RemembranceCan you remember the first time
you caused my heart to flatline?
I remember it all to clear
like my greatest fall with out the fear.
Do you recall the day where everyword
chosen to say and every phrase we dropped
caused us to stay?
I keep this thought on repeat
a thought i wont let go, a thought i want to keep.
Can you think of the months
where we pulled the most unforgettable stunts?
Getting caught kissing under the stars
riding in the backseats of cars.
It was you and i running through summer shocking the world
stunning eveyone in sight.
We had the world as our stage but its time for us to take a bow......
turnarounds and ballgownsTonight it's you, me and our designers who dolled us up to fit this sceneturnarounds and ballgowns8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Waltzing in circular pattern diamonds and pearls threaded around necks like nooses at a mass execution.
Romance is inhaled and exhaled like oxygen with a hint of a hallucinogen.
1's and 2's 3's and 4's minnoettes and peiroettes dancing to pretend we're happy dancing to deny pain.
(hurt will always hit with perfect aim)
Depressed with smiles pressed against teeth and lips.
Looks, stares, promises, and dares we dare to find what we call happiness on this dance floor.
(maybe something more)
This night was unwanted but still we taunted romances
Untitled pt. 2Keep selling me smilesUntitled pt. 28 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and keep your lips parted
so that everyone of your deniles
could replace your face
leaving behind a memory
in the form of a scar on my wrist
that i cant erase
(where you only a phase)
I know you liked it when i was wrapped around your finger
but i served a better purpose wrapped tight around your throat
(so heres the compromise)
I'll be nothing to you except the thorn in your side
(so heres where we part)
I'll be nothing more then a stitch on your heart
(severed all the ties)
heres the exchange of goodbyes
you wont have a part in the ending
because i know this wont be the last one ill be sending
ThrowAwayAnyPotentialYouHave.From birds eye view I could see you flying so low (Solo)ThrowAwayAnyPotentialYouHave.7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And the truth is your bodys shaking and...
I'm not listening or caring.
Is it nice to lose all feeling in your face?
(those lips will never let a word slip out after this)
"Your secrets safe Baby"
I'll swipe this smirk with a look of deep desperation.
Your backbone is persistant.
Keep in mind a reminder, "I need to grow a spine."
Do you want to make this last longer then a night?
I just wanna get buried in this mattress.
Manhattan HufferIm the Manhattan Huffer,Manhattan Huffer7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
CO2 Inhaler 2006
Process through my esophagus.
How I crave my deadly air.
100,000 tiny crystals in formation.
They dance inside this needle.
Im going to convulse until these old lungs forget to function.
And since we all love bumper cars,
Lets dare to drink.
Lets dare to drive.
Isnt it exciting?
To be a threat to windshields and wood.
I bet its a thrill to examine them upclose.
(If you keep this up Kid,youll be examined upclose.Under microscopes and knives.)
Maybe if youre lucky, the glass wont hurt a
Single Handedly Sinking MyselfWhen I saw you at a distant glance, I felt hope tugging on the bottom seams of my shirt. And it made me think "maybe someone can make you feel completely sane and secure." But yet he is just a boy and I'm just a girl that goes unnoticed. Even if I made an attempt to stand out I'm sure he would never be interested. I could drop hints like bombs in war and still not make a dent in his thoughts. Or break this ice between him knowing and not knowing I actually exist. So I'll look down grasping my books as I blend in with everyone else in the crowded hallways of this school. "Hannah Hannah Hannah, get your heads out of the clouds. It's where highSingle Handedly Sinking Myself7 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
4PMDecembeRScrapping for space4PMDecembeR7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
space inbetween the thing we call
we call distance, our home.
Where we find comfort in almost anything.
Just to keep our minds racing,
dream of things we only fantasize of.
And its 4PM somewhere greater than we could think up.
December sells intentions to us high hoping thinkers.
Magically the stone cold unthaws,
making soft spots on your lungs.
Taking it all in
Taking me in
With skyline seating.
So shoot too high,
dont dare aim low
Beauty is waking up with sunrise smiles on y
Backbones and BridgesBack bone beautiful,Backbones and Bridges7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
you make me feel as cheap as a 5.
Strong as currents we thought
we'd make it off of pure lust and lies.
So prince not so charming,
take me under your umbrella
and push me off this building.
Planes are more graceful in a freefall,
more messages and entries
in a 2 year old diary.
but clocks turn like my back
roll into my head
I Saw Stars"Reach for the stars" you said.I Saw Stars7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I stood on tip toe and felt the air close in on me.
I was reaching for oxygen as much as stars.
My eyes and my lungs needed more than I could get.
You sit on the moon, swinging your feet, laughing.
Tears fall from my eyes and you yell down at me
"If you were at the height I am, you could pass that off for rain."
I ran inside the abandoned building that used to be "home".
The peeling paint chipped and when I looked, it was under my fingernails.
I scrapped my way to the room at the very top.
I looked up at the small lightbulb and watched it flicker out.
The window was missing too, a tree bra
All Oxygen is, is Cheap TalkThe cheap talk is on me tonightAll Oxygen is, is Cheap Talk7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but the gentlemen you are, you bought it all.
Dragging it out like a smoker savors the inhales of a cigarette.
The carbon is escaping through the corners of your lips.
Oxygen runs wild through the strands of my golden locks.
Bandit eyes and a smile I stole from a 10 year old girl.
"Ive kept you close in form of a note."
Admitting that lines 1-20 is your bible which you live by.
Im downing pure caffiene and,
youre casually reciting self flaws as if they were accomplishments.
P o u r i n g pe
Nervous Meets FashionableWind blows hair across my eyes.Nervous Meets Fashionable8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Trust me. I'm trying to smile, and I'm trying my absolute best.
Gazes are still locked.
[it doesn't matter, we've lost the key anyway]
dolly dolly dolly,
the best isn't ever good enough.
The cliche love of walking on the beach has turned into a real mind hater.
I swear, I could look out over the water and see my heart sinking.
[The moon might illuminate the drowning scene.]
Despite the sun going down.
Concentration of cold hearts.
I fear loosing youI'm afraid of heights...I fear loosing you8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but i would love to be pushed into freefall just as long as i could have my hand interlocked in yours. The view is amazing but the one in your eyes,the one im lost in is breath taking and it has a better sunset.
I'm afraid of drowning...
but i would love to have my lungs fill with water just as long as the last breath was used to scream your name and how i adore you. This is my car underwater and im running short and out of air but all i need is just the thought of you to surpress this lack of oxygen.
I'm afraid of blood...
but i would be glad to carve your name on my arm just to know im your personal property(i'
Ironing Bedsheets to BareskinI'll bring you back the sun.Ironing Bedsheets to Bareskin7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Lasso it from the Pacific sunset
and throw it back up into our skyline.
Embrace its beauty
Cause this may not last long.
I've been praying for days on end now.
Let the light come and peek through your window.
Let it warm your face and greet you
"Hello Gorgeous" every morning.
Cause if I was there thats what I'd be whispering across the pillowcase.
And smirking in complete adoration
"You look amazing at the crack of dawn"
Innocence was Snow WhiteJust brush it off your shoulders,Innocence was Snow White7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Girl, you'll only wake up looking older.
You're still so blind and foolish
Lay the blame on the poor boy.
I'm sure he'll think this thoroughly,
As sweat beads down across his face,
Unraveling under all the stress,
"Now lets put you to the test."
He's falling over "guilt trips"
Barely hanging onto a look into tomorrow,
Smile flickers like a light switch (Up and ....
Goes off as fast as it goes on.
Nothing seems to stop your one girl wrecking machine.
Touch and taste of her deadly weapon,
Lethal glamour in her kiss
Yet keeps pushing on her luck
When silence falls upon your lips...
Lures you fa
Making Plans Turn to FictionBy the end of the week-Making Plans Turn to Fiction7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
we're packed and ready to leave this God forsaken town.
Escaping through the backdoor.
No clues or trace of us will get left behind.
Marked maps, no money for gas,
we hit the highways.
going from state to state.
Key in ignition,
What's in store 40 miles from here?
An uncommon break in the lines?
And we're what is called a "Runaway".
I think it's called a "Getaway".
Matching descriptions of the profiled kids on the m
Wishes and Butterfly Kisses Hide your crossed fingers behind your back.Wishes and Butterfly Kisses8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
( think butterfly kisses )
blush and beg for mercy.
You move as if your nervous,
" Relax Dollface "
Catch up on your breathing-
Catch up with me.
Youre getting exactly what you wanted-
Arent you happy?
The true meA letter....The true me8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
adressed to whoever....
this is the last....
time that you'll see this writing....
(the last chance i gambled with)
to fix the boken parts and patch the holes....
Im giving up on sending the letters.....
that no one cares to open....or to read....
i thought that this pen could solve my problems......
but this pen bled to much before it had a chance to finish my book of troubles.....
but the biggest problem....
(and number one on my list)
I found the reason for the disaster....
me being weak....
(and poorly peiced together)
they found the evidence that linked me to the crime.....
I couldnt find the word
Swing, swingSwing, swing7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The swaying of the swings,
The squeaking chain rocking back and forth,
Your death on a rope is like your swinging life at the park,
Swing, Swing as our lives drift us by,
Do we fall together or will we die apart,
I won't walk at night without you leading my way,
I would give you a kiss if you held my hand,
Take me down in the grass, hold me down till I cant breath,
Don't tickle me I might cry a few tears,
Swing, Swing together as one,
Look we are married in our own little world,
If you swing high enough maybe you will fly,
A story unwritten, a life unfinished,
The smiles and laughs float away,
Will you be here awhi
BrokenPretty eye's and distant criesBroken8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
her tear stained pillow mutes all her
Broken heart split seams by all means
a tragedy struck her with ease
Filled with lies an promising goodbyes
I can feel her pain and shes anything but thrilled
The akward wait, the mixtape for her escape with
the songs we sung the ones left undone.
Screaming turns to dreaming and her
feelings are left streaming down her cheaks.
While she sleeps I trace the words to her door
i've came to fix what happen before.
Every kiss laced with words unspoken
to mend ever piece i left broken.
Slow Down My Precious CargoToday I caught myself being daringSlow Down My Precious Cargo7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Leaning in dangerously too far
How I got the courage too....
So lets take this all the way
Or until we both freeze up
Glued, fixed in a dead on stare.
"You make me so nervous", it slipped right out i swear.
Lets see whos "beat" can win this race.
At the moment were both ahead of the tempo.
Only trailing off by measures
And I never got the chance and time to say
"Ohhh...I am somewhere else when Im with you."