I will paint myself the colors that I want.I will paint myself the colors that I want.I will paint myself the colors that I want.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I will wear the masks I choose to wear.
I will sing these songs with words of my own making.
I will dance these dances with my own steps. In my own time.
I will paint myself the colors that I want.
I will wear the lies I choose to wear.
I will think my own thoughts.
Choose my own mistakes.
Choose my own triumphs.
Choose my own desires.
I will dream my own dreams.
I will bleed when I want to. Cry when I want to.
I will let creation hear my laughter. When I choose to.
I Will. At my own choosing.
Cosplay tipsHello and thank you for reading this!!Cosplay tips7 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
Okay Let's start!
1) I've met alot of people, and I would ask hey do you cosplay? And some awsner: No because I am to fat...
Okay NOBODY is to fat to cosplay okay? Everybody is beautifull in his or her own way okay? I know anime-chara's can me intemedating sometimes.. but they are drawn! People make them as beautifull as they but more importantly the audiance want! It's like that in every anime! Girls are most of the time showed as gentle, soft skin and big eyed people. Men are drawn more stronger, speak more and their eyes aren't so big (unless you happen to watch a shojo or yaoi) Villans are most of the time strongly build men or really bitchy women (most of the time they have large breast too) So you will never be as perfect as an Anime chara. You will never be! Nobody will ever be!
Also alot of people who say: I'm to fat to cosplay. Never been to a con before, let me promise you this: NOBODY will get laughted at at a con. Because people who ar
VictimVictim3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
That could obliterate the indestructible
That can crush any emotional-barrier
That seems beyond cruel
That is far out of control
It's impossible almost every night / You're the one who left me traumatized
As my lungs become EVER-so numb / This damage can NEVER be undone
Then my wounded memory floods / You will always be a part of my blood
Gasping for air
Holding my head
Afflicted by despair
I will never be able to forget
Living like this
One can only pretend
There is no such thing as darkness
But I knew I could not prevent the end
A part of me
Has that one wish
There was no tragedy
Ever to begin with
Innocence is held down
By what cannot be seen
Dark images are bound
Thou will forever be a part of me
I want to be set free / From your relentless agony
I'm starting to forget what it's like / To feel a complete soul inside
Though I hope you're doing well / I can't wait to see you here in hell
Ib - He Didn't KnowColdness overcame him. Garry had no choice but to lay down as Ib moved forward, a fragment of the very essence of his life snatched away with each time an eerily kind voice would sing. Loves me, Loves me not. Loves me, Loves me not.Ib - He Didn't Know3 years ago in Drama More Like This
Of course he heard the voice. Garry listened to each petal of his magic blue rose fall, floating to the ground as his life wilted with the flower. He had once hoped that Ib might have been able to rescue him, but soon he became aware of how fragile his consciousness was becoming and how soon he would slip into darkness.
Garry wanted only the best for Ib, the cute, fun little girl he had only met that afternoon. In his last moments when the last shining blue petal fell and Mary sounded off a final, blissful Loves me as a cheer of victory Garry had only wished that Ib had made it home safely after all they had been through at this horror show of an art museum and that Mary would stay as far away from the sweet girl as possible. Bli
Zelink: When You Fall in Love 22Chapter 22Zelink: When You Fall in Love 223 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Over with the guard practice session, the swords men were taking a rest. The Captain came up to them and asked, "Did anybody see Oliver earlier before the session began?" asked the Captain. Almost everybody nodded back. "He was the one that brought me here but then he left." mentioned Link. The Captain came to Link, "Really, is that so? I'm going to have to have a word with him for ditching and have a bad consequence if that's what he did." replied the Captain a bit angry.
Finally catching up to Zelda, Oliver thought, "I must be careful with Zelda. She could punish me making me stay away from her. Not only that, also along with the consequences. I must find a way to apologize." Zelda was still in the courtyard, recovering her breath when Oliver caught up. "Zelda, I'm sorry!" said Oliver breathing hard. "What was that for!?" asked Zelda. Oliver sighed and took a deep breath. "Zelda, I like you and I got jealous." replied Oliver. "Jealous of what!" asked Zelda. "You and
Forbbiden Letters - Ch.3Forbbiden Letters - Ch.33 years ago in Romance More Like This
I felt a frown tug at my lips. Dirk didn't have any mail for me today. That meaning my brother hadn't responded to my letter yet.
Be patient Lillian, Phillip is just as busy as you. He hasn't had the time to read it yet, that's all.
It's been four days though.
A heaving sigh escaped my lips. I headed home, not even bothering to water my plants. I could just hear Reina scolding me for not taking better care of my plants. Before dropping down onto my bed, I took a glance at the calendar to see that today was Friday.
Tomorrow I go see Phillip
Suddenly my door slowly creaked open, light beginning to seep into the house.
Never heard of knocking before entering?
I saw the long black hair which immediately told me it was Nori. She looked around the room till stopping at the sight of me and smiles as if relief had washed over her.
"Nori, what are you doing here?" I questioned, my eyebrow raised.
"Oh thank the Goddess you're alright, I was going to the mountains to fi
Behind the Costume Party Ch1"Behind the Costume Party"Behind the Costume Party Ch13 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Hello gorgeous ladies. I hope that none of you have plans for Halloween-this weekend," Marth, a very handsome, young, blue-hair teenaged man, gracefully slid over to a group of three girls, consisting of two blonds and a brunette.
The taller blonde, Samus, who held the most height in the group along with maturity and aggressiveness, stared sternly at Marth as though she assumed that his presence informed a sort of trivial discussion or behavior. The brunette, Zelda, who was polite and ethereal, smiled warmly and waved her hand as a welcoming gesture.
"Hi Marth! What event is happening?" Peach giggled cheerfully, the shortest of the group, though her height still ranged among the average vertical scale.
"My parents are out of town for the entire month, so I intend host a grand costume party for the incoming Hollow's Eve in their absence. Of course, they are well informed about my intentions and welcome the idea. Now, I'
Pokemon: The Last Movie Ch1*Back in Pallet Town*Pokemon: The Last Movie Ch13 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Ash got dressed in his blue and yellow hoodie with a black t-shirt under it and his blue skinny jeans. He also put on his red and black hat (Sinnoh hat). He never left home with out it. "Come on Pikachu" ash said and the yellow Pokémon jumped on his shoulder "See you later mum". The teen said as he and best friend went out the door to warm sunny morning that awaited them. "Good bye honey" Delia called after her son. "Be careful" she said as he closed the door and ran down the road. Professor Oak's lab was on top of a hill just outside Pallet Town. It was a big red building with a red roof. There was a windmill to the left of the lab. Ash never knew what it was for but it was always spinning. The lab looked out on to a huge filled with a lake and trees. It looked like somewhere out of a fairly tale book. This is where Professor Oak looked after all of Ash's Pokémon. As Ash and Pikachu came up the road they saw a teen up a ladder clea
- Ib - Reunited - Chpt 2 -I awoke in my bedroom, I look around frantically.- Ib - Reunited - Chpt 2 -3 years ago in Sketches More Like This
Where's Garry?! It can't be... he can't go already...
"Garry!" I scream his name several times. My parents rush in to calm me down. After a while they left. I look around my bedroom and walk to my desk and stare at my rose sitting still in the vase which was on my desk. I open my notebook and see something new written inside.
"Let's meet again Ib; I'll be waiting near the old gallery."
It's 5 pm... I wonder if Garry is still there.
I change my clothes. Pulled on a coat and put on a hat. I leave my room as it is and make my way downstairs and out the door. As I walk to the gallery I keep stopping and staring at things that have my reflection. I fix my hair and see if I look appealing.
I wonder if I look like a child still to Garry...
continuing on I see a tall man with light purple hair sitting on a bench beside the gallery. In an instant I have my arms wrap around him.
"Garry! I missed you so much!" I
The Knight Captain's Favour 2The Knight Captain's Favour 24 years ago in Romance More Like This
The Gallows was silent, a dark, looming shadow against the star speckled sky. Lights burned in a handful of windows, and there were of course a few Knights still patrolling the halls to make sure no mage tried to creep from their room after hours.
It was late, well past curfew, but at the moment smuggling Bethany past his own guards was the least of Cullen's problems. The night was dark, the sky moonless, and the soiree was not scheduled to start for another two hours, so time was not against them yet. Really, the biggest problem as far as he was concerned, was that he was ten types of a fool for even agreeing to this madness in the first place.
He paced in his room, debating for what felt like the hundredth time whether he should call this whole farce off; then his thoughts jumped straight to how disappointed Bethany would be if he told her now that she wasn't going. Then when he thought about Bethany, he couldn't help but wonder what she would be wearing, and th
Misadventures of puppy BlaineEveryone knows that all new born babies are very curious about the world around them. This couldn't even be any more true for one, four month old puppy, Blaine. Out of all his brothers and sisters, he was the smallest pup. The owners were very afraid that being the runt of the litter, poor Blaine wouldn't make it a week. But to their joyful surprise, Blaine gained a lot of strength each passing day and was even the first one to actually stand and start moving around. Blaine was the miracle puppy. He was also probably the most annoying, much to the irritation of some of his brothers. They all loved Blaine, that wasn't the problem. The problem was that they liked to sleep while Blaine liked to jump around and try to sing (try being the key word) all through the night. As soon as Blaine was able to move a lot more on his own and the masters let the pups loose, Blaine was the one who decided he wanted to fly and jumped off the couch. Fortunately, one of his masters caught him just in timeMisadventures of puppy Blaine4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Frozen MemoriesFrozen Memories11 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Erase my memory, let me forget
Our dream I deeply regret.
I think of you, fall to the ground,
Knowing I lost the love we found.
It's all my fault, I know that's true,
I'm to blame for what happened to you.
It's not a punishment, setting me free
Our dream wasn't meant to be.
I was happy with you, happy we met,
But now it's just one big regret.
If you ever loved me, set me free
From the nightmare that came to be.
Please. You know it's better this way,
Letting our memories fade away.
We were doomed from the start,
So from the pain let us part.
It'll be better if we forget,
Better if we'd never met.
He is right, I now know,
So please just let me go.
I'm sorry, never meant to
Cause so much pain for you.
I couldn't protect you, and I see,
We were never meant to be.
I'm sorry it ended this way,
But please take it away.
Don't worry, it'll be okay
After I take your memory away.
I am going to set you free,
You'll no longer think of me.
Thanks for the past you'll forget,
White Roses [Ib]DISCLAIMER: I do not own Ib or any of the original characters.White Roses [Ib]3 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
"Art is not what you see, but what you make others see."
― Edgar Degas
Violent streaks of gold and white flashed across the stormy canvas. Drops of water blended into groups beat at the glass that divided the two worlds. Each splash hitting, only to slide down and disappear, ineffective. The sound of cymbals fused wit
if you want my bodyplease read description below first. thank you!if you want my body4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Kurt Hummel doesn't do this every night. That's why he has to keep reminding himself that it's okay. That he's allowed to have a little fun in a city where he knows no one, especially on the night before the most stressful job he'll ever take on. And sure, maybe he's experiencing a little more than a buzz. Maybe the colored lights over the dance floor blur prettily as he watches the mass of people moving to one beat, and everyone is being a little loud. But it gets a lot easier to justify this as he moves from drink to drink, pretending that he's part of the vibrant crowd of young people all around him. What he's not expecting is to bring someone home that night. The thought hasn't even crossed his mind, because who wants to have sex with the pale, anti-social young man who looks more twelve than twenty-six?
Apparently, the man who sits on the stool next to him, instantly invading every barrier of personal space that Kurt's set up
Portal 2 - Nine Times NinePortal 2 - Nine Times Nine4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
It's been a long time.
At least, you have your sheets to wrap your body – a gentle shield against the days that pass, far away, in the outer world. Aperture is your home, the room is your oblivion; you could stay here forever, peacefully resting, if it weren't for her.
She breaks the order, she drives you into madness, killing the true meaning of science. You could never imagine that, without her, Aperture is falling to its destruction.
She is busy seeing you, thinking of you, in her haunted backup system. You cannot guess – you just sleep, running all along your visions, and watch.
On a regular basis, the quiet black screen in your mind leaves room to colour. You find yourself in a dark grey room, which you are sure to have seen somewhere, somehow, in a different time of this world. You assume you have been there before, even though you have no clue what is going to happen – all you know is that she is there, and you hate her, so much.
GLaDOS, printed in huge letters
One Condition - Our SongKurt leaned his back on his closed locker and slammed his head back into the metal door, making a soft thud.One Condition - Our Song4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Maybe we should have just stayed at Dalton... that would have been smart, it was safe there... do you think they will let us transfer back? I mean we've only been gone a day, they can just let us back in cant they?" Kurt's incoherent babble was stopped by Blaine's finger pressed to his lips.
"Shhhhhh." Blaine whispered.
"What?" Kurt mumbled into the finger.
"Will you promise to stop talking crazy if I take my finger away?" Blaine asked, talking as though Kurt was five.
Kurt furrowed his brow and nodded obediently.
"Good," Blaine removed his finger, "Now take a deep breath." He ordered.
Kurt obeyed and took a long, deep, calming breath.
"Better?" Blaine asked seriously.
"A little, but I wasn't talking crazy... I was being rational... clearly not what I was when I decided to make this stupid decision."
"Hey now, you are talking crazy... this transfer was the best idea you've had.
Slowly Fading To Black (One-sided!Mary X Ib)Slowly Fading To Black (One-sided!Mary X Ib)2 years ago in Romance More Like This
Title: Fade To Black
Author: Gurly HR (Girly Halo Reach/Alex)
Pairings: One-sided!Mary X Ib
Warnings: Yuri, OOCness, Dark Themes, Character Death, Mild Suicidal Thoughts
Disclaimer: I don't own the characters or the song used. They belong to their rightful owners.
Author's Note: Here ya go. It's a Mary X Ib and the song is Bad Apple by Touhou. Enjoy~.
I'm slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity; with nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony.
To tell me who I am, who I was, uncertainty enveloping my mind.
NaruSasu Vampire Fanfic Pt 1Sasuke sighed as he jumped into his bed with no covering at all. You see, Sasuke was a poor orphan boy, even if he was old enough to take care of himself. He lived in an old beat up shack which was hardly sanitary and safe for him to be at. But he did alright for himself...In this place and time, London was run by Vampires. As long as Sasuke didn't encounter one, the boy was fine. That was his only worry.NaruSasu Vampire Fanfic Pt 18 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
"Damn...so...cold.." He wrapped his arms around himself, hoping to dream peacefully but his mind was clouded of hateful images of his family being killed by his brother, Itachi. Itachi was bit by a Vampire, turning him into one. To test his vampric abilities, he killed his entire family yet sparing his young brother's life. Sasuke growled. "Just thinking about those wretched vampires....Itachi..."
"What the-" Sasuke literally sprang up from his bed. What in the world...? He looked right in front of him and a feeling of pure fear overwhelmed him. It was...a vampire! Its teethe we
Sasuke and the fox - chapter 1Chapter 1Sasuke and the fox - chapter 17 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
His eyes were burning, it couldnt be morning already could it? His alarm clock answered his question. After switching off the ringing clock and stretching the raven haired boy decided it was time to get up, breakfast eaten and rucksack packed he left for another day at college.
Walking towards the college he pondered the usual day and how to deal with the fan girls when his thoughts were interrupted by the sound of his own name hey Sasuke good morning
Hn was the usual response, today like every other day was not a particularly good morning.
So ready to face your screaming mob again today? Kiba laughed revealing his fangs, they finally arrived at the college greeted by Neji and Shikamaru waiting at the gates followed by the usual group of fan girls girls are so troublesome sighed Shikamaru
Well at least you dont have to deal with them everywhere you go explained Susuke
Yeah were real lucky ones
Folly: Part TwoFolly: Part Two4 years ago in Romance More Like This
They were silent for a very, very long time. Neither of them dared to move, for fear that the Templar at the door would hear them and come bursting in to defend her- only to find his Captain alone in the room with her, both of them clad only in their nightclothes.
Eventually, Bethany broke his gaze, her chin trembling as she let out a soft sound that could have been the beginning of tears. It wrenched at his heart.
"Don't cry, Beth," he said, clambering around the edge of the bed in the small room. When he tried to put his arms around her, she skittered backwards, pressing herself against the wall and wiping her cheeks with the back of her hands.
"No, we shouldn't I mean " She turned into the wall with a soft cry of distress. "Bad enough that we could be caught together at any moment, but I can't "
He hesitated for a moment. "Beth?" he said softly.
He saw a shudder run though her. "We agreed to stay away from each other," she whispered. She sounded agoni
EMO POEM IS EMO.He'd sit thereEMO POEM IS EMO.4 years ago in Settings More Like This
Solemnly stationed at her bedside.
Holding her hand and stroking it,
small blots of water dripping from his brown eyes.
The open window, letting in a breeze,
and a girl whose tubes and IVs held her down
As if opening a bird's cage,
just to taunt her.
Maybe she'd wake up.
Someday, she might.
She'd arise from her reveries
and open her eyes.
And her smile.
Maybe he'd be able to see it again.
time sretched out like a rubber band,
and then relapsed.
And the cycle would start
all over again.
He'd walk into her room
and sit down
and grasp her hand. As machines whirred and beeped,
and her ragged breathing seeped through her mask.
And he's pray even harder.
Maybe it wasn't that he wasn't praying enough,
maybe it was because nobody was listening.
But he loved her.
Even if she never woke up,
and he could never tell her,
he'd still love her.
Just so long as he could come and
visit her everyday
he'd always be with her.
Her face was
Consequences - Chapter 1"Okay Blaine," Wes grinned, looking every bit of the drunken misfit he currently was. "Truth or dare?"Consequences - Chapter 14 years ago in Romance More Like This
"Ermmm..." Blaine smirked. "Truth."
"You wimp!" David exclaimed, rocking backward, the beer in his hand sloshing about.
"I'm not!" Blaine frowned at his friend. "I - I'm simply not going to make out with either of you," - hiccup - "I'm just not." David stared at him with a mock-hurt expression and a hand on his heart.
"Are we not good enough for you anymore Blaine?" He asked with a chuckle. Blaine rolled his eyes.
"You know your not!"
The three boys burst into a fit of laughter in the middle of Blaine's dorm room. It was the last term until Dalton broke up for a week, the boys had decided to exit the party going on downstairs to have a little one of their own, equipt with music, beers and Wes' suggested game of 'Truth and Dare'. Since commencing the game they'd forced David to make out with the floor and had found out Wes could infact be bi. It was now Blaine's turn, but no one had ha
The Black Mockingbird pt. 1The Black Mockingbird pt. 15 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
The night have fallen and it was time for the Freeman brothers to go to bed. For some reason, did both not feel very sleepy. But they didn't say anything, they just lay down quietly. Almost a whole hour have been going, and no sleep yet. It was pretty unsual. Huey would have heard Rileys snoring by now... but his breathing was calm. Was he asleep? Huey just sighed and looked at the clock. 10.09 pm.
Huey blicked. Did he just fall asleep? No, he was just so into his thoughts he forgot everything around him. How long have it been? He looked at the clock again. 02.03 AM.
That was enough. He sat up in bed, but he didn't come any thuder until he heard Rileys tired voice.
"Huey", he started off.
Huey stopped, and looked over to his brother. Riley wasn't looking back, he was just staring right up to the ceiling.
"Yeah?" Huey answered.
"I had a nightmare..." he said.
"Too bad", Huey said and stood up. "I can't sleep".
He walked out the room. Riley watched him all the way out. He sat up in his b