RelizationI always complain about being ignored,
That it's their fault for leaving me behind.
But really, it's my fault.
I always stay distant from others,
While lying behind my "mask of happiness".
If I want to be acknowledged then I need to do something.
I can't just wait for someone to acknowledge my existence.
I have to stop waiting for help,
Because I am running out of time.
The only way I can escape this mess is by doing things myself.
I may have friends to try and help.
But truthfully if I want out,
Then I have to step up and try to get out.
It may take a few years,
But better start later than never.
But don't think this is the end of my story.
Because this is just the start.
Three wordsThree wordsThree words2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Three words that can mean so much
Yet mean so little.
That is so simple to say
And yet, so hard to confess out loud
That can either bring two together,
Or push them apart.
Pure and sweet,
That can lift you
Or crush you
And what may these three words be you may ask?
That put together can cause happiness or depression?
Sen's PoemDo not scowl at me like that!Sen's Poem2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
How can I do such a thing?
How could I forget these precious beings who comforted me?
Who loved me when my parents didn't?
Who I CREATED with my own two hands?
Who listened to my wishes and fulfilled it?
I don't care what happened in the asylum!
I lost control for YOU Lekxly.
For ALL of us
And even when I had forgotten them and left them to rot away,
They forgave me
These precious puppets are my children
They were my family for the longest of time!
And yet when you hear that I gave my life to them once more,
All 3 of you do
All because I gave up my life to them to save you
But you only Scowl.
The AftermathThe AftermathThe Aftermath2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Mommy,Mommy,can you not see?
See what you have done to me.
Mommy,Mommy,Tell me it's a lie!
Don't remind me that Sissy Died.
Daddy,Daddy,proud and strong,
What in me do you see wrong?
Daddy,Daddy,please stop drinking.
What in the world were you thinking?
Daddy,Daddy,why won't you stop?
Can't you see that I've suffered enough?
Daddy,Daddy please don't shout!
I'm sorry for ever giving a doubt.
Mommy,Mommy,please save me!
Help me escape and let me be free!
Mommy,Mommy,why won't you try?
You just watch me as I cry.
Sissy,Sissy,what have did we create?
Was choosing sides a big mistake?
Sissy,Sissy,please don't die.
I'll find a way to make you survive!
Mommy,Daddy,Why do you stare?
Sissy is dying right over hear!
Daddy.Mommy,I'm scared and afraid.
That I will be alone some day.
Someone,someone,let me free!
And fly away from this reality!
With Sissy,and Mother,and Father too,
To be with them is all I want to do.
For no one cares if I die,
Even if it's in front o