As the Moon________________________________________As the Moon4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
As The Moon
He should know. Undeniably, irrefutably, down to his very bones, he should know. After all, he's been in the guy's head, for Christ sakes.
But. He's never said it. Not once. And even though he's Captain Awesomepants, and the whole universe is his playground those psychologists have something right. Cause after a couple decades of being told that no matter who your daddy is, you aren't going to be anything but a little shit, it kind of wears on your self-esteem.
Read: Jim doesn't have any. Oh, sure, he's great at bluffing it, at presenting a cocky attitude to anyone who cares to look in his direction. But inside? A squishy center of insecurity wrapped in dozens of layers of Awesomeness.
He does have a reputation, after all. He had to earn it someway. So, okay, he's not completely insecure but when it comes to matters of feelings, and how people feel about him? As in, do they like
Do you love me?Jim flopped down onto the bed out of pure exhaustion. Luckily he had changed out of his Captain's uniform before hand. The whole week he had been assigned to a tough mission that left him with minimal hours of sleep, so the first thing he wanted to do was just rest.Do you love me?4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
He snuggled his face in the blue pillow that was in his bed. There was a larger gold one behind the blue one, but he didn't care about that one. The blue one smelled just like Spock, the man he loved.
Speaking of Spock, he felt a warm heat pushing at his side before he cracked his eyes open tiredly. The Vulcan was joining him on the bed silently, probably hoping not to wake him up.
"I did not wish to wake you Jim."
"I wasn't asleep."
Jim felt his boyfriend? Lover? Partner? Cuddle up to his back with a small light purr. It brought a tiny smile to Jim's face, although his mind started processing something he didn't want to process. Spock started nuzzling his nose against Jim's face, purring slightly to show