black abisThe black abis is making me pissed
are we just freinds or is there more to this
i want to know the answer but im afraid to know the truth
is the truth what i want or what i know
i know what i want but knowing is not enough
i got to be tough
i try so hard but feel like im doing nothing
in the end its all up to fayt
but fayt is just a gamble is that what im trying to say
that to trust in faith is to gamble it all away
its changed from a choice to the flip of a coin
something i have little power over
but means the world
TransgenderTransgender3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My whole life I've been trapped.
Unsure and uneasy
I couldn't understand
I felt so very wrong.
As I grew older i discovered so much.
I was stuck
Not in a place I hated
but in a body i did.
I can't stand being a girl
My whole life I had craved nothing more
nothing more then to be one of the guys.
I felt so wrong in a body of a girl
I was uneasy when I was supposed to act like a girl.
In a dress or such i felt wrong.
And I found out quickly I was bi as well.
My life changed over the years
As I slowly learned this.
I am scared yes.
But It feels right.
I am no longer the girl everyone says I need to be.
I am Sam.
The GUY I want to be