DifferentYou think i'm retarded.
You say i'm a freak.
You think i'm weird.
And, yes, i'm weak.
Look through my eyes.
Feel my pain.
Accept who i am.
'Cause i'm not gonna change.
I've heard them all.
Think what you want.
Say what you want.
And watch me fall.
I'm still breathing.
Trying to be free.
Someone help me,
'Cause i'm not healing.
ForsakenForsaken3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That's what I am.
A forsaken shell.
Barren and dead.
My soul tormented.
Droplets of blood,
Plunge of crimson red.
Disappearing from the dark depths of this abyss.
A mind in agony,
Thought in misery.
The passion , the grief, the void.
All the discomfort of a broken heart,
Your eyes hold fake concern
The pain of exasperated voice.
Time to leave, to forget,
To end this physical affliction,
the deep spasm of a divided heart.
Listen?Maybe this is just a stupid idea. Maybe you will never understand. You can't help me. I know you can't. But still the voice in my head is begging me to scream.Listen?3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Talk to me.
Do you know what I feel?
Please don't ignore me. I need a friend. I'm all alone in my little room of darkness inside me. Sure it's cozy, but I'm about ready to spew my guts. I need to talk to someone. Won't anyone care? I know already what people say.
I'm messed up.
I've got problems.
I know that already. I see that in the mirror every morning, and every night. I look into eyes that don't really belong to me. Those eyes were so happy once. They used to sparkle like sunlight. They were bright, and the face that wore them smiled like it was always sunny.
But that's a lie.
I always lie.
At least so most people would probably say. I want someone to come to me here, in my own little world. I need someone to fish me out of my ultimate dispair. I'm pleading for you to please please please hear me
Life and DeathThe problem with life is:Life and Death3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I always want to die.
The problem with death is:
I would never know if someone cried.
No One CameI died five years ago.No One Came3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I fell from a very high pedestal.
I got shot.
I bled to death.
I lay bleeding with a knife shoved through my stomach.
And still no one came.
I died five years ago.
I was strangled; had no air.
I drowned in the depths.
I was burned alive, screaming.
And still no one came.
I died five years ago.
I felt humanity slip away.
I heard the slowing beat of my heart.
I saw the blood that covered my hands.
And maybe it's no surprise, but no one ever came.
What's The Point?What's the point in livingWhat's The Point?3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
When the world is caving in?
What's the point in survival
When no one gives a damn?
You might think I'm crazy
For living on the edge.
But It's better than living on the safe side
Only going where you've been.
FlyFly.Fly3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Let me fly away.
Please let me fly away.
Before I fall, please let me fly away.
Somewhere inside... Before I fall, please let me fly away.
Dead somewhere inside... Before I fall, please let me fly away.
I am dead somewhere inside... Before I fall, please let me fly away.
Before I fall, please let me fly away. I am dead somewhere inside...
Before I fall, please let me fly. I am dead somewhere inside...
Before I fall, let me fly. I am dead somewhere inside...
Before I fall, let me fly. Dead somewhere inside...
Before I fall, fly. Dead somewhere inside...
Before I fall, fly. Dead somewhere...
Before I fall, fly. Dead...
Before I fall, dead.
Why?Why do I feel this way?Why?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Like I'm sitting on the peak.
It's all going,
My life isn't going anywere.
I'm always going to be,
Forgive meTrying to sleep is hard to do.Forgive me3 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
I never want to do anything anymore,
let alone have the energy to do something.
For weeks now I have felt so numb,
you would think I would be use to it by now,
but honestly im not.
Everyday and every night it kills me more and more inside.
I'm falling deeper and deeper in this black hole.
What makes all of this worse is to see our friendship fade away.
I don't know what i'm doing wrong,
I don't want to lose you and you don't want to lose me.
I always tell you we will figure this out,
and we will get through everything together,
but honestly I don't know how thats going to happen.
I don't know if I can get through this.
I'm sorry for disapointing you,
I'm just to lost to figure out anything anymore.
Please forgive me.