SleeplessI should very well be asleep by nowSleepless2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But the thoughts that hold my being captive are only of you
Your soft skin
Smelling so sweet
The clothes I still have hidden in my room
Have that same, faint, scent.
I close my eyes and feel your breath on my neck again
Feel you kissing me
Making me feel things my sleeping soul hadn't felt in so long
I feel your soft lips crash into mine
Clumsy in their endeavor to explore
Every part of me.
They took some part of me with them
In that last,
I can't sleep knowing that you're no longer mine
Maybe you were never mine to begin with
About a GirlAll I ever did was love you,About a Girl3 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
All I ever did was try to see you happy,
All I ever did was care for you,
But you took my sincerity as a lie,
You passed me off as a monster,
Only wanting a cheap fuck,
And being drugged out the rest of the time,
And you know what,
I still yearn for you
I wish to give you my love and my time
You have a hard time feeling safe
You ask what if I hurt you
And I give you a promise that I won’t
You say promises break,
But this one shall not be broken
Believe me when I say,
That all I want is to call you mine,
And to say I love you
Dying By Your AssumptionYour assumptions causes me to shake, to become another,Dying By Your Assumption4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The confused son, friend and swaying brother,
Scars live with shadows; don't turn off the light,
Monsters blur ethics and call it right,
I don't speak much at school,
Confused by each contradicting rule,
Teachers and other students stand in front of me,
Despite this, a source of help I fail to see,
Kicking a football in a distant park,
Alone with my father, not enough of a spark,
I pray to a god I can't believe in,
Wanting him to take a family sin,
I turn away from each policeman,
Strings do more then control each hand,
They influence patterns, something strange,
Love, my parents have to share,
Different methods to ensure I know they are there,
Your assumptions causes me to shake, to become another,
My father didn't rape me, it was my mother.
Two FacesShe was two. She was one. Her smile, her façade left me dizzy. Everyone saw her, she was a bad ass and everyone knew it. They worshipped it, or they hated it. She was a punk bad ass that could kick anyone's ass anywhere she pleased. She was brash and harsh, always mocking. NO one ever pictured her as anything but strong and hard, a statue carved from granite.Two Faces4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
By accident I stumbled on the Artist. The softness she hid away. It was a paper that floated out of her bag and onto the floor one day. I was going to hand it back, honest, but a quick glance revealed words of such power, that right there in the hallway my breath froze. Longing, pain, hate, love, wistfulness, sadness, anger: all those human emotions everyone thought she didn't have were there, opened up for me on paper and on a web address.
I'd lusted after her body, wanted to be the one at her side while she ran afte
This Feeling"I should be happy for you.This Feeling4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
But there are those times.
When I do something.
Everyone thinks you did it.
You get the credit.
I get nothing.
No matter what I do
It's always the same
It's always the same
Do you want her to go away?
Do you want her to Suffer?
I need her.
Even though this ugly emotion comes up.
I need her....
To keep the sanity inside me."
-Ivy and Nightmare.
Mere DesiresI am sitting in the darkMere Desires1 year ago in Free Verse More Like This
The one I loved throws my things about the room
She is angered
She packs and yells
She tells me that I am a cheater
I am no cheater
I am merely a pawn to my desires
I see no wrong in my actions
Just being honest to myself
Honest to my urges
It would be wrong to fight them
Wrong to ignore myself
I am sitting in the dark
Illuminated only by the headlights
The one that hates me has gone from here
She is wrong to hinder
I am myself
This is her fault after all
She was not more available
She called me an animal
She asked why I did it
It's just that
We are animals
My instincts drove me to it
Wrong to call me wrong
She was wrong
Learn to live with that
Mister"Mister, mister!Mister4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Can you see her,
Laying on the ground?
Can you feel,
How cold she is?
Can you see,
The pain she's been through?
Can you see,
Her broken wings?
Can you sence,
Death on its way?
Why didn't you
Are You Alone?Am I alone?Are You Alone?3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Will I ever
Of every day
To be great
To do something with my life
But how can I?
In a world
Set aflame with hate
Who is racist
Of things that they don't understand
Who has ever felt
Are you alone?
you THEN - NOWI loved you because...you THEN - NOW3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
...you were natural.
...you saw through me.
...you made me feel safe.
...you knew everything & yet you still excepted me.
...you were yourself.
...you change so that you can be "more" likable.
...you can't or won't see through me,not even if i feel hurt.
...you make me feel like i have to be careful for my own sake.
...you still know my past but now you don't know about my present.
...your someone else.
I don't even know if you really mean it anymore when you say you love me.
your changing so much,I'm not even sure your the person I loved so dearly.
could it be it's time to end everything?
pain i feelpain wells up inside,i try my best to suppress it but i find i am unable to fight back anymore.lost in my emotion,lost in this world.pain i feel3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
why do i feel so helpless?can anyone help me through this?or am i alone again?
i try to escape myself but i find i am stuck with who i am,so i try to escape everyone else but it doesnt do me any good,i will finally admit defeat,for now my emotions win.for now i give up
Love: It's Just a WordLove.Love: It's Just a Word3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Some people base their entire world around it.
They grow attached, almost "soul mate"
And then, it ends.
Just like that,
It's just a word.
It has no true meaning,
Until you find the one,
That you will spend forever with.
Then, and only then,
Does it mean anything.
But, until then,
You must deal with heartache and pain.
But that's how it works
It's just a word
CutThe razor that cuts my skinCut3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The blood that falls into a silver tin
When i feel the pain
The whole world seems sane
The blood that paints a gruesome picture
The razor my pen
My blood the ink
The paper my soul
Nobody must see this bloody scene
My wrists sliced open
The blood never ceases to stop seeping out of the wound
It will never stop
For i will never die
After all in my writing, i am immortal
He Lied - She BelievedFooling her was so easyHe Lied - She Believed4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
She fell for it so fast
I knew she was so in love
Too bad it wouldn't last
My heart ached when he was close
I felt my heart pick up speed
His love was like a drug
Having him close was my greatest need
I told her she was the only one
That she was the love of my life
And one day I'd buy a ring
And make her my lover and wife
I trusted and believed
I let him hold onto my heart
I knew he would keep it safe
I knew he wouldn't tear it apart
But she didn't know who I was
She didn't know all the other girls I had
Maybe she would never find out
But maybe she'll find out I was actually bad
They told me he was a player
That he'd play with my mind
But I couldn't believe them
He was the one I had once set out to find
I knew how in love she was
I could crush her heart with my bare palm
I didn't reply when she confessed her feelings
I tried to remain calm
I joyously told him he was my world
I'd do anything he'd ask me to do
I held him and cried tears of happiness
But then I did
For YouWhat is loveFor You4 years ago in Emotional More Like This
but the soft sigh that escapes your lips
What is love
but that in hich is shown of the wind that carasses your face
What can it be
but the way you save me every singleday
What is it
but the brillince of the Earth as it celebrates that you live
Yes, this must be love.
This must be but that which I feel for you.
This happiness that I feel because of you, that must what it truely is.
Oh, how I long for your love.
And, oh, how dear I hold every second spent with you.
But, then again, isn't every second that I live spent with you?
For, surely, you never cease to be in my mind, a sweet, gentle smile upon your face.
So, without a doubt, every second you breath, every second that I continue to live, I celebrate.
For you, I love.
For you, I live.
For you, I smile, laugh.
No entity on this plane can stop my everlasting and eternal love for you.