on her and was trying to keep her close to him. But all she wanted to do was be under Zuko's arm.
Zuko mustered all he had inside him and let go of the one thing he loved the most in the world, "Katara, go on, I'll get the next one." his heart broke as he said it. But he knew he had to do it, had to let her go so she would survive.
Katara couldn't believe what he was telling her. Why did he want them to be apart? "No, not without you." her voice was filled with tears and determination. She wasn't giving up the only good thing in her life.
Zuko knew she was being stubborn, he both admired her for it and wanted to shake her. Did she not understand that in order for him to go on, she had to live? "I'll be alright. Listen,
Being Gay Is A ChoiceI chose this way of life.Being Gay Is A Choice4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I chose to be ostracized by the general public.
I chose to live in a way,
My parents want to kill me for,
And my family wants to disown me.
I chose this way,
Where no matter how good I am,
How caring or faithful,
My place of worship,
Says I'll rot in hell.
I chose to put up with,
All of the heckling,
Fag, Homo, Queer.
Yup, I chose that all.
I chose a way,
Where in most places,
I can't marry someone,
I love with all my heart.
I chose to live my life,
So that if I want to bring in a child,
The world will scorn me,
And deny me a family of my own.
I chose to be treated as sub-human,
By the majority of this earth.
I mean, who needs basic rights?
I sure don't.
Don't you see the logic?
Who wouldn't chose this way?
Look at all these lovely perks,
I chose to be a gay.
Zutara Week 2010: Change"The hero always gets the girl." Well not this time. No, this time there would be a change in plans. The hero would not get the girl. This time it would be the powerful, bad-guy turned good who sometimes gets overlooked. It was going to be him. Yeah...Zutara Week 2010: Change5 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Hey Katara! Do you want to feed the turtle-ducks with me?"
"Um...sure, why not."
Heart'sflame 1Heart'sflameHeart'sflame 14 years ago in Settings More Like This
I wasn't one who thought about becoming alpha someday. I was content as beta, I didn't really want a mate, I hadn't wanted pups. Well, I suppose that's not true, eventually all she-wolves want pups, but I didn't grow up wanting them. I would love to volunteer to watch them when the king and queen wanted to hunt together, but my own?
A lot changed that night, as Father rallied the pack, each howl added to our core strength making us invincible. I wasn't a fighter. My strength was as a hunter, but every set of fangs was needed for the fight. For the first time in my life, I was hungry for wolf blood, yet I had only tasted my own.
When they didn't meet us at the border, we charged into their camp. Father took on their king, Tobiz, also known as Twoblaze; and my sister took on the king's son, who was most likely to be alpha next. At least that's who I think she was told to find and fight.
I found a small grey she-wolf, and chased her into a thicket. On one sid
Greece x Reader: Truth Be ToldGreece x Reader: Truth Be Told3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Greece x Reader: Truth Be Told
Request for AngeloTheNinja
I'm so fuggin' sorry for the lateness!
Let's provide some background to this story. You are a student at private school with their private school uniforms and private school rules. And the rules say that you have to have superior grades in everything you do. Well, that's exactly what you did. You are at the top of your class. Everyone chides you for being so smart when all you really do is study; being smart means nothing if you do not study, after all.
In your classroom there are ten students. It seems like a little, but since this is a private-and-super-expensive school, they have the money to have twice as many teachers as any other school. Plus, a smaller class lets the teacher help each student out individually. Everyone in your class is pretty much on the same level: do your work and good things will come of it.
Well, everyone except one (yup, there'
Prince!England X Reader: The Royal Bloodline IIPrince!England X Reader: The Royal Bloodline II3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Take her away!" said the Queen, ordering the maid.
"Yes your Highness!" she ran away from the castle being devoured by hell fire.
'I must keep her safe!' the maid swore to herself.
The castle was set to fire, there were no clues who did it, the 11th Royal Family of the South never had an opponent to begin with, probably the townspeople? No, the Royal Family is nice, probably another Royal Family who had a grudge against them? The maid didn't expected that an arrow from a bow will pierce her, going through her chest. She ran fast as she can to the town and coincidentally saw a cleaning barmaid, she begged at the barmaid to take care of the child she was holding until she took her last breath.
All of it was a dream, you've been seeing that dream over and over again.
'That dream again...' you thought as you opened your eyes.
"__ , are you okay? You're sweating a lot, it's not hot right? it's winter this month though" said Arthur with a concern voice.
"Just have a..
Adventure Time with MLnPG c5p1Adventure Time with MLnPG c5p14 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Chapter 5, Part 1
The day before the first Hootenanny came and went with little excitement. The decorations went up after much debate, the catering was arranged around a spooky theme, and by the end of the day Prince Gumball had come up with his own costume, finding all the necessary accessories to put it all together. As the night drew on, Gumball watched his window long into the night, waiting for Marshall to show up despite his statement to keep away for the night. But the vampire held true to his word and didn't appear. Disappointed, the prince finally found a stopping point in his novel and blew out the candle on his nightstand, taking advantage of the time to get a decent night's rest.
Over across the land, the undead king was still awake, rummaging through his clothes and muddling over what he was possibly going to wear. Everything in his being told him to take his usual route: scare the ever-living poop out of everyone. He just loved seeing the horrified faces of the candy-staf
Let's Be Penguins! AmericaxReaderLet's Be Penguins! AmericaxReader3 years ago in Humor More Like This
It was that "wonderful" time of the year again. The time for the holidays. Which to your best friend, Alfred, meant Christmas. Each year he would have a huge Christmas party and trick some poor sap to pay for it. Each one was bigger then the last. And this was Senior year, so it was going to be huge.
"Hey, [Y/N], what color should the cake be this year?!" Alfred practically shouted at you when you were literally sitting down right next to him in this place where you're supposed to be as silent as possible. The library. Never would you take him here to "study" again when all he did was plan for his Christmas party.
"Something neon...as usual..." You mumbled your answer while chewing on your pencil's eraser. Now let's see this problem you were working out now. 3 divided by the square root of 54 subtracted by 10 and added by x. What is x? You tried not to flip the table. "Why do I have to solve where Algebra's exes are?!" You shouted. Alfred laughed.
"Still fuming over it?" You knee exact
Teacher!PrussiaxSmart!Student!Reader: SecretTeacher!PrussiaxSmart!Student!Reader: Secret3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Gilbert Beilschmidt was your most favorite teacher in the entire school. Though, you enjoyed going to all of your classes, you enjoyed his class the most. You never lead on that you actually feelings for your teacher nor were you going to do that; everyone would probably laugh at you. Hey, everyone had a crush on their teacher at one time or another.
"(Name), I heard Mr. Beilschmidt has a surprise test for us today." Your friend said, walking up to you at your locker.
You shut your locker, shaking your head. "You think? How do you know it's not someone playing some sort of prank?"
Your friend shrugged her shoulders, snaking her arm underneath yours. "Never know~! Not that it matters to you, you'll pass it anyways."
You began walking with your friend to your classroom, your favorite one, since it was Gilbert's class. "You act like I know everything, I don't." you said as the two of you entered the room.
"You're lying, you do." Your friend replied as she let go of your arm, taking