To She Whom I Have UpsetI am hardly well-learned in courtliness
Yet too often I doubt my manliness.
I scarcely walk beneath the gay banners
Like greater men; I practice poor manners.
As such, women are often beyond my
Grasp; it does not matter how hard I try
To win them with honest, chivalrous words.
I might as well throw dice with careless birds!
Yet still, I put strain and too much effort
Into love, not realizing who I hurt.
Now it seems as though I am lacking, too,
In even the proper allegiances; you
Rigidly decline speaking back to me.
Did I err somewhere, but somehow not see?
Many times is there no allegation
And I am stricken, to my frustration.
I now ask of you some explanation
As begging fails in manifestation
Of my crudely composed, weak bantering.
What misery have I now come to bring?
Between us lies an extensive ocean,
And thus it is hard to make some motion
To securely remedy this situation.
I am a fellow of humble station.
If I could traverse such great distances
I could better cope with these in
FearFearFear2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Drowning me before I can catch a breathe,
Like a wave just knocked me down into the great unknown,
And I'm disappearing
I'm a turtle shrinking back into it's shelf,
To be safe from the world
The world which I'm scared of
Because fear takes over
Fear breaks me down into tiny pieces,
Lacerating my mind
Everything I do is illogical,
Nothing makes sense
I'm scared to come out in the world,
Every breath I take,
I feel like someone is watching me,
Getting ready to pounce on me,
Like I'm a mouse,
And I'm a meal for a lion
I'm so nervous,
Everything I do,
My motions are with caution,
As if at any second,
Someone could come and attack me,
Even when I'm in my own room
Fear is my blanket,
It's basically myself now,
And it's not going to leave,
It's my protection,
Everything which I'm scared to do,
And scared of
It will keep me safe and warm,
For nothing right now,
Is something that I don't fear
A Love So PureEyes like the starsA Love So Pure3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Bright, distant and broken
Glowing in the dark skies
Of a heart so bruised and frozen
Illuminate my insides
With soft words you speak
Out of your mouth, my mind they seek
Love's GoodbyeLove's Goodbye2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Dreaming of a day when your worries fade,
When the clouds aren't gray,
And you can say you're free...
And I wait for the day,
That you'll take me away,
And say that you love me...
Will you be okay?
Will you make it through?
Will you stay with me?
Is your heart true?
And will I be okay?
Will I make it through?
Will you stay with me?
Cause I'll stay with you.
Although we try to survive
In the battle of life
Sometimes it is evil
And we aren't treated right.
I was hurt in the fight,
And as I laid in the clovers,
You came to my side,
And said let go its over.
You'll be okay
You'll make it through
I guess this is love's goodbye
And I won't be okay
I won't make it through
I guess this is loves goodbye
To my friend...
To my life...
I was your sunshineI was your darlingI was your sunshine2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And you were mine
We promised to stay
Till the end of time
You held me tightly
Your breath on my face
Now what I am missing
Is your sweet embrace
I was your sunshine
You opened the door
It's too bad that I know
You don't love me anymore
Day 2Dear Crush,Day 23 years ago in Letters More Like This
I've known since the day I walked into our second period History class in grade eleven first semester that I liked you. You stood out and still do from the rest of the guys I know and hang out with. It wasn't until I finally got the courage to move seats and sit next to you that I really got to know you. You became my best friend. Your the person I spent the majority of my time with even when I was dating one of your friends. You were the reason I smiled, the reason I laughed, the reason why I was happy all the time. I liked you and you liked me. We had a conflict that tore us apart until the following september when I learned I was now dating your cousin. We started talking again and hanging out. I have to admit I was pretty jealous of the girl you brought to prom and now I know that you were jealous too of your cousin. I wished everyday this year up until the day we started dating that it could be me you smiled at and kissed good morning to. I hated watching yo
Change Your MindHeart beats irragularlyChange Your Mind3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I feel it burst
Seeing how you look at her...
I feel it rip
Remembering how you had protected me
Once upon a time
You wre mine
Once upon a time.
You held me in your arms
Hand in hand.
I'd been happy.
Once upon a time
A small drop
Fights free of my eyes
At the memory
The heartache I still feel...
I gave you my heart
And you ripped it in two.
Now I hold onto what's left
Clinging desperately to what had been
I watch you look at her