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I'm so sick of dreaming,
I want one night of violence
I want one night of screaming,
To make up for the silence
Just give me one night
Just one night, that's it
I can't be ignored
Just give me one hit
Intimidate me,
Manipulate me,
Underrate me,
Then sedate me
Intoxicate me,
Suffocate me,
Rape me, hate me,
Violate me
Feed me your drugs,
And poison my mind
Abuse me and use me,
And leave me behind
Just give me one night,
Just one night to see
What's it's like to have you
Notice me
I need to see
Your empty eyes
I miss your
Sugar coated lies
I'll do anything
To be with you
I'll be anything
You want me to
I need to feel
The touch of you
Even if it leaves me
Black and blue
Just give me one night,
Just one night to feel
What it's like to have you
Know I'm real
Just give me one night,
Just one night to be
Here with you,

Just you and me
I thought I'd start the month off with one of my personal favourites, both the poem and the picture. This picture was one of my first attempts at anything on photoshop. I might make the border a little smaller:shrug: I was going to submit this a long time ago but had saved it on a cd and forgot about it.

Well I've found it, so here it is

I hope you like it

Stock Used


and Johnnoble on stockxchange
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All I wanted was your heart
All I needed was you
But you tore my world apart
And there was nothing I could do
Please tell me that I'm dreaming
Please say it isn't true
Please tell me you're not leaving
Because I mean the world to you
What did I do to make you hate me?
I need you by my side
But all I can think of lately
Is why I ever tried
Because now you're so much
Happier
Ever since you've been
With her
And it hurts so bad
To have to see
You with her
And not with me
I don't know
What you see in that whore
Why can't you
Love me anymore?
I lived for you
And I'd die for you
But now I sit
And cry for you
All I wanted was your heart
All I needed was you
But you tore my world apart
There was only one thing I could do
You were my
Entire world
But yours revolved around
Another girl
And it hurt so bad
To have to see
Because you were supposed to
Be with me
But you left me here
Torn apart
All alone
With a broken heart
And now you're lying
On the floor
And you're not breathing
Anymore
I dragged your body
To the car
Things weren't supposed to
Go this far
I didn't mean to make you cry
I didn't want to say goodbye
I never meant to take your life
I didn't want to watch you die
I never thought
That I could kill
But if I can't have you

...No one will
All I wanted was your heart
But you gave it to someone else
So I had to cut it out of you
And take it for myself


lol yeah this poem is a little psychotic...a little more than usual too:p but don't worry, I'm not writing from personal experience or anything...or am I:lol:



girl - ~dani-stock
heart - [link]
texture - ~KahnInteractive
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You were there, from the very start
And you said it would be forever
You saw me break, and fall apart
And you put me back together
You were there for me
Every single day
You gave me everything
Then you took it away
And I believed
In all your lies
When you left,
You left me paralyzed
What I thought we had
Was never true
But I'm the one who's pathetic
Because I still need you
You knew my heart
was delicate
Without you,
Everything turns to shit
You knew you were
My tourniquet
But you ruined me
And you're proud of it
You made me forget,
You guided me though,
You took the pain away

Now I bleed for you...
Edit: April 07 2005

Made a preview pic for this finally:boogie:

Actually, I was making this is image for a poem I wrote called You Used To Be My Hero, which I will be submitting soon....but....then I ended up changing it and I still liked it like this too, so I decided to use them both for my poetry

Thanks to for the stock, and for the texture:heart:
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Still nothing from me right now, I've been too sick to even think about writing or anything else...but did this for my poem When I Look In The Mirror... Thanks sweetie, I love it :love:

When I look in the mirror,
I hate what I see
I don't know the person
Who looks back at me
She's a monster, a freak,
Pathetic, and weak
A selfish, dirty,
little whore
Who's cheap and tainted
to the core
When I look in the mirror,
I hate what I see
I can't stand the stranger
who looks back at me
I see the madness in her eyes,
I know the secrets under her skin,
I have her scars, I speak her lies,
I feel the pain she holds within,
I see her blackened,
Bloodshot eyes,
I hear her desperate
Inner cries,
I see the fear,
I know she's breaking,
I wear the smiles
She's always faking
Do I deserve this?
What have I done,
To be this monster
I've become?
When I look in the mirror,
I hate what I see
This distorted reflection...
How can it be me?
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There is this place
Beyond my fears,
Beyond the blood,
And all the tears
I see it only
In my dreams
But it's more real
Than it seems
A place where I don't
Cry or scream
Where all my thoughts
Are clear and clean
The sun gives light,
The sky is blue
No more memories
Left of you
The air smells sweet
And not like vomit
My skin is new,
No more scars on it
The illussions are gone
And everything's real
I finally know
What it's like to feel
Something other
Than this pain
The voices are gone,
I feel sane
I can laugh and be myself
I don't have to fake a smile
I can say those words "I'm happy"
And living all seems worth the while
A place where I don't have to hear
"You'll never get you're life in gear
You'll never be normal, you're nowhere near
You'll always live in pain and fear"

This is the only place
I wish to be
The only place
I can be free
Free from the sickness
That is me
And one day I'll find this place,
You'll see
Someday I'll be

...A different me
Some of you have read this before, I wrote it almost a year ago. I hope you like it, it's one of my favourites.

I know I didn't do the greatest job on the image, should've spent a little more time on it...but I really like the colours:D

Thanks to and for the stock:heart:
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you should know not to fuck with me
I've warned you before
but you thought that you'd win this
you're one stupid whore

don't lock the door
I'll kill you, whore
I'll knock the door down
I'll find a way in
I'll throw you to the ground
and I'll kick your face in

I see through your lies
I see the fear in your eyes
I'm gonna make this last
cuz you fucked up in the past
yeah, you fucked up, bitch
you fucked up bad
I warned you, kid
not to make me mad
but you didn't listen
you didn't care
now you're learning your lesson
I'm just making things fair

I'll fuck you up, bitch
I'll kick in your head
when I'm finished with you
you'll wish you were dead

cuz I may not kill you
I just want you to suffer
I'm just gonna torure you
cuz I'm a sick motherfucker

cry, bitch, cry
you know your in pain
I'm one sick twisted bitch
cuz I'm lovin' this game

I can see through your lies
I can see the fear in your eyes
I'm gonna make this last
cuz you fucked up in the past
yeah you fucked up, bitch
you fucked up bad
I warned you, kid,
not to make me mad
but you didn't listen
no you didn't care
now you're learning your lesson
I'm just making things fair

watch your back
I'm everywhere
I'm in your dreams
and I'm in the air
if you breath me in
I'll suffocate you
I'll choke you to death
than recreate you

into my bitch

you close your eyes
and you see me there
you open your eyes
and you see me where?
behind you, bitch
ready to attack
I warned you, bitch
to watch your back
but now it's too late
cuz now you're dead
you were given your warnings
but you ignored them instead
Wrote this when I was 14 years old about an ex-best friend:giggle:makes me laugh when I read it now...I'm so screwed up

Thanks to for the stock:heart:
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Don't you know
She bleeds for you,
For eveything
You say and do?
Don't you know
You hold her heart?
Can't you see her
Fall apart?
She hurts just to feel your touch
She lives her life in denial
You treat her like shit, and she loves you so much
She bleeds only to make you smile
Can't you see
The pain she's in?
Your heart is all
She wants to win
And for you, she keeps on trying
And believing all your lies
Don't you know that she is dying?
Can't you see it in her eyes?
She falls just to make you laugh
She breaks just to make you love her
She'd do anything to be with you
But you're never even thinking of her
You taught her exactly
How to be
You taught her how
To make you happy
But she'll never be good enough
No matter how hard she's tries
And she'll live for you, you'll own her soul
until the day she dies
The art was done by the lovely It goes perfectly with my poem I think:) She's so talented...go see the rest of her gallery!
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The air was damp and smelled of bile,
The perfect place for a dying soul
She hid behind a plastic smile,
Pretending everything was under control

Months passed by, she'd stay at home
Adding new scars everyday
She'd get high, all alone
Too blind to see herself fade away

She thought everything
Would be just fine
Thinking to herself,
Just one more time

Just one more time,
I'll puke up my guts
Just one more pill,
Just one more cut
Just one more drink,
Just one more shot
Liquor and drugs
Are all I've got


Her eyes were black,
Her bones were weak
Each day got harder
To even speak

Years passed by, and she grew older
She still tries to get away
She lived a lie, her days grew colder
Breathing one less breath each day

Still thinking
Everything was fine
Still saying to herself,
Just one more time

Just one more finger down my throat,
Just one more needle in my vein
Just one more bump, just one more line
Just one more time to ease the pain
Just one more time, I'll hurt myself
My reflection is only here to taunt me
Just on more time, I'll starve myself
Just one more time to make him want me


Too busy trying
To be perfect
She couldn't see
It wasn't worth it

Constant vomitting,
And telling herself lies
Needle holes,
And bloodshot eyes
Alcohol,
A knife, and strife
Are all she ever
Knew in life

Her doctor told her she needed help
But she insisted she didn't need any
Eventually, she killed herself
One more time was one too many
This is a collaboration I did with I wrote the poem and she did the art. She is such a talented photographer, not to mention model as well:nod: Fullview the image please And give her gallery a visit, you won't be disappointed.
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The lovely lady is *ladymorgana
For the past few years on Deviantart.. she's been a great inspiration to me. In her photography, professional and digital work. Any words I have ever had with her have already been kind and sweet.

There are so many gothic/fetish models out there. There are more girls coming out in latex everyday who think they are special just because they know how to flash some leg.
but Ms.Morgana stands out above the rest. With such class and dignity... and the ability to create such stunning photos HERSELF. She's not just a beautiful face.

So... I decided to create something pretty for her. I hope she (and you all) enjoy. :)


stock :
*morgana-stock + ~stockfones
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If you like big eyes:D I think she's cute:aww:

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