FenHawke: I Almost Lost You
The information was good, or it better be. There was no time to make mistakes. If this wasn't the place then it would be too late. He tried to remain calm, to not let the panic show on his face, but it was hard. When Varric had come back without Fenris he felt a lump in his gut, and when he found that the elf had been taken by the Tevinter Mages that weight only grew. The fear crept in again as he allowed himself to think about it. They were going to take his memories again, make him a blank slate so he couldn't fight them and then use him as Denarius had. He could not allow that to happen. Not to Fenris. Not ever again.
"I think this is it." Varric said, pointing to the large estate. "Based on what that information broker told me this should be that bastards place."
"Then let's pay him a friendly social call." Hawke said, gripping his staff.
"We should be careful. Who knows how many shades and demons we'll face. There could be over a dozen blood mages inside." Anders was lo
An Evening VisitAn Evening Visit4 years ago in Romance More Like This
He should just go up and knock on the door. The idea repeated itself in his mind, as he stood hidden by the overgrown ivy that covered the benched trellis, his hands idly tearing apart fragile leaves in an attempt at distraction.
Even with the weekly reading lessons and the occasional quest, the awkwardness remained; an awkwardness that was his fault alone. Hawke had made every effort to remain close, the least he could do was try.
The sound of shuffling feet brought Fenris out of his thoughts as he shrank into the foliage to assess any danger. The streets, despite Hawke's attempts at clearing them out, were still not entirely safe, even in Hightown.
What he saw caused his insides to twist as a low growl emitted from his throat.
"Anders." He hissed under his breath as the mage neared.
Fenris watched with dismay as Bohdan let Anders inside the Hawke estate. Fenris immediately determined that Anders must be there to talk Ciaran into joining his futile cause once again, a mages
The WeddingThe Wedding4 years ago in Romance More Like This
Pressing his head against the cool stone of the fireplace as the flames leapt wildly warming his legs, Ciaran replayed the moments before with Aveline, needing to burn them into his memory. Something he had often failed to do with Bethany, Carver and Mother, something he regretted as their memories faded daily.
"Hawke, I can't " Aveline said in wonder looking at the small treasure Ciaran had placed in her upturned palm.
"You can and will Aveline; she would have wanted you to have it." Ciaran had said gently, his hands closing over hers.
Ciaran had considered Aveline family since their escape from Lothering, even more so now that she was all he had left. He was happy that he had been able to give her and Donnic the wedding day that they had wanted, anything to fill the quiet mansion.
Tears brimmed Avelines eyes as she threw her arms around Ciaran and pulled him in for a rare hug. "I will treasure this." She had whispered into his shoulder before turning away.
Letters of Regret - AndersTitle: Letters of Regret - AndersLetters of Regret - Anders1 year ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Game: Dragon Age
characters/pairing: Anders x Reader
Disclaimer: Bioware owns everything regarding Dragon Age. You own you. I only own the plot.
Anders sighed as he laid his head into the palms of his calloused hands. He was hungry, yet he couldn’t bring himself to eat. He was exhausted, but he could find no peace in sleep. It was a sickness that he could not find the cure to stop this pain that ate him away from the inside out. As he rubbed his tired hazel eyes, a small noise was heard from behind him. Spinning around, Anders eyes widened as they landed on (y/n)’s delicate form that was standing in the middle of the doorway, a plate with a sandwich on it and a blank expression gracing her features…
Dragon Age 2: Break Me, Mend Me (One Shot)Title: Break Me, Mend MeDragon Age 2: Break Me, Mend Me (One Shot)2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Game: Dragon Age 2
Summary: Adeline ends up getting her heart broken - again - on her least-favorite holiday. But not all is as it seems...
Characters: Adeline Hawke; Anders; Fenris; mentions of Merril, Isabela, Donnic, Aveline, and Varric
Disclaimer: Dragon Age 2 characters ©BioWare. Adeline and the story are mine.
Content Warning: Mild sexual references; Spoilers for some elements of my future DA2 fic; Not headcanon-compliant (Meaning this stuff doesn't actually happen the way it's written here in the universe of my Dragon Age fics.)
Break Me, Mend Me
Adeline Hawke thoroughly loathed Heart Day.
Ever since she was little, she'd had to watch as other couples giggled and kissed each other during the holiday – which she completely believed had been made up by the Merchant's Guild in order to force people into buying things like expensive chocolates and
What is Justice?What is Justice?4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Title: What is Justice? chp.1
Author: Elywen(or Amondra on FF.net)
Game: Dragon Age 2
Characters/pairing: F!Hawke/ Anders.
Disclaimer: Bioware owns Dragon Age universe and its characters. I own Thera...or at least her personality...
Healing never used to be this tiring. It never was so hard. It came naturally to him of all things healing was what he did. But now he feels like he is carrying the entire of Thedas on his shoulders when he does it. It's because he doesn't approve. He wants out. He doesn't want him helping these people because they have other business. It hurts now having to concentrate on holding him in the back of his mind and heal, or just to think. Thinking has become hard too. Oh how tired he is now.
Why are we still here? We need to help the mages. Elissa w
Dragon Age 2: The KidnappingTitle: The KidnappingDragon Age 2: The Kidnapping3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Game: Dragon Age 2
Disclaimer: All rights belong to Bioware, I just have Rose
Rose Hawke quietly closed the door to her mansion. Bodahn- her miracle working, dwarven butler- had taken his son Sandal out of town for a while to get supplies, but she still didn't want to wake Orana. After all, she'd been through hell, Hawke thought she deserved some sleep. She dramatically tiptoed through the foyer and up the grand, stone staircase into her bedroom, successfully looking like an idiot. Closing the door silently, she shook her head, wondering why she did childish little things like that. Hawke pinched the bridge of her nose and pushed her midnight hair away from her face in one fluid motion, flopping onto the bed as she did so. The mess with the Qunari was reaching breaking point, all she had to do was wait for the call for help when the Arishock inevitably d
Dragon Age- WineShe wasn't much of a drinker until she met Fenris. Right after they parted ways for the first time, he'd slipped her a note, inviting her to drink at his place. They'd both gotten black out drunk, which was fun for Cormella to explain to her mother. She'd claimed it was just a late mission, but her mother smelled the alcohol on her. Cormella had to swear it would never happen again, but she continued to go drinking with the elf. She just came up with excuses, like staying with Isabela (who would vouch for Cormella every time). Cormella had found Fenris a fascinating elf, and he seemed to take an interest in her. Their talk normally dissolved into witty banter or blatant flirting. Just the way Cormella liked it.Dragon Age- Wine3 years ago in Romance More Like This
Now, it was six years after the day Fenris had joined forces with Cormella. The archer in question was laying across a couch, her boots hanging over the back, her face near the ground. A bottle of wine was still in her hands, some of the purple liquid inside, but she kept having
Do Not Die On Me, HawkeTitle: Do Not Die On Me, HawkeDo Not Die On Me, Hawke3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Disclaimer: Bioware owns all
Fenris's heart felt like it would burst in his chest, ice like claws gripped it like he had gripped so many others. It was odd, the feeling he must have given others, but this was much more painful. His forest colored eyes focused on the rogue’s form.
Rin Hawke was circling around the Qunari Arishok, her daggers tight in her hands, so tight her knuckles went white, and aimed to strike. Her amber eyes were focused on the Qunari, they were filled to the brim with fear, anger and pure concentration.
It had been he who had proposed that Hawke and the Arishok should duel, and if she were to die, it would be his fault, as well as Isabela's and the relic she had stolen. The pirate stood close to him, her golden eyes flickered with concern and worry. She knew the odds of Hawke surviving, it was slim to none. But they all knew that.
The Arishok launched himself forward, his arms in an arc,
Fenris x FemHawke - RivalryHawke stormed into her mansion in Hightown and slammed the door cursing to herself 'Stupid, selfish, unbearable IDIOT!'Fenris x FemHawke - Rivalry3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Is everything ok messere?" Bodahn asked concerned, Kara sighed
"Don't worry Bodahn everything is ok just bring me a bottle of Aggrigio I'll take it in the library"
"Coming up messere" Bodahn said as he walked towards the cellar, Kara was fuming, both her and Fenris had yet again gotten into another argument, with Fenris ranting about how all mages are evil and they should all be in the gallows, there was a bitter rivalry between the two of them, although as much as she hated Fenris's way of thinking there was an attraction to him which she couldn't seem to fathom but it was there
Bodahn soon reappeared with a bottle of Aggrigio and a wine glass
"Here you go messere"
"Thank you Bodahn I wish to be left alone" he nodded and exited the room, Kara then took a seat in front of the fireplace and poured herself a glass which she soon do
Stronger than thisStronger than this4 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
WARNING: This is not a pretty scene...there is blood and angst, so if you're not a fan of suffering, you may not want to read. But - underneath it all, it's something nice - honest. ^_~
"Anders Anders where are you?"
Cortland Hawke tried not to wince at the embarrassingly girlish edge to his own voice as he stepped gingerly over the corpses of dragons and darkspawn littering the tunnel through which he walked. He was the Champion of Kirkwall, damn it all, not some weak-hearted oh, Maker what did he just step in?
Pinching his lips together, Cortland scraped the bottom of his boot on a convenient patch of moss, gripped the handle of his dagger just a little tighter, and continued into the murky darkness.
Truth be told, he was getting anxious. Unlike the mage he was following, Cortland had no warden senses to tingle and alert him to darkspawn presence. Maybe coming in here alone hadn't been the wisest move, but he had been acting on reflex.
By the time they'd
Fiction: Dragon Age: BeliefFiction: Dragon Age: Belief4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
[Game] Dragon Age II
[Characters/Pairing] Sebastian Vael & Anele Hawke, with a supporting appearance by Varric.
[Disclaimer] All Dragon Age characters and related terms belong to BioWare. "Belief" original story by Dragonheart.
Continuing the possible takes on rival-romanced Sebastian, this piece takes place after the events of Dragon Age II, in which Sebastian has regained his rightful place at the throne in Starkhaven, following several hardships in doing so.
The Prince of Starkhaven sat at his large writing desk, a wave of parchment stacked in front of him, waiting for his signature.
It still felt rather strange and uncanny to him, being referred to as "Your Highness" or the "Royal Prince of Starkhaven" again, after so many years of exile and being in the Chantry. Regaining his birthright was certainly not without hardships, however, as it took some hefty persuasion an
Forbidden Love: ForgivenForbidden Love: Forgiven2 years ago in Romance More Like This
"You have me, Fenris"
That's what she said..
It gave me hope that maybe I was...
"Freedom must be a terrible burden."
Varric had muttered as he and Aveline left my chambers. Then another walked in, the person that mattered most to me,whether she still believed that or not. After the scene at the Hanged Man with Danarius and my sister, I needed time to cool. But now I had so much to explain to her.
"They don't understand. Yes I am free,Danarius is dead but it doesn't feel like it should."
This was the start,getting this out of the way would clear my mind for later. As I started she sat on the chair opposite me.
"You thought killing him would solve everything but it doesn't."
She was right, I thought killing would solve it all but there was so much left. Though some of the weight of the years was gone but for some reason it didn't feel as good as I assumed.
"I suppose not. I thought if I didn't need to run and fight to stay alive, I would finally be