I'm Not PerfectI'm not perfect;I'm Not Perfect3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
No one is.
But me most of all.
I'm the most flawed.
Fighting to keep control,
Day in, day out.
I have to continue...
Continue to shout.
The fight to keep my freedom
Is the hardest thing imaginable.
It's made easier with friends.
But I'm not perfect.
People think I'm nice;
That I'm kind and sweet.
But they're wrong...
It's just a ruze I have to use.
Showing my true face,
The one under the masks,
Could mean losing myself...
And hurting those dearest.
I'll keep that from happening,
As long as I live.
But keep no promises,
Incase my will slips.
I'm not perfect,
For I am the most flawed.
No one is perfect,
But me most of all.
If my true face showed,
Those around me would get hurt.
If that happened...
I would never forgive myself.
Those whom I love,
Those most dearest to me...
Would be pained and scarred...
But not as much as I.
I'm not perfect;
But I most of all,
For I am the most flawed.
Since I Saw You LastIt's been a while sinceSince I Saw You Last3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I saw you last
I don't know what you'd say
I hope you'd be proud
But there's no way to know.
Five years since
I saw you last
I think of you often, you know.
I can think of the good things now
And it hurts
But only sometimes.
Four years since
I saw you last
And I'm used to the feeling.
I have a life and
You're not in it.
It hurts. But less than before.
Three years since
I saw you last.
I don't think about you ever y day.
But when I do
It's mostly sad.
And I don't like that.
Not at all.
Two years since
I saw you last.
I'm learning to move on.
The scars will stay
I'll keep them there
But the wounds still hurt
One year since
I saw you last.
I still cry all the time.
I'm starting to believe
That you miss me
But sometimes it's hard to remember that part.
Six months since
I saw you last.
I can't seem to forget it.
No matter where I go, I can't seem
To find you.
But the pain helps me remember.
One week since
I saw you last.
SoRiku - Swimming"Hey Riku?"SoRiku - Swimming7 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Riku looked down at the brunette sitting on the sand, staring off into space with a slight smile playing on his lips. Riku was lying on the trunk of the paopu tree, Sora lazing at his feet. They were watching the sunset together, something which had become a routine since they returned.
"You wont leave me again, will you?"
Riku raised an eyebrow and sat up. "Where did that come from?"
"Uh...never mind. Hey, you wanna go swimming?!" Sora jumped up eagerly, giving his friend a hopeful grin.
"Don't change the subject! What made you say that Sora?"
Sora's grin faltered momentarily.
"It doesn't matter."
"Yes it does! I'm not going anywhere, i promised you that and i'm not about to break it. Why, you don't think i'm going to, do you?"
Sora shook his head and shrugged. "I told you, it doesn't matter. Now i'm going swimming, are you coming?" He was already heading towards the bridge, intent on going to the beach as opposed to just jumping off. Riku stared for a moment befor
Akuroku+Soriku Drabble"Shhh! Come on!" Axel and Riku scurried behind the pasty white couch. They could hear the soft snoring of the two younger ones sleeping.Akuroku+Soriku Drabble8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"But they're so cute!" Axel whined, holding a thin paintbrush. "Don't worry, we won't wake the little angels." Riku signaled Axel to stop when they came upon Roxas and Sora. They had fallen asleep, Sora on top of his older brother after tackling him for the remote. Roxas had taken a pillow from the ground while Sora had curled up into his back.
Riku revealed a can of black paint. "Hurry!" Axel dipped the paintbrush into the smooth black surface, then crawled over and painted a devil's tail behind Sora.
"I thought you said they were angels." Riku said, looking over. "They'll just be our little devils then," Axel said, handing the brush to Riku. He dipped it back in and painted small horns over each of their heads. Roxas started to move, causing thm both to duck back behind the couch. "Sora....where's the remote?" Roxas asked dreamily. Sora groaned and
Face DownImpact WrestlingFace Down4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Open up, Kylie! I know you're in there!" Karen Jarrett shouted as she, along with her husband, beat on the door to the Knockouts dressing room.
"What Karen?! What?!" Kylie shouted back as she swung the door open, stepping out in nothing but a fluffy white towel.
"There's been a change in schedule tonight, Marker." Karen addressed her like their relationship was strictly business and not personal.
"What are you talking about?" Kylie asked, propping her right hand on her hip.
"I'm talking about tonight, when you compete in your very first match." Karen savored every word as it left her tongue.
"What? You can't do that!" Kylie fussed. She obviously wasn't a wrestler.
"Oh, but I can. And I did. So you better get ready. Borrow some skanky little outfit, blow dry your weave, and have your ass out in that ring when it's time, because your opponents, ODB and Jackie, are just itching for some action."
"The only one who's itching around here is you, Karen. They make
Between SistersHeather ushered her sister inside, noticing the tears staining Lori's cheeks. The elder of the two entered with her suitcase in tow, before sitting down on the couch as tears overcame her again.Between Sisters3 years ago in Settings More Like This
Hearing crying, Dan climbed out of the bed and pulled on his discarded boxers, so he was at least half decent for the late night guest. As he exited the bedroom, he saw his girlfriend comforting her tearful sister. Realising that they were going to need to talk, the X-Division champion slipped back into the bedroom to put some more clothes on, before heading to the spot where Monty's lead was kept.
"Come on, how about that walk?" Dan suggested. The dog pricked his ears up, giving an excitable wag of the tail.
"Where are you going?" Heather questioned as she saw her boyfriend clipping Monty's lead onto his collar.
"I'll give him that walk now. You two could do with the privacy." He replied, bending down to place a quick kiss on Heather's lips.
"Thanks." Lori sniffed as she wiped her eyes with a
Heather Flashback: Leaving You NowExhaling deeply, Heather Flynn gripped onto a sealed white envelope as she made her way through the backstage area at a Ring of Honor show in the summer of 2007.Heather Flashback: Leaving You Now3 years ago in Settings More Like This
The blonde came to the door that she was looking for, and hesitated slightly before knocking and awaiting an answer. A familiar man opened the door and smiled, but this turned into a frown as he eyed the envelope in Heather's hand. Opening the door a little wider, he motioned for her to enter
Although she felt like a weight had been lifted from her shoulders, Heather knew that the hardest part was what she had to do next. The Milwaukee native felt sick as she walked through the groups of people and approached the group of colleagues that she called her friends.
"Hey, we were wondering where you'd got to!" Chris, better known as Roderick Strong grinned.
"I had something to take care of." She replied, taking a seat next to Dan, better known as Austin Aries.
"Something wrong?" Daizee Haze raised a brow, a frown playing on
Now Or NeverThe crowd in attendance were buzzing with anticipation as the cameras panned to the redhead in the ring. Christy Hemme gave a wide grin as she brought her microphone to her lips as Ice Queen by Within Temptation began to play out across the Impact Zone.Now Or Never3 years ago in Settings More Like This
"The following contest is scheduled for one fall, and it is for the TNA Knockouts Championship! Introducing first, the challenger, from Milwaukee, Wisconsin Heather!" Christy announced with infectious enthusiasm as the crowd looked on.
The petite blonde skipped out onto the stage area in a new attire of black and lime green cropped top and shorts, complete with green gloves and matching kickpads over her black wrestling boots. The Milwaukee native's natural blonde hair flowed loosely as she headed towards the ring and climbed up onto the ring apron, pausing to pose for the crowd before stepping through the ropes and entering the ring.
"So what do you think of Heather's chances in this match?" Mike Tenay asked his broadcast partner
WWE: Another Awesome WinOf course, he didn't think he was going to be congratulated or honored when he pinned CM Punk in his a tag-team match that night on Raw. Actually, he expected to be hated for doing that. The Miz didn't care. He still knew he was awesome.WWE: Another Awesome Win4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Tonight, we are young," Mike sang while taking a shower after his match. He sadly knew he was probably the worst singer on the face of the earth (having been reminded by John Cena many times). Plus, he knew it wasn't such a good idea to be singing "We Are Young" by Fun at the top of his lungs.
Then came a knock on his door. Miz went silent, and the only sound heard was the noise of running water. Someone knocked again.
"I'm in the shower!" Miz yelled from the bathroom in his hotel room. He and all of the other superstars happened to be in the same hotel, on the same floor.
"Stop singing! You sound like what would happen if a dying cat married a pregnant cow!" John Cena yelled from the other side of the door. Mike heard him, and he laughed.
Odette Wiki BioOdette Wiki Bio3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Odette Mariah LeFay, born 23 July 1986, is an American professional wrestler. LeFay is known simply as Odette or her alter ego, Mirage. She is currently signed to Ring of Honor Wrestling, competing occasionally in SHIMMER, IWA Mid-South and Dragon Gate USA.
Odette was born to Steven and Magdalena 'Maggie' LeFay, in Paris Tennessee. Steven was a Louisiana native oil field worker, who relocated when he met his sweetheart Maggie, an administrative assistant at a Nashville music company, one Spring Break in New Orleans. Once settling in the small town of Paris, Steven took up a small local store and runs an ice cream parlor adjacent to it. She has one brother, Mateo, born in 1989. Both kids were active in softball and baseball respectively, growing up as most stereotypical Southern children do, barefoot and always up to something. At the age of 14 Odette began to help in the ice cream parlor afterschool to earn a little money. When she received her driver's license at a
Girl SongsA frustrated groan came from Kurt and Reed's room and a loud crash followed. The boys in the hall, surprised, look towards the closed door. Dwight held his holy water sprayer up and the Twins stopped their Nerf gun battle, Wes and David following suit. They all jumped back when a livid Kurt stormed out, a begging Reed following him.Girl Songs3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Kurt, wait! Come back!" The boy tripped over his foot and went tumbling. Blaine reached to grab him but missed by a hair. He helped Reed up as he brushed himself off.
"Reed what happened?" Wes, concerned, asked.
Reed opened his mouth as if to respond but was interrupted by Kurt's voice from downstairs ordering, "Reed don't you dare tell them!" The boys all shuddered at his demanding tone. Reed signaled them to come inside their room.
Once the Twins, Blaine, David, Wes and Dwight were inside the room, he leaned in and whispered, "Kurt is mad because his friends they're kind of making dun of him because we can't pick our
I Want Something You HaveSetting her bag down in the Knockouts locker room, Heather Flynn gave a deep sigh as she sat down, eyeing her tired reflection in the mirror. The blonde began to brush her hair into a ponytail in order to do her make up, letting out a frustrated groan as her cell phone beeped to signal a message.I Want Something You Have3 years ago in Settings More Like This
"Lori, I love you, but I don't want to know about your cravings " Heather muttered under her breath, expecting the message to be from her pregnant sister.
Instead, the Knockouts Champion felt her stomach do flips as she read the anonymous message. It was the same type of message that she had received for the past month or so. It read simply:
I won't keep you in suspense any longer. Meet me in the ring tonight.
The crowd gathered in the Impact Zone cheered approvingly as the sound of "Ice Queen" played out, signalling the appearance of the Knockouts Champion. The fans looked to the entrance, where the petite blonde made her way out, dressed in a red variation of her ring attire; t
Book 'EmHawaii's moonlight painted shadows over the foliage and steep volcanic mountains. The flowers lifted their gentle scent into the air in a sweet cloud that one could only imagine covered the brilliant stars. The winding dirt road had been well-traveled and two cars were parked along it: one silver Camaro and a Ford E-250. About thirty yards off the road was a small warehouse. The corrugated metal roof shone peacefully in the moonlight, but what was going on inside was far from the scene.Book 'Em3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Steve McGarrett's back was pressed against a cargo crate of heroin. He looked around it and found a gun pointed at his head. He ducked behind the crate as the bullet whizzed past and he scratched his temple off the sharp corner of wood. The lieutenant commander winced and pressed his hand to his head and drew back his bloody hand. He took a deep breath, recalling the amount head wounds bled and that the amount of blo
I hate u cuz I love youI hate u cuz I love you5 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"WHY DO YOU ALWAYS TORMENT ME?" I yelled at the Englishman in the bed in front of me, the brit didn't reply instead he took a glance at the angry form that is me then turned back to staring at the ceiling. "ANSWER ME YOU JACKASS"
Wade let a low growl escape his throat. "Get out of my room Cena"
"GAH are you even listening to me?" I kicked the bed over and over making Barrett angrier with every hit.
"STOP ACTING LIKE A CHILD" the brit finally yelled. "I hate you that's why I to'ment you okay now get the hell out"
"DAMN YOU" I yelled again and jumped on him my fist flying on top of us but I found myself unable to punch him.
"Do it" he ordered I wanted so badly to do it my hands didn't obey me though and I glared down at him anger filled my body. "DO IT" he said again. "I know you cant you' pathetic" he smirked and pushed me off of him and into the floor throwing a punch at me and I dodged holding his wrist and pulling him down on the floor on top of me our faces becoming inches away, onc
.:Beauty and the Beast:..:Beauty and the Beast:.3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I knew my match was a success. I had once again been victorious against my opponent, showing off my true power and letting the whole wide world to know how undefeatable I really am. With the satisfied smile playing behind my mask I continued my walk down the narrow hallways of backstage.
Suddenly though, I was stopped. Dead on my tracks, there I just stood, watching the person coming towards me down the hall. Skipping.
It was her. It was most definitely her.
The young, small brunette skipped her way to me. Plain black t-shirt hugging her figure with short jean shorts and black converses, the smile never faded from her devilishly pretty lips as she stopped in front of me, looking up to my eyes, tilting her head a little bit to the side, making a coil of hair fall down to her face.
"Hey there," she smiled up to me, her hands behind her back, marking her little girl attitude she had going on. "I almost didn't see you."
I held back a chuckle. She knew I was coming this way, she knew sh
Serious Side to the PranksterSerious Side to the PranksterSerious Side to the Prankster3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Chester sat on the end of the couch, spacing out from everyone. The rest of the group was talking about everything: the rumor mill, who was dating who, and their future plans. 'Sounds just like high school,' he thought to himself. Soon, Kyle looked over at him, a little confused. Usually, Chester would be the center of attention. From flirting with the girls to the infamous pranks he's pulled, he's done it all.
But this was peculiar. Kyle had befriended the outgoing black-haired Cajun in the first few weeks along with Duncan. The trio were a tight-nit group so they knew everything about each other. Or, so he thought. When the blonde looked back over to his friend again, he was gone. He nudged Duncan's shoulder and pointed to where Chester had been. They looked at each other, confused.
"Where'd he go?"
Kyle shrugged. "He was just here! I looked over andhe was there and when I looked back, he was gone."
"Well where would he be?"
"Honestly, the way he is, he
Dilemmas And Crossed WiresMuch to her relief, Heather didn't have a match for the Impact tapings this week. She did however, have a promo to film following her victory last week that finally earned her a Knockouts title shot.Dilemmas And Crossed Wires3 years ago in Settings More Like This
"I have to go!" the blonde exclaimed as her boyfriend kept his arms locked around her waist.
"Ok, just one more kiss?" Dan gave raised a brow as his blue eyes sparkled.
"I'll come and find you after I'm done filming." Heather nodded before allowing him to have his one more kiss.
"Sounds good." Dan replied, propping his X-Division title belt up on his shoulder as he headed in the opposite direction to his girlfriend.
Arriving at the designated spot, Heather was greeted warmly by TNA's resident interviewer Kylie Marker. Wearing grey suede platform heels, the younger woman towered over the Milwaukee native as she fixed the rest of her outfit, consisting of a frilled white blouse, grey plaid pencil skirt with a thin red patent belt, and a red cherry pendant around her neck.
"We're almost rea
It's Not Gonna Be Easy"Coming up next, it's Knockout's action. Can Heather continue her winning streak on her quest for the Knockout's title?" Mike Tenay asked as the petite blonde was shown warming up backstage.It's Not Gonna Be Easy4 years ago in Settings More Like This
The scene cut to another part of the backstage area, where Knockout's champion Gail Kim was shown pacing the room as she talked to somebody on her cell phone. The Canadian was dressed up as usual, wearing a figure hugging silver dress and black suede stiletto heels.
"I know, it's going to be great. I can't wait to wipe the smile off the face of that piece of scum Flynn." Gail told the person on the end of the line.
She paused as she fixed her hair in a mirror before breaking into laughter.
"I look forward to working with you." Gail smirked as she hung up the call.
"Who do you think that was on the phone?" Taz asked as the scene cut back to the broadcast table.
"I have no idea Taz, but it doesn't sound too good for Heather " Mike Tenay replied as the scene switched again to Christy Hemme in the
A Witch's Voice: Elly-KirstenA Witch's Voice: Elly-Kirsten4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This is my life
My personal world
A solitary existence
No rules and punishment
I have no master
For I am my own
Locked away from everything
Isolated but happy
The monitor is my only window
A view of the other side
I obtain everything from it
I shun those who approach me
Nor will I let them judge
Yet . . .
I covet their attention
I want them to see me
They must hear my voice
So I trap them
I lock them away
Imprison them in glass
I lay their thoughts bare
They are my collection
They become my fans
They will love only me
I am their idol, their star
I am the center
They encircle me with joy
Like a carousel
I will spread my wings for them
For them, I will fly
Forever and ever
WWE: My Fault"Get the fuck away from me," John Cena angrily told his sort-of friend, Mike Mizanin. He was fuming after his bud Zack Ryder got taken out of the arena in an ambulance. John felt it was all his fault. He almost wanted to kill himself. Mike had just been in the wrong place at the wrong time, trying to comfort Cena.WWE: My Fault4 years ago in Romance More Like This
"John, wait!" Miz was following John. John never liked opening up to anyone. He did tell bits and pieces once in a while, but never told you his life story. Miz had been trying for a while to make him talk. Mike was slowly progressing.
"I don't want to talk to anyone! Leave me alone!" John shoved his way through cameras, microphones, and lights. He ran straight to his dressing room, with Mike in tow. John opened the door and went in, but Mike's foot was in the doorway. They each struggled with the door.
"John! Please! This hurts," Miz complained to Cena because his foot was getting squeezed. John just shoved harder, determined to be left alone. Mike grunted and sighed.
Don't SpeakImpact WrestlingDon't Speak4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
As Impact Wrestling returned from commercial, a video package highlighting Jacob Hall's beat down at the hands of Immortal from last week was played, before the cameras cut to the back where Kylie Marker, dressed in black shorts, a peach sleeve top and brown platform sandals, was standing by with Mr. and Mrs. Karen, err, Jeff Jarrett.
"Jeff, Karen, thank you so much for agreeing to this interview, I know both of you are incredibly busy -"
"Get on it with it!" Karen snapped.
Kylie pursed her lips and she knew already that she would be in need of a Tylenol once they were finished. "Jeff," Kylie addressed Double J specifically in an effort to ignore Karen altogether. "Last week you lead the vicious assault that left Jacob Hall bloodied and beaten. What motivated this cowardice attack and what plans do you have for the Television Champion going into Turning Point?"
Jarrett looked to Karen for reassurance, being certain he misunderstood Kylie and that she hadn't
Stranger Things Have HappenedStrolling down the hallways of the Impact Zone, the Knockouts champion propped her title belt up on her shoulder, dressed casually and pulling a small suitcase on wheels behind her.Stranger Things Have Happened3 years ago in Settings More Like This
Heather rounded the corner and came to a halt, finding her path blocked by one person that she didn't expect to see there.
The brunette man turned to see who was behind him, breaking into a wide smile as he saw the petite blonde standing there. He didn't look surprised to see her, although he shouldn't be, seeing as this was her usual stomping ground.
"Hello stranger!" Chris Lindsey grinned, reaching out an arm to give her a half hug.
"What are you doing here?" Heather asked the man, better known to wrestling fans as Roderick Strong.
"I'm actually looking for Remy." He replied.
"So am I!" the Knockouts champion let out a low chuckle.
"You must have a better idea than me of where she'd be." Chris shrugged.
"Mm, have you checked anywhere selling slurpees?" Heather raised a brow, half serious and half joking.
GandaKris Order PoliciesGandaKris Order Policies5 years ago in Reviews & Guides More Like This
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Entering The Gauntlet"You didn't have to tag along." Heather told her sister as they sat in the car on the way to the Impact tapings. Dan was driving the vehicle, with his girlfriend in the passenger seat and Lori in the back.Entering The Gauntlet3 years ago in Settings More Like This
"What, and be sat home alone?" Lori replied.
"Not alone. Monty's good company." Dan grinned.
"Good company or not, I think I'd prefer human company. And I've never gotten to see my sister wrestle properly before." The elder of the two sisters added.
Heather turned her head and locked eyes with her sister who smiled back at her. Lori had decided to extend her stay with her younger sister, having discovered that she was indeed pregnant, and not wanting to go back to face her husband yet, had taken up residence in the Knockout's spare bedroom.
An hour later the two sisters were in the Knockout locker room, with Lori chatting to her sister as she prepared for her match. The door opened and Remy Martin walked in, this week minus the slurpee.
"Hey, you all set?" the Canadian asked Heather.