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Will you remember?Remember meWill you remember?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
For who I was
Not for who you thought I could be
For the good I did
Not for the pain I caused you all
For the times I smiled
Not for the days of misery
For the fights I won
Not for the times I was a failure
For the good memories
Not for the shit I started
For being a friend you loved
Not for being a waste of space
And if you can't remember me for that
Then please
Just don't remember me at all
Too lateBehind her eyesToo late2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A secret lies
Shadows from her past
Secret demons
Chasing her
Who knows how long she'll last.
Bruises long forgetten
from the world outside her mind
But to her those memories
are never far behind.
He said he loved her
Forever true
"Ill never ever
let go of you"
Every scar
apon her skin
was just because
she "had sinned"
"Love is forever
and you are mine
let me know
where you are all the time"
She felt trapped
inside her skin
she didn't know
how wrong he'd been
she beleived his words
ringing true
that he really was
"too good for you"
she really thought
that he was right
and that she was dark
d i f f e r e n t."Freak!"d i f f e r e n t.2 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
"Well, thanks. I enjoy being different."
Flames To AshesThis masquerade has gotten messyFlames To Ashes2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Both our masks have come apart
We wore red patches on our arms
Now they don't resemble hearts
Our burning passion has gone out
The flames just grew too quick
We couldn't control how much we felt
We're together yet alone
Strangely enough we need each other
Like a criminal needs a noose
And if we could we'd cut the knot
Both of us would just let go
Each day feels just like house arrest
Somehow it's not that awkward
The sex is good but it feels empty
But there's nothing else to offer
Maybe we both just need a spark
Or maybe the fire has turned to ashes
I guess in time the truth will come out
Bu
Untitled.My cold heart of stoneUntitled.2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
Thought to be made of gold
But I know-I know-the truth.
My heart is black with ashes and soot,
My soul is aflame, burning bridges with shame.
I built solid walls around
My once palpitating heart
Turned the Valentine's Day card
Into a fortress with no entry.
Without even realizing my intentions,
I sealed off all the exits, locked the doors, hid the key.
A few brave souls found their way in,
Thought that my raw pain was all there was to see.
I thought I had lain myself bare before their eyes.
I didn't see the real demons locked in deeper still,
Sneaking up on me from behind.
Then this girl comes along
I s
It isThe unseen god,It is2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
shapeless,
unformed,
only heard.
It is everywhere
in our hearts,
in our souls,
in our ears.
It is my passion
it is golden,
and yet so is its
polar opposite.
It can taunt
It can hate
It is pure
And yet so raw.
Its beauty is in the eye of
its composer,
painting over pure silence.
I have no color,
and yet my creators
are of many.
It is beautifully ugly
and dissonant.
It lives in harmony
with humans.
It is weaved within our souls
It is my spirit,
Second in my heart
only
to my Lord
I won't lie againI can wait foreverI won't lie again2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I promised you I would see you again
So I will wait forever
I promised you would be ok
I lied
I will never forget I lied
So I will wait forever
I tried to save you
I failed
I failed
I failed
I hate myself
Because I failed you
So I will wait forever
You died in my arms
I dream about it
I will never forget
The words you said
So I will wait forever
I saw the light leave your eyes
Heard you last breath
Felt the last beat of your heart
And I miss you
So I will wait forever
Not because I have to
But because I deserve to
I can wait forever
Just, stayFeelings are showed,Just, stay2 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
decisions are made.
Now I'm here,
begging you to stay.
One mistake I have made,
that I love you with all my life.
I don't care about it thought,
cus' I have you here by my side.
I don't show you that much what I feel
cus' I think it was a big mistake.
Now I see that I was wrong.
Please, just stay.
Now we're ok,
together, side by side.
My life is now complete,
now I feel alive.
Beg My Broken Heart To BeatCannot be heard, though yet I scream.Beg My Broken Heart To Beat2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Left in this vivid yet evanescent dream.
The snow that falls isn't as cold as you.
Living is the cruelest thing you do.
How long must I live a life without worth?
How long must this broken heart hurt?
Rock me.
Kill me.
But do it slowly.
Try to break me, but you can't succeed.
My crimson, black blood, left to bleed.
Leave my body on the floor. I will not cry.
Leave me alone in this world. I will not die.
I am corrupted by a dense jealousy.
My eyes grow green with greenest envy.
Karma may kill me for things I've thought.
Just to think of what we are not.
I cannot cry, but still have long la
RecessionBlinding lights and deafening sounds,Recession2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
are absent in this part of town.
Dreams are left unsaid, and
in the streets, the down-and-out
are laying, waiting, crying, dead.
I See the Angels WeepI see the angels cry.I See the Angels Weep2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hear their voices weep.
I see the angels weep.
I hear their voices cry.
I did what I did,
And nothing more.
What's to be said,
Other than "Good Lord"?
I'm sick to my stomach,
My heart will plummet,
Down,
Into the Fiery caves of Hell.
I betrayed you,
I betrayed me,
I betrayed everything,
That was to be.
Why didn't you stop me?
Why didn't I stop me?
Why didn't I listen,
And, or pay attention?
What's done is done.
It cannot be undone.
What is seen is saw.
It cannot be unseen.
I betrayed you,
I betrayed me,
I betrayed everything,
That was to be.
Through thick and thin,
I'll say it again.
I'm r
Your coal black eyesWhy do I miss you so much?Your coal black eyes2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
It's the way I saw you look at me, that night.
It well always stay with me.
Your coal black eyes.
The way you seemed emotionless.
Maybe I never should have looked behind me.
If I wouldn't have seen your coal black eyes,
Then maybe, just maybe, everything would be okay.
Eyes sparkling.Walking up the driveEyes sparkling.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I could hear music playing.
Our music, I smiled.
knocking on the door
I heard her yell out to me,
'Just a minute, please.'
The music softened
She opened the door smiling,
Ready to greet whoever.
'Hi' she said breathless.
'Hey, how's it going.' I asked.
'Still living.' she replied.
I walked in laughing
Her eyes sparkled like the ocean,
Only the colour of brown.
Her hair soft as snow
Mixed colours of brown and blonde,
Cascading down her.
She is beautiful
And shes lighting up the world,
One smile at a time.
Devil Loves Angel. Part 1."I'm the devil that fell in love with an angel.Devil Loves Angel. Part 1.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Her heart as pure as the snow that falls from the sky.
Mine, as black as the coal that burns fire.
I create the tears she heals.
We are miles apart.
Closer in ways that makes the fear in me vanish.
She saves me from my attempts to swallow down my self-hate and end my own madness.
She is the light to the darkness in this pit that I am in.
Bound by chains, blinded by my own thoughts.
I would go to the ends of Earth to save her, but fear as she does the same for me.
I can only hope that she lets go of me and doesn't turn back.
An Angel like her, does not deserve a Devil like m
Stand StillI stand stillStand Still2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
While the world around me becomes unknown
I stand still
While I don't feel like myself
I stand still
while I feel my thoughts escape
leaving my mind totally empty
I stand still
while I separate from myself
I stand still
waiting for everything
to come back to normal
save me.You know all about the power you hold over me, the way you are in controlsave me.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You can bring me up and break me down whenever you please
And it seems like lately, you prefer my sorrow, my tears
You play with my mind like I'm some cheap game
Here for your entertainment, a silly toy
You make me believe in you
I gave you my everything
Awarded you my trust
And you let me
Down.
I am falling down the rabbit hole, and I just want to stop, but I cannot. I am dying
But I can't, because there is one thing I need, one thing you won't give up
Answers that haunt you, answers you won't share kill me inside
Am I not worth it? Not worth the time or
a colored piece of string A piece of colored string was all that held my memories to me. Once upon a time he had given it to me, couldn't afford a real necklace. Still I treasured it like the brightest diamond. That little purple string holding my heart hostage. Its more gray than violet now but it still has the same effect on me. I doubt even death could take it from me, no matter how hard his dark fingers pulled.a colored piece of string2 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Minus The HappyLeft here laying in cinder stripped of the "ella".Minus The Happy2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm hating you with affection.
Setting myself up for heartbreak.
Loving you without intention.
This isn't a fairy tale.
I know that, I'm not a little girl anymore.
I just wanted to be loved.
I just wanted to be cared for.
I guess that's too much to ask.
I'll pretend like I'm worth it.
I'm not a princess.
I know I'm not worth it.
Where's the clock that strikes midnight?
My coach? My glass slipper?
I can't find my prince,
Or my happily ever after.
ReportReport2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
School report
"Not good enough!"
I apologise
I explain
He yells
He hits
I cry
I hurt
I watch the red lines appear as if I'm not doing it
As if I'm not there
I can't feel the metal anymore
I'm too far gone
This is the end
I've been through too much
To live
And be happy
"Emo"
Yeah, what of it?
I can't feel anything
Completely numb
All the time
Except when I hurt
Arms getting weak
Pale white skin
With strawberry gashes all over
Need help
Can't continue
Can't go on anymore
Nothing to do but lie here
Hope I stain the carpet
So they'll always remember
I was here
I existed
I was alive
But barely.
All I Need~~ All I Need~~All I Need2 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Big, strong arms,
protectively wrap around
my small thin waist,
holding me together
Warm, sweet breathe
flows down my neck
and tickles my hair
as it sweeps over my body
Brilliant azure eyes,
like a dazzling sea,
stare straight through me
and down to my soul
Soft pink lips
lightly kiss the tip of my nose
and cause me to
melt in his arms
One gentle voice
rings out above all others
and whispers three little words
'I love you'
This is all that I need
Enough is EnoughI'm over.Enough is Enough2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I'm done.
I'm done with you!
I'm sick.
I'm tired.
I'm telling the truth!
Get out.
Get out.
Just get out of my life!
Trust me.
Believe me.
I'll be more than just fine...
AberrationAberrationAberration2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I'll be the outcast,
I'll be your stranger,
I'll try to forget you,
And all of your danger.
Oh I'll erase my memory,
To let everything go,
I'll rub away the smallprint,
And let the background show.
I'll be the last one,
I'll be the first,
I'll break away,
And you'll come off the worst.
Oh I'll get rid of this,
I'll get rid of it all,
I'll abandon all your insults,
That made me feel so small.
In time, in time,
You'll be another aberration,
Oh yes, oh yes,
I don't need the motavation.
Oh darling you're out-grown,
Our history unknown,
Because now you're an aberration.
I'll run ten miles,
I'll escape from you,
Not AgainI hear the words,Not Again2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Her voice in the air
Reduced to a buzzing in my ears
For a minute I don't see her in front of me
But I am looking into another pair of eyes
The bathroom spins, but for a minute, it's a different bathroom
My knees grow weak again, but somehow I don't fall
Breathing is suddenly a Herculean task
And my heart crashes like glass
Bloody, bloody glass
The shattering echoes around my mind
As my world cracks and rights itself
All I can think is, Not again...
Fighting AloneYou saw me standing there,Fighting Alone2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Cold, broken, and alone
You somehow knew my flaws
Before I did myself.
You aimed your rifles at me
Your talons poised to strike;
I came out alive but scarred
Heaven only knows how.
So now you've launched a surprise attack
Thinking I'd be alone
You dared not stare me down with your hateful glare
As cowards, you couldn't meet my eyes.
You were ready to strike me down
And leave my body all ablaze
You didn't realize
This solitary soilder was not standing alone.
You didn't see their faces.
You didn't hear their voices.
You didn't know they were there
Until we conquered you from within.
You counted on
Sta.sh
