Engagement!!!! (And other things) :DOn Febuary the 14th (Valentines Day) myself and StephUzumaki had one of our typical days out in london, only this time it was a little bit different.Engagement!!!! (And other things) :D2 months ago in Personal More Like This
I really had to rack my brains to make this memorable for her, I didn't want something childish or messy - I wanted something that would stay in our memories, and somewhere we could return to. I often thought about proposing to her in Venice, Italy - because the city has such a romantic reputation and I know she wants to visit there; but it wasn't a place where we could return to easily if we wanted so I scraped that Idea.
I wanted it to be spontaneous, and when you live with someone who can practically read you like a book it's very hard to keep anything a secret. She know's me so well, she can tell if something is up or there's something going on.
So taking her out spontaniously one day would not work for us because she would guess. She just knows me.
I decided to walk with her through the freezeing cold chill of Hyde P
need to write my thoughts down,please read if wantyes i feel like writing my thoughts down, so i will do that here..need to write my thoughts down,please read if want3 years ago in Personal More Like This
first of all, jealousy.
i never knew i had this kind of emotion within me, but i hate it, it sucks and its annoying.
i wish i could just throw it away.. and never let it return.. however i am sure i can get over it, just takes a little time.
i am being an big ass. i've lost one of my friends because i ignored her too much..
'why you never call me? why you never visit me?' well im not a chatty person at first, calling also makes me tired. visiting, i prefer to stay home..i dont know..i just dont feel like it..
however i still see her as my friend. even though she might not see me as hers. (girls really are complicated!)
i still dont get it, she said im ignoring her, but i have always been like this to her from since the start. she expects me to change and be perfect? well i am not. nobody is. i think she has to accept me for who i am. isnt that more realistic?
i hate going out, shopping makes me tired, visiting 4 shops m
Hetalia Sims - Chapter 2WARNING: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS MATURE LANGUAGE, THEMES, AND MEME REFERENCES.Hetalia Sims - Chapter 23 years ago in Personal More Like This
.:A WHOLE SHITTON OF BIGASS IMAGES. YOU BEEN WARNED, MO'SACRA:.
Chapter 1: http://rinacath.deviantart.com/#/d514fye
Why do I have a picture of Gilbert in the shower?
The place is still a mess from last night.
I think Gilbert's jealous. These two are always thinking about him. Always.
Maybe they're jealous of each other or something.
"I like shoes..."
She did this for like, ten minutes.
Lili and Antonio still hang out. Actually, he's like, her only friend. So they end up together all the time.
Francis continues to be Francis.
I really expected him to get with Bella the night of the party but he ended up pissing her off and they went their separate ways. He's been chatting up Michelle a lot but I really don't think-
You can't be serious.
THERE'S NO WAY-
That just hap
ChocolateIt was the 'pop' that caught his attention. The muted plastic-y snap-pop of a plastic bottle being uncapped. Romano lowered his book to see America hovering over his legs on the bed, holding a brown plastic bottle one hand and staring at his (Romano's) stomach. With intent.Chocolate3 years ago in Personal More Like This
"What are you doing?"
America looked up, surprised at the interruption, and hesitated, glancing at the bottle in his hands, and back at Romano. "I... was going to pour chocolate sauce on you?" He said slowly.
Romano's brows furrowed, and he looked at the bottle, and back to America, a little mystified. "On me?"
"Er, yeah." America nodded, holding his position hovered over Romano, bottle poised to pour. "On your stomach." He clarified further. "To start." He added after a pause, because he was inherently honest.
They both stared at Romano's stomach for a moment. It was bare, of course, because Romano preferred to sleep naked, and anyway it was the middle of summer; smooth olive ski
Shopping"Laundry detergent...dish soap...toothpaste...filters...got all that." America crossed the items off the list he was reading, and looked into the cart, frowning. "And we just got cat food. What else do we need?"Shopping3 years ago in Personal More Like This
"We should go look at towels." Romano said, busy examining the cat toys. He pulled a package of furry mice off the shelf, comparing it to the one containing sparkly balls with bells in them that he already held. He frowned. "Which one of these do you think the cats would like better? These have bells in them," he shook the package, making it jingle faintly through the plastic, "but, the mice are stuffed with catnip."
"Get them both." America said absently, rubbing his chin as he stared thoughtfully at the list. He was pretty sure he was forgetting something... "We can give them one of each and keep the extras in the cupboard for when they get lost."
"Yeah, okay." Romano conceded, tossing them into the cart. "We're going to have to get a new scratching post soon, too. The one we
"Keh" and So Forth...Okay, so I'm back to pouring over old texts in an attempt to read up on yet another obscure Japanese practice, when I stumble across a bit that talks about the impurity of breath."Keh" and So Forth...3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Now, why is that interesting? Well, how often have we heard InuYasha say "Keh!" in a forceful way? What exactly is he trying to convey when he does that? Is it an expletive? An insult? Is it just an expression of displeasure? Or is there possibly a Shinto connection?
The latter, it turns out, is close, but not quite what's going on.
In the booK, "Shinto, the Way of the Gods", a "sudden expulsion of breath" was a way to rid oneself of ritual impurity. Here's a quote from the book:
"The origin of this practice is the sudden expulsion of air from the mouth when some offensive odour or vapour has found an entrance. This instinctive action is represented onomatopoetically in English by Pooh! Faugh! Pshaw!
something that I've been hiding -akuroku-I dont have a heart, they said.something that I've been hiding -akuroku-3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Then why do I have these feelings, if im not able to feel.
Why do I feel happy when you're here, and lost when you're away.
Why do you make me feel warm, when you're holding me.
Howcome my heart beats faster, when I look into your eyes.
..Why am i not able, to hide it anymore..
Maybe I just don't want to accept the truth.
No its true.
Why did you make me love you.
.not now.11 months ago in Personal More Like This
i am too afraid
if i do -
will recoil at
and then say, come,
come sleep under me,
the sky is throwing
down its night
time sheets, let's go
grab that loose
gold thread and pull,
the stars unravel -
i might have kissed
of freyas soft and gentle,
but you know if you wade
right in i'm
rough and heartless,
the planets will
align, and then,
three ghosts, one of them
my father, and there ain't
a starving dog
will run - there will
be red on white and i will
laugh, and i will stand
at the top
of writers block
and i will
throw myself off
(sleep please take me back i'm sorry about before)
Commissions: Costs, Info and DetailsCommissions: Costs, Info and Details3 years ago in Personal More Like This
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On The Subject of LabelsOne of the recurring comments given in my previous journal was "Why do we need to label ourselves at all?", or words to that effect. There are many of you who believe NO-ONE needs a label.On The Subject of Labels3 years ago in Personal More Like This
I both agree and disagree.
I agree, because I think you're right that we don't need to define to ourselves what we are by putting a label on it. I shouldn't say to myself "I'm gay. Therefore, I only am attracted to women." I think that if, in your head, you have a defined, labelled view of what you are, you start conforming yourself around that label. I'm sure many of you have heard stories of men and women who came out, then later admitted to feeling pressured into staying gay because they'd defined themselves as such to so many people. Conforming yourself around a social definition like that cannot be healthy.
But at the same time, I disagree against the idea that we don't need labels in this world at all. We do need them... we just don't need to place extensive mean
I'd Rather Be FishingRomano goes out with him. Not just on dates, to restaurants and movies and parties and all that, although there's that too; but outside with him. America loves the outdoors, all of it; forests and mountains, deserts, caves, oceans, rain or shine, night and day; he loves to be out in it and experience it all (even the snow, but temperatures below fifteen degrees can go fuck themselves). But Romano likes the sun on his skin and earth underfoot almost as much as America does, and allows his lover to drag him out on camping trips and walks and wilderness explorations (as long as America carries their gear and promises to protect him from the wild animals and other dangers that might crop up except ghosts, which is Romano's job; but that's another story).I'd Rather Be Fishing3 years ago in Personal More Like This
One of the unexpected perks of bringing Romano along is that Romano knows a lot about wild herbs and how to cook. And he doesn't mind if America hunts, in fact he appreciates it, is pleased when
Prussian Physics. It's Awesome.One fine day in a not so parallel universe during the utmost most mostly boring class every that is Physics a certain Nikki Howard got bored. And she had a pen. Near the certian bored child was the arm of her classmate, her lab partner, her very creepy friend that makes her feel very sane at times but whom is badass at making jewelary sat beside her, actually doing what they should be doing. The attention of Nikki was consumed by her partner's arm, the pen, the arm and before she knew it, the pen was writing on the arm.Prussian Physics. It's Awesome.3 years ago in Personal More Like This
THE AWESOME PRUSSIA INVADED HERE. It said in all caps with many arrows pointing in many directions on the girl's arm, she glances down to see the writing and shakes her head with a smile. Oh that Nikki Howard and her Hetalia fettish, always drawing Italy on her papers and planning her world invasion for world domina--yeah I'll say it. WORLD DOMINATION. Anyways, this is typical behavior for this child.
The teacher of the class walks to the table of the Nikki Howard's gro
Down the Rabbit HoleClick:Down the Rabbit Hole5 months ago in DeviantArt Announcements More Like This
Bleeding to death...I've been very discouraged and disappointed lately in the massive amount of copyright infringement I've been confronted with. I feel like I'm supplying free design development for every talentless, unimaginative hack in the world, and it's got me down.Bleeding to death...1 year ago in Personal More Like This
I'm involved in no less than three suits right now, and it's breaking me financially. Legalities prevent me from saying who they are against...but they stalk my blog and mine my sites for designs on a daily basis, so I bet they're reading this right now. All I have to say to these people is this; it's NOT cool to steal someone's designs and call them your own. That "three differences added and it's MINE" defense only works for fashion design, not art, so get that idea out of your head. Merimask is a trademark, and I've been busily linking all my copyrights to my trademark, and all registered under the category of "art", not "fashion". Trademarked elements are always protected. Underselling a popu
2013 Dates I'll Run.January (Ascent)2013 Dates I'll Run.2 years ago in Personal More Like This
26 - Cosplay Meet , Northampton http://www.facebook.com/events/489864531057605/
30 - Cosplay Meet , Northampton http://www.facebook.com/events/602354563113411/
April (Sakura Blossom)
28 - Cosplay Meet , Northampton FB https://www.facebook.com/events/621247441225430/ Google https://plus.google.com/u/0/events/cn6lvjd2ek8f2c58p9egvq5b288
*24-26 -Expo , London [I won't be going due to dates clash]
*25-27 - Collectormania , M.K.http://www.collectormania.com (Plan to promote group)
2 - Cosplay Meet , Northampton
14 - Cosplay Meet , Northampton
September (Note dates of this month have altered.)
1 - Cosplay Meet , Northampton
*7-8 - N.I.C.E , Bedford http://www.nicecon.co.uk (Plan to promote group)
3 - Cosplay Meet , Northampton
Dear diary - jealousy,jealousy is for stink people,Dear diary - jealousy,3 years ago in Personal More Like This
jealousy is for people who have no life,
jealousy is something not necessary,
jealousy lies in hell,
i dont need it,
i dont want it,
she whispered me some sweet words,
and i realized,
that i dont need,
to be jealous.
ps: if we ever meet, now or in the next life,
i wanna bmx ride with you on a baby bicycle XD
(and i hope we can video soon again..i know you hope so too.. see..i really miss your face.. ;w; meehhehhehh..)
Hetalia Sims - Chapter 1WARNING: THE FOLLOWING CONTAINS MATURE LANGUAGE, THEMES, AND MEME REFERENCES.Hetalia Sims - Chapter 13 years ago in Personal More Like This
I had to fix a few things that managed to get screwed up in the process of moving this over to DA. So if you saw the original, terrible version....I'm sorry.
Not as funny as the last one, but still fun enough, I suppose. Took forever for them to start being interesting.
A NEW BEGINNING.
Let's see what new and interesting things happen this ti-
...oh good. Good.
Bathroom chats are all the rage. Arthur and Gilbert, by the way. None of them look right. I got pretty lazy about that.
NOBODY EVER NOT PLAYS THE COMPUTER. SERIOUSLY. I had to go lock the door to the computer lab because all anyone would do was go to school and play video games.
....What? Hypocrisy? Don't make up words.
This was the first fire of many. Many, many, many, many many fires happened before I removed all stoves from the lot.
Alfred takes his job as honorary brave guy ver
The Tale of the Hetalia SimsVersion 2 can be found here, but this one remains much more hilarious.The Tale of the Hetalia Sims3 years ago in Personal More Like This
Sadly, these sims were lost in the Great Computer Wipeout of '11. Which is a real shame because oh my god they were so perfect.
I decided to put all my Hetalia sims into a boarding school and set them free to see what the game did with them. And the game knew exactly what to do with them.
I'm currently rebuilding the school and the sims, but I don't think it will ever live up to this. So, in memory of the greatest sims to ever live, here's the story of my Hetalia sims. It's a tale of romance, betrayal, and a serious lack of showering.
WARNING: A shitton of images. You might hurt your computer. DA refuses to let me resize them so yeah. Sorry. This was originally in three parts posted elsewhere, but I really didn't feel like separating them. Probably should have. Whatever, you'll live.
Deer Mans- ...Dear XemnasWHERE THE HELL DO BABIES COME FROM!?Deer Mans- ...Dear Xemnas3 years ago in Personal More Like This
(lmao~ im bored XD)
My little Family of doom -some uptades-:iconsparklesplz::iconsparklesplz::iconsparklesplz::iconsparklesplz::iconsparklesplz::iconsparklesplz:My little Family of doom -some uptades-3 years ago in Personal More Like This
VI Zexion-----sekkechi the wise one
VIII Axel------Burton-SB my Boyfriend
IX Demyx-----LawlipopChan the weirdo
XIII Roxas----x0Nightshade0x Me
Xion----------KawaiiXion a Good friend
Namine-------lexi524525 the mysterious girl
Sora----------sorawolfkiba my Somebody
Ventus--------EllyeHatton the strange look a like
Repliku--------SakuraYabuki friend or foe?
okay so, if anyone wanna join, just tell me and ill add you XP
.and god-.1 year ago in Personal More Like This
i saw the moon
leaking into the sea,
a great big silvery slick
on the waves
and as i held my hands up
to the hole in her side,
she smiled and soaked
(gentle, gentle, she doesn't have long)
Sexuality Polls?WARNING FOR THE RAMBLINGS OF A TIRED, ILL PERSON!Sexuality Polls?3 years ago in Personal More Like This
So, you may wonder why I made the polls about sexuality.
From the age of 12 to 16, I was straight. I was always straight, and always going to be straight. I only dated guys, and that was the way it was stuck in my head.
Then at 16, things started changing. I was in a relationship, but I also found myself attracted to girls. In appearance, especially, I found females more appealing than males.
At around 18 or 19, my attraction to men started fading entirely, replaced purely by an interest in women.
At 20, I ended my straight relationship to be with Jenn. By this point, I only found women attractive.
Now I'm 24, and once again, I'm on the fence. I find both men and women attractive visually, but I'm not SEXUALLY attracted to any of them. The only person I honestly find sexually attractive is Jenn. She's female, so I suppose that labels me as a lesbian, as I am quite literally only attracted to females.
But what if, in another world, Jenn
Post Disney World / PROJECT: Magic Kingdom HeartsI don't know where to begin (≧∪≦). It's hard to just adjust back to boring normal life, because Disney is just such a upbeat and wonderful place. ( Gosh, I'd love to work there if they actually paid decently. Not to say their benefits aren't amazing though ).Post Disney World / PROJECT: Magic Kingdom Hearts1 year ago in Personal More Like This
So, if you don't know about PROJECT: Magic Kingdom Hearts, you can learn about it here on their webpage : http://www.magickingdomhearts.com/ or here on their facebook page : https://www.facebook.com/pages/Project-Magic-Kingdom-Hearts/351463924964961
That aside, I just wanted to gush on here about FennecRiku and I's time there.
First off, for those who hate long journals, here's the video of our time there. You can see us meeting Jack & Sally and Donald & Daisy and then a fun embarrassing moment from me at the end after the credits. X'D
on a lovely oct 29 morning..I HAVE TOOTHPASTE INTO MY BUTT XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDon a lovely oct 29 morning..2 years ago in Personal More Like This
Roxy: i-it looks like toothpaste..~
Axey: It might be toothpaste~
Roxy: oh god i have toothpaste into my ass!?~
Axey: oh god, maybe..I should lick it off~