Outcast 2I am an outcastOutcast 23 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
An empty face
A mouth sown shut
Eyes nothing but keyholes
Sorrounded by rotting flower pedals dancing the breeze like so many a winking star
All the blank faces around me
They just pass by, without a second glance
They look at me and see a freak, a wierdo, a monster
None of them know the pain inside
The bloody chains that bind me
The love that strangles me
They see none of this
They only see an outcast
FreezeIt is so coldFreeze3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To the reaper my soul has been sold
For without you I am nothing
Just crushed flower pedals in the wind
I can't open my eyes
The frost is too heavy
I can't look into the stars and see your face winking back at me anymore
My wings a black sheath are frozen
I can no longer fly in the sky up so high
IT is so cold
Where is the sun?
Guess I am forever cursed to forever live in this frozen wasteland of eternal night
It is so cold
NobodyNobody missed meNobody3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Nobody is glad to see me
Im just another eempty face
Anothe mouth sown shut
Just rotting flower pedals in the wind
Just dead trees swaying in the breeze
If only i could just grow wings a black sheath and escape from this hell
Look at all the pretty stars in the sky
So close i could touch them......
Who am iDead trees swaying in the windWho am i3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Rotting flower padals evrywhere
Death on skeleton wings spread high
The patient warrior who sword cuts down both foe and freind
An antient old man whos life now comes to an end
An abondened child who now cries in the rain so no one can see his tears
Mr. No Name whos only freind has left
A lier that just wants you to care
An outcast who just wants to be accepted, to become one of the blank faces milling around him
An ancient temple that now crumbles in the wind
Love in its most curropted form
JudgmentJust because they look oddJudgment3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Does not give you the right
To badger, poke, and prod
Them about what's in your sight
They know they are strange
They like themselves this way
They don't want to change
So please, just go away
They want to stand apart
From this sea of plain old soul
Their appearance is their own art
Telling them different isn't your role
I HaveI have cried from broken hearts.I Have3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I have laughed because of my friends.
I have sang for the joy of it.
I have screamed when it was the only thing to do.
I have been depressed from my own life.
I have walked this Earth to find my purpose.
I have feared those of darkness.
I have embraced those of the light.
I have loved with all my heart
ConfusingWhy is life so confusingConfusing3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
People always each other using
Will i ever figure it out
At them should i just shout
"i love you" i would say
But all my hopes they would certainly slay
What should i do?
What should i say?
I dont know what to do
None of them know
The pain and love that through me they sow
Who am I?Who am I?Who am I?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Am I that girl that cried when the teacher gave her a B?
Am I the girl that never let a cut or bruise stop her?
Am I that girl that fought with her mother for hours, and made her brother cry?
Am I that straight A student?
Am I that girl who "friends" betrayed her?
Am I that girl who fell for that guy?
Is that all I am?
A collection of events?
Or am I more?
Am I what is yet to come?
Am I also made up of my hopes and dreams?
The things that will never come to be?
Am I also my feelings?
Am I happy?
I don't know
They say I'm more than the sum of my parts
1+2 will always equal 3
It can never equal 4
No matter how much it wants to
SkyLook up in the skySky3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
See the stars that fly up so high
Raise your wings a black sheath
Feel yourself shake like a leaf
Finally you get to recliam the stars
Join the 7 planets like jupiter and mars
I wish i may
I wis i might
On the first star i see tonight
I wish for someone to love me and be with me
For someone within me, to be able to see
But nobody wants to be mine
So im stuck forever to walk this lonely little line
EcstasyWhen her hand touches mineEcstasy3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When her skin brushes up against me
Even the slightest contact send me into ecstasy
My mind empties
My body goes limp
My heart starts beating
All the cobwebs in my soul disappear
The cosmos itself stops moving
Everything i all right
But she'll never know how i feel
She'll never see the happiness she brings me
So she'll find me one day hanging from a tree
Death on skeleton wings spread high
BetrayedI have been betrayedBetrayed3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My hopes and my dreams have now been slayed
How dare you call me your friend
This reft between us you can not mend
Why did you do thus
This reason i have missed
Give me a reason
Though you change like the seasons
Mabye i should brake these chains that bind us
But you want that dont you
Cant you give me that small victory
NightIn the dark of nightNight3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
When you freeze with fright
When there is no sight
When the stars shine so bright
Death comes for you on skeleton wings from up so high
In the sky you will fly
All the pretty flower pedals to the earth now fall
All this i can not draw
So i write this story of a different time
In another peom that rhymes
Alone"What's wrong?"Alone3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
"Nothing. I just want to be alone."
Please don't believe me.
See through my lies.
"Oh ok. I'll talk to you later then."
Don't leave me here.
I really don't want to be alone.
I hate being alone.
I want to be with people.
I want that, not this.
Not this sense of abandonment.
Happiness is what I want, what I need.
No. Not that.
Anything but alone.
I want to be with you, or her, even him.
Maybe all of you.
Just not myself.
Everyone. Everyday. All day. Forever.
No more shadows to consume me.
Just dozens of smiling faces to brighten the room.
Why couldn't you see through my lies?
Looked into me eyes and saw the truth?
Why didn't you stay?
Day DreamIt is so much fun to have day dreamsDay Dream3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To take life apart at it's seams
But the world we create never lasts for long
And your left alone to sing your sad song
MineI am loved by youMine3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That i know is true
I cant breath when your around
Your scent enthrolls me
Your words captivate me
Evrything about you is just perfect
How could someone like me belong wiith you
You are me evrything
I dont know what else to say
What do you think i should say?
Apart from, that i love you
Broken GlassWords that once belonged to meBroken Glass3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Escape my icy grasp
Feelings that once guided me
Are now to far to clasp
And I can no longer remember
The sweet taste of your kiss
And the havoc wrecks my soul
That once was filled with bliss
And now my filthy hands cradle the broken glass
that was my perfect existence....
If only I had known that I
Would throw it all away
Would I have hemmed the edges
That now have started to fray
It was just one night of passion
That seemed so right at the time
It was the most vile wrong
How could I be so blind
And now my wet hands dig through the broken glass
that was my angel's breath....
I would give everything
To hold her once again
But I stained her perfection
With all my wretched sin
I would give her anything
To feel her warmth once more
Instead I carry the label
Of a dark and dirty whore
And now my bloodied hands clench the broken glass
That was her love....
ForgottenIn the forgotten places of this worldForgotten3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Where run away and forgotten children dwell
Where the spirits rule
There pieces of my scattered soul reside
I am nowhere and everywhere at once
Though nobody cares for this scared body
My broken soul now travels the world in search of someone who will care
I am neither here nor there
I am here and there
Can someone exist though no one knows of his existance?
Are You Alone?Am I alone?Are You Alone?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Will I ever
Of every day
To be great
To do something with my life
But how can I?
In a world
Set aflame with hate
Who is racist
Of things that they don't understand
Who has ever felt
Are you alone?
Following InstructionsI stare down at my wristsFollowing Instructions3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That's when the words appear
Cut on the dotted line
VictimThey stare at youVictim3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Hatred in their eyes
They taunt you
Cursing you with lies
They want you gone
They want you dead
Forever to lie
In a pool of red
Why do they do this!
You cry out loud
Stuff like this
Shouldn't even be allowed!
You finally decide
You have endured enough pain
And it is time to end
All of the stormy rain
You take the blade
And cut deep into your skin
Now they can be happy
You're gone, they win
Weak.Don't you like it?Weak.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The pretty colour,
Seeping out of your simple paper cut,
Making you feel a little less stronger.
Dogmatic in its little ways,
Getting to your mind.
Alowing you the want to die,
Whispering its little pleas to escape the infected body you constantly feed.
To starve yourself,
And all you know,
To become a skeleton,
Alike to the ones hidden in your heart's very closet,
Drowning so slowly.
Causing those you love the pain you seem to make so unintentionaly,
Eventually realizing your all alone now.
Reaching for nothing,
As they laugh and cry,
Behind your bleeding back..
Even when you die.
AgainAnother friend in painAgain3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Another wound i cant heal
Again i am useless
Again i am forced to watch them suffer
Again i am just...... forgotten
Listen to me complain
I make it seem like i'm the one in pain
Oh, wait i am in pain
How can i be called sane
I am unable to help
But this is about you not me
Do you have something that hurts
Something that leaves you weeping
Something that renders you helpless
Just listen to these poems that sometimes rhyme
For i am here to care
I am here to listen
I have nowhere else to go
Nothing else to do
AngelLook at the angel fall from the skyAngel3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
See that it is surrounded by rotting flower pedals floating in the wind
See that it is surrounded be flames
Watch it tumble through the clouds
See that its wings have been ripped of nothing left but burning stomps
See it crash to earth
See that its mouth has been sown shut
Its eyes stitched close
See it writhe in pain
Clawing at its wings and its face
Watch it burn
Nothing left but ashes and flower pedals floating in the wind