You'll NeverYou'll never know how much i miss you,You'll Never4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
because you don't miss me,
You'll never know how much i want you,
because you don't want me,
You'll never know how much i care for you,
because you don't care for me,
You'll never know how much i think of you,
because you don't think of me,
You'll never know how i fought for you,
even when you didn't fight for me,
You'll never know how much i tried for you,
even when you didn't try for me,
You'll never know how much i love you,
because you don't love me.
I'll keep thinking about how hopeless i am,
while you think of yourself,
You'll never know how i waited for you,
when you never waited for me,
You'll never dare to look my way,
even when I'm right in front of you.
I'll miss you so much when you go,
even when you leave me behind.
I'll wait for you forever.
Half A DisguiseHalf of me is hiddenHalf A Disguise4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I will tell you why
It's just every time I reveal my true feelings
I get left behind.
I'm half the girl I want to be
Half the person I truly am
I'm half of the whole that makes me complete
Half of what I am.
There is a line that I must not cross,
To cover half of my true identity,
I want to tell you truly who I am,
But I guess it's not meant to be.
I'm not a liar,
I'm just reserved,
I'm not a perfect girl,
I'm not even what you deserve.
I'll remain hidden,
Until you show yourself too,
Show your full self unforbidden,
I'll show my love as I love you.
-I create people in my head that don't exist in reality.-3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Then I fall in love with them.
Unknown II cry in the rain,Unknown I3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
So nobody sees my tears.
I sing when i'm home alone,
So no one can hear me.
I whisper the i love yous,
So you never find out how much i love you.
I keep promises,
So that i can be a better friend.
I tell the truth,
So i keep myself in the right state of mind.
I try for others,
When they have nothing left.
I hold myself up,
So people think i'm ok.
Blood Typesubtle murmurs and brittle promises.Blood Type3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Took it upon my own judgement
To talk to you.
Took my words,
And my heart.
REGRETSRegrets come from altars and dried flowers from special days. They grow in cupboard of past homes and apartments. Regrets blow on the breeze of lost words, missing kisses and last breaths. Regrets are what guilt is left as a residue, a reminder of the past, a harsh penalty for not doing something, for doing something, for feeling wrong. The heart knows there is regret, the head knows there is regret but you can't fix regrets. You'll sit and wonder, sigh with sadness, knowing, feeling that you can't change what you did, change what you said, change for better or for worse. Regrets last a lifetime. All those memories you have, most of them will fester with regrets. One day you'll realise these regrets are just dragging you down, but, until then you'll lie in the shallow pool of regrets waiting for someone or something you help you out.REGRETS4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Suicidal CherubA full ecliptic pathSuicidal Cherub3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
since you took the pills
that could have ruined you
I would have noticed
I would have fucking cared.
Chopped away at flesh
Carved pure delicate lies
Into a noetic mind.
I’m not bright enough
To out shine you.
I thought you’d reach for a hand
You reached for the pills
Proceeded to take and take
Greed, of a dying angel.
Such beauty in a broken, curled smile.
Time has passed
You’re the content seraph.
Pointthe point is, that i care,Point4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the point is, i'll never leave you,
the point is, i'll fight for you,
the point is, i'm there.
i'll never stop, being there for you,
i'll never stop, fighting for you,
i'll never stop, loving you.
at the end when the time comes for you to realise,
i'll be waiting for you.