DoneDone.Done2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
If I'm going to
Continue to fall
Down this hill,
I'll do it completely.
I won't try to
Force myself up
I will live
But I will not force
Myself to be okay.
I will allow things
To hurt me.
I will allow
Myself to cry.
It's time to
Let go of all
My false hope
And focus on what's real.
This downward fall
Is not over
And I'm done
Trying to skip the bottom.
sense of mesense of me1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
I've always the quite one. The weirdo you've never notice but scence I've learn how to focus. I've realize why I shut myself up. I have too big of a mouth and too much love to burn out. I've seen it all before. I guess I was that girl. So what if I just sat quietly and not speak to anyone who approached me. you'd never notice the pain behind that smile. It's burned out….burned out. Crowed my head again. All I can do is hurt over and over. I'm hurting u, myself and him. la la la la la la la. This morning I told myself I could change but all I ever do if screw it up. Maybe this time, oh wait today but I can't I have failed u again and again. I just can't shut my big mouth. Words come out like knifes that scar u and leave you with the pain of guilty lies. I'm drowning in blood. Too much emotions going through my heart. Pain, love, guilt… and lots of other things. Too much overwhelming me. I'll be the girl who cries herself to sleep at night rethinking these memories. I've always been the
Cutting AwayWeirdCutting Away1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
or do I just seem uninhibited
making myself into this
Polite, friendly on top
quiet and a little off underneath
most of my time spent thinking
But I can never come to a conclusion
where do I lie?
on the other side maybe
then again I could still be here
Hanging on by threads
slowly being cut away by society
how cliche that sounds
No, it's not society
but even I didn't expect who really held the knife
chopping the ropes I clung to
Hopes for a mistake
a glitch in the process of thought
leading me to this undenyingly painful ending
that has hurt me in ways I have yet to understand
I wait in the clouds
becoming quieter, more distant
trying to find another solution to the maze
a weed hacker perhaps
Cutting away everything as if it doesn't matter
ripping down his face
I am lost
lines blurred by my incessant...trimming
my labyrinth has become endless circles
going around each other
An exit has to be made
so now I will dig
going down and down
deeper into my own mind
The Death of MeThe Death of Me1 year ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I cry into my sheets
And cry into my bed
I cannot stop crying
And think of instead
Where else to go
To forget about you
I'm scared so deeply
That you've become a tattoo
You make me crazy
You make me insane
And almost always
You're my reason for pain
I can't escape you
You're always there
It's like you're watching me
But you really don't care
If I try to love you
You just run away
And if I try to help you
There isn't a way
No matter the cost
No matter the pain
No matter what I feel
It's always the same
This cycle of anguish
It won't ever end
And by the time dawn hits
It begins again
I scream at you now
And you're never there
It's come to the point
Where I'm pulling out my hair
And some nights I bleed
I don't know why
Please can't you help me!
I don't want to die!
These tears that I'm crying
They won't go away
Don't you love me?
If you do, won't you stay?
By the end of the night
I am fast asleep
But my dreams are nightmares
Which is why I weep
In the mist of my agony
And in this terrible
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Just so Red - BluexRedTitle: Just so RedJust so Red - BluexRed4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Summary: After storming off into the forest after having another fight with Red, Blue returns to find him missing, and rushes off to find him.
Just so Red
Blue’s glare had been fixed permanently on Red for the past hour and a half, and had been becoming a progressively deeper glare the entire time. Everything the innocent little Link was doing just pissed him off, and he didn’t know why that should piss him off, which just pissed him off even more.
All four of them had set up camp in a small clearing in a forest, the almost full moon shining brightly through the still night air. Green had disappeared off somewhere to train, and could hear his quiet distant shouts through the forest. Vio had been sitting against a tree reading, until he complained that Blue’s constant glare was distracting him and s
Prelude of LightPrelude of Light3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Uncorrupted rays shone on the pedestal
As it always had when it first was epochal,
There it held the Blade of Evil Bane;
Which at first King of Evil thought it to be legerdemain.
Master Sword only could repel nefarious demons away,
It was working one-way.
Blessed to harm all things sinister.
The pure saber also was key to open Sacred Realm, to the Golden Triforce
Created by three goddesses with their life-source,
Forced to remain in sanctuary.
Inside of Temple of Time, the Chamber of Sages had only shown itself to these few chosen ones,
Ancient cathedral was hidden inside Hyrule Town
Once activated the seal, it became time travel,
To past from future;
To future from past;
Through the flumes, you heard the Prelude of Light playing
It took you back to place where it all started.
S. NoteS. Note1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
Dear mother, dear father
Dear brother, dear sister
Don't worry, you still have each other
And without me you're all so much stronger
Leave me behind and let me go, I promise the days will get brighter
Dear teachers, dear counselors
Dear therapists, dear doctors
You have my gratitude for what you all did
But I hit rock bottom too many times, and this last one was it
The end of the road again, as if no one could have kept me from a coffin
I was not fit to live life
I failed at everything, every time
I sincerely did my very best, I really tried
I just could no longer stand feeling so powerless inside
I lay wide awake every night
I prayed and prayed and asked "why?"
I was always silently drowning in the tears I cried
I am done with suffering, so this is where I draw the line
This is the end
One with a resentful beginning
It all came crashing down to nothing
It's what's only right, so I know what I'm doing
Dear friends, dear betrayers
Dear relatives, dear des
RESPECT the DifferencesRESPECT the Differences5 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
"We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness." The Declaration of Independence
I will not speak of religion; I have no right to that. I'm agnostic. I will not speak of sins and commandments and gods; I follow only the question of "Right or Wrong?" It is wrong to kill, for instance, but it is not wrong to love my parents (even if it IS tough sometimes). I will not tell you how to live your life; I would not want you telling me how to live mine. I will attempt to respect you and your beliefs; I only ask that you show me that same respect in return.
I will now get the inevitable questions out of the way. I am bisexual, and I have a loving, gentle (mostly *chuckles*), understanding girlfriend. My parents do know about my sexuality (though my mother always seems to be under the impression that I'm lesbian, rather than bi), an
My story, my life, METo whomever this may concern;My story, my life, ME3 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
Before you read this letter about my life up to this point in time, please put down anything you may be holding, sit down, and make sure this has your undivided attention, else you may not fully understand what you are about to read. You are more than welcome to stop reading at any time, but I would prefer if you would read until the end, so there are no misconceptions about myself. Well then, let's get started, shall we?
To start with, hi, I'm T***** B*******. This is my given name from birth, (blacked out for obvious reasons), but it's not me. Please refer to me as KaiLyn or Kai for short. I prefer this name to my given one, for the simple fact that it feels more.. I don't know, me I guess. So please respect this, and never try to call me by my real name again. Thank you.
Moving on. I guess I'll start with the easiest part for me to talk about. My religious beliefs, or lack there of. I'm an athiest. It's simple as that. I was raised catholic, and when I
Weathering the StormFor too long I've been strung up by kite strings, emotions rubbing raw and gathering about my ankles. All my rational thoughts have been tossed into the wind and my patience has burned out somewhere in the stratosphere. Every time I try to catch your fleeting answers on the tip of my tongue, I'm struck short by lightning. I'm tired of weathering the storm about your head and counting the seconds between clashes of thunder.Weathering the Storm4 years ago in Open More Like This
I'm finally coming down.
Never again will I fall for cloudy eyes and icy smiles. From now on, I'm sticking to girls with star struck faces and sunrises braided in their hair.
SilenceEvery time I breatheSilence2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Is another moment gone,
A time when you aren't with me;
I wait for it to pass.
I take a breath and breathe you in
Each passing moment moves me more,
I can be clean and perfect and pure
Or I can be the deadliest darkness,
Evilest being you've ever witnessed.
Now there's nothing left inside
But this empty static,
It's so cold
And I am numb.
I am thinking of you,
But the words just won't come;
A simple thought of you
And my world is gone.
My mind is numb
And I am dead inside;
Nothing else I can do
Except get lost in your eyes
And hope you'll be the one
To find me
I'll try to hide,
You'll find me there
And everything will work.
I am silent.
Can't talk to you,
Even though I try so hard
To think of even
The simplest thing to say
We are both without words
And I am dying here alone,
Crushed by the weight of your stare.
Inside I feel so guilty and afraid,
Outwardly emotions get in my way
And every time I try to talk to you,
I choke on my own fear.
What I Feel InsideI feel as though I'm flat,What I Feel Inside4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A dimensionless soul.
The world sees me like that:
I'm a word, I'm a role.
I'm the boy that likes boys,
I'm the kid that looks like Nick Jonas,
I'm the nice guy, the one you'd enjoy,
I'm the one who writes poems online.
I'm this and I'm that
And I have to be something;
The world sees me
And says, "I have seen you before,"
And it acts like it knows me,
And like I have no core.
I'm defined and dissected
And I'm no longer me;
They make me directed
And they don't see how I see.
I'm this and I'm that
And I have to be something;
But I let it be, oh I do.
I lie in bed and try to hide
I let them say what they want to
And I don't let anyone inside.
It's more my fault than anything,
That I let it stay like this;
I should tell everything
That might make me real:
I'm afraid of dying alone
I'm not able to keep everyone happy
I'm afraid of my future
And I'm scared to mess up
I'm so angry that I'm
Not AloneWith a cold heart,Not Alone2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Blank as the ice that she stands on
Waiting for her eternal love,
She will destroy you.
If you've ever been given half a chance,
You're so far gone
Such a lovely veil you pretend to wear
Hiding from yourself,
Lost within my Labyrinthine heart
With no hope of ever escaping
What you are feeling now
Is the same
As what you made me feel.
Every time you had to decieve me,
When you would bring them near
Just so I could crush them.
Only you can't
Cannot ever crush my spirit
Dark and forbidden
It's made me it's home
And I am not alone.
That single moment
When I knew that I was yours,
Lost at sea,
Swept away by the tides so deep,
I was alone
Lost in the darkness with no way out,
A dreary existence;
And my heart
Is a thing so hollow.
Song of Storms LyricsSpinning round, all aroundSong of Storms Lyrics3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Raining, pouring, falling down.
Thunder, rain and wind,
Song of Storms begins,
Let the water drain away,
To a new and brighter day,
Go inside the Well, young Link.
Play the notes, hear the rain, let it wash away the pain.
Notes echo around,
Rain falls to the ground.
Hear the song, feel the rain,
Wash away the blood and pain.
Listen to the Song of Storms.
PMD-E Rogues written App - Tzitzimitl.PMD-E Rogues written App - Tzitzimitl.2 years ago in Profiles More Like This
Team Name: Tzitzimitl
Guild Leaders: _X_Rogues ___Merchants ___Rescuers
Name and Species: Luella the Sableye [Dark/Ghost]; she is of a lighter hue, more to lavender than dark purple, but not much lighter than normal.
"Pretty lady" - Luella is quite beautiful (she was a Liligant before she died), and she uses this to her advantage as much as possible whether to get something she wants or just because she can. She will also use her beauty to draw attention away from Blythe, her "son" so she sometimes refers to him. Even if using her beauty to her advantage gets her in trouble, if it's to protect Blythe she'll do anything.
"Gracefully quick-footed" - as a Liligant Luella loved to dance. This carried through even to death, and she will dance away to dodge attacks, or dance in a hypnotizing way to distract the enemy until she can get close enough to use either P
What am I?Lost and forlornWhat am I?2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Within the emptiness,
And all of the blank pages
Of the masks
I hide behind
I can still feel you
All around me
Screaming, and trying
As I take flight,
I run away
And hide myself
You try to tell me
I was never there,
But I know
Because I still am.
I Want "Justice For All"In the first grade I was lucky enough to have the best of best friends, a girl I could confide in with all my secrets and aspirations. Blessed with innocence, we skipped through the endless playground holding hands and sharing affectionate kisses on the cheek. One day, we were inside the lunch room listening to some sort of lecture by a teacher, during which we, as young children often do, giggled and whispered in each other's ears quietly instead of paying attention. Still giggling, I leaned over and gave her a big smooch on the cheek.I Want "Justice For All"3 years ago in Academic Essays More Like This
"Ew they're kissing!" exclaimed a boy we had never really talked to before. Suddenly, every single child beside us jumped up away from the table, joining in with his disgusted outcry. From then on, everyone in our elementary school labeled us as "girl-kissers." As the years went on and the other children learned words such as "gay" and "lesbian," new names and rumors were added to the list of derogatory insults that would stick to us like molasses for t
RaptureIn the course of life I lost the light. I lost that feeling of Euphoria. In the course of death I found you. There in that place I thought I would emerge from in a body bag, I found you.Rapture3 years ago in Flash Fiction & Vignettes More Like This
I was never religious, not even when every breath sent me farther into hell. And then I felt your touch, and spun off into oblivion. So when sometimes I catch myself breathing a prayer when we're together, I don't mind.
Because I thought I was broken beyond repair. I thought I was alone. And then you took my hand, and let me lead you out of there. And then you let me protect you, and gave me a reason to smile. You re-kindled the fire, and set me adrift in rapture.
That's not meI'm carrying a light, a light that's about to vanish,That's not me4 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
But this light I'm carrying, that's not me.
I'm wearing a mask, a mask that's breaking,
But the mask I'm wearing, that's not me.
I'm playing a role, a role that's faking,
The role I'm playing, that's not me.
I look in the mirror and what do I see?
I see a face - that's not me.
Looking InSearching outward in the darkness,Looking In2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You are the only ray of light
In all of this sorrow
And in spite of all of it,
I know that you are mine
When I am outside looking in,
I cannot see you there
Never allowed to feel anything
In all of my life
Searching my soul for so long,
I have concluded
There is no such word
That can ever describe what I am feeling;
This feeling does not have a name.
When I describe it to people,
They say it does have a name
And that name is Love.
Do not misunderstand me
Never do I pretend to know what love is,
Or what it means to love someone
Who is so absolutely perfect;
I could never be what you deserve
All I know is
There is a comfort when you are near,
Every time we touch
A simple meeting of our hands
Or dare I ever dream of a hug?
Those are the only moments
That make life worth living for me
Each moment I am with you,
Even if it's only for five minutes
Is worth waiting a lifetime for.
This feeling will never leave
Sitting hereI sit here and watch as you walk awaySitting here3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
walk away with a smile
I want you to be happy
I sit here and watch as you fall in love
Fall in love with someone else
I want you to be happy
I sit here and watch as you hold hands
Hold hands with your new love
I want you to be happy
I sit here as you two are happily hugging
Forgetting everything else around you
I want you to be happy
I sit here and watch you cry
Cry because he broke your heart
I want you to be happy
I (want to) sit next to you
Sit next to you and hold you to stop the tears
I want to make you happy again
CalmWalk alone,Calm3 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
heels strike concrete softly,
soft, slow, calm.
wind gives cool caresses
through tousled tresses
carried away into
rain drop falls,
leaving icy trace
on tired face,
You Already DoI walk through the door, take off my shoes,You Already Do4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and think to myself, "What's there to lose?"
But it doesn't help. The truth is today,
I could lose everything with one thing I say.
I walk in his room. "How was your day?"
he says to me, and I look away.
He's quiet for a moment,
then asks, "What's wrong?"
"I can't say..."
I tell him why. He says, "I won't hate you."
I give a sad smile, and say, "You already do."
"You just don't know it yet."