I'm Not PerfectI'm not perfect;I'm Not Perfect3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
No one is.
But me most of all.
I'm the most flawed.
Fighting to keep control,
Day in, day out.
I have to continue...
Continue to shout.
The fight to keep my freedom
Is the hardest thing imaginable.
It's made easier with friends.
But I'm not perfect.
People think I'm nice;
That I'm kind and sweet.
But they're wrong...
It's just a ruze I have to use.
Showing my true face,
The one under the masks,
Could mean losing myself...
And hurting those dearest.
I'll keep that from happening,
As long as I live.
But keep no promises,
Incase my will slips.
I'm not perfect,
For I am the most flawed.
No one is perfect,
But me most of all.
If my true face showed,
Those around me would get hurt.
If that happened...
I would never forgive myself.
Those whom I love,
Those most dearest to me...
Would be pained and scarred...
But not as much as I.
I'm not perfect;
But I most of all,
For I am the most flawed.
SoRiku - Swimming"Hey Riku?"SoRiku - Swimming6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Riku looked down at the brunette sitting on the sand, staring off into space with a slight smile playing on his lips. Riku was lying on the trunk of the paopu tree, Sora lazing at his feet. They were watching the sunset together, something which had become a routine since they returned.
"You wont leave me again, will you?"
Riku raised an eyebrow and sat up. "Where did that come from?"
"Uh...never mind. Hey, you wanna go swimming?!" Sora jumped up eagerly, giving his friend a hopeful grin.
"Don't change the subject! What made you say that Sora?"
Sora's grin faltered momentarily.
"It doesn't matter."
"Yes it does! I'm not going anywhere, i promised you that and i'm not about to break it. Why, you don't think i'm going to, do you?"
Sora shook his head and shrugged. "I told you, it doesn't matter. Now i'm going swimming, are you coming?" He was already heading towards the bridge, intent on going to the beach as opposed to just jumping off. Riku stared for a moment befor
Since I Saw You LastIt's been a while sinceSince I Saw You Last3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I saw you last
I don't know what you'd say
I hope you'd be proud
But there's no way to know.
Five years since
I saw you last
I think of you often, you know.
I can think of the good things now
And it hurts
But only sometimes.
Four years since
I saw you last
And I'm used to the feeling.
I have a life and
You're not in it.
It hurts. But less than before.
Three years since
I saw you last.
I don't think about you ever y day.
But when I do
It's mostly sad.
And I don't like that.
Not at all.
Two years since
I saw you last.
I'm learning to move on.
The scars will stay
I'll keep them there
But the wounds still hurt
One year since
I saw you last.
I still cry all the time.
I'm starting to believe
That you miss me
But sometimes it's hard to remember that part.
Six months since
I saw you last.
I can't seem to forget it.
No matter where I go, I can't seem
To find you.
But the pain helps me remember.
One week since
I saw you last.
Akuroku+Soriku Drabble"Shhh! Come on!" Axel and Riku scurried behind the pasty white couch. They could hear the soft snoring of the two younger ones sleeping.Akuroku+Soriku Drabble8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"But they're so cute!" Axel whined, holding a thin paintbrush. "Don't worry, we won't wake the little angels." Riku signaled Axel to stop when they came upon Roxas and Sora. They had fallen asleep, Sora on top of his older brother after tackling him for the remote. Roxas had taken a pillow from the ground while Sora had curled up into his back.
Riku revealed a can of black paint. "Hurry!" Axel dipped the paintbrush into the smooth black surface, then crawled over and painted a devil's tail behind Sora.
"I thought you said they were angels." Riku said, looking over. "They'll just be our little devils then," Axel said, handing the brush to Riku. He dipped it back in and painted small horns over each of their heads. Roxas started to move, causing thm both to duck back behind the couch. "Sora....where's the remote?" Roxas asked dreamily. Sora groaned and
Dirty, Rotten ScoundrelsDirty, Rotten ScoundrelsDirty, Rotten Scoundrels5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Takes place during episode 45 of YuGiOh: The Abridged Series, right after Marik's line, "Hey, Bakuuuraaaa...guess WHO!"
Italics indicate thoughts.
"This had bloody well better be good," growled Bakura, sitting up and rubbing his eyes. He glowered at the blank-eyed girl in front of him, recognizing her as one of the Pharaoh's obnoxious friends. "When the hell did you decide to become a girl?"
"Geez! SOMEONE'S not a morning person," the girl sniffed, crossing her arms in irritation, and any normal human being would have suffered a panic attack upon hearing her voice for it was decidedly male. A tad high, with an effeminate lilt, but male nonetheless.
"Whatever gave you THAT idea?" sneered the white-haired Brit as he swung his legs over the side of the bed. "Here I am, dreaming about Zorc & Pals' wild success, and you go and ruin it by shoving a pair of boobs in my face. Did you think doing that would put me in a better mood
Three Little WordsIt was official. Heather and Dan were together. If anybody in Impact Wrestling was not aware of this, then they must have been living under a rock for the past couple of weeks. The couple had been the primary subject of conversation after some unknown person had spilled the beans.Three Little Words3 years ago in Settings More Like This
Rina, Remy and Chris had all pleaded innocence over the revelations, which made Heather suspect that the information had came from her ex boyfriend Kid Kash. The blonde was unable to voice these suspicions, as she wanted the whole situation with her ex to remain private, for now.
Aside from that problem, Heather had actually been feeling a lot more positive. She was more optimistic about her career, following an enjoyable meeting with the new writer for Impact Wrestling, a nice guy named Hayden Chandler.
Now that a couple of problems had been cleared up, at least for the time being, Heather felt that she should do something special for Dan. He had been nothing but supportive since day one, and she felt that t
It's a Man's Man's Man's WorldWrestleMania Revenge UK TourIt's a Man's Man's Man's World4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Rachel Jackson smiled in the center of the ring, a spotlight shining down on her from the rafters above. Her hair was pulled up in a loosely curled ponytail and she was dressed in a soft pink babydoll dress with cream colored heels. "The following tag team contest is scheduled for one fall." she declared as I Kissed A Boy blasted throughout the undersized Dublin arena. "Introducing first, the team of Xander Sky and Austin Jospeh!"
Pushing past the black drape curtains, Xander and Austin walked onto the low stage hand in hand. Xander was wearing a silver pair of chaps, baby blue trunks, and white Forces, while his tag team partner was dressed in metallic pewter trunks, black wrestling boots and pads, and a single baby blue sleeve on his right arm. Holding hands, the duo stepped away from one another and raised their outer arms, expanding like a butterfly before pulling back into one another. Linking arms, they continued down the rampway, ignoring t
Warning ShotsWarning Shots3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Welcome to another edition of Impact Wrestling here on Spike TV, I'm Mike Tenay, alongside my broadcast colleague Taz,"
"Another stacked show, as always partner, and we're gonna start things off right away, with a bang, with a few words from Sabrina McMahon." Dirty Little Thing by Adelitas Way began to play as the brunette appeared in silhouette on the ramp to showers of boos. She stomped her way with authority mixed with swagger as her hips swayed to the chorus. Rina shook her head as she soaked in the boos. She was dressed to kill in an ivory pinstriped pencil skirt, purple silk blouse and black strappy pumps. She fanned her long bronze curls as she ascended the stairs. Slinking through the ropes, she had a microphone in hand.
"Dixie Carter. I've got a few bones to pick with you sister. But instead of airing all the dirty laundry, I'll just go for the jugular. You hired Brooke Hogan, to be the executive of the Knockouts Division." She paused. "Hellooooo coo-coo lo-lo bird
Heather Flashback: The New GirlClutching at the strap of her black holdall tightly, the not yet twenty one year old Heather Flynn entered the venue for the Ring of Honor event that she was due to make her debut at that evening.Heather Flashback: The New Girl3 years ago in Settings More Like This
Making her way down the hallways, the Milwaukee native kept her eyes alert, until she found the door marked as the women's locker room. Taking a deep breath, she pushed open the door and entered the room, finding it occupied by two other women that she recognised as Daizee Haze and Allison Danger.
"Hi, you must be the new girl?" Daizee smiled widely, offering a wave.
"Heather?" the other woman added.
"Yeah, Heather Flynn." The Milwaukee native nodded, extending her hand to the women, shaking their hands in greeting.
"I'm Daizee." The perky blonde smiled.
"I'm Cathy. Allison Danger's my ring name." The taller woman added.
"Nice to meet you." Heather nodded, offering a small smile.
"Well, you found the locker room alright, so why don't you get changed into your gear and I'll give you a tour bac
Am I...Am I...5 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
Am I bi-curious? Am I bisexual? Am I lesbian?
I catch myself watching girls walk by, and I tend to look at their figures and short-as-hell shorts.
I never pay attention to the boys, oh no. They don't catch my interest as much as they used to.
My brain tells me to look at boys, but my heart focuses on the girls.
I've been asked by a close friend what I prefer, but I was unable to answer her question.
She understood why I couldn't answer because I told her that I mostly only saw my guys friends as friends, but I would date them, if they even asked me. (I haven't been asked, thanks for asking).
I haven't even told my dad I'm dating a wonderful girl. He thinks I'm just going through a phase.
It might be a permanent phase. Our school's librarian and me got into a talk about the LGBTQA support my school has, and she told me that, "girls are in fact better than most boys."
Then she helped me find some books on LGBT.
I'm lost. I do in fact think that girls are better than guys, but that
You Try To Break MeGiving a weary sigh, Heather pushed away the plate of food that she had barely touched. Not that the catering was below par, just that the Knockout couldn't eat for the nerves that were beginning to creep up now that it was merely hours before her match against a mystery opponent. Nerves were not unusual for the blonde, although the combination of not knowing her opponent or being able to plan ahead, as well as the pressure to win for her shot at the title was playing on her mind.You Try To Break Me3 years ago in Settings More Like This
The blonde furrowed her brow as she imagined how smug the Knockout's champion Gail Kim was feeling right now. She probably thought that she was about to bring an abrupt halt to Heather's string of wins, but the Milwaukee native wasn't about to give up that easily. Whomever she ended up in the ring with, she was going to give it her all, as always.
"You gonna eat that?" an Australian accent interrupted Heather's thoughts. The Milwaukee native shook her head, offering the food to the owner of the voice, fellow
Heather Flynn InterviewHeather Flynn InterviewHeather Flynn Interview3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Sacrifice 2012 marked Heather Flynn's first singles title win in her wrestling career, winning the TNA Knockouts title. A veteran of the sport, with a career spanning the past ten years, the Milwaukee native first came to attention as a member of the Ring of Honor roster between 2004 and 2007. Now riding high in Impact Wrestling where she has wrestled since mid 2009, she takes some time out to give a rare interview
So Heather, how does it feel to be the Knockouts Champion?
It feels very good. I was so determined to win the belt that when it happened it didn't properly sink in for a couple of days! I like to think that I'm a good fighting champion though.
It's well documented that you quit wrestling after the death of your father in 2007. What made you return to competition two years later?
I honestly can't tell you. My love of wrestling had just gone completely, but after a year and a half it kind of came back to me. I did a few Indy s
Ballad of JimmyBallad of Jimmy3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Welcome to another edition of Ring of Honor wrestling here on iPPV!" Kevin Kelly announced as the camera panned over the crowd. It stopped when it reached a woman in the front row, dark black hair with a bright pink piece in front. She had detailed eyeliner all about her smokey topaz colored eyes, wore an Abby Scuito style spiked collar necklace, and held a sign that said 'Jimmy Jacobs' with hearts everywhere. She even had a shirt that read 'Age of the Fall', and it bared her shoulders. Her legs were sheathed in red fishnet stockings and a denim shorts.
"Looks like we don't have to guess who she's here for," Nigel McGuinness observed with a chuckle.
"Jimmy Jacobs seems to get all the girls he could ever want," Kevin Kelly laughed as 'The Haunted' began to play. The Jimmy Jacobs fan cheered on cue. She bounced like a teenybopper as Jimmy made his way around the ring. As he neared his fan, she cried out to him.
"Jimmy!" He looked over with a smile and made a call me gesture, causing the
The fall of the Stinger? Pt 3"Ladies and Gentlemen, it's now time for our first No Surrender main event." Mike Tenay said as a graphic appeared on the screen showing both Jacob and Sting.The fall of the Stinger? Pt 34 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"This match right here Mike, is going to be brutal. Everything Jacob and Immortal has done to Sting over the past several weeks is all coming full circle here tonight." Taz said as Tenay nodded his head.
"Now for all of you keeping score at home, Immortal rose to power in late 2010 at Bound for Glory. Taking this company away from Dixie Carter, fast forward a year and Immortal is still in power." Mike said.
"You know what they say Mike, Immortal does mean forever." Taz said as the fans continued to cheer louder.
"This feud between Sting and all of Immortal has been grueling; as a matter of fact Sting says he is the savoir of TNA. Hopefully tonight, if Sting can get rid of Jacob Hall in this cage match just maybe this could spell the end for Immortal." Tenay said as immortal's theme song kicked on as the fans started to boo louder
Decision Making"You keep looking at the clock." Heather stated as she sat in her boyfriend's lap.Decision Making3 years ago in Settings More Like This
Dan met her gaze and gave a slight smirk, caressing the small of her back as they sat backstage at the live Impact Wrestling taping. It was about twenty minutes until the show started, and everybody would be eagerly awaiting the man's response to Hulk Hogan's offer the previous week.
The man known as Austin Aries had a choice between keeping his X-Division title, or dropping it in order to earn a shot at Bobby Roode's World Heavyweight title at the Destination X pay per view. The general response from fans was that he should take the second option, although nobody knew what his decision would be, not even Heather.
"Everybody wants to know what my decision is, and it's not easy." Dan sighed, reaching a hand out to touch his X-Division title belt, which was sitting next to him, along with his girlfriend's Knockouts title belt.
"Well, whatever your decision is, I'm behind you one hundred percent." Heather a
Go for Gold KidA man layed on a brown couch, a hand over his head, he was clearly frustrated almost in a deep thought. He looked up at the ceiling in a therapy session as a man across from him sat with a pad and pen.Go for Gold Kid3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
"So tell me about your problem"
"I have bad credit, no girlfriend and no life. At least I still have my car." A ring bell would sound as the mans' eyes widened, the screen showing a ring bell and TNA Knockout Remy Martin diving off the top rope hitting the man with an elbow drop driving the air out of him. "Remy" Remy would give off the man pulling him up by his shirt, the man on his knees.
"What is wrong with you dude, why don't you go to 1-800 Loanmart?" She questioned rhetorically. "You need extra cash right?"
"Uh yeah, of course." The man answered quickly at Remy's mercy.
"Since your car is paid off, it's as good as cash, I'm telling you, call 1-800 Loanmart." She winked, as the number would appear on the screen. Remy would then give the man a knee, bouncing off the ropes to give him
You Can't Go Home AgainJon spent the night in Presley’s tiny apartment, his legs hanging over her worn teal futon up to his knees. Presley had slinked off to bed like a wounded cat around 4:30 to get some sleep before her flight. Jon lay on his back, looking up at the ceiling, he had been brooding internally ever since she had opened the door and he saw how upset she was, and to find out why she was so upset. It irked him that someone who was supposed to be a man, let alone her boyfriend and protector, could do that to her. So all of that just added up to his insomnia.You Can't Go Home Again11 months ago in Short Stories More Like This
In the privacy of her bedroom, Presley clutched her Jack Skellington pillow to her chest. She’d never been treated like that by a man before, reducing her to the point of tears. She was usually joyous and unable to sleep when she was so close to a trip home, but now she wishes she could cancel it altogether. Even Florida seemed to disapprove; she could hear the rain tapping on the glass of her window. She must’ve eventually d
The First Title Defence"So, you guys know I'm throwing out some surprises tonight, and I have another one." Impact Wrestling General Manager Hulk Hogan announced from the stage at the Slammiversary pay per view event.The First Title Defence3 years ago in Settings More Like This
The crowd looked on eagerly in anticipation of what was going to happen next.
"The next match you'll see is for the Knockouts Championship, where your champ Heather is gonna be defending against former champion Gail Kim. Now I know we saw those two face each other at Sacrifice, so I've added an extra Knockout into this match to change things up a little." Hogan smiled as he stepped to one side and gestured for somebody to come out.
The crowd gave a collective gasp as Rina walked out onto the stage in her referee gear, comprising of black tights, black wrestling boots, and a black and white striped corset style top. Her brunette locks were tied into a side ponytail and she smirked as she was announced.
"The following contest is scheduled for one fall, and it is no disqualification! In
A Witch's Voice: Elsa MariaA Witch's Voice: Elsa Maria4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Dear God, I am calling to thee
I must pray to thee
For I have sinned
Thy agents once spoke to thee
They told me my purpose
I believed them
Because I believe in you
I only wanted to help
I thought to slay the Devil's servants
But they were only innocent souls
Souls who fell to damnation
Now I burn in the same fate
My cry to thee is clear
I pray for forgiveness
My shadow, my only witness
I pray for their souls
All and any I set free
For I cannot forgive myself
The White Serpent called me
His eyes that shine like rubies
His smile as cold as ice
His innocence captured me
I continued Eve's mistake
I fell to the tempting apple
No doubt does he continue his crime
But I can do nothing
Deliver them from his evil smile!
Let no evil be done to the innocent!
Let redemption come to all
A Lot In CommonRawA Lot In Common4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
"Hi, I'm Erin Skyy, and before the show I put itching powder on our guest's tampon." Erin smirked, darting her eyes to Jordyn Amico, who shifted uncomfortably in her chair.
"And I'm your sexy chick, Lauren Gray." Lauren winked, making a clicking sound as she cocked a quick grin. The Dirt Sheet was such a huge success online that creative decided to give the duo, better known as GraySkyy, their own in-ring segment to fill up the card.
"So Jordyn," Lauren began. The redhead perked up in her chair attentively, happy to be on the show. "You recently won the Divas Championship in a triple threat match at WrestleMania 27. Why don't you tell us about that?" Lauren asked, feigning interest as she leaned against the arm of her chair.
"Oh man! What an honor." Jordyn breathed, trying to express the magnitude of how much that moment meant to her. "To walk out of WrestleMania victorious against not one, but two amazing com-"
"Boring." Erin interrupted, crossing her arms while Lauren p
Tough Enough Season 2 Episode 4Welcome to Tough Enough Episode 4. Last week the contestants had speeches about bullying. Later they had the makeovers and a training. Jason impressed the judges, while male wrestler Gabriel couldn't and he was sent home. Now it's a tie. Who will be eliminated tonight?Tough Enough Season 2 Episode 43 years ago in Drama More Like This
All the contestants return home. Kyle and Sofia congrat Jason. Jason is proud of himself too.
"I am so happy that I got the first call out! I'm really happy. I don't care a lot about Gabriel's elimination, we had neutral relationships, so it's not a problem for me."
Hild is happy for Jason, but something is definitely not ok
"I was the runner-up last week. I'm always on top but I never got the first call out. That sucks. Aurelia and Duncan got the first call out and I'm happy for them but I need first call out as hell"
Stacey is talking with Ashurii
"I think that the judges are disappointed in me"
"oh come on Stacey, you're going to be fine for sure"
"I hope so..."
After a lot of talking, everybody decides to relax
A Rose By Any Other Name...My sweet internet savant.A Rose By Any Other Name...4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Her art is amazing.
Such beautiful work could only come from an equally beautiful lass.
I've never had the privilege of meeting or seeing her. But here is my guess:
Hair that flows like water and soft as silk,
Eyes that are dark, but not too, and sparkle like the stars,
A smile to stop any lad's heart.
Not a drop of makeup should ever need to touch such a beautiful canvas
Not one mark upon such a beautiful girl,
Full of kindness, light and a true artist's spirit.
A true friend, warm and loving, I wouldn't have her any other way.
And this is my Yuuki.