I'm Not PerfectI'm not perfect;I'm Not Perfect3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
No one is.
But me most of all.
I'm the most flawed.
Fighting to keep control,
Day in, day out.
I have to continue...
Continue to shout.
The fight to keep my freedom
Is the hardest thing imaginable.
It's made easier with friends.
But I'm not perfect.
People think I'm nice;
That I'm kind and sweet.
But they're wrong...
It's just a ruze I have to use.
Showing my true face,
The one under the masks,
Could mean losing myself...
And hurting those dearest.
I'll keep that from happening,
As long as I live.
But keep no promises,
Incase my will slips.
I'm not perfect,
For I am the most flawed.
No one is perfect,
But me most of all.
If my true face showed,
Those around me would get hurt.
If that happened...
I would never forgive myself.
Those whom I love,
Those most dearest to me...
Would be pained and scarred...
But not as much as I.
I'm not perfect;
But I most of all,
For I am the most flawed.
SoRiku - Swimming"Hey Riku?"SoRiku - Swimming6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Riku looked down at the brunette sitting on the sand, staring off into space with a slight smile playing on his lips. Riku was lying on the trunk of the paopu tree, Sora lazing at his feet. They were watching the sunset together, something which had become a routine since they returned.
"You wont leave me again, will you?"
Riku raised an eyebrow and sat up. "Where did that come from?"
"Uh...never mind. Hey, you wanna go swimming?!" Sora jumped up eagerly, giving his friend a hopeful grin.
"Don't change the subject! What made you say that Sora?"
Sora's grin faltered momentarily.
"It doesn't matter."
"Yes it does! I'm not going anywhere, i promised you that and i'm not about to break it. Why, you don't think i'm going to, do you?"
Sora shook his head and shrugged. "I told you, it doesn't matter. Now i'm going swimming, are you coming?" He was already heading towards the bridge, intent on going to the beach as opposed to just jumping off. Riku stared for a moment befor
For One Night Only"Pam did a great job with the costumes." Jessie Hart commented as she and Rina got ready for their tag team match.For One Night Only3 years ago in Settings More Like This
The duo were getting ready backstage at the Ring of Honor event Border Wars, taking place in Toronto. Jessie was dressed in her usual ring attire of halter-top and skirt, which tonight was a silver shade, complete with red and white maple leaf designs. Over her white wrestling boots, Jessie wore matching leg warmers; while thin black armbands were decorated with silver maple leafs.
"Well it's a good job she had the extra time on her hands." Rina replied, referring to the fact that Jessie's former partner Pamela Darcy had recently retired from wrestling. The Chicago native had a fondness for making wrestling attire, hence the reason for Jessie and Rina's new costumes.
"Well, let's just hope there's no wardrobe malfunctions!" Jessie chuckled as she helped to tie Rina's corset style top, which matched her own colour scheme. The TNA Knockout also wore black tights with red and
Immortal CoupleA satisfied smirk settled on the features of Sydnee Marie as she walked backstage at the Impact tapings. Her fellow Knockouts avoided eye contact as they passed her in the hallway, fearful of the unrecognisable young woman that they had known before.Immortal Couple3 years ago in Settings More Like This
The blue and pink ends had been cut from her brunette locks, and her blue eyes no longer shone with warmth, but resembled empty pools of piercing ice that could send a shiver down even the most fearless wrestler's spine.
Arriving at the door of the locker room she was looking for, Sydnee Marie paused to adjust her attire, which was made up of black tights and a black shirt that bared her toned abdomen. A lacy purple bra peeked out from underneath the top, and the heels of black studded ankle boots clicked as she walked.
Placing her hand on the door handle, the Knockout entered the room and gave what might pass for a genuine smile as she spotted her boyfriend Jeff Hardy sitting on a bench, seemingly deep in thought.
"I wouldn't worry about
Heather Flashback: FriendsHeather Flynn sighed as she finished putting on her wrestling boots, standing up and tucking her casual clothes into her duffel bag before picking up a bottle of water nearby and taking a sip from it.Heather Flashback: Friends3 years ago in Settings More Like This
It was August 2005, and the Milwaukee native was preparing for her upcoming match against Allison Danger at a Ring of Honor event.
Now ready and dressed in her ring attire, which consisted of electric blue cropped top and black tights with blue designs, Heather exited the locker room and made her way through the backstage area, flinching as somebody grabbed her waist from behind.
"Patrick!" she scolded the man known as Alex Shelley when she turned around.
"Take it easy, cousin!" the Detroit native replied, alluding to the fact that they had recently been revealed as storyline cousins.
"Don't sneak up on me like that!" the blonde exclaimed, playfully swatting at his bare chest.
"Anyway, a few of us guys were talking about heading out later, and we wondered if you wanted to tag along?" he a
It's My Party“Where did you say we were going again?”It's My Party2 years ago in Settings More Like This
Duncan Perry questioned his best friend, tag team partner, and now something more, Chester Gates. The duo had been walking for a while now, and the blonde was definitely not familiar with this area. He considered the possibility that they might be lost, but the Cajun man seemed full of his usual confidence.
“We’re gonna go meet Melissa. Don’t worry, we’re almost there.”
The Baltimore native shrugged and continued walking, almost walking into the back of the Louisiana native, who suddenly came to a halt outside of a building that resembled a bar, except it was in darkness.
“Here we are!” the Cajun man announced.
“Uh, Chester…there’s nobody here.” Duncan frowned as he followed the man inside.
“You sure about that?” Chester asked as he flicked a light switch nearby.
“Surprise!” came a chorus of voices.
“Oh my…you threw me a birthday p
Reason To Be Nervous...The Impact tapings came around far too soon for Heather. Now it was only a matter of hours before Dan was to step into the squared circle to team up with the man who had only weeks earlier threatened to kill him.Reason To Be Nervous...3 years ago in Drama More Like This
The Knockout sat in the passenger seat of Dan's car and stared out of the window as they arrived at the Impact Zone in Orlando for the tapings. The blonde felt sick as her nerves intensified. The X-Division champion sensed her unease, pulling into a parking space and turning off the engine before taking her hand in his.
"I know you're worried, but we've made it this far. One match, that's it." He smiled in an attempt to reassure his girlfriend.
"I appreciate what you're trying to do, but at this moment I feel like throwing up." Heather sighed.
"Not in the car, I just got the interior cleaned!" Dan gave a playful nudge to her arm.
"Are you seriously not worried?" the blonde turned in her seat so that she could see her boyfriend's face more clearly.
"I still think it
SymbiosisI sighed as I woke up, I did not want to get up yet. I opened my unwilling eyes and looked at the clock. 8:07 am. I stretched to turn the lamp on, but I was restrained by a strong arm around my waist. I turned and saw that Wade had also woken up.Symbiosis4 years ago in Romance More Like This
"We don't have to get up quite yet, love. Our flight isn't until the afternoon," he pulled me back towards him, I offered no resistance. I came face to face with him, he was smiling so sweetly, I kissed him gently.
"I like that idea, I don't really want to move from where I am yet," I quipped, sliding further into him and laying my head on his shoulder, kissing his collarbone first.
"Mmm so do I," he chuckled deeply, kissing my temple and stroking my back. We were sharing a bed, yes, but we had to you know, go all the way. We'd been dating for a couple of months, certainly much longer than any of my other boyfriends would've waited. I ran my fingers along his strong back. I always felt I was too big, fat, but he made me feel like I w
Post ItsPost ItsPost Its3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Kurt made his way out of the school shortly after glee club had ended. Practice had been nothing new. Mr. Schuester had them back in booty camp to prepare for Nationals and as usual, Rachel and Finn had garnered all of the leads. Blaine had luckily grabbed one of the leads in a song, but as usual Kurt's talents were wasted in the background along with Mercedes and Santana and well, everyone else. It was something he was more or less used to after his four years at McKinley High but he couldn't wait to get to college and start nabbing all the solos at NYADA. He was halfway across the parking lot when he noticed it. A small square of yellow paper tacked to his windshield. Panicking, he quickened his pace, dreading the sight of a phone number and an apology for rear ending his precious SUV. He had already suffered enough damage from two years ago when Mercedes smashed his windshield. At least his dad's shop could repair it for free, though it was the fact that he'd be vehicle-les
Meeting FlieraMeeting FlieraMeeting Fliera3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
The cool night air brushed against the trees, causing the leaves to rustle. There were no street lights on, which was unusual. She looked around as she made her way home. A smaller girl, about thirteen, with dirty blonde hair, she looked around with her bright hazel eyes as she made her way up the street.
Something didn't feel right to her though. Something was different tonight. Something weird. She had been walking around outside to try and cool off. Despite it being November and 54 degrees outside, she was sweating. Her mother took her temperature earlier and it was 103, but she felt fine. She looked down and it looked like her feet were leaving marks in the ground where it had melted. She shook her head and kept walking.
Soon, she began to feel dizzy and didn't know why. She sat down in the grass and began to doze off.
When she awoke, there was no grass. She sat up and looked around. There was a burnt area around her where the grass had been. She was confused. 'Where
So P.S I love youRemy wiped her hand on the foggy bathroom window. Drips of water streamed down getting her hand wet. The 5'4 woman looked herself over, wrapped up in a towel and scrunching up her face at a bruise forming on her arm the other day from a match. Of course, she had seen worse and had worse, but nonetheless this was a battle wound and she was proud of it. However, she was not proud of her hair, wet and tangled between her manicured fingers. A few small knocks sounded on the door, Remy still fascinated with her appearance, her hazel eyes glancing at her bruise once more.So P.S I love you3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
"It's open" The door opened and in would step Chris who would instantly wrap his arms around the womans' midsection. "Enjoying the view Chris?" She questioned receiving a kiss on the shoulder as a response. "Is that your final answer?"
"Yes, but I'm not enjoying that bruise, are you okay?" Chris let her go to play doctor inspecting the arm over carefully.
"I'm fine, ow, don't poke it!" Remy glared stil
Lust ForThe music was blaring in the lab of one Abby Sciuto. Abby was working hard on a case that the team had gotten overnight. She was stocked on her Caf-Pow and her mint chocolate ice cream that a friend bought her. Major mass spec was buzzing real loud and Abby's attention was diverted from running fingerprints to her mass spectrometer.Lust For4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Abby quickly looked up and saw Gibbs walk in with the typical large cup of Caf-Pow. She smiled as her hand brushed across his. The two were silent before Abby turned to her mass spectrometer and smiled.
"The chemicals found on Petty Officer Henderson's shirt was a combination of sodium hydroxide and gamma butyrlactone. I don't think she was making the drug though Gibbs. Notice in this picture the splatter pattern?"
"It looks small and over just this part..."
Abby took in a breath of the cologne that Gibbs was wearing. She tucked that thought in the back of her mind and focused on the work at hand.
"The splatter pattern isn't a splatter pattern. It lo
A Change Of PlanBeth Phoenix stood in the ring awaiting her opponent for the upcoming Smackdown match, her stance and expression showing that she meant business. The blonde rubbed her hands together and her mouth settled into a smirk as a recap of last week's events played on the titantron.A Change Of Plan3 years ago in Settings More Like This
The crowd noise became a chorus of boos as they watched Beth's savage attack on Cordelia backstage, before Crystal Clear had made the save. A graphic followed showing that Cordelia would be meeting her attacker in a match at the No Way Out pay per view that coming Sunday.
The crowd reaction returned to cheers as the music changed and Alicia Fox appeared on the stage, complete with furry hood to go with her electric blue attire. The red haired Diva did her usual strut as she made her way towards the ring to face the Glamazon.
The match was about to start when the crowd turned their attention to the stage once more, cheering as they saw Cordelia making her way out, dressed casually in a grey and black striped vest, b
Saying Goodbye to a Friend||Nightmare VisionsRaw May 14, 2012Saying Goodbye to a Friend||Nightmare Visions3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Marisol Hawkes wasn't one to cry about things. She wasn't one to really show her emotions either, but on this occasion she had no choice. She was going to turn in her letter of resignation to Eve and the general manager and there wasn't anything to change her mind. Before she did that though, she had to say goodbye to a very old friend. She rounded the corner to head towards the office of the general manager, wiping a tear from her face, when she saw him. She sighed and made her way towards her best friend. "Austin...can I speak with you for a moment?" Austin turned around to see Marisol standing there with an envelope in her hand. Austin noticed the sad look on her face and leaned his head to the left. "What's up Marisol? Long time no see..." "I know Austin. The rehab on my knee was brutal, but now I am back to one hundred percent." Austin smiled a small smile and leaned against the wall. "So what did you need to speak with me about?" He asked her as she leaned
A Witch's Voice: PatriciaA Witch's Voice: Patricia4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Onlooking Class Representative
School is a normal thing
School is wonderful thing
I people I know are special
The classes I take are normal
School means friends
Friends are everything
Everyone sees me
I'm their celebrity
I look after all of them
I choose to follow the rules
I must enforce them
No shameless thoughts
Nothing must be filthy
Dirty . . .
Dirty . . .
Why do I feel so dirty?
I must banish that thought
Everything must be clean
I am normal
I am a normal girl
Nothing is wrong with me
Nothing at all
#LibertyTheDebut#LibertyTheDebut3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Monday Night RAW 4/23/12
Backstage Cameras in the parking lot catch a 2011 Ducati Monster 796 roll into the parking lot. An unknown female is mounted atop it. Could this be Liberty Deschamps, the girl who came from France to compete amongst the rest of the WWE Divas? The female removes her helmet, revealing her long, wavy, blonde locks that begin to rest on her leather jacket. Looking down shows off her skintight leather pants and black stiletto heel boots. Some of the guys in the arena whistle as they look at her on the titantron.
Cameras cut to the ring as “Holla” plays through the arena with some fans cheering for what could possibly be their favorite out of all the divas, Kelly Kelly. Appearing on the ramp with that smile that she had been known to do for years.
Justin Roberts: “The following is a Divas Match set for a One Fall!!!! Making her way to the ring first, from Jacksonville, Florida... KELLY KELLY!!!!!, and current
Saylor Laine Wiki BioSaylor Laine Wiki Bio3 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Ring Name(s): Saylor Laine (current), Saylor Levesque, Saylor
Date of Birth: September 1, 1986 (age 25)
Weight: 120 lbs.
Residing: Boston, Massachusetts
Billed From: Greenwich, Connecticut
Trained By: Dave Finlay, Ricky Steamboat, Triple H, William Regal
Saylor Laine Levesque (born September 1, 1986) is an American professional wrestler and model, currently working for WWE under their flagship show, the RAW brand. She is the daughter of former professional wrestler, Paul Levesque (Triple H), who is now the COO of WWE.
Saylor Laine Levesque was born on September 1, 1986 to Paul Levesque and a mother who hasn't been able to be identified since Saylor's birth. Saylor grew up with her father in Greenwich, Connecticut as an only child. At a young age she recalls her father being in a relationship with Joanie "Chyna" Laurer before her step-mother and Paul's current w
Rock And Roll Meets Gun ControlRock And Roll Meets Gun Control3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
August 27th, 2012
"The following Divas tag team match is scheduled for one fall and is a first round match in the Divas Tag Team Championship Tournament! Introducing first, the team of Danielle Tyler and Destiny Carmicheal!" 'What Rock & Roll Looks Like' poured from the PA as the wildchild team made their way onto the stage. Danielle wore a cropped leather vest with a zipper on the front, matching leather tights with rips on the thighs molding to her legs. Black knee high biker boots and a silver stud covered belt finished off her look, her pink hair perfectly straightened. Once she had thrown up the rock on horns and let out a war cry, she turned to wait for Destiny, 'What Rock & Roll Looks Like' continuing to play as the redhaired Diva walked out to stand beside Danielle. She wore similar attire, but her pants were a metallic blue color, blue 'D's on the sides of her black boots. The two Divas locked arms, walking to the ring with a pronounced air of confidence. They went up the stee
Valerie SnowValerie Snow8 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Dear Aunt Violet
Im quite surprised that you asked about my dear little girl Valerie, although I wouldnt mind it at all if you had taken her under your wing to be turned into a proper lady before it was too late. She may look well behaved and act kind, but she really cant seem to grasp the concept of her standing in society. She should really be playing with other children of other Dukes and Duchesses, but instead she plays with the children of commoners. It is absurd enough that she is still playing silly little games like hide and go seek when she is a nearly of marriageable. Dear little Valerie doesnt seem to like the idea of marriage in general, so we guessed that her playing with the other children is some form of protest. Its a shame really, because if we dont get her behaving properly and ladylike soon, all the good young men will be married off, leaving Valerie with a less desirable marriage, or even worse, no marriage at all!
Oh Aunt Violet,
Panic AttacksI can feel it already.Panic Attacks5 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
I'm faced with the smallest bit of frustration in a math class.
Solve for X: SensitivityX + Confusion - Depression = -Happiness
It's an illogical problem.
SensitivityX + Confusion = Depression - Happiness
.:We Can Share A Look, But How About A Slice?:.If there was something I had always liked doing, it was road tripping. Just sitting in the car, either alone or with friends or family, the wind blowing through my hair through the open windows, the radio blasting out some good old school rock so my arrival was clearly noticed every single time I appeared into a small town on my way. Of course, I didn’t do it in the sense of negative attention at all, or not for attention anyways. I just enjoyed my music more classical, old school and loud as all living hell..:We Can Share A Look, But How About A Slice?:.1 year ago in General Fiction More Like This
Today was no different. I was on my way through the country to meet up with some friends on a later date at the California’s end, driving my way through mid-country all by myself. I enjoyed the lone time a lot, away from family and responsibilities, they had never been much of my thing anyways. I had always been a free spirit, settling down to start a family or even beginning a somewhat steady relationship had me slightly freaked out.
WWE: Christie Marie TaylorEnglish Name:WWE: Christie Marie Taylor2 years ago in Drama More Like This
Christie Marie Taylor
Kurisutī marī teirā
Height: 5 feet 5 inchesDate of Birth: April 27, 1985
Age: 27 years oldWeight: 122 lbsHair: Blonde hair with pink streaks.Eyes: BlueBody: Slender, tallFamily: Mother Allie McCall Taylor [Arī makkōru teirā] Father [Known only as Ruki]Trained by: Sheamus, William Regal, Danielle Tyler
Hometown: Tokyo Japan
Currently Residing: Portland Oregon
PROFESSIONAL WRESTLING CAREER:
Not much is known about Christie. She was born into a military family as her mother was a captain in the Air Force. The only thing she knows about her father is that he was of Japanese culture and his name was Ruki. She moved to Oregon after spending most of her life in Japan. That is where she chose to get into professional wrestling. She watched tapes of William Regal and Sheamus, who were her two favo