Policy of an Ignorant NerdShe sits in the back with her hair pulled back,Policy of an Ignorant Nerd5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
trying to act like her attention ain't slack,
a fetish for prose, and love, and art,
her decision is made, she'll act with her heart.
The beliefs forced upon her are from those she knows,
She acts with great care, wanting no stepped on toes,
she chooses her words, each syllable with care,
when she acts like a sweetheart and throws personality to air.
She's got her mind set, on her future for School,
doesn't care she loses out, she doesn't need to be cool,
But the air she still breaths has something foreign to wear,
and she'll never understand, pretends not to care.
At lunch she'll remove, that imperfect mask,
she'll sit beside friends and finally ask,
the imperfect questions, her faults bare to each bone,
and she'll giggle and laugh to see each tear of armor sewn.
She'll go back to class, a little lighter on her feet,
and everyone she knows, the new people she'll meet,
Will be none the wiser, to the tears she still hides,
Because she stil
child in darknessScream as to rip the burning feeling from your throat.child in darkness5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Scrape your hands against the rough bark of the lifeless trees that surround you.
Bleed and bleed until the snow around you is a sickly, lustrous, crimson.
Smile as the madness finally encloses your heart in a shadow.
Collapse as your limbs go numb.
Feel the forstbite wrap its icy lips around your ethereal throat.
Feel your breath falter as its serrated teeth incise your porcelain flesh.
Watch the fulgent shafts of light emit a searing heat.
The last reprisentation of the life that filled your gaunt figure.
Hear the rush of air that breaks free from your lungs.
Watch the light die revealing where you lay.
The finall Resting place of a girl.
Forced to suffer for enternity In the minds of those she had once loved.
Whos blood was mixed with her own.
Who's screams danced in harmony with hers.
The last maniacle chuckle.
Of a child bound by darkness.
Tied by chains of blood and gore.
Whos eyes leaked acid tears.
Whos mind was clouded by
Not aloneNot alone3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I laugh at my loss,
I smile at hate.
I dance with my hurt,
And I embrace my pain.
Because I will have always,
Poem To MyselfStop thinking so much,Poem To Myself5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Just turn off and let it go,
Let him love you,
And just love him back,
Hes one of the better,
Despite the lack of magic,
- Here I try to find a poem to express,
This big-Big-BIG f***ing mess,
Stop thinking or not thinking,
What if hes the one,
To make you happy? What you gonna do,
Hell run, before you find the gun,
Is he a slow burner?
Is he gonna become the one?
Just cause he aint now,
Dont mean he may never be,
Such a nice guy, such a nice guy,
Why cant you love him back?
Why cant you love him back?
Why cant you love him back?
SonnetI wish I knew why I was left aloneSonnet5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I am rejected wherever I go
Inside my head is my only true home
And I hurt much more than anyone knows
If I could be happy, that would be nice
And I have been for a fleeting second
But now my heart is frozen like ice
And I count the days down to their seconds
My love has gone and left me by myself
She says she does not love me anymore
But I love her more than most love themselves
And my love will live on forever more
I hope that one day, she will take me back
And maybe by then, Ill gain what I lack
bent nails of rejectionbent nails of rejection4 years ago in Visual Poetry More Like This
connections made but at a terrible price
trading a virtue for a horrific vice
building corners of comforting brace
depression made across his face
three hundred kids and ones alone
the lonely road that he shall roam
one to succeed
oh he cant stand
relationships built on foundations of lies
love for using, is what he denies
reject me from your core of mind
all these sins that i soon will find
touch of warmth for a much higher cost
deeper your soul as it becomes so lost
daddys reject,mommys reject, and now your mine
eating me up, feeding you with this line
he never loved you, it was pity that was read
"but thats not what my lover said!!"
fuck what your lover said
little reject since your birth
unbelonging to this earth
Fanfic Writer's ChecklistA fanfiction writer's checklistFanfic Writer's Checklist3 years ago in Reviews & Guides More Like This
Stage I: Preplanning
[ ] Do you know what series you're going to write for?: This can be a hard decision, but usually if you're wanting to write a fanfic, you know what series you're going to be writing for.
[ ] What sort of genre are you going for?: Comedy? Hurt and comfort? A combo? Know what you're going for ahead of time.
[ ] Know your material: You don't have to know anything that happened ever in the universe of Star Trek, Dr. Who, X-Men, GundamBut know what you're going to be writing about. You don't have to be an expert, but at least familiarize yourself on your source material. If you still have questions or areas which you're shaking on, research. Keep a list of helpful websites handy, ask people who are also fans.
[ ]Be aware that there are some authors and companies that do not like fanfiction of their properties: Some authors, such as Anne Rice, have been instrumental in speaking out against fanfiction, and for that reason fanfiction o
Hurt meHurt me2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Je me suis levée ce matin. Comme les autres jours qui sont passés, et ceux qui restent à venir. Je me suis levée, j'ai regardé mon reflet dans le miroir. C'était si laid. Je me suis mise à pleurer. Pleurer tout ce que j'ai pu, dans l'espoir d'oublier les pensées qui venaient de fuser dans mon esprit. J'en ai assez vu comme ça, tu ne trouves pas? Non? Alors abime-moi encore.
Tue mon âme. Prend mon cur. Piétine mon être. Joue avec moi comme tu l'as toujours fais. C'est amusant n'est-ce pas? Tu n'as pas changé. Tu es le même depuis toutes ces années. Tu me détruis malgré tous les mots que j'ai pu prononcer, malgré tout l'amour que je t'ai donné. Mais oui, c'est si beau de me voir suffoquer quand tes mains encerclent mon cou, de m'entendre crier la douleur de mon cur. Tu rouvres sans cesse la plaie que je m'applique à garder fermer. Tu laisses échapper tous les tourments qui
Let It GoIt is said that the day Optimus Prime's Spark went offline for the second and final time, the entire world felt a shudder that shot cold tendrils of fear down every organic spine and caused the machines to pause in their courses.Let It Go2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Optimus's legs buckled and he fell to his knees before Sentinel. The acid rust had struck him directly in the center of his chest, burning through his armored plates and causing his Spark chamber to cave in on itself, snuffing the life-giving bolt within. It was so fast that he didn't even have time to utter a single cry or farewell. He simply knelt there, staring lifelessly down at his own torso until the rust finished its job and his top half fell to one side, growing smaller and smaller as it dissolved into a pool.
Megatron stood frozen merely fifty meters away, the whine of his charging cannon dying. His intention had been to fire on Sentinel from behind and let Optimus take him on from the front, effectively sandwiching the renegade Prime between t
Incendiarism - OneIncendiarism - One2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
That smell... It was really something else, that's for sure. Stepping into the grimy office building managed to bring a grimace to my face every time. The entire place reeked horribly of cigars and stale sweat, and some mysterious odour that no one could quite pin point the cause of. How reassuring. Blinking away the sting in my eyes, I crossed the small room to the desk where the secretary, Bonita, sat smoking a cigarette. She was a bony old woman who's cheekbones alone could likely kill a man from a fair distance. With her sunken face and a permanent frown, she was one of those people you didn't particularly want to cross paths with if it could be avoided.
I nodded to her, grimacing around the cigarette between my lips. No point in pretending to play nice here, she knows I hate her, and I know she loathes me. Any mockingly friendly gesture from me inwardly drove her right up the wall with fury. Some days it was amusing, but today I had business to attend to.
She just watched me with
III Chapter 3: HurtIII Chapter 3: Hurt2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Illogical, Irrational, Intrigue: A Death Note Fanfiction
Disclaimer: I do not own Death Note
Chapter 3: Hurt
As Watari drove L and Light back to the headquarters, L did not pretend that he wasn't watching Light.
In fact, his eyes never left the rigid teenager's face the entire journey.
L was watching him, observing his every action, calculating the deeper meaning behind the seemingly infallible mask that Light had put up. Oh, yes. Light had hidden himself from L, behind what L had determined to be a facade of calm.
But it was this mask that betrayed him, for how could he be calm? He had just watched his father die in front of him, and had received severe burns to his forehead.
He would be in pain. Physical and emotional turmoil.
Yet he sat there, not making a sound, looking out of the window as the scenery rolled by in the gloomy light of dusk. L could see the setting sun reflected in his eyes. His blank eyes.
For once, L was unsure of how to proceed. In reality, he hadn't really expec
Innocence is a Virtue :Ch 10:Innocence is a Virtue :Ch 10:2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Innocence is a Virtue
Chapter 10: Confusion
"I wouldn't want this moment to end, Zelda." Ike tenderly grabs her hands, and stares into Zelda's crystal blue eyes.
The environment was sunny, sweet, and unforgettable. They appeared in a Hylian meadow without a single enemy in sight. The two were alone and together, for each other, and for the moment. They were just holding each other's hands. Which turned from holding hands to holding each other. Both of them were deep into the moment now.
Face to face, they slowly went in to show their passion for one and another, about to kiss. It was unbreakable their bond. So tight and they got nearer and nearer to the dreamiest moment of their lives together: love.
"Out of all the girls in the world, I could've been their guard. But never their love, like you. I'm just so lucky " He holds her tightly and they nearly kiss.
Zelda was so caught up in the moment and was focused on their soon-to- be kiss. Her bodyguard or not, Ike was
SuicideTell me.Suicide2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
How can I fix me?
How can I change myself completely?
How can I make myself good enough
I would have done anything
Because I'm that pathetic
But you were perfectly apathetic
I don't mean to sound poetic...
But that's the way the words come through.
And I wish it wasn't true...
That you left a trail of broken
In your wake.
That was your deadliest mistake.
Because our bodies writhed in pain
From all the taunts and
Mocking and those
How could anyone stand it?
There was so much of you inside us
Kingdom of E Ch.4 DiscoveryChapter 4-DiscoveryKingdom of E Ch.4 Discovery2 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
We had arrived at the place where Derek told the driver and found out that it was a normal coastline three story house with a view of the ocean. The driver had pulled into the driveway and stopped the car. Before I could undo my buckle Derek was already undoing it for me and lifted me out of the car effortlessly. He carried me to the front door while Kyle dealt with the taxi bill. Derek had unlocked the door to the house with little difficulty with me in his arms. When he opened the door I was awe struck. The inside of the house looked like it was from a mansion. There was a spiral staircase to the right of the door that led straight up to the top floor. In the main hall there was so much paintings, statues and busts that you would think that it was a museum. Also in the main hall there was a chandelier hanging, lighting up the place.
Derek walked into what seemed like the living room and set me down on the long couch. He then took a seat on the couch, on a differen
BULLIES: Fighters-Only WeyrI originally posted this over at Advertise Your Weyr. I have no intention of starting this Weyr myself, but I decided it would be a fun challenge to try and negotiate the concept into something workable for a Pern RPG. Dragonriders of Pern is (c) to Anne McCaffrey. This concept is free for use by anybody, with any amount of modifications.BULLIES: Fighters-Only Weyr2 years ago in Settings More Like This
BULLIES: FIGHTERS-ONLY WEYR CONCEPT
"Didja see, Jaxom? Didja see? Birto got a bronze and Pellomar only Impressed a green. Dragons don't like bullies and Pellomar's been the biggest bully in the Weyr. Good for you, Birto!" -- Dragonquest
Here is an attempt to rework a traditional Pern Weyr. Hopefully, in addition to being an interesting Weyr to RP in, this concept will simplify and eliminate Golddigging and other irritating qualities of Pern RP by making clutching/leadership privileges of being an active and useful play
Has no Formal TitleKill me please! Kill me now. All is vanity from the werewolves howl. No true sence of time or space. Secluded having nowhere to belong to having no place to call home,Has no Formal Title2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Yet it is alone that the werewolf finds peace and loneliness. In his heart he finds a map that will lead him on his destiny.
Purpose, poise, grace are of the ut most importance so we judge on sight, without a moment's hesitation.
So why am I soooo lonely? My family or me. I'm only who i am so what then is the answer for why we judge and do as we do?
Especially sence all is vanity. I read the book of Ecclesiastes and it told me to drink, eat, and be merry for all is vanity and all will be lost in time, sometime.
So why am I lonely? Why do i call upon the moon? My heart aches and i only think i know why. But being an outcast is being me.
Simply put even wolves hunt in packs and divide but then form a unit of trusting and loving others.
So why are we not so like them?
For at the very least they know where they st
StormI used to be your storm.Storm2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A swirling mass of beauty above you.
Could blow you away,
Or bring you in,
Take you down,
And destroy you,
Or spare you.
Dark with a presence that could,
I was always reasoning,
But now I see,
It was just a waste of time,
To not leave you be.
It's my turn to come now,
Swirling without hesitation.
I'm taking you down,
With a new type of dedication.
Don't think I will spare you,
Cause that's not how this story ends.
Shadamyv.s.Sonamyv.s.Zoramy..?"I bet I'll ask her first!" Shadow growled.Shadamyv.s.Sonamyv.s.Zoramy..?2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"In your dreams, faker!" Sonic retorted.
"We'll see about that!"
"Hi guys!" Amy called as she walked by. "Oh, hi Amy!" Sonic called. "Hey." Shadow said.
Sonic:"Yeah, Amy I was just wondering if you would like to.."
Shad"I was thinking if you could,"
"Hi, Ames!" They all turned to see Zorua walking up towards them. "Here Amy, I made a paper rose for you!" Zorua said, handing her a flower made of paper. "Oh, thats so sweet." Amy said with a smile. "How about we go to the store and I'll buy you some candy?" Amy asked. "That sounds fun!" Zorua answered.
Amy took Zorua's paw and they walked dow the sidewalk, leaving Shadow and Sonic standing there stunned. "I cant believe it...a little kid...out-asked us without even ASKING." Sonic exclaimed. "Even so, she's mine." Shadow said.
pieni hyeena preerianPieni hyeena preerian, itkee valoon kuutamonpieni hyeena preerian2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Itkee suruaan, vain kuutamo kuulee
Pieni hyeena preerian itkee rakkaastaan odotellen
Pienen hyeenan preerian surut ovat valtavat
vain kuu kuuntelee pienen hyeenan itkua valoon kuutamon
Pieni hyeena preerian
Jo kauan odottanut rakkaansa palaavan
Pieni hyeena preerian, jok' itkee valoon kuutamon
Jatkaa itkuaan kunnes rakkaansa näkee taas
Pieni hyeena preerian, ei enää itke valoon kuutamon
Pieni hyeena preerian
Rakkaansa nähdä sai taas
Lupasin palata, rakas kertoo
Vaikka lupasin niin kauan sitten
Kuitenkin, rakkaudesta lupauden pidän
Pienet Hyeenat Preerian
Ilokseen laulaa valoon kuutamon
Vanhempien rakkaus vahva on
Pieni Hyeena Preerian
Laulaa valoon kuutamon
Rakkaansa vierellä, ja lapsien.
AitiOn nainen jokaisen elämässäAiti2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Jonka rakkaus murtaa jäät
On nainen jokaisen elämässä
Joka itkee lapsensa kanssa
Ei ottanut mitään takaisin
Suurempi rakkaus vain Jumalalla on
On nainen jokaisen elämässä
Puhuu ja neuvoo
Syli joka syleilee
Sydän jolla rakastaa...
On nainen jokaisen elämässä
Joka askel hän rakastaa
On nainen jokaisen elämässä
Suuren rakkauden, lämmön ja turvan lähde
Hoivaa Halaa tiukasti
Uskoo jokaiseen unelmaani
Rakkaus ihmis hahmossa
WispyWispy dear consume meWispy2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Fill me with your hate
Led me further astray
Before it is too late
Confuse me and wander off
Please don't make me wait
I cannot bear the wait
For you to cause your darkened fate
I have nothing left
Since I lost my mate
So lead me off confuse me
And fill me with your hate
Shine on Will O' The Wisp
I swear I'll take the bait
Future Narration.There are no words of description for that day; the event that took place. Nothing I say will even come close to the reality of what happened. No words are adequate enough. Nor do any words express the actual level of emotion coursing through everyone who witnessed. Nothing can do justice for the narration.Future Narration.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So, I'll start with what I know. What I'm certain of.
There is a God. He exists contrary to what most believe and beyond what most can even imagine.
I know this.
I know because I saw Him return to gather His people.
I saw the Lord descend in fire and glory; in beauty and grace. A path of destruction followed His wake as every head turned and every eye saw.
I saw His arms stretch forth to welcome, lightning erupted from His fingertips and palms. He beckoned all true believers with a slight flick of His wrists.
The sheep disappeared one by one. Some took a few staggering steps toward the tornado of light and trumpet blares while others fell to their knees and waited for their personal