CrushMy heart it does flutter
When you look at me
My mouth it does stutter
Your all that i can see
My face it turns red
When i think of you
I move my feet of lead
For its all that i can do
My mind it tells me no
When i ask if your a crush
But my heart says its so
And cations not to rush
Though my body's conflicted
I think i know whats true
To your smile I'm addicted
I have a crush on you
ContradictionI wanna give you a hug and squeeze you tightContradiction2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I wanna shove you away with all my might
I wanna hold you close and never let go
I want you to suffer like i did so
I want to give you things and show my love
I want lightening to strike you from up above
I want you so badly i can barely breathe
But i won't take you cause i know you'd just leave
CorruptedBrokenCorrupted3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Into a million
Not even "God" can
My blood flows
In a sea
And endless hate
And poison love
I Still Hear YouI stand still in the rainI Still Hear You3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Trying to wash away the pain
It falls harder on my head
I wish it hadn't been said
The sound pounds in my ears
The raindrops hide my salty tears
The thunder silences my cries
My heart breaks from your lies
The sky does cry for me
It shares my agony
The earth shakes from the sound
As my knees hit the ground
Why'd you lie to me?
I thought it was meant to be
Then you say i'm not the one
That it was over,we were done
You'd asked me for my hand
Said you have such big plans
We'd even set the date
In spring,but not too late
My eyes water from fresh tears
I'd wasted three whole years
Planning to marry you
Then you left for someone new
As i lay here on the ground
I still can hear the sound
Of you walking out that door
Leaving me here forevermore
They Did ThisMY body is going up in flamesThey Did This3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My soul is all i have left to claim
There's no light left to guide my path
This nothingless place is the aftermath
The rain is fire, the snow is ash
The twisting river is a red gash
It flows with the blood of so many hearts
Their life was sucked out, now their all dark
They did this, the demons of old
The ones who's hearts have all gone cold
They needed life, they needed blood
Now there's bodies sprawled in the mud
They took our souls late at night
Swallowed them whole, ate their light
The only reason i survived
A demon child left me alive
He burned my body, forgot my soul
The pain it caused took a terrible toll
I watched my body burn down past the bone
There was nothing left of my souls old home
So i floated away over the dead
Their souls were gone, the bodies in shreds
The guts and blood painted the wall
A gory reminder of pain for them all
The air is black from all the smoke
The demons think this is a joke
I'm the last soul, all alone i can tell
ForeverNothing really lasts foreverForever3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
No matter how much you wish it would
Time is something you can't tether
But i bet you'd stop it if you could
I bet you wish it would slow down
Maybe take a slower pace
Instead it moves like its hell bound
Time comes in first in every race
Forever is just wishful thinking
A dream that never will come true
And yet its forever that im seeking
I want to spend forever with you
Ripped ApartYou took my heart, you took my soulRipped Apart3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
In their place there is a hole
What once was bright now is dull
Loving you took such a toll
And even after you left me here
My eyes still search to see if you're near
And against all logic, your still so dear
The power of feelings is something to fear
You don't care but i still do
You don't love me but i love you
And there's nothing i can do
I can't deny what i know is true
Damn my feelings, damn my heart
I wish they were still in the dark
Then maybe i could hide the mark
You left when you ripped me apart
FinallyI'm moving on, moving forwardFinally3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My hopes are up, shields are lowered
I'm taking risks and making gambles
My heart is whole,my worries in shambles
The past is gone, my futures near
My ambition leaves no room for fear
Theres is much to do, so little time
Technically i shouldn't be writing this rhyme
The present is my home, my life
The past was good, not just strife
I'm at ease with who i am
Say what you will, i don't give a damn
I've found peace deep in my soul
But, of course, things still take a toll
Life's not easy, it never will be
But i know in the end, i'll still be me
Stay togetherI hope we can stay together.Stay together3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hope we can..
I hope we can stay friends foever..mabey more than that..
But that's only a dream.
We can help out eachother.
We can make eachother laugh.
We can help out each other when we both need someone to be there for them.
We can both tell each other our secerets and not feel judged.
Mabey we can be lovers..but that dream will soon fade away..
At least we can stay together..as friends.
My Type of GuyMy Type of Guy2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
For your warm embrace
Can't keep up the pace
When you're nearby
You're my type of guy
I TrembleInside, my organs reverse themselves, I'm dying.I Tremble3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Pouring out of me, it's not blood, it's control.
I become liquid, one with the eternal sea of tears.
Full of possibilities, opportunities, loneliness.
I can't feel, but I feel too much, I've done too much
And said too much, yet too little.
I haven't tried enough, I haven't listened.
To my heart, to your voice, to the future.
Hurt is all I am. Nostalgia doesn't exist.
Pain takes over, and I know I'm not the only one
Love, I can't fathom. Hate, I can't feel.
I can't feel.
I only cry.
Is it worth it..?~ Is it worth it? ~Is it worth it..?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is it worth it..?
Is it worth the pain and suffering to bare after I cute myself or kill myself..
Is it worth it to see the ones i love in pain because of what I did..
I don't want to feel depressed all the times..
I guess I'll put on a mask..
I think it's worth it to suffer with out anyone knowing..
With out them knowing i'm hurting..
74th H G- The Career Pack TRAINING CENTER~ The Training Center, Day 3 of Training~74th H G- The Career Pack TRAINING CENTER3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I eye the lunch table and make sure these are the people I want on my team as I tear into a sandwhich. Marvel, good with a spear, and meak. He won't try to over throw me. Glimmer, not al lot of skills and a ditzy blonde but will rake in sponsors with her goregous looks. Me, of course. Clove... How could she not be on my team? She is one with her knife and I've gorwn up and loved her my entire life. It's cruel that fate finally teamed us together like this, but I will break the rules for her, to get her out of the arena. Maybe I'll even die to save her. Then there's the district 4 tributes, handy with tridents but also won't try to overthrow me. I glance over at the outsiders table and snort at how pathetic they are compared to my skilled, trained group. It's no wonder the careers are almost always victors. There's the small, quiet district 3 tributes who have no experience at weapons, district 5 who deals with power and also has no traini
No FriendsNew people,new placesNo Friends3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Drowning in a sea of faces
Totally lost, unidentified
Turns out everyone lied
It doesnt get easier as time goes on
6 years later its still not gone
Opening yourself when you meet new people
Whoever thought it could be lethal
So i stopped trying to make friends
I simply waited for it to end
Soon enough they left me there
Left nothing behind, not a hair
But no matter,i like the silence
Being alone is a plus,not a minus
Im kept locked up tight in my head
I'll never make friends,not until im dead
If I RunI am not easy to hold on toIf I Run3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The fear of getting hurt
Or the feeling of being trapped
Are cause for me to run
There are very few times where I did not disappear right away
They were the best decisions I have ever made
Those times have passed
And the desire for that kind of affection
Is like a hunger I have never known
The fear of letting down the walls
That took so long to put up
Is enough for me to convince myself
I am happy alone
I have yet to find the person
That I consider "my other half"
I pray with all my heart
That he is out there
And that I have the strength
To let him in
If I am worth it
If I run
Unloved AngelUnloved angel, whom I must say indeed, you look quite ethereal, though you are considered a weed.Unloved Angel2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A weed with divine power, and the ability to outthink, you can simply make the flowers wilt and shrink.
A weed with truly hypnotic eyes, that glare and pierce the dead who rise.
Creating truths that cannot be lied, how you kill so many who are frightened inside.
Painting stories and crushing all, watch them run, watch them fall.
And here you are, chained to your sins, farewell dear one, rest well within.
NightmaresI don't want to fall asleepNightmares2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I can't bare to close my eyes
I can't stand what's inside my head
Be it made of truth or lies
'Cause when I fall asleep
The nightmares take place
The worst things I can imagine
Scarier than any screaming face
In my dreams
I see you there
But you're hurting me on purpose
And you don't seem to care
I see you with other girls
And you look so happy
And I'm stood there screaming
Telling you it should be me
But you're not listening
You're too busy having fun
I can't get away from what I'm seeing
No matter how much I try to run
I'm seeing you with girlfriends
I've never even heard of
Telling them they're beautiful
As I start to sob
Then I wake up in the dark
And I'm lying here alone
With no one here to comfort me
Just me on my own
You may think the worst part is over
But it's only just begun
'Cause when I go back to sleep
I know I'll have another one
Nightmares that leave me crying
When I wake up in bed
Wishing every night
That they would stay out my head
But I kno
My Winter Bride Hush, my loveMy Winter Bride2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Not a word
Not a sound
Let me kiss your breath away
as I lay you to sleep in the frost covered ground.
I shall dress you in a wedding gown
of lilies so pure and white
Pleading my vows of love eternal
to you, my Winter bride.
Our wedding bed is covered
in a blanket of virgin snow
Stained only by the secrets
I have forced upon it now.
Sleep gently, my love
Not a whisper
Not a breath
Let me lie by your side
while I love you to death.
Memories?How do you stay sane,Memories?2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
when the screams echo in your ears?
This is not a game,
these are living fears.
I'm searching for the truth,
but find only confusion.
Was it a secret in my youth,
or just an illusion?
Did he really hit her,
or was it a dream?
It's all such a blur,
and things aren't always as they seem.
Should I ask them?
No, they'd never tell.
Was it enough to condemn?
Will he go to hell?
Did he really do it?
Do I even want to know?
Maybe I should quit,
let the memories go.
Ignorance is bliss,
that I know too well.
The memories, I dismiss.
Send them all to hell.
You Changed EverythingWaking up to see your faceYou Changed Everything2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is my favorite way to start the day.
Knowing my reality is as good as a dream
Makes me grateful for how we got this way.
I was scared,
But I don't think you could tell.
I decided to take the plunge
And immediately, I fell.
Your arms feel like home.
Welcoming my body into a comforting embrace.
You've left an impression on my heart,
A permanent mark I can't erase.
We share each other's happiness
As well as the pain.
But we both remember what's important,
Like when we're kissing in the rain.
I was drowning,
And you brought me to safety.
I wasn't sure I was ready,
Then you changed everything.