Destruction at the Hand XAngerexpresisons of angry come hard to me
the swift hammer seems not to make a sound
there are no excuses for you
is this who I am? what about you?
is this the extistent of your power?
show me, show me, your passion has faded
your honor like the flags of fallen houses
has lost all it's glimmer
it appears now as a house of cards.
you expect, expect my anger to go away
again you insult me you insult me~!
Your words, oh they on death eyes and ears.
is this the end of my existence?
this anger, won't to consume my heart?
all my dreams going up in flame
i'm not shamed, holding the lighter.
there's nothing left of them anyhow
so what if they're engulfed by this?
You can Color my Soul.Fill in theYou can Color my Soul.5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Because you are the pencil
Fills in the holes. The ends of
The lantern of
The Taste of Popsicle SticksTactile,The Taste of Popsicle Sticks5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
obstructed by waist-tied strings.
Venom seeps a whispered path to my ear.
"Breathe", blood illuminates.
Partly cloudy-- skin hanging like a pendant.
Oh, rain on your parade.
like Granite's aspiration through a sifting screen.
Erosion becomes the vital to the contour--all futuristic pleas.
I Don't CareI try to live my own wayI Don't Care5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Do what I need to do
Live my life as I say
But you keep coming back in spite
To put me down again
Your words are an acid bite
You spread your lies and cause me pain
You do your damage day by day
And in the end my friends have all become estranged
You think youve caused me to give in
To succumb to you to your ways
But this is where it all ends
I dont care about your lies
You might slander my name
But I know how you feel deep inside
You have really stooped to a new low
And with each lie you spread
You become someone you no longer know
But I dont care what you did to me still
Those friends that I lost
Werent my friends for real
And all the pain you caused this time
Ill just deal with it
Because I know your soul hurts more than mine
And in the end Ill be the one who comes out on top
Because I dealt with it
While your pain will no longer stop
I was the grown up and you were the child
I acted my age
While you became a kid for awhil
She Blames the CloudsWhen your fascination for Autumn cameShe Blames the Clouds6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
thats when you gave me Summer.
Burning Red marks that turned to a lifeless, Blue of Winter.
Oh, you showed me the intoxication of falling in leaves
when you put a lighter to them.
I saw the smoke like a fogged, night sky in your bedroom.
But i didnt hear the clouded footsteps come
driven by paralyzed eyes.
The flourescent lights appeared to flicker.
Or was it my eyelid's PLEA that it would STOP.
Soon the Summer Sun solidified to gold pieces.
Sunshine shown to the Alabaster skin on my back.
So young, mother.
She laid there defeated.
There. That was where she witnessed the shattering of seasons.
Breathing quick on cold, gritted tiles.
Innocence transformed to the burden of knowing.
OF unreachable stars,
9 YEARS LATER:
Summer comes back as that is your nature, mother.
Where has that sonogram gone?
Do you not recognize the fetal position
known now as my defense?
Once long ago it was planted in yo