Shizuma x Nagisa2 years ago in Drawings
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Hallway Of PainTeary-eyedHallway Of Pain3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My nightmare woke
My hands trembled
And my heartbeat spoke
Among the white
The black and blue
A red line
The life of you
The corridor passed
Slowly by
Tiptoed through
And I cried, why
Darkest memory
A body of ice
Eyes unopened
A soul that hides
Still I see
The picture stay
A heartless body
A girl that lay
Born Like This3 years ago in Portraits & Figures
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Past And Too PerfectOver againPast And Too Perfect4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Nothing has changed
Or has it somehow
Escaped my eyes
And slipped out of my consciousness
Turning it into a different word
How many times
Have I written down my love
Have I layn on my bed
With only one thought
If I were, if you were
But no, we are not
Silently, secretly
How can I lit my candle
Ever again
With the same poison
In my blood
For again, you forgot

LionessHolding, waitingLioness2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Like a lioness in the dark
Caught by surprise
I am stronger than I thought
So vivid, a memory
But it was only today that you left
Perhaps I was too quick
With reaching out my hand for you
But I am here
Waiting, holding on
And I'm afraid
That in a flash of light
I MIGHT JUMP
Forward
And catch you by surprise
Make you think
Oh, she's stronger than I thought
But by that time you'll be dead
And so will I
Murdered by my own strength
Sweet lioness
In me, play dead
Shizuma and Nagisa2 years ago in People
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ChangedAs if I were never with youChanged4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As if my excistance had never been proved
You kicked me away
And crucified me without caring
You tried to send me to death
Without looking me in the eye
You didn't even speak
Only stare the love and make me die
Shizuma x Nagisa lineart5 years ago in Scraps
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DarkI didn't put up any wallsDark2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
They just built themselves around me
Let shadows fall over my face
But I never asked for this
Neither did you, I believe
But we're in this together
Still I'm in this alone

The OtherI can only hearThe Other2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Myself, breathing
My heart, beating
I can only see
You, before me
Clouds, above me
I can only feel
Pain, inside me
Rain, describe me
But you can only hear
Yourself, breathing
Though your heart isn't beating
And you can only see
Her, before you
Minds, explore you
Though, what do you feel
I have no idea
You never tell me

The GreenThe greenThe Green2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The green consumes
Me as I look around
In this forest
The only sound comes
From my footsteps, running
The green
The green scares
Me as I look around
In this garden
The only thought in
My head, still you
The green
The green murders
Me as I look around
In this field
The only words I
Can find, are
I love you
Wordless
But I do
Love you
Maybe not as much
As you love me
But it keeps me running
My footsteps, my thoughts, my words combine
Shape the end right before me
But what is the end
When there was never a beginning?

BleedingSo I cryBleeding3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And in the end
I bleed
And you know
But you don't
Want to see

Picture PerfectYou were silent andPicture Perfect2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
our hands created a heart in the
still darkening sky
and your breath lay upon
my face with care.
So beautiful I thought and yes
you were and you still are but
so unreachable, even when you
stare into my eyes and make me
feel like dying with love.
But your heartbeat was steady while
mine ran on full, like the come and
go of waves of passion and
fear, how can I even feel
all that at the same fucking time?
In my heart grows a tree, bigger
bigger every day but in yours a
rose is dying, crying, fainting with
whatever feeling you ever had for
me if you did at all.
I don't believe you're a liar but
so unwill

DoubtTell me what you wantDoubt2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tell me what you're trying for
Tell me what you feel
Please, leave me in doubt no more

I'm AloneEverywhere around meI'm Alone4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Nothing but distance
From the ones I ought to love
And now, why do I do this
Knowing that it will hurt
Both me and them
Maybe I just don't care
Enough to finish the song
But enough to let it shatter
Against the wall I put up
Let the words pass by
And the sun shine through
I'm alone

RageFreaking inRage4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Freaking out
Is how I breathe
If I even do
Don't I just
Drown
In the tears
My heart leaves
Upon my table
Of pain

You, My DiseaseI feel youYou, My Disease4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Everywhere around me
Your presence
Is carved in my wrist
Your hands
Flutter in my neck
And when I turn
They tighten
And strangle me
I see you
Everywhere around me
Your presence
Is burning in my eyes
Your feet
Take you to the corner of my eye
But when I turn
They run
And catch me with your rope of death

At NightMy steps forward do not pull me backAt Night4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And the temptation rises but never reaches my fingertips
In this I can handle the day through, no death
Not to die, no dying, only a little crying
But hey, that doesn't matter
For all I am is yours
When in my sleep, in the memory of dreams
I find us, sweetly together
Filling the universe with words of love
Still, I am as black as the night
And escaping the moonlight
Forever hiding in the dark

Fast It BeatsHere it goes againFast It Beats4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Beating against me
Troubling my chest
Fighting my senses
Forming a castle of despair
Here it fastens
There it slows
My wanting heart
The pulse reaches my core
Then leaves my consciousness
But no voice tells me
Where to go
I cannot hear it
Cannot bear it anymore
To be without you

Once And ForeverThese were once my handsOnce And Forever3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Writing my last words
On a piece of rotten paper
These were once my tears
Falling, draining from my being
Freezing on the ground
These were once my words
Making sense, forgiving
Time ticking them away
I say these will be
The last empty whispers
I'll spend on you
No, waste on you
In the knowledge that
One day
I'm picking this up
As easy as you pick up me
Out of my grave
When you need me

Cold Is The Night Without YouThe bed was coldCold Is The Night Without You3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I lay alone
Imagined you
In my heart
You would never
Climb out
And stay with me
When the nights are dark
Never would you
Take me in your arms
Like I take you
When I know you ain't looking

Charged With MurderI am the murdererCharged With Murder2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
The murderer of my soul
Wondering what colour
My heart would be
When I rip it out
Black, I think but
I'm not sure
It might be green or brown
Something rotten
I am the murderer
The murderer of my love
Wondering what words
I'd use
If I tore it apart
The colour of blood
I think, because
I have been bleeding
Like forever now
I am the murderer
The murderer of all light
Wondering whether darkness
Is as bad as it seems
When it comes and
Drops dead in front of me
Because that's what will happen
If for one single second
I don't watch

SilhouetteI see a silhouetteSilhouette2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hanging on the largest branch
Of the tree I had planted
When my times were at darkest
I see a silhouette
Hanging on a piece of string
Head down into the fog
Surrounding my past
I see a silhouette
And I hear a cracking sound
Seems like the branch is breaking
Under the weight of my thoughts
I see a silhouette
Hanging on the branch
Of that tree I had planted
Head down, slowly swaying
I see a silhouette
Swaying, swaying with the wind
Crack- and a muffled sound
A corpse under my tree
I saw a silhouette
That has now disappeared
In the fog of my past
Maybe it was just me