Bitter Mana: In Her Own Words
You must wonder looking at my companions and me, what is it about me? I am a nobody compared to the rest of the group. A pirate queen, a Dalish elf, an escaped slave, a dwarven storyteller, an apostate possessed by a fade spirit those are only the ones who are with me, the ones you can see. The others don't come to the Hanged Man much. Aveline is busy being a guard, Carver is off hunting mages and Sebastian is praying a lot. But what is it that makes these amazing people follow me, seek out my presence? I honestly don't know why myself.
These individuals are vibrant and bright, making the world more exciting with only their presence. I pale in comparison
These words are not spoken bitterly my friend, I am quite content to fade into the background, to sit and watch my dear comrades enjoy themselves. I love Isabela's laughter, Merrill's innocence, Anders' jokes, Varric's stories I even adore the strength and protection that flows from Fenris as he sits in the co
Bitter Mana: In His Own WordsBitter Mana: In His Own Words4 years ago in Romance More Like This
It is a curse this hate inside me. It's like a virus that has latched onto my brain and has now proceeded to grow and tangle itself about the rest of me. Sometimes if I close my eyes, I can feel it spreading under my skin, following the markings I despise with every fiber of my being.
No no I need to stop those thoughts, lest I start glowing. I'm almost as bad as the abomination Maker my skin burns every time I move, breathe it pains me to the point of madness. I do not show it, keep it all inside because I have dealt with the pain all my life it seems, and so I have gotten used to it. I stretch out in my chair by the open window, trying to enjoy the sunlight against my skin. Kirkwall is a lot warmer than Tevinter in many aspects. I close my eyes; maybe the pain is so bothersome because I haven't slept.
To think after all these years I ASKED for the markings no, I COMPETED for them. I wonder if it was worth it. Apparently I did it to free my fami
Bitter Mana: Secret GiftsBitter Mana: Secret Gifts4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
The streets of Hightown had been host to many strange pairings though each shopkeeper or stall owner had yet to see anything like the group currently browsing the market.
It consisted of a pirate, a dwarf, a mysterious looking woman, and the main object of all the stares a white haired, tattooed elf with a sword almost as long as he was tall strapped across his back. He followed a few steps behind the others, a grim expression on his face and Maker protect whoever made eye contact with him.
They were shopping Fenris HATED shopping. As they entered yet another shop he suddenly got the urge to reach into his own chest and rip out his heart. ANYTHING to get out of this
"OOOH what do you think of this?" Isabela's voice rang out as she picked up a particularly revealing garment.
"I think you show enough skin for all the women in our merry band of misfits already Izzy." Imoen quietly responded, her cheeks flushing a delicious red as she glanced away from the corset. Fenr
Bitter Mana: Love RemainsBitter Mana: Love Remains4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
!!!DRAGON AGE 2 SPOILER ALERT!!! DO NOT READ UNLESS YOU'VE PLAYED THROUGH THE QUEST 'ALL THAT REMAINS'!
"Mama " There was no answer just the steady echoes of the earlier combat against the stone walls of the hell they were in.
"Mama " She shook her mother then shook her harder.
"Mother you cannot leave me!!!" She screamed. Her mother was the only one left the only one left who understood who cared no matter what magic she possessed.
Strong hands clasped her shoulders, "She's gone Hawke " Aveline's soft voice flowed like ice water through her being.
"No! She is not gone!!!" It was a wail, pitiful and fragile becoming shriller as it reverberated off the walls. Meanwhile her mother's body was growing cold in her arms
"Mother don't leave me alone no one else cares please " She begged the lifeless face, beautiful even with the obvious desecration.
He was there but it was not his arms around her. She wanted more
Bitter Mana: Fairytale EndingBitter Mana: Fairytale Ending4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Imoen sighed as she sipped her, now cold, tea. It was going to be a long day and she wanted to be lazy. Maker knew she deserved it; after all she'd been through.
Her mind drifted back to the events of several years ago wondering how in the world an apostate like her had managed to accomplish so much. To look through her past, especially from her time in Kirkwall, felt like she was looking at someone else's life entirely.
The mage rebellion was still in full swing, the chantry's powers slowly dwindling until now it felt more like Tevinter than Ferelden. Chantries were burned down or attacked on a regular basis, apostates banding together and causing mayhem. Anders's little stunt had caused Anarchy, chaos flowing across Thedas. In a way she was proud of her friend but then she also wanted to throttle him until his eyes popped out of his head.
A high-pitched, but soft wail pierced through her nostalgia, Imoen's silver eyes snapping open, her form instantly alert.
Bitter Mana: Old+New FriendsBitter Mana: Old+New Friends4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Imoen hated mornings she hated the lack of proper sunlight, the overly cheery people who never seemed to get that not everyone was a morning person, most of all she hated the birds.
They were there flitting about atop the roofs of the lower houses in Old City Slums. Their chirping causing her to cringe and wish that she could fireball the lot of them smile at their charred little corpses damn them.
It was early far too early for her liking but they had a long way to travel. Sundermount was waiting for them
She entered the Hanged Man, where everyone had agreed to meet. She felt lonely missing Fenris who had left before she woke up for reasons he had neglected to tell her.
Isabela, Varric, and Anders were already there Isabela trying in vain to start a card game with the others.
"Maker's breath woman, do you think I'm made of coin?" Anders groaned. Isabela pouted.
"Well I know Varric is so what's your excuse?" She turned her amber eyes t
Odds and Ends: Hot WheelsOdds and Ends: Hot Wheels4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Shepard " Garrus Vakarian was normally a very patient, level headed Turian. This was not the case when it came to the woman standing in front of him. Said woman smiled sweetly up at him, the picture of innocence. Yea he thought innocent my ass. "Where did you get another Mako?" Brina winked at him.
"I know people " She turned around and pulled the driver's door open. As her petite frame slid into the seat and slammed the door in his face, Garrus couldn't help but plead for mercy.
"Shepard for crying out loud could we please not go through this again? I took the destruction of the first one as the only good thing that came out of the Normandy crashing." A muffled laugh could be heard from inside the vehicle. As the window slid down the commander's crimson curls burst forth and he was face to face with a smile he had thought dead to the world.
"Aw, come on Garrus, just one ride! Like old times!" He shook his head at her, noticing the drell assassin comi
Bitter Mana: InterviewBitter Mana: Interview4 years ago in Romance More Like This
F: I do not understand why you accepted the dwarf's request
I: Because I thought it would be fun my love.
F: You didn't even ask me about it.
I: *blushes* Well, I knew you'd say no so yea.
V: Come on Broody, this won't be that bad, I mean *looks through questions* alright, it might be that bad
I: Varric, you aren't helping. *turns to Fenris* Now I think this is a nice idea, and with all the wild tales our friend tells maybe this will set some things straight? Lessen confusion and whatnot.
F: Very well.
I: *kisses Fenris*
V: So can we begin?
I: *grins* Ask away old friend!
V: All right, so these questions were gathered from many sources, some even outside this universe mainly gathered by an associate of mine who helps write your story.
F: Wait there is another working on our story?
V: Yes! Hey, what's that look for elf? I'm a busy man!
F: Whatever just get on with your questions dwarf.
V: Now hold on Broody, you and Luna need to promise to
Of Mages and TemplarsOf Mages and Templars4 years ago in Romance More Like This
It was raining Kirkwall was now in the grips of a fierce storm. Cullen began to wonder how many templars got struck by lightning
Today had been hard He couldn't stop thinking about her. Usually it wasn't that bad, the memories only troubling him late at night but she just wouldn't leave him alone today.
Meredith had known something was wrong, that he was distracted, which was why she had sent him home.
"You aren't focused; you are no use to me with your head in the clouds." She had scolded. Her voice somewhat harsh as she was preoccupied with Hawke's companions, they were both fully aware that the Champion traveled with apostate mages, and Meredith was irritated by their antics.
So now he was trudging through the rain, across the Gallows courtyard towards his home.
Oh Hayden He thought as he walked through the rain, what would you think of me now?
She was a Warden now, had saved Ferelden. He had learned of her victory in Amaranthine and was reli
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Fenris was answered by a series of muffled coughs and wretching noises followed by a string of swear words. He took that as his permission to enter.
The Champion of Kirkwall was bent over the side of her bed, currently heaving the contents of her stomach into the chamber pot below. He winced slightly, but was otherwise unaffected by the graphic display of her illness. He had tended to both Danarius and Hadriana whenever they took sick and was no stranger to seeing the nastier side of disease.
Her hound was curled up beside her, snuffling and huffing in concern before turning its warm gaze on the intruder.
"Get out " Hawke's voice was frail and weak as she fell back against the plush pillows of her bed. The Mabari bared its teeth and growled slightly, Fenris knowing that all he would get from the dog was an intimidating façade. He wouldn't part from his mistress, refusing to leave the bed while she was sick.
"Very intimidating, in fact if you were to narrow
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These questions thrashed through Mara Hawke's mind as she glared into the flames of the main room's fire. Bodahn had once again 'forgotten' to clean it and so the white marble was now somewhat blackened with soot Hawke didn't care about that though.
Anders was in the study writing furiously, he never got far these days though. He usually growled in frustration or made sad little sighs before crumpling the page up and throwing it away Mara usually woke to find him passed out at the desk surrounded by a mountain of rejected manifesto writings.
Tonight was no different Anders was in a particularly foul mood for some reason. She had guessed it was about the mage rebellion, some escape attempt had gone wrong, making Anders even more broody than Fenris.
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Shepard smiled into the glass case of the gaming kiosk The Salarian merchant was yammering on about some turian RPG but she had already found the game she was looking for.
"I'll take this one please." The Salarian seemed slightly disappointed, until he saw what she had selected.
"Oh good choice! We just got those in today haven't even played it yet myself!" He had a huge smile on his face as he took her credit chit.
"Thank you" She said before making her way to the docking bay. She had been sure to wear her normal clothes so she was positive he hadn't recognized her. If he had she was sure the merchant would be flipping shit right now especially considering the game she had just purchased. 'Mass Effect 2 hmmm this has TIM written all over it.'
Entering the airlock she paused for the decontamination cycle, shivering slightly as the scanner passed through her body.
"Hey Commander, what do you have there?"
"Well Joker, I doubt you would believe me if I told y
Blood and Thunder: MaeveBlood and Thunder: Maeve4 years ago in Romance More Like This
I knew signing up for Ostagar was a bad idea I just knew it. Why'd I do it? Because my idiot brother wouldn't listen the fool.
He wants to be a hero, a bloody knight in a story book, reaping all the glory and fame while he crushes my head under his boot. I'm the eldest you see I get all the attention. Carver doesn't like this he never has, and for the life of me I can't understand WHY!
It's awful being the eldest, and let's not forget that when things go to hell it is almost always on my head. No matter what Bethany scraped her knee 'Why didn't you protect her?!' Carver ruins his clothing because he didn't listen to me about playing in the river 'Why didn't you stop him?!' Aarrgh!! Pain in my ass
So what do you think my mother said when Carver went to sign up? "Maeve, darling be a dear and go with him, make sure he doesn't get killed!" .yes mother whatever you say damn it.
So now here we are, good ole Carver and I running for
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I am cooking in my armor. Maker, how in the world do the templars do this all the time? I don't think I've ever seen a templar out of his/hers' armor besides while resting in the barracks.
I'm out through my training is complete and I am now able to see my family. My heart should be soaring, but it's not.
What will they think of me?
I know Mother will see me no different, she isn't a mage and neither is Carver so that is a blessing I guess.
But Papa Bethany I am one of the monsters in their eyes, and they'll know I'm watching always watching now. I have to.
Don't get me wrong, I'd rather be a pariah in my own family than have Bethany and Papa sent to the Circle. It would mean Papa's death, I once heard him tell my mother that if he ever got captured the second he was alone he would kill himself, he swore never to return to the Circle and from what he has told me I don't blame him.
Maker the look on his face as they'd dragged me off. Well, not dragged,
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She picked up the jar of what most would probably associate with poison but Shepard held a heavy addiction to danger and if the Moonshine happened to be tainted and ended up killing her well she considered that a bonus.
Don't think like that you have to save the galaxy! Don't poison yourself who would take up the banner? Who else can defeat the Reapers?!
Chugging the thick, slightly minty liquid; grimacing at the acrid after taste, she slammed the now half empty jar onto the cold chrome floor. They were leaving Earth finally. Shepard had only landed on that god forsaken piece of rock to get the booze, only trusting the birthplace of her drink of choice to get her the good stuff.
Visiting the Appalachians had been fun if you could call lurking in shadow and sneaking under m
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Maker he couldn't deal with it, alternating between laughing like a naughty school boy and blushing furiously.
Oh he couldn't polish the staff no no matter how badly he wanted to see it flash in the sunlight. The gold would just have to remain dull.
He wondered what Malcolm Hawke's face must have looked like while he carved the damn thing, was he smirking? Did he carve the breasts out in the open, or save that for when he was alone?
He had wondered for the longest time why Leandra had blushed so furiously whenever Bethany used it, and now that Maeve had given the staff to him he was able to examine it closely. As soon as he had realized Maker
It was too much he could never use it, never. His head shot up.
'What are you planning?'
'Things aren't going to end well are they?'
Oh ye of little faith
Anders examined the figure closely, particularly the face. As he stared at the little wooden woman
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"Izzy, no, I've said enough already."
"You can't just leave me like that!"
"Alright, fine! So he's got me on the table, and he starts to-Oh hi Ashlynn!!"
I did not just hear that, I really want to pretend like I did not just overhear that
"Hey girls" Please let it go Izzy, please let it go
"Maeve here was just telling me how sturdy her kitchen table is, how Anders and her performed special tests."
"Yes, uh I actually witnessed the beginning of one of those tests. Now can we please move on so that I can continue erasing that moment from my memory?"
Maeve is laughing as I take my seat across from her. My schedule has been complete chaos for the past several weeks. I'm starving for some girl time
Their eyes take in the sight of the shopping bags in my hands and I leap for the change in topic.
"Lookie what I got!" I sing and they proceed to lunge for the bags like vultures after a fresh kill.
Fenris and I
A Lotus in the Mud ch.1A Lotus in the Mud ch.14 years ago in Drama More Like This
Brina Shepard never knew how to react to Omega. She hated its filthiness, but a small part of her loved it. Made her feel like she was back in Earth's underground helping the Reds gain more territory in the slums, inch by bloody inch. It was the closest feeling to homesickness Shepard ever got, which probably made her a freak. As she browsed the seedy market she examined the poverty. Batarians and Vorcha scattered about, some lying in their own filth. She recalled Jacob making a remark of how he hated Omega leaving the bodies in the streets...but Shepard actually admired the place for it. Where other cities tried to cover up the darker sides of city life Omega was brutally honest which was probably one of the reasons why it was so disliked, you could comfortably walk the streets of Illium safe in your illusion that nothing was wrong in the world, but on Omega you had to face the fact that folks were starving and dying and there wasn't much you could do for them. She found herself
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I open my eyes slowly, and find a turian staring at me through a window. He has nice eyes like ice. I find his personality to be warmer than his eyes, though I sense a great conflict within he is unsure of himself and it shows as plainly as the plates on his flesh. He turns from me to address a figure behind the door and I examine my surroundings.
Where am I? I feel cold metal bite into my skin as I squirm on what appears to be an operating table. My surroundings indicate a med bay of sorts interesting. I am not afraid for I have seen things no one should witness and I have endured way worse than most. I am confident whatever fate has befallen me I can handle it. Besides, if my captors wished me harm I doubt I would have been wrapped in a heated blanket.
The hiss of a door opening makes me jump and before I know it warm arms are embracing me. I struggle against them at first only one individual is allowed to touch me but then the smell hits my nostrils. It
Blood and Lust: LoveBlood and Lust: Love4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Limbs snap and skulls crumble under her magic, Elske is completely lost to the blood.
It sings to her, a sticky sweet song promising salvation from pain, a siren's wail that is irresistible to the blood mage.
Wrapped in a hazy fog of dark energy and dancing in puddles of crimson liquid Elske moves gracefully through battle, receiving almost no wounds as her enemies don't get a chance to strike
She watches in delight as a bandit begins to shake and spasm, Elske's hand slowly forming into a fist as his rib cage shatters and his blood boils, bright red foam bubbles from his lips and she makes sure he dies screaming in agony.
Anders can't stop watching her. So savage, primal, animalistic and totally abhorrent his lover is death personified, a demon in human form, but beautiful horrifyingly beautiful and he can't look away.
The last foe lies dead, his corpse twisted and mangled beyond recognition Merrill leaves the group and Anders soon hears the sound of her stomach em
Out of the DarkOut of the Dark4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
First, there was darkness...
Deep, deep underground darkness that stained everything it touched. It got in our hair, on our clothes, in our very souls. We could not escape it.
Days in the dark, months it seemed. A lifetime passed in the black as we crept through decayed tunnels crawling with foul, tainted creatures that had never seen the light of day.
I saw things no sentient being should ever witness...heard unspeakable evil as it seeped from the very rock beneath our feet. This was a realm of nightmares and devastation.
And now we are free...
I've placed the crown upon the next king of Orzammar, they will honor the treaties. I pray to the Maker that order will return to these dwarven lands, but my prayers are fading from my mind as I stare at the two doors leading to the surface.
Can I go back to the light? So much time in darkness...
I am not the same elf I was, she was innocent and at peace with life. I have seen far too much down in the Deep Roads, I know what true suffering is n
Warden Tales: Be MineSonya Amell smiled softly as the familiar scent of the Circle Tower's library hit her; it was a comforting scent a smell that always made her relax. Books were salvation, knowledge the greatest protection.Warden Tales: Be Mine4 years ago in Romance More Like This
She ran her fingers over the tattered spines of the few books that had survived the tower's destruction.
And with that her heart ached once more
All her friends, all her family, gone Some had survived, but they were mere echoes of who they used to be. None of them dared look her in the eyes now, too frightened of her new status and too nervous with how the templars were extra vigilant ready to make a mage tranquil in an instant. The Harrowing chamber was locked down for the moment no new mages old enough to try out.
Worst yet was her greatest friend of all not Jowan, Jowan had betrayed her. No Cullen.
Her eyes filled with tears as she remembered the things he'd said to her the filth that had spewed from his mouth like poison turning
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Never in a million years had Cullen ever thought he'd be in this situation standing between Meredith and the foolish champion of Kirkwall.
Lonan Hawke smirked as he moved to stand beside him, "Was wondering when you'd come to your senses from what the warden tells me you used to like mages."
"Shut up Hawke, I am only doing what is right, I still don't agree with you or your methods and certainly not with that terrorist you dare call a lover!"
Lonan's face tightened in anger momentarily as he exchanged sorrowful glances with the grey warden Anders, "We can fight over what happened later "
"Meredith you are making a big mistake," Lonan addressed the Knight Commander, his tone was taunting.
"The only mistake I have made is allowing you and the filth you surround yourself with to live this long!" Her insane gaze moved to Cullen, "And trusting you how dare you betray me!?"
"I am doing what is right Meredith! These
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The sun filters in through windows covered and plastered with thick paint, colors a cascade of rainbows that swirl and twist across the walls. Each glass panel colored and smeared with fingerprints mimicking stained glass windows that one normally sees in cathedrals.
The paint was formed with smiles and fond memories, colors chosen with no set scheme or pattern but memory. The woman responsible can look at each color and recall a perfect memory from childhood. Some images reflect people but most just moments in time, they tell a story.
She enters the room, face stoic as she examines the abomination in the center. It screams its filth against the peace and serenity around it, ruining it. The blankness of its face alarms her, it mustn't be blank there should be feeling, expression, color. Fingers skim over the canvas as silver eyes take in its frame.
Blood and Thunder:Wolf TroubleBlood and Thunder:Wolf Trouble4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Okay there is some mild NSFW here, but it is tastefully done yall I promise...just figured I needed to put a warning cause it is better to be safe than sorry
"So Broody, have you seen Girly at all?" Varric asked the elf, Fenris draining his bottle of wine unusually fast.
"No and before you ask I haven't seen the abomination either."
"Oh dear, that sounds bitter " Isabela purred, draping a long arm over his shoulders and leaning in close, "Come spend a night with me, we'll make her jealous "
Fenris rolled his eyes, shrugging the pirate's arm from him and going back to his drink, "I do not desire Hawke that way." Isabela moved to respond but Fenris cut her off, "Nor you Isabela leave me be."
"Spoilsport " She pouted, before grabbing her whiskey and moving to another table with Merrill.
"So Blondie's disappeared too hmm, I wonder where they could be."
"You know very well where they are dwarf, do not pretend otherwise."
Varric examined his companion, Fenris