My ImmortalI'm so tired of being here.My Immortal2 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Being lost, alone, searching for myself. Misfit. It's what I am. Even with my closest friends, I never felt accepted. I never knew who I was. I was never happy.
Growing up with Darcy, I was so afraid I'd end up like her. Racy, wild. Getting caught up with the wrong crowd. Depressed. I thought if I stayed close to God and avoided all the...bad people, then I'd be okay. And life would be perfect.
I've been that way since I was a child.
And when I met you, my instinct kicked in. I wanted to stay away from you. I knew you would change me, and break down everything I had built up. I felt that big, life-changing thin
P R I D EP R I D E2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What is pride?
I have pride in what I am
I feel power in my heart
I am bigger than you say
I have power in what I am
I have pride in what I do
I can rise above their words
Why should I care what they think?
I will never underestimate what I do
I Am Beautiful
I have pride in my beauty
I will never doubt I was made in His image
As a great woman once said, I'm beautiful in my way
What I am is beautiful
I have pride in what I dream
I know my Father's on my side
Him and I accomplish anything and everything
I always dare to dream
I have pride in what I feel
I enlighten those who have been
Count On ItWhy do you hate me?Count On It2 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
What did I ever to do to you?
I give you everything I have, everything I am. I let you do whatever you want to me; I never complain. I keep my mouth shut like a good girl until you're finished. And then I snuggle up next to you, and you're at peace for the night. Each time I fall asleep, I pray that when I wake it'll be the morning you decide to give it all up. And love me the way I love you. I pray so hard to any god that will listen. None of them ever do. I guess you're right then, that I don't matter. I don't even matter enough to get my prayers answered.
But, shit, I've wanted this more than anything I've ever