The Candy Man -Sam and Gabe-The Candy Man -Sam and Gabe-4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Sam slowly opened his eyes, blinking at the light that overwhelmed his senses as the scent of sweets and chocolate assaulted his nose. His body ached, each muscle screaming in protest as he forced himself to sit up. Where the hell am I? He couldn't think clearly, and not until his eyes became adjusted to the light did he realize where he was, or at least he hoped he wasn't where he appeared to be. Everything in the room around him appeared to be made of candy, sweets, chocolate, or all three of them in some arrangement. It was like a scene right out of Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory Hell Sam was fairly certain that it was the factory scene from the movie. Gabriel Sam fought back a low growl, as he got to his feet, wary about his surroundings.
At least there's no singing Oompa Loompas, Sam thought as he looked around, brushing his hair back out of his eyes.
I'll Never Leave"You bastard." Sam muttered to himself, taking another long gulp of the bottle of Jack Daniel's in his hand. "You stupid, lying bastard."I'll Never Leave4 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Finishing off the beer, Sam stared down at it. He didn't know how long he'd been standing out there. He'd lost count of how many beers he'd had before he even finished the first one. Several times, he'd briefly wondered if Dean had noticed his absence. But then he remembered that he didn't particularly care.
It took him several moments to realize that his hands were shaking. It took him several more to realize that it wasn't just his hands. His whole body was shaking with the effort to keep from breaking down. But then again, he already had. He just wouldn't admit it.
How far do you have to have sunk for you to be unable to admit things even to yourself?
He only half-noticed when he picked up his mantra of "you bastard" again. He didn't really care. He just wanted it to stop. The pain, the guilt, the undeniable hole within his being that a certain an