My Bucket List-Learn to Fancy Dance, and start going to Pow wows.My Bucket List4 years ago in Profiles More Like This
-Find someone to fall in love with
-Eat an onion maybe scratch that eat part of an onion. A slice. -detests them-
-Go to and graduate college
-Get my heart broken : accomplished, multiple times :check:
-Learn some ninja moves
-Feed my music addiction till someday I own over 5,000 songs (ugh noob I know D: )
-Go to Gay Pride
-Eat REAL sushi from Japan. In Japan
-Learn French, Gaelic, Japanese, American Sign Language and Latin
-Learn how to bead Native American jewellery :3
-Get over 5000 posts on AWF
-Discover or do something that can better mankind
-Become good enough inside and out so someone will fall in love with me
-Sell an artwork :check: I need to print that out for her btw... D:
-Get a tattoo and my ears pierced
-Learn how to do my own eyeliner D:
-Overcome my terror of driving D:!!!
-Teach my little sister everything I know. Well most of it anyway.
-Go scuba diving at least once
-Meet someone I know
fairytales don't existfairytales don't exist2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
fairytales of happy endings
castles and horses...
and of course, the prince
each with their dark moment
to be noticed and loved
sought and brought into light
to dance forever under the stars
in a gown of riches and beauty
to forget the woes of before
so why am i still in the back room
crying in the dark?
peeking under the door?
where is my prince
or even the white horse?
why am i still in dirty rags?
no matter how i try
this dirt will not wash off
the water is cold, not warm
but the ball is drawing nigh
and i am so unsteady
how could a treasure notice me?
family and friends, love and joy
these cards are not in my hand
the queen of hearts spayed them all
do i fold or keep on playing what is left?
i want to crawl into that hole with the bunny
because i know that fairytales don't exisit
SpecialNothing in the worldSpecial2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hurts me more
Than the fact that
Am not unique;
Or overly talented,
A plain girl
And what also kills me
Is the fact that he doesn't
Me; would r
Winter's ColdStrands of hair covered her faceWinter's Cold2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Masking her feeling of inferiority
And her puckered lips pretending
To kiss her thoughts in a higher place
Wide open eyes glimpsed on a man
Whose grimace expressed his discontent
And his small hands trembling
To hold a love that just began
Many steps they took to came close
Until he smiled and gone was she
Another illusion to scrutinise
Before his sanity would take a lethal dose
On his knees he sank and hit the snow
His tears melting their way through
And this warmth composed him
For it was the only he did ever know
His nimble fingers expressed his sincerity
Illusion and obsession do not stray far apart
And nor does love care about those in need
Although it gives life its’ irregularity
Having faith he continued his quest
His heart frozen solid in this bitter cold
Another day passed him quietly by
Four years had it been since he had professed
It had been a week before Valentine’s Day
When he first e
Only one winner...Sprawled out on the floorOnly one winner...2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Her long hair tangled
She lets a single tear drop flow
And its happenings
She has lots
It has come at a price
Just like that of a trophy wife
Waiting wanting and longing
She gave what she could
Only to receive tiny morsels
Waiting wanting and longing
Grateful for every little kindness
Eager to please
To make you love her
Waiting wanting and longing
As she is not in a position
To ask for your love
She permit herself to slide into a
Where you will see her
In the meantime
Waiting wanting and longing
Though in the real world
Yours and mine
a game and
There can only
be one winner
The Beast within
Waiting wanting and longing .
Something is missingThe new day is bornSomething is missing3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Light is gaining fast
Yet no bird is greeting the rise
The sea is calm and the trees still
Just for once all is at peace
How precious this is to me
The silence and the tranquility
But still something is missing
In my MindIn my Mind3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
In my Mind
You never leave me
Yet so far away
How can that be possible
To feel such longing
I cry bloodstained Tears
Tears from my Heart
Feeling your Pain
I know will never ease...
In too DeepIn too Deep3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
It happened out of the blue
Like a bolt of thunder
But it frightened me
Shook me to my bones
And it has
Left me in tatters
One minute it's all good
The next I can't stop Spilling
Stupid traitorous tears
You build me up
Then bring me down with
I crash and burn for you
Crash and burn
Again and again
And still I'm no wiser
I just sink deeper
Treading water is
Not an option ..
Green DaydreamColoured smoke filled the air,Green Daydream5 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Clouding her vision,
She shut her eyes to block out the sound,
Only to be tormented by the irregular beat of her heart,
She tried to hide but her mind would not rest,
The voices behind her eyes showed her nightmares,
"The stars are enjoying our pain", she sang,
"The love to watch us suffer",
And she fell into the sky,
And became, nothing
THE BLUELE BLEU 2THE BLUE1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Je ne sais comment faire pour que mon cur batte
Je ne sais comment faire pour que ton cur batte
Impose le silence dans mon cerveau bousculé
Je ne sais comment faire pour...
Peut-être la page blanche?
Enfin le Bleu.
Des larmes en perles de cristal.
Alors elle déplia son corps
qu'elle avait en merveilleuse plante.
Le froid de la nuit
accentuait la rigidité de ses formes,
le petit matin
un bleu profond
laissait la pleine lune inonder la couche
la moustiquaire voletait
le cri effrayé des oiseaux migrateurs ponctuait le ressac.
Elle sentit la douceur d'une main.
an experiment in bad metaphorone of us has to do well,an experiment in bad metaphor2 years ago in Letters More Like This
and i'm pretty sure you pulled the good straw.
so do me a favor and stop being so unhappy.
i know i've been more gum than gear here,
but i think my intentions were generally good,
from start to finish;
the point being that even if i don't get a
medal or a parade, the least i should get is the
consolation that you like this life you're living.
is that really so unreasonable?
here you are, with the resourcefulness of the borrowers,
the cunning of nancy drew, and the adorable, disarming nature
of the mouse on the motorcycle.
so stop being so series of unfortunate events and start being
WAY more narnia. except the dark bits with aslan,
maybe Dr. seuss is the one i'm aiming for?
i definitely do NOT want you to try LSD.
what i mean to say is that you don't need to spend any time at all
hung up on some teenage boy. teenage boys are like guitar strings;
some may sound sweet, and some may last a long time, but it's the song
you play that counts and you really can't get
PeoniesGardens growPeonies2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And die in the dirt
Where all things know
As do all things, hurt
Both the curb-side daisy
And the glass-bedded rose
Can be a bit lazy
In times of repose
But in the greenhouse heat
And in desolate snow
Both in winds discreet
And in gales, full blown
There is a loving in the making
A hope born of songs
The music reverberates, quaking
To reach the soul, where it belongs
The proof of this burden
Flows from the mouth of a cave
Lying from head to toe
Made before a mother's apron
A movement on two staves
C minor high and G flat low
Three dozen minaret roses
Are baked to a finish, prim as she composes
Colored yellow as a sun, sweeter than candy
And powdered lightly with cocoa, brown as brandy
Frosted cakes; three inches wide and four inches tall
Sitting in ruffles of paper, in dresses several sizes too small
In this house by the hill, there lived a doll
Who wished, hard as she could, to find out if at all?
If life was worth living, the heartbreaks she endured
Then would she find t
Another World...Another World...2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
It started snowing...
I looked up blankly at the gray sky. The little snowflakes wandered down gracefully on my face. I was a bit envious of them: they seemed to have a purpose, they knew what to do, and yet did it so beautifully. I forgot who I was, where I was, why I was here.... then I wondered if there even was an answer to that.
The silent night trod by, the darkness shifted to show me a few trees surrounding me and a set of swings. I walked towards it, gaining feeling back to my body, and I realized I was holding an umbrella.
"Why?" I thought, did I know it was going to snow?
"It always snows here...." came another thought outside my control, "He gave it to me...."
Putting the thoughts aside, I sat down in a swing, the creeks echoed through the night. As I swung back and forth, I remembered something- more like someone. I was waiting, that I remembered, not who or why I was waiting. I hoped for him to come, forever I waited. I waited for him to take me away, away from this lonely
RebirthThe stormy dark dawnRebirth3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Is rebirthing afresh
Dark grey sky and
Like inner turmult
Longing and loss
Just an intense need
Which it seems
Remains unfulfilled ...
So simple...So simple...3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
For what you give me
I feel alive and wanted
You make me forget the
Rough and the Hardship
We all encounter in the daily Day
You make me feel like my Feet
Are made of the finest Down
Thus treading ever so light
You make me feel like I can fly
You keep me alive
You keep me wanting to carry on
Loving Life and what it's all about
A sense of belonging even when feeling lost
Lonely and used
You keep me alive ..
Fickle Friends...Fickle Friends...3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Oh you my fickle Friend
Two Years gone
And you showed your true Colours
I really really thought we were Mates
But I know different now
How silly I feel...
From the fun Night
To the Morning after
Just something you said
Made me feel about as tall as a Tin Soldier
What was I guilty of?
Having a Laugh and being alive
You will never know how you hurt me...
But hey Life goes on
I do not bow to Thee
Neither will I change my Ways
If that is all you think of me
Well then you know what to do
Go and leave me - Farewell my fickle Friend.....
SilenceSilence8 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
The deep abyss gasps before me
Floating in the anxiety-ridden veins
The underground dawn reveals its agony
Into the depths of self discovering
Your rain smoothing the pulsing ambience
Remodeling the wounded celestial bodies
The coma treversing the breaths
Cutting the melancholy wingless
Straying withing nightmarish thoughts
Lingering in the rooms of malevolent
A requiem for the perished
Forgotten between timeless scars
The dreams born from confinement
Thoughts of reality lies quiet and desolate
Will there ever be enough of dismal time
To feel all the outrageous grief
StayedStayed2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I was on Facebook one day
And I saw a photo of an old friend
She was with my sixth grade crush
At their winter Christmas dance
And I realized in that moment,
It was gone
Our childhood bonds
I had stayed,
Stuck in the past,
While they moved forward
My eyes are gray and out of focus
It's all blurred
I can only see myself
But no more
Can they hear
Do they call my name
They were bright lights
Running into the future
We had parted long ago
It was just that
They had left
And I had stayed
~Loving a Monster Like You~~Loving a Monster Like You~1 year ago in Short Stories More Like This
There is a place deep inside all of us that is dark and cold. Nothing lives there and nothing comes out of there that is left to rot in the insides of our muggy and hateful souls. It is lost to most of us because it is a place that only the most tortured and ugly of us all can get to. Sometimes we can catch a glimpse of it when we are at our most low and lost. Then there are those that live there and see out into the world with frosty icy eyes. Eyes that are evil, uncaring, and dead. Eyes that are indifferent to the kindness that this world can offer. With their eyes they can only see the most dreadful evils of our world. They can look beyond pure masks and see into the very essence of our souls, yet they are blind to their own. These people, these lost and angry people live inside the core of their own dark twisted selves and seek only to crush the light out of everyone else's eyes. They are blind to kindness and love. Oh love, they know nothing of it, yet even they unconsciously
Sing a Song of SorrowHave you seen the sun sink into the horizon?Sing a Song of Sorrow2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
And feel the rush of cold air through your mind?
In the east the moon is rising,
And in the south, the folks are dining.
But in the north, a bird it sings,
Songs of solitude and loneliness,
Each song makes the flowers weak,
Just in time for spring.
Just in time for spring,
The flowers break in half.
The flowers break in half,
The bird, it chirps and hops and flaps,
From one branch to the next,
Those who once took the flowers,
Shake in anger and protest.
Could you give a bouquet,
That is battered and worn?
When the petals can't hang on,
And each leaf is torn.
Each leaf is torn,
In a different way.
In a different way,
The ground is covered in morning dew,
Cold upon two feet,
The bird it hums and who's and haws,
And perfects every tweet.
It jumps in shock when the ground does shake,
The bird climbs upon the apple tree,
Where it can see and all can't reach,
It sings a song of sorrow.
It sings a song of sorrow
Winter SkinWhite in it's harshest form,Winter Skin2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
flakes falling savagely in the flurry through
out the unrelenting white desert.
Coating the skin and clothes alike
with a thin chilling blank layer,
teeth chatter has overcome voice.
Blood cooling winds whisper and whistle as
bones become raw in the hardy coldness,
legends of a Siberian winter become real.
The death of a season
has never been such a forceful crisis,
dangerous only as much as it is beautiful.
The princess of DarknessThe princess of darknessThe princess of Darkness2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
wears a black cape
her hands are cold
her nails are like blades
she sows the pain
at each place where she works
she takes the souls
to feed her demons
she has control with the human mind
her charm seduces
you are obeying
we turn in bondage
in a day or two
you are a slave
in a world of death and a blood
out of this gloomy place
pain prevents you from moving
you are trapped
when the light goes out
that you close your eyes
the mistress of hell
is never far from you
OrionOrion1 year ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
To breathe the curve and then the coil
The bulge of arms, the pull and torque
He levels arrow true in place
As muscles flex in rhythmic tune
The grace and sinew of his bow
When then at last he lets it fly
Towards rearing Horsehead nebulae
While I'm in awe and full entranced
He ne'er gives me a single glance
Yet do I mind in spite the moon
It is for me that he aims low
To stay the target his first try
With stars that set himself ablaze
And claims the prize with self-same mark
What legend brands his epic deed
And 'twixt the galaxies we'll spark.