i hate my lifei hate my life3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hate everything and everybody including me. I'm bleeding inside i just want to scream at the top of my lungs so loud that I can not speak anymore, i don't need my voice because nobody cares what i need to say.I want to take a knife and to stabbe my already broken heart the pain i feel now is more stronger than when the knife cuts my heart .I don't need help i'm smiling don't you see i'm leaving this horrible place......
Cut Open: chapter fiveCut Open: chapter five4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I could barely open my eyes. My body was engulfed in agonizing pain, I couldn't breathe. I couldn't move. The only thing that was racing through my mind, was a question. One simple little question...Am I dead? And if so...where's Jenna?
Forcing my eyes open, I slowly turn my head to the side, seeing Ellena and a group of other people running over to me across the gym floor. I try to move, but I couldn't. The pain was unbearable. Laying there I turn my head to face the ceiling. Watching the lights shine. My eyes couldn't focus on the lights or anything for that matter. Every couple of seconds my eyes would roll into the back of my head, then I would have to try and focus on something else. But I was starting to get a headache from that, so I closed my eyes for a couple of minutes. My hearing was starting to come back, but I really didn't want to hear what was going to happen next. I wanted to block everything out. And lay there, and maybe even die, so that I could be with Jenna once aga
Cut Open: chapter thirteenCut Open: chapter thirteen4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Driving to the park, Josh was really quiet. He didn't say much after we pulled out of the driveway, and he didn't look at me most of the time. All he would do is glance over every now and then, but mostly keep his eyes on the road, and small talk. He never really started a deep or on going conversation, which started to worry me. He loves to talk, but right now he's acting really strange. What going on with him?
"So what's wrong?" I finally say, while looking over at him after staring out the passenger window," You're being awfully quiet..."
"Hmm? Oh, umm you know, just lost in thought I guess." He said, looking over at me and smiling," Just thinking about someone." He winked.
"Oh? And who might that someone be?" I asked, very curious now.
"Oh he already knows. I'm sitting next to him right now." He said, giggling and turned his head back to face the road, but still glancing over at me. Josh had the most adorable laugh ever, and it was so cute it made me laugh as well.
We laughed all t
Cut Open: chapter sevenCut Open: chapter seven4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Everything was black once again. No light, and no life. The white glow that was coming off of Jenna, was gone. I was alone, and scared. I took a deep, shaky breath and held it. I held it for as long as I could, then let it out. What was I suppose to do now? I didn't know, so I stood there, waiting for something to happen. But what?
Hands grasped my shoulders tightly and started to shake me rapidly. i couldn't see anything, just blackness. The hands clenched tighter and tighter on my shoulders, and they started to shake my even more rapidly than before. Voices started to travel around my head in circles. But where were they coming from. I didn't care, just make them stop. The shaking kept getting more and more fierce, and the voices started to get even louder and clearer. The voices were calling my name, but everything was still black.
"Alex!" The voice screamed, "Alex, wake up!"
Once last shake, was all it took. In the blink of an eye, everything was white. I fluttered open my eyes and
Cut Open: chapter threeCut Open: chapter three4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
I parked the car in the high school parking lot. A lot of people were here already, just hanging out around the cars. Waiting for school to start. I would have never come to school this early if it wasn't for Clair and Cameron. Usually I come to school late, but oh well I guess I have to break that habit now. Now I actually have to get up early, and drive Clair and Cameron to school. As well as myself. I pulled the key out of the car and sat back into my seat. Clair and Cameron were just staring at me, but I ignored them.
"So...can we go in?" Clair asked, unbuckling her seat belt.
"Why? School doesn't start until 8:05, it's 7:20." I said, slouching down into my seat, and crossing my arms over my chest.
"Yeah, but..." Clair trailed off then turned to look out the window at a group of senior guys around a truck. One of the guys looked back at Clair and waved. Clair waved back as well. I leaned forward and looked at the boy and gave him a dirty look. The boy stopped waving and gave a dirt
Bullet1.Bullet3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I count the dripping
Lines on my arm
Now the pills
Sitting in my hand
Dont forget the bullet
Lonely in my gun
Adding a few lines
My picture perfect end
Add a few pills
Who said it had to hurt?
Still the lonely
Bullet in my gun
The lines perfect
Puddle below is growing
The pills perfect
Thrown into my mouth
The bullet leaves my gun.
The Cut To DeathThe knife slashed down hard across my arm and warm, sticky blood spurted out. The crimson liquid streamed from either side of my arm and dripped onto the hardwood floor, scattering in droplets. Fierce pain meandered up my arm to my core. A shudder rippled through my body and my shoulders hunched forward as I bit my lip to keep from crying out.The Cut To Death4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Blood gushed from the deep jagged cut. The flesh was throbbing and the color was a dirty shade of red. Anger coursed through my veins as a cry left my lips. I found myself raising my hand to slash against my wrist this time.
The force of my cut caused the teeth of the knife to dig half way into my wrist. My head rolled back and I screamed in fresh agony. Blood flooded from my wrist to the floor and I dropped down to the floor, landing with a thud on my side. Pain coursed through my veins and exited out of my system with my blood.
My eyes rolled back into my head and I breathed in gasps. Stars danced in my eyes and my vision darkened. I could myse