InsomniaI longed for the day that I could write my name next to yours,Insomnia9 years ago in Teen More Like This
scribble silly hearts on every book,
the day that you would notice me.
For now, I just wish to end the days I cry to songs that feel so personal,
To end my day dreams, my stupid fantasies.
You could never love me in the same way that I love you,
We are just "awesome friends",
Nothing more, nothing less.
But I bet you did know that I resented you the day that you spoke those heart stopping words,
The oral murder...
"I like you, but not in that way"</b>
I bet you didn't know, that lunchtime, I secretly cried to myself,
Would you feel different if you knew?
Lonely fatal tears trickled down my face,
I lied, said I was fine,
But below the surface, lay a black, blue and bruised hollow shard of a person