A Swordmen's Ambition1800'sA Swordmen's Ambition4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Honor is my code
I fight for the people!
The one's you see at the coffoe shop
The one's you see at the temple
The one's you see working at the bridge
I fight for them!
They have the Heart of the city
I Fight glory
Honor is my code
I fight for the will of the king
The Bishops in office
The Disciples of jesus
All those before the hand of God
Cause in the end thats all that will be left behind
I fight for the President
Money is my code
I fight for the white house
The Fore Fathers
The ones in office
But not of will
Only because they have the power
And they have the money
Money that rules the world
I fight for my life
Survival is my code
THe world has gone to hell
I fight to perserve
To feel at ease
To have a hero agian
I fight for food
Cause those who want money only want to feel superior to people like me
I am Chris
My heart is my Code
I fight for my life
I fight for my friend
nonsensical thoughts.i like the fiery frolicnonsensical thoughts.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
behind your window's-glass
on november nights.
i'm in love with candle-lit eyes.
if you ran, i would run.
but if you halted i would carry on.
i know what is best.
we are young and
these hearts ache
with the fullness of
let us rise from the bed
and not mention it again.
i want somebody
to tell me i'm lovely
or that i'm not
i want somebody to lie
for a night
by my side.
i have nothing to say
but i can't stop talking.
your silence is digging
a trench within me,
and so i am filling the void
with my own voice.
amidst the nebulous cover of morning
we cannot see
so we reach for one another
maybe to once more feel the thrill
but we can never stretch far enough.
in the end
it just comes down to this:
your pirouettes are pretty but
a candle only dances for so long.
how i feel whenthey are throwing rockshow i feel when3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and telling me
that it is not okay
to be young
and to sit in pine trees
preaching cynicism to the stars
they are screaming
through every pore
they are screaming
child, it is so wrong to hate the world
you can't be your own universe!
you can't be this person-
you are a fool.
sinner, they say,
we are afraid of you.
we do not like the way
your lion eyes flash
and we do not like that way
and we cannot take the way
your heart muddles your head
and we cannot understand you,
so give us your body, we
must throw you on the rocks
and let the tide roll over
you until are clean,
and maybe the waters
will save you
how i want to cry
back at them
how i want them
to understand me;
i am the frightened one!
i am so afraid of
and the idea of stifling curiosity
i just want to feel everything
i don't want
to only experience the things
that will save me
fluorescent adolescent.Henry, you have televisionfluorescent adolescent.4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
eyes, and you're more vivid than my acid-stained dreams.
Never heard more static than from your lips, boy.
Never felt so real.
I think about you when I'm running away--
and you're all technicolour imprints
on my kal-eye-doscope lids.
Your hair is frayed live wires.
You sweat acid rain.
You are neon colours
and fluorescence and white noise, and
you have television eyes
and I never want you to change the channel.
SometimesSometimes I´m sick of humanity,Sometimes3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
the world can be a cruel place.
But there are moments where I
fall deeply in love with the world,
again and again...
life feels good.
Carbidopa-LevodopaThe bank gave you a pink sheet of paper and 6 months,Carbidopa-Levodopa2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Mom gave you a garbage bag of clothes and a slammed door,
The doctor gave you three tests and a diagnosis.
Whoever said things were always going to be okay?
"Doc, I've come to tell you about the future!"
Marty McFly yells from the tv set.
Sorry, Marty. Nothing can fix this.
There is no going back.
Bulldozers have reduced our home to real estate.
Orange fencing, realty signs, stickers.
A plot of land has potential.
We are a statistic.
Michael J. Fox hocks Marty's shoes, counting on a cure,
and your nurse counts out your pills,
you count on me.
It Never Ends - EunhaeEunhyuk was laying down in his bed, breathing silently. It was cold and dark in the room, but he didn't bother to do anything about it. All he did was just to lay on the bed, without moving. For the first time in his life, he felt really empty. Like he had no feelings left. Like he had nothing to go on for. Like all the practice, hard work, whole his career was for nothing. Looking up at the white roof, everything seemed so worthless. Sure, it wasn't that he didn't love what he was doing in Super Junior, that he didn't love his friends and family, but just for a moment, he felt like he didn't have anything to go on for.It Never Ends - Eunhae4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
There was only one thing that could had done such a thing to him. Love. Eunhyuk had been in love with his friend Donghae, since a long time back. They had been through so much together, and after a time, after some fanservice, after som tragedies, after some successes, he had understood that he was in love. Love was the explanation to the butterflies in his stomach ever
Believing in LoveTitle: 13. Believing in LoveBelieving in Love4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Word Count: 3, 215
Disclaimer: I don't own Super Junior
Summary: Kyuhyun didn't believe in a lot of things, until he joined Super Junior.
A/N: unbeta-ed. A very long drabble which was supposed to be simple but I have no idea how it got so long otl.
Cho Kyuhyun used to be a logical young man, that is, until he joined Super Junior. He didn't believe angels could exist on earth, but that was until he met Leeteuk. He thought he was already evil, but then he got to know Kim Heechul. He knew for a fact that he had then weirdest hobbies, but that was until he learned about Yesung. A lot of his beliefs had been tested, and most of them he had to revoke, because they have all been tested when he joined the group.
He thought men should not be allowed in the kitchens (God knows he shouldn't), but it was forgotten when he saw Ryeowook and his amazing kitchen skills, and for Kyuhyu
Forbidden Love PrefaceFORBIDDEN LOVEForbidden Love Preface4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
DONGHAE & EUNHYUK
The heart is unbreakable. For it can be crushed, it can be stopped but it can never truly break. The heart is strong. The heart is immortal and brings such a quiet peace that you never hear the beating. The dance inside your chest when you experience different emotions. The heart is red, it is oval shaped but inside it is shaped like a heart. A muscle so strong through anything that the only thing that can make it cry would be love.
For the heart and love were best friends. Even though they fought, they cried together, they became happy and nervous in the weirdest of times. They were still friends nevertheless.
The heart was clingy. The heart was reliable. The heart was cautious and shy. The heart was diligent in its job. A perfectionist and over protective at times but love showed it a new world. Gave it a warm welcoming hug and whispered those words that would calm the heart from the
K.A.B.A Chapter 6CHAPTER SIXK.A.B.A Chapter 64 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
LEETEUK AND KANGIN
Everyone was together literally, everyone. Not that Leeteuk thought it was a bad thing, it was a good thing actually but it's just he's never been in love. At. All. He hoped someday he could that special someone but it all seemed frayed and blurred by school and stuff at home. Stuff that was starting to get too heavy. Father wanted him to plan early for taking over the business in the future, strictly prohibiting him from seeing anyone. He was totally fine with it until he kept seeing his brother Hyukie and Donghae together. Their mushy feelings of love towards one another just made him Jealous. Then seeing Yesung and Ryeowook happy and others. God knows what happens between Kyuhyun and Sungmin anymore; they used to be together like glue and they probably still are.
Ugh! Dirty thoughts, dirty thoughts, Leeteuk closed his eyes shut as he shook his head.
It wasn't until over the summer he came
Heart Vacancy Chapter 2CHAPTER TWOHeart Vacancy Chapter 24 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
NAME: Park Jung-su (Leeteuk)
"So, what is it this time?" Leeteuk asked, after he had placed the chip in his wrist, the drive aglow with sapphire blue. The current surged through his veins and gave his heart a little skip while he felt the feeling of loss. His chest started to tighten while he took a deep breath to calm himself. This happened every time with every visit, every time he had to remove the chip. So why did it hurt all the time? The feelings inside him growing stronger than before. Why was he facing emotions he never had a problem with when he was first created?
The doctor sighed. "Well, this time it seems to be a nerve. A section has been turned off, which probably answers the question to why you're not feeling anything in one of your fingers. Don't worry though, okay? We prepare replacement surgeries for older models."
"First it's my digestive system, the
KiHae: To Remember You ByKiHae: To Remember You ByKiHae: To Remember You By4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
"Will you be gone for long?"
It was the question Donghae had been afraid of asking all morning, but he knew that if he didn't ask he would regret it immensely. Missing him would be hard enough and not knowing when he could see his smile again would be even harder.
"It depends if the shooting schedule will go according to plan", Kibum replied as he continued packing his bag.
Shirts, pants, socks, accessories, hidden underwear in between his toiletries. Donghae smiled a little at the embarrassed look on Kibum's face when the later realized hiding his underwear had failed. He shouldn't even have to hide it, they were both guys and had occasionally shared a room. Somehow Kibum felt uncomfortable, he had been feeling edgy all day.
"I'm sorry I can't help with the new album", he spoke softly and sincerely, his eyes lowering to his suitcase as he re-arranged his belongings so it would fit and he zipped it up.
Donghae leaned back on the bed, shrugging a little.
K.A.B.A Chapter 30CHAPTER THIRTYK.A.B.A Chapter 304 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
SUNGMIN & KIBUM
"Toast?" Kibum held up his glass. Him and Sungmin clanked the glasses together and took a sip.
"Yum~! This taste good." Sungmin awed, trying to cool the heat that grew in his cheeks.
Kibum smiled and held his glass out for Sungmin. He had ordered two different kinds of wine so they both tried different ones. Sungmin had tried the white while Kibum had tried to red. Kibum swished the wine around in his and held it by Sungmin's lips.
"Taste." He edged on.
Sungmin looked at the glass and realized it would be an indirect kiss. Slowly, he reached forward and placed his lips firmly on the ridge and sipped. Licking his lips slightly when he pulled away. "Tastes delicious," he said.
Kibum smiled and swirled the wine around even more. Smiling when he placed the glass down and tapped the seat next to him. Sungmin grew even more fidgety and scooted over to Kib
Jar of HeartsJar of Hearts4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Jar of Hearts
No, I can't take one more step towards you
'Cause all that's waiting is regret
Don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most
The rain poured heavily outside, pounding against the six-paned window of his room, threatening with each heavy drop to break through the glass and flood the room. At the moment, Kyuhyun wouldn't have minded. Not if it meant releasing him from the trance that he had fallen into, all because of the electronic device that was blinking incessantly into the otherwise dark room that he shared with Sungmin. He would've left the room long ago and distracted himself with conversation or beating one of his hyungs at a video game, but the other members had all conveniently disappeared somewhere just before this situation had occurred, leaving Kyuhyun with nothing else to do except to glare at the persistent phone.
It's not like you could've left anyways. Not after seeing the name of your caller. Kyuhyun quic
K.A.B.A Chapter 22CHAPTER TWENTY-TWOK.A.B.A Chapter 224 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
YESUNG & RYEOWOOK
The men in their black uniforms sat across from Ryeowook and his mother. They had come to discuss what would happen now. Ryeowook fiddled with his thumbs and ignored the feel of the walls closing in on him.
"Mrs. Kim. I'm sorry for your loss."
"Thank you," she hoarsely whispered.
"We know how hard this is and we want to help."
"Of course you do."
"We were wondering if we could have your son step out while we talk." The black coats talk.
Ryeowook nodded and left the room. After closing the doors, he leaned his ear against the cold wood. Only catching brief segments of the conversation.
" and we know how important your husbands company is to you transfer here and then everything will be fine no your son, Ryeowook. He's of age and his father wanted this for the company. We will let you
mum.i looked in the trash canmum.2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and it was full of strawberries.
i heard you crying
at 6 AM.
i never know
what i should be sorry for.
Super Beat Ch. 4Super Beat Ch. 44 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Chapter 4- Mountains of Clothes and Forests of News
To say that Mi Cha felt overwhelmed was an understatement. After Eunhyuk had dragged her out of the apartment with Ryeowook and Sungmin, they had piled into a car and quickly left (Ryeowook driving, of course). To Mi Cha's surprise, they stopped at the SM building where, with Sungmin's help, Eunhyuk hustled her down to the newly established fashion department, enlisted the help of several trainee designers, and handed her over to said designers as their newest life-sized Barbie doll. Sungmin quickly explained the situation, emphasizing the part about Mi Cha needing a completely new wardrobe that consisted of everything from casual to pajamas to overly formal (for big award ceremonies, according to Eunhyuk). The designers, just as horrified as Eunhyuk and Sungmin at her lack of good clothing, quickly got to work taking measurements and drawing sketches, occasionally testing out different swatches of color and fabric again
The DreamThe DreamThe Dream4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
It was cloudy. A overcast of gray, leaving the sky plain and bare like a blank document on paint. It left this dreary, tedious feeling while the trees swayed in the slight breeze it gave off. The patio he stood on moved underneath his feet, broken pieces of stone littering the ground. A rusty old tea table sat on the far left by the crumbled hole in the wall. In the far distance you could see the mist and the tops of trees. The beach in the far distance while the noticeable waves crashed against the rocks that sat comfortable, unharmed, in the sea; green and full of life while the slight drizzle stirred up smells around him, ruffling and wetting his hair and watering the plants. The salty mist also made his lips dry, licking them once or twice. The ground inside this little cavern had grown old, the cement blocks being eaten by the plants and flowers underneath him, leaving random patches of green while some sand erupted from underneath. Lumps and hills f
K.A.B.A Chapter 35CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVEK.A.B.A Chapter 354 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Zhou Mi no longer wanted anything to do with Kyuhyun. Their 'relationship' was over and Kyuhyun didn't know what to do. It felt like everything he had was lost and he felt
He sulked to put it simply. The late nights with the guy he loved was gone and the happiness he felt. Even if Zhou Mi said it wasn't real and that they were just sex buddies at the time. He didn't understand how real Kyuhyun wanted and thought it was. How every time Zhou Mi touched him, he wanted more of it. Just hearing that voice made him tingle.
But what Zhou Mi had said before he left, left him in a mess of confusion.
"I'm Zhou Mi, Kyuhyun. I'm no one else. You need to realize that."
What did he mean? Kyuhyun needed to realize what?
He sat on the couch staring at the bag of gifts he had bought for Zhou Mi. The bag of gifts that he had been staring at for the la
Innocent Touches...Having a boyfriend is a good thing. Or it's supposed to be, right? That's what Kyuhyun had asked himself for the third time that week. He had a boyfriend, not only handsome but pretty, cute but sexy, really sweet and caring yet he had his more cunning and devious moments as well. He was a master in martial arts which while it was awe striking and beautiful to watch it was also deadly. Sungmin was one of a kind, he seemed to be good at just about anything he tried even cooking. Something Kyuhyun severely lacked at. His boyfriend was almost always around when he needed him and generally always cheerful. So, why was Kyuhyun wondering if it was a good thing to have a boyfriend? If only he couldn't remember why. Ignorance is bliss. He now fully understood that saying.Innocent Touches...4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Lee Sungmin loved his boyfriend, Cho Kyuhyun. The two had been together for almost two years now and things never seemed to get dull. The awkward and shy side of Kyuhyun was just as in abundance as the snarky confid
K.A.B.A Chapter 44CHAPTER FORTY-FOURK.A.B.A Chapter 444 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
ZHOU MI & HENRY
The door clicked open and all the whispers stopped. All the pain dropped and the light from the room burned Zhou Mi's eyes. He narrowed them a bit and closed the door behind him. He walked closer, footsteps echoing as all emotion in him came to a halt.
He wasn't sure what to feel. He wasn't sure what to think. For Zhou Mi was a little confused. But then he remembered what he though before he came here and then he remembered what he thought while climbing those stairs and then he remembered bumping into Sungmin. Sungmin had come from this way but it could only be that slight possibility that he came from this room. It was the slight possibility that Sungmin saved someone's life.
Zhou Mi stood there with a hand on his mouth and he felt like he would break. He felt like he would fall into a eternal pit of simple happiness because as the tears fell down his cheeks and as he crumbled into a ball;