Melting Into My Sighttoday it rained, hard and cold and making puddles everywhere
the concrete glistened maybe shone with the
wet sparkle of small pools left here
and there-- with ripples sounding
through windows, hiding in the sky
i stood on the cool set of grey
beneath frozen toes in broken shoes
and watched through curtains
of small and shiny bullets
falling from air
my eyes wandered through the scope of staircases
how they differentiate
cracks and bruises of something
supposed to be unbreakable
when i lay underneath and hope
i do not die
before fully realizing the extent
of self-imposed importance through streams of misery
but everything is grey--even
being as it is
and i can hear the sound
of tires arbitrarily sliding
over wet ground
and again i hope i do not die
suspended above them
flying away from scattered phobias
just like wet leaves on the ground
everything reminds me of my mortality
and absent faith
how i dont wish to meet fallibility with unseeing eyes
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Open BookViewing your beauty from afar.Open Book10 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I know your thoughts flicker over my name.
I can see it in your eyes.
I'm tired of playing this game.
You're such a good person.
Your soul is so briliant,
it burns through the hurt,
you have inside.
For your heart I'm Hellbent.
You've got the edge in any race,
you keep up, and ahead of the pace.
Your blue eyes glow with care and love,
I get lost in them,
lost in an ocean of love.
You wear your heart on your sleeve.
Leave it all out to bear.
I can see you still care.
I wish I had your strength,
I wish I had your pain,
I wish you had less to lose,
and much much more to gain.
I wish things had been better for you,
I wish I could open the Heavens above,
but here's one thing I hope is a comfort to you.
You'll always have my love.