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AshamedI'm not mad.
I'm not angry
Or in your face.
I'm just sad,
Feeling crazy
And a little misplaced.

I don't belong here.
Thoughts grow thicker.
Mind is racing,
Going nowhere.
Feeling sicker--
Sick of pacing.

Back and forth,
Where am I going?
Where's my heart at?
Tired of searching for true north.
Wishing, wondering, never knowing.
Walking blindly up to bat.

Is this my life?
I feel passed by.
Seeking foolish gain
In a knife.
Bleeding out, afraid to cry--
To feel alive through my pain.

Feeling drained.
It's all a scam.
Look what I've done.
I'm ashamed
Of who I am,
And what I've become.

by ~xXForeverLostSoulXx in Traditional Fixed Forms

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What I Can't ForgiveI can forgive you for
Trying to comfort me.

How were you supposed to know
You were only making things worse?

I can forgive you for
Not understanding.

How could you when
I never let you in?

I can even forgive you for
Not giving me any space,

How could you know
I was silently suffocating?

But I can't forgive you for
What you said to me.

"Parents work all day and when
They come home they can either
Yell at their kids or fight with
Eachother. Sometimes it's just easier
To yell at the kids."

Did he really
Just say that?

I can't forgive you for saying the
Words that loop in my head.

He can't be serious,
Can he?

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