I still don't know why our friendship broke apart... She stopped talking to me suddenly and was never answering me ever again not even when I asked why... after three weeks in a situation like that I wrote her if she wants our friendship to continue she should answer within two weeks, but she never did...
That girl was not only a friend of mine for me she was the sister I always wanted but never had.
One day I saw her again and she shortly talked to me about random stuff like everything would be alright. I don't know if that hurted me much more than it would if she would have ignored me...
That all is about three years ago but I still often think about her wondering if she is alright and what she's doing right now. So I hope you are as happy now as we were back then together.
Moreover I am really asking myself what I did wrong to get in a bad situation like that loosing someone THIS important.
I am gifting this picture to you because yesterday when I was thinking about you again I got the intention that I have to draw something for you.
I don't know for what the red ribbon is truly standing but I drew it standing for our friendship and think it fits in there.
The scanner ruined the colors of the picture... >.<" The gray went too much violet. =/
That was the first time I tried to draw without being too perfectionistic at all and I think it turned out very well for that. ^^
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Media: Copic Multiliner 0.05, Copic Multiliner 0.1, Copic Ciao, Copic Sketch, white gel pen and a red fineliner
I am FINALLY happy with Wifi's design completely. Numerous revisions over the course of a year (possibly more, I lost count), but it was worth it. I felt her original design was good, but after playing her and actually getting to know her, it wasn't Wifi. I am very happy with her design now and I don't see any real changes in the future. Some clothing change, but that is a seasonal thing. Alright, off with you for reading my random crap XD
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You know, compared to last year, I improved. Although, the fluctuation is ridiculous. Well, at least it's bearable to look at. HRGHHHHHHHHHH AT 2009.
I should stop binge-deleting my gallery, seriously, these memes are like solving murder cases.
January: Welp, 2010 started, it was a terrible start, with mystery health issues that started to plague me near the end of the month. I colored things really shiny since I was still adjusting to SAI. I also typed like an idiot in my journals.
February: This was the month where I disappeared for a bit, since those mystery health issues interrupted school life and life in general. I managed to mess with Photoshop on my lesser pain days. I really like Photoshop's gritty texture. I still typed like an idiot in my journals.
March: Plenair! I was messing around with the coloring, since I really hated my SAI coloring style. I got better this month. I STILL TYPED LIKE AN IDIOT.
April: New laptop, new lag-free internet life!! Although it hated iScribble. This was for a contest a while back. I was so proud of it, but now I'm like EHHHHHHHHHH. I still typed like an idiot.
May: Kiriban picture! The end of school was close, and I was very excited. I really disliked my coloring. The shading was so light. Ha, I'm the type to like really dark shading. I still was a derp.
June: Month 1 of summer vacation!! This was done with one layer on SAI, and it was for another contest. I never painted like this ever again. I really liked it too!! My typing: A DERP DERP
July: Beginnings of a new coloring style. I think I got inspired from ~Chibirusia's mini HGSS comic. I really love Silver. I HATE HOW I DREW KRIS'S FACE THOUGH.. I don't think I did too much this month.
August: Back to school.. with a horrid start! Very stressful month. This was *wordle's birthday gift! My style started to go downhill. My typing is to cry for.
September: My one Drawing and Painting assignment that the teacher let me do digitally!!! Pretty much a one-layer painting. I liked it. Too bad these painting-bursts are rare. Ew, why did I talk like that.
October: My UTAU and ~skeletonlife's UTAU. I WAS SERIOUSLY GONNA MAKE A PV, but then it looked stupid so I didn't finish. I was stressing out this month because of GHP. Didn't do much. Style was horrible and art block plagued me while I was getting ready for GHP. I don't even know about the typing.
November: Last month!! I think school was making me a bitter and unpleasant bitch, HAHA. This was done over Turkey break, where I painted at midnight almost every day. Luckily, I managed to keep this painterly style to an extent. But I kinda forgot how to CG.
December: The back cover of my art final, which I turned in yesterday. Done with Copics. I tried the light-dark coloring. It was very clean! Although, I prefer my dark-light method. I still talk like an idiot and act like a d-bag.
Hopefully, next year won't be laced with a series of unfortunate events, illness, bad art and me being less awkward and dense.
Just like last month, I enlarged my drawing for my Over the Ages Meme (found in my gallery!) And made it into its own deviation. It's just a simple drawing just to show my improvement over the months This is for the third month.