Dear friends,

Today I had a spare afternoon and thought, "I have been neglecting DeviantART for such a long time, why not write a journal entry?" So here I am. I know not a lot of you probably read this or will comment or even see it, but at least it's here for those who do stumble across it and have time to read it. I just felt like writing.

To everyone who supports me along this winding photography path, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. Even if I don't get to reply to everyone who messages, emails and comments, I still always and forever appreciate it more than you would ever know. You all fill me with such confidence and push me through the times when I think, "Why am I doing this?" Thank you, my beautiful army of dreamers.

When I was younger my parents told me that the two most important things in life were "happiness" and "health". And pursuing photography as a full time career and making it into my life has made me one of the happiest little people. I would spend my childhood playing with my mother's camera equipment, she was a passionate photographer and would put flowers in my hair and photograph me dancing barefoot through the garden. There was never a point in my life where I considered photography as a career, it all just kind of happened and before I knew it, I found myself earning my first pounds by taking photos for people.

So all I want to say in this journal entry is that if you have a dream, if you find yourself someone you are happy with and if you are determined, dream big and live fast. Everything is achievable if you put your mind to it. Some things take time, other things happen all at once, but they will build you in confidence and help mould you into who you're supposed to be. Never be afraid to be yourself and don't ever let your dreams go because you are constantly closer to achieving them. Spread your wings and enjoy who you are and what you have because life changes quickly and you have to keep up. But through it all, your dreams will keep you alive, even in your darkest hours.

Be yourself, you're supposed to be.

UNDENIABLE PROOF THAT DESTIEL EXISTS!

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Mission accomplished.

For anyone who'd like to show what DESTIEL IS ADGSFHDGJFM

I hope you like! *cringes*

Supernatural this week was a filler episode, there isn't going to be another plot baring episode (at least in my opinion) in till episode 15, when Castiel returns. The episode plot this week was about Grandpapy Winchester, or Henry Winchester, who is a member of a secret organization that deals with the supernatural... Initiative, for the BTVS fans. Anyway, Grandpapy travels in to the future to keep the knowledge box safe from Abaddon. Henry shows up in Sam and Deans closet, and then thus the rising action began!
  I honestly really liked this episode, it just annoyed me a little, like, I wish that someone would have mentioned Castiel, or that Sam and Dean were Michael and Lucifer's vessels, OR the fact that the setting was placed in 2013! What the hell!?! When is should have been 2015, let me explain.
  At the end of season 5, 2010, when Sam fell in the pit, Dean went to go live with Lisa and Ben for one WHOLE year, making it about mid 2011 when Soulless Sassy Gay Sam showed up, then by the end of season 6 (in the SPN verse) it should have been mid 2012. By the end of season 7 it should have been 2013; so it's 2013 when Dean and Castiel are sent to Brokeback PurGAYtory, and they're in Purgatory for one whole year, one whole FRICKING year, making it 2014! When season 8 starts its mid-way through 2014, so by now, since the season is more than half way through, it should be 2015!
  So tell me why the hell does Dean have a license plate that says 20 fucking 13!? 2013!? Just... uuhhhhh, goddamnit.

All in all, it was a good episode.

I've not uploaded that very much for a long period Inspiration comes and goes. But now spring is arriving, the sun shines, so the inspiration comes back to sit inside and do creative stuff. That stuff turns out to be of the dark kind. That often means dark gray scales with a little reddish at the end. I really love that type of coloring I dunno why? My so far recent six,

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are ALL zoomed in from,

(click ->) The Dark Secret of the Cave (<- click)

in a spiral on the left side near the tip of the black pyramid. The differences between the motives are the location in that spiral. Those of you who are lucky to have UF, may run the parameter files and perform successive out-zooms, easiest by "shift + drag down"

Some of my earlier Goth motives you have in the list below,

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There may be some more in my gallery, fitting in the category "Goth". But to find those I leave to my dear reader If you find any not in the list, you may report it to me Then maybe I will update the above list

..and don't have a too dark mind