morte e vidamorte e vida3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
A morte significa mais do que o último suspiro.Quando ela chega não é o fim.Um imenso mundo nos acolhe. Um mundo em que nada é concreto,mas nada se escoe; Tudo eternamente ali.
Não existe céu ou inferno, mas a ideia do que ambos são . Neste mundo há dor e felicidade.A dor é diferente .Ela não nasce do toque. Mas do roubo de seus amores. A felicidade é a ideia do céu, são laços eternos e o voo na imensidão.
Seu espírito agora é morador deste mundo, cabe as suas memórias em vida descidir, qual é a sua casa, a dor ou a felicidade.Geralmente os moradores da dor tem agonia tão incessante, que seu sofrimento paira no mundo real, nascendo assim os chamados¨demônios". Os moradores da felicidade, com seus voos rasantes deixam cair penas envoltas em compaixão, delas nascem os chamados "Anjos", seres puros de amor imenso,por onde passam deixam paz e esperan
My Green ManMy Green Man4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The moon rises
and I rise with her,
roaming in gossamer dresses
and bare feet stained with earth
and ashes from my hearth.
I bind flowers
and love knots
in my long hair.
The scent of roses follows me,
and he finds me,
The Green Man.
The beggar prince of the woods
emerges in his leathers
at his consort,
his wild witch.
They called me a goddess, once.
Now no one remembers my name,
but he knows, he always knows,
My Green Man.
He had a name too,
once upon a time,
"when wishing still helped"
as he says.
I like to whisper it to him late at night,
to remind him I still have power.
I wish on the stars I see reflected in those autumn eyes.
His eyes sparkle when he kisses me,
and the world goes soft and white.
He was mine since he saw me,
caught in the fairy ring of fate.
An arranged marriage of the souls,
with Mother smiling down
and a million fairy lights
forever looking on.
If he is the forest
than perhaps I am his sky,
two Gaian spirits
forever dancing that mad
Killing LolitaTonight I'm killing Lolita.Killing Lolita4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Not out of any malice
towards the girl herself,
but in sheer defiance
of the one who loves her.
After all she's just a symbol.
No one will miss her but him,
and he can't have her anymore.
I'm dressing her in lace
in satin and in pearls.
Setting frills around slender hips,
a dress fit more for a little girl.
He always liked that,
I string her up,
cut off every precious curl while
she cries without knowing why.
She hates him as much as I do
but never knew how to escape.
I can think of no better way to free her.
He never could free her,
not even when he tried.
Painless won't do though,
the symbol must suffer,
my little wicker princess
needs to be broken down,
'til there's nothing left for him.
I'll make cuts, slicing
bonds and ties and shackles
'til the lace is covered in so much blood,
'til the poetry based on lies
and the bed
and the walls
and it all
can be drenched in
The blood he bled
and she bled
so many years
Listen to Your Heart For HerListen to Your Heart For Her4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Your smile, Once so beautiful
Now falters second by second.
Your eyes, Lit the way to heaven,
Now seem to darken with every tear.
Such a kind welcoming girl,
So pure, So warm, So beautiful.
If you let go, And turn away
You may lose what you had.
Such a struggle it must be,
To know just what to do.
But maybe deep inside,
Your heart knows what is best.
So before you say goodbye,
Before you leave your dreams behind,
Remember those special times.
Remember, And never forget.
And maybe if you listen,
Listen to your own heart,
You will find your answers.
And not run away.
And when you hear her,
And She is calling for you,
Hold her dear, Love her.
And see your dreams through.
I See Through Your EyesHushed cries seep under the doors and through the walls in the ward,I See Through Your Eyes5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
as souls slip into a slow decay.
I don't belong here, wandering these halls.
The sick drift like lost ghosts with limp hands outstretched,
searching for meaning in their charts
and the strange language of the nurses.
hospitals are just pretty morgues.
You used to make me smile, but there's nothing to smile about in here.
there's only sadness and a sorrow
that creeps into the shape of my bones.
I don't want to live like this.
I don't want to be alone.
There is nothing here.
voices whisper through the darkness for my name,
and I am powerless.
above myself, I float, and stare down into the emptiness,
watching the black holes move under my skin.
my bones feel small, and I slip away,
down into the roots that hold the earth to me.
There's nothing to do, in all this silence, and I wear it so well.
I drink cold cups of tea, and speak above the static words of the other patients.
I eat plastic food with silver spoo
LessonsI.Lessons4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Always remember to smile,
yes even when you're ready to cry.
Cause someone out there really
needs to see you smile,
and sometimes you do too.
Don't let anyone make you feel
like you're not beautiful, not even yourself.
You don't need other people to validate you,
or to define how you feel about yourself.
Someone out there will always think you're beautiful.
Remember that people love you,
and that you're never really alone.
Someone loves you,
someone needs you,
and not everybody will leave.
Your life can't be controlled by the fear,
no matter how much it chews at you,
it can't be controlled by the pain,
even when it's hard to breath, or move, or feel.
I can be clean enough, no matter what your head says,
and trust me, it can be conquered, and it can be beautiful.
Believe in yourself,
Believe in God, or at least the Divine,
Believe in humanity,
Believe in magic and all the things that no one else can see.
Believe in love.
Despite what rule five says,
I wouldI am told by the gods,I would3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and the stars,
and the knights,
and the cards
that your path
is not my path
at this moment in time,
That it doesn't
if we fight
This is how training must be done
with struggle and hardship,
with tears and with blood
so that we are ready for
horrors to come.
But if I could defy my gods
just this once
I would call you back to me.
Petite Rose au JardinPetite Rose au Jardin3 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Petite rose au jardin.
Petite rose au jardin, ton temps déjà compté,
Ta tête sur ton cou, quand ta tige chancelle,
En cet ultime chant du bruissement de tes ailes :
Métronome arrêté de ton temps écourté.
Oh Rose juste née! Quel feu déjà te brûle,
Petit bourgeon éclos au jardin des partout?
Tes beaux et longs cheveux, et puis, plus rien du tout ,
Com' dans la nuit soudain, un klaxon qui te hurle!
La chimie t'étourdit, et vacille ton ciel
Où n'a plus ses couleurs, tout là-haut, l'arc-en-ciel ;
Au jardin, au jardin, tant de beautés se meurent!
Quand il pleut le malheur, les petit' roses pleurent
Dans ce sombre pays de froide Leucémie,
Là, où la vie, hélas, n'est plus du tout amie!
FibroMy pain is mute, yet it screamsFibro5 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
It's blind, yet it sees
How I am just a curl of twisted flesh
Sore right from the bones
My hands ossified into a prayer
Quell me, take me down
All gods in all places
How can you let one live
When I can hardly breathe?
A Day In The LifeMy skin felt tight under the trails of dried tears. I'd sat for hours, writing my goodbyes, letting my tears sign my confessions. In less time than it took to walk to the corner of our crumbling street, my job would be done and I could get on with the business of taking my life.A Day In The Life5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
I didn't know if it was misfortune or the selfless, unconditional comeradery he offered, but no one had won and lost so many companions to suicide as my closest friend. His heart was open to anyone who needed friendship or comfort, and in his arms I found some small amount of strength; enough to carry me through five years of unending misery. His was a friendship that offered me what I most lacked: unconditional, unassuming support. My family loved me, and offered me what they could, but Patrick understood me, because he had been down a road very similar to mine.
The guilt I felt when I thought of him consumed me momentarily and I laid my pen over my words,
WaitI am little more than a stupid childWait3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
pushing too hard when I act out
stabbing through hearts with
my white hot tongue
and I'm sure it cannot go unpunished.
I am unsure it can go forgiven.
Mad, hurt, grasping for ideas
I abused because I felt you had abused
though I did not do it purposely, knowingly,
but you could not have harmed so greatly as I.
I forced you into horrors
that wake me up screaming
more often than anything else
and demanded answer
what should have remained
smoldering in my mind.
I wept in your arms
for these things,
I should not have made you
weep with me
when in truth,
it was not your fault
and we both know that.
I would rush to you if I could
and lay myself at your feet
to accept my fate as it came,
uttering the same two syllables
like a prayer
and I washed your feet with my
tears and my hair
But I cannot,
until the moment
comes when I am released
from that charge.
I must do as told,
in all things,
at all times,
and I will.
The only act of devot
Army of twoMy heart's not brokenArmy of two2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
just a bit used
I require no fixing,
I demand no mending,
just a bit of time
All I ask is that you stay
join my little army of one
and pay no mind
to the mud and the blood
that cakes on my armor
because I'm too
Just for now,
I'll have my picket fence
and you'll have yours,
and if we're quite lucky
roses will twine between the two.
I do not pretend to.
But I do know this;
that despite the waiting and the working
and the oh so careful tiptoe-ing
that feeling as I do about
this business of me and you
is like breathing
on a warm, fresh morning
on a tuesday in June.
fuckfuck12 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
fuck your little smile
and your teasing little eyes
fuck your tender touches
and fuck your little lies
fuck everything about you
everything that drew me in
the reason why im drowning
the reason i cant swim
you said you\'d fucking be there
but you werent when i needed you most
fuck your petty excuses
to me youre just a ghost
a spirit that wont leave me
or give me fucking peace
all i want is your arms around me
and for that im losing sleep
you just keep denying me
of the love i know is mine
im desperate cuz i need you
where do i draw the line?
i love you but i hate you
and for that i say fuck this
refusing me everything ive given
ignoring my only wish...
My LightThere is a light at the end of this tunnel and I know it will come when I touch him, he will light up my future and understand my past, but to reach that light I must suffer in darkness, find whats good in the bad, and one day i'll find my light and tell him how he fell from the sky.My Light6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I can see your smileI can see your smileI can see your smile3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and almost hear your laugh,
and it makes me want to smile
and cry and scream
for things that have been and will be.
Everything I do these days,
is with you in mind,
in preparation for the moment
I can hold your hand in mine,
and really truly call you mine.
The fruits of endless hours of training,
practicing, learning, and waiting
the result of the purest love I can muster
a love that I hope will only be dwarfed
by my boundless love of you little dove.
I will teach you what I can,
how to make things
with your will and with your hands.
I will teach you to be strong
to know what is right and wrong
and when that it's alright to be unsure.
My home and hearth for you, little darling,
and the earth and sky below.
I'll cradle you in the crescent moon
and the stars will sing
their lullabies in the heavens far above.
Armies of your family and our friends
will raise swords and shields for you,
cross oceans for you,
die for you,
for no other reason
MaryI wonder if mother MaryMary3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
had days like this,
sullen over the delivery of her fate.
No, I'm sure she was grateful,
honored beyond honor,
unfaltering in her faith.
I wish I had the virgin's grace
but I've known for too long
at least an inkling of my fate.
I, like her, will make no virgin bride,
but sons do not eagerly make my belly swell,
too often they do not come.
It is always by some accident,
and it makes my heart ache still
but I rarely seem to make it to the sons.
First I must bare a child more fair
than little boys can be,
a daughter that without doubt belongs to me.
She is more than we ever knew,
she is everything light and good
everything destroyed and lost and taken
She is everything we're waiting for,
everything we could need,
everything worth protecting
And yet, I am torn,
scorning that feeling of being little more
than a priestess to breed.
Only I must find her father,
there's no hope of an immaculate conception
if anything is sure.
There is so much riding on his
AloneIm slowly breaking. My heart is cracking and the pieces are slowly falling into the blackness, my hearts being consumed. I have no dreams... no soul... my demon is taking over... and i cant but think that life is never going to be the same. Why is everything my fault... please kill me... put a bullet in my brain... i cant live like this!!!Alone6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I cant stand everytime i meet someone I try to love, something always gets in the way, something turns my mind and makes me do things i cant control. It makes people hate me and they dont want to be near me, they walk away leaving me all alone. Staring into the darkness I wonder, thinking maybe im just not ment to live. I look at the gun in my hand and tell myself this is the ticket out. My ticket out...
'Till you return - artist?I stare at my reflection'Till you return - artist?6 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
I dont recognise the face
No smile appears in greeting
No handshake or embrace
For now I stand in silence
I dont know what to say
You forgot to give me back
My heart you stole away
And now I stand
Out here alone
Waiting for the sound I want to hear
And though I know
It will not come
I will not move
Till you return
I wish that I could run away
From what should be the past
But I know that it shall haunt
The time I have to last
Magical Mary Sue AdventureSUPER SPECIAL MAGICAL MARY SUE ADVENTURE TIEM!Magical Mary Sue Adventure6 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
Kaptain Kidd was so super storng. and he just LURVED girls soooo much! (btw: Kid is sew hawwt!!!1) oen day he found this gurl all stranded on an islnad and was all, "Shes so prett!" and then he was alll Killer! Get her on board noaw!" So killer got her on, and then kidd was all, "sh'e spretty!!" and then the girl woke up. who are you? i am captin kidd! who areu? and then she stood up all pretty and puffed her booooobes in his face (I SAID BOOBES! ) and he was all blusihng. then he was like "Yur so pretty! what's yur nam?" and the gloriouus mysterious girl stoof up and was all, " my name is Trixie D. Fancysons! I am 1 of the daughters of D!" but what were you doing ther?" Killer asked her, and hse looked a t him. Flipping her golden currls of hair into the breezey occean like air, she winked and was allll, "Im a castway, ! my father was an evil guy who didnt like me, nad then my mother was always jelouas of my beauty!" "I kan s
Moving onMoving on4 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Infected soul,a mind possessed by hate and hunger
Only gods know your pain and sorrow
you just need to keep moving on(moving on) forwards
all this chains around your neck, all this scars upon your hands
are a reminder of the pain, the lost, all the people you have trusted
All this hate in your mind, all the feelings you kept inside
bursting out like thunder, I know you want to run away(please stay)
no matter where you'll go, this feelings will hunt you down, like a knife throught the chest, like a punch to the face
IT HITS YOU!
The pain,all the tears you cry in vain
it will never be the same,but you must keep moving on(moving on)
you said no one will help you,nobody cares,
but I do(I do!),just let me hug you and erase the pain
it's no shame, because you and I are the same.
Prisoner of My MindBEEP! BEEP! BEEP!Prisoner of My Mind5 years ago in Stories & Vignettes More Like This
Ugh... Another day... Now to shower (shave, shampoo and then soap), dress (bra, deodorant, blow nose, panties, pants, socks, shoes, clean ears, brush teeth, put on make-up, put on shirt, and then brush hair).
All ready! Lights all out? Check, check, check.... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5... Gotta check again... Check, check, check... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5... It's good, Alyssa, it's good! No, no.... I have to check again... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5... Okay, I'm going to be late, I have to go! All right, I'm going... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5... Wait, I forgot something... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...1, 2, 3, 4, 5...
Finally! I'm leaving! Is my speed okay? Check, check, check... It's okay... How about now? Check, check, check...
O.C.DObsessive thoughts rage throughout the mind.O.C.D5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Worries and fears only increase with time.
An unwanted intrusion of an unbearable kind.
A silent head is a thought sublime.
But it does not end on a mental note.
Compulsions will follow, and all your time you'll devote,
To satisfy them every single day.
When others ask "Why?"
"Because I have to," you'll say.
To fulfill a need, to create order,
That is just part of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder.
Character Quiz :DChose 10 of your OC's. Or ten of your favorite people.(like friends,family,celebreties. Anyone you think is cool.) But you can't chose yourself.Character Quiz :D8 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
1) 4 invites 3 and 8 to dinner at their house. What happens?
2) 9 tries to get 5 to go to a strip club.
3) You need to stay at a friends house for the night. Do you chose 1 or 6?
4) 2 and 7 are making out. 10 walks in...Their reaction?
5) 3 falls in love with 6. 8 is jealous. What happens?
6) 4 jumps you in a dark allyway. Who comes to your rescue? 10,2 or 7?
7) 1 decides to start a cooking show. 15 minetes later what is happening?
8) 5 is in a car crash and is critictly injured. What does 9 do?
9) 3 has to marry either 8,4 or 9. Who do they chose?
10) 7 kidnaps 2 and demands something from 5 for 2's release. What is it?
11) You get to meet either 1 or 6. Who do you chose?
12) 10 challenges 4 to a chariot race. Why?
13) Everyone gangs up on 3. Does 3 have a chance in hell?
14) Everyone is invite to 2 and 10 weddi