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You used to be my hero
You used to take my pain away
You used to be the one who'd tell me
That everything would be okay
You promised you would be back soon
And I've been waiting here for you
You told me that you love me
And I believed you too
Why'd you always say
It would be okay?
When you never cared,
You threw my heart away
And I thought I knew
That our love was true
But it never ever
Was to you
You used to be my hero
You used to wipe my tears away
But now you are the reason
For the tears that I cry everyday
How could you rip my heart
Right through my chest?
Now I see,
You're just like all the rest
I thought this was something
You would never do
To think all this time,
I thought I knew you
You used to be my hero
You used to take my pain away
But now you are the reason
For the pain I feel everyday
Because I thought you were
The one for me
I thought that we
Were meant to be
All this time,
I couldn't see
Now you're just
A tainted memory
You told me that you love me
I guess it isn't true
You promised you would be back soon

I'm still waiting here for you...


(This isn't how it's supposed to be...
I'm nothing to you - You're everything to me)
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I'm so sick of dreaming,
I want one night of violence
I want one night of screaming,
To make up for the silence
Just give me one night
Just one night, that's it
I can't be ignored
Just give me one hit
Intimidate me,
Manipulate me,
Underrate me,
Then sedate me
Intoxicate me,
Suffocate me,
Rape me, hate me,
Violate me
Feed me your drugs,
And poison my mind
Abuse me and use me,
And leave me behind
Just give me one night,
Just one night to see
What's it's like to have you
Notice me
I need to see
Your empty eyes
I miss your
Sugar coated lies
I'll do anything
To be with you
I'll be anything
You want me to
I need to feel
The touch of you
Even if it leaves me
Black and blue
Just give me one night,
Just one night to feel
What it's like to have you
Know I'm real
Just give me one night,
Just one night to be
Here with you,

Just you and me
I thought I'd start the month off with one of my personal favourites, both the poem and the picture. This picture was one of my first attempts at anything on photoshop. I might make the border a little smaller:shrug: I was going to submit this a long time ago but had saved it on a cd and forgot about it.

Well I've found it, so here it is

I hope you like it

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and Johnnoble on stockxchange
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I will rip you apart
I'll pull out all your pain
I'll cut out your heart
And I'll do it again
'cause I love to watch you
Hurt and cry
Can I kill you eight times
Before you finally die?
'Cause you remind me
Of a worm
So defenseless
While you squirm
Not so beautiful
Like a butterfly
Who when killed once
Will fall and die
But you stay here
Through all the pain
You were happy
Before I came
I will rip you apart from the inside out
I will take all of your pride
I will lie to you to get your trust
And I'll slowly eat you alive
I'll drive you past insane
I'll make you go mad
And I'll cut your weak wrists
like you should have
I'll hit that vein
with this knife
I'll kill your brain
And I'll end your life
I'll rip you apart
I'll pull out all your pain
I'll cut out your heart
And I'll do it again
'cause you deserve this
More than me
After all, this is
Who you used to be
Rip You Apart/Rapture Collaboration between myself and

Visit him you won't regret it!

Art by ~uxorious
Poem by me
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I wanna break your face
Cuz you make me sick
You're a sad disgrace
And you're such a dick
You're a waste of time
And a waste of skin
You're a waste of space
A waste of everything
So go fuck yourself
From now on
Cuz the one you fucked
Is now long gone
Sometimes I wanna
Gouge out your eyes
Cuz I'm sick of the bullshit
And I'm sick of the lies
I'll fuck you up
Cuz I don't give a shit
You're pathetic, you're a joke
And a hypocrit
You're crying
And I don't give a flying fuck
Bcuz you're a bitch
And I think you suck!
This poem is actually a year old and it's about a really old relationship. He cheated on me, and I cheated on him with his bestfriend, who is now my fiance...enjoy;)

Oh, and the stock is my own, actually it's not in my stock gallery yet...but the original will be soon:D
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All I wanted was your heart
All I needed was you
But you tore my world apart
And there was nothing I could do
Please tell me that I'm dreaming
Please say it isn't true
Please tell me you're not leaving
Because I mean the world to you
What did I do to make you hate me?
I need you by my side
But all I can think of lately
Is why I ever tried
Because now you're so much
Happier
Ever since you've been
With her
And it hurts so bad
To have to see
You with her
And not with me
I don't know
What you see in that whore
Why can't you
Love me anymore?
I lived for you
And I'd die for you
But now I sit
And cry for you
All I wanted was your heart
All I needed was you
But you tore my world apart
There was only one thing I could do
You were my
Entire world
But yours revolved around
Another girl
And it hurt so bad
To have to see
Because you were supposed to
Be with me
But you left me here
Torn apart
All alone
With a broken heart
And now you're lying
On the floor
And you're not breathing
Anymore
I dragged your body
To the car
Things weren't supposed to
Go this far
I didn't mean to make you cry
I didn't want to say goodbye
I never meant to take your life
I didn't want to watch you die
I never thought
That I could kill
But if I can't have you

...No one will
All I wanted was your heart
But you gave it to someone else
So I had to cut it out of you
And take it for myself


lol yeah this poem is a little psychotic...a little more than usual too:p but don't worry, I'm not writing from personal experience or anything...or am I:lol:



girl - ~dani-stock
heart - [link]
texture - ~KahnInteractive
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There is this place
Beyond my fears,
Beyond the blood,
And all the tears
I see it only
In my dreams
But it's more real
Than it seems
A place where I don't
Cry or scream
Where all my thoughts
Are clear and clean
The sun gives light,
The sky is blue
No more memories
Left of you
The air smells sweet
And not like vomit
My skin is new,
No more scars on it
The illussions are gone
And everything's real
I finally know
What it's like to feel
Something other
Than this pain
The voices are gone,
I feel sane
I can laugh and be myself
I don't have to fake a smile
I can say those words "I'm happy"
And living all seems worth the while
A place where I don't have to hear
"You'll never get you're life in gear
You'll never be normal, you're nowhere near
You'll always live in pain and fear"

This is the only place
I wish to be
The only place
I can be free
Free from the sickness
That is me
And one day I'll find this place,
You'll see
Someday I'll be

...A different me
Some of you have read this before, I wrote it almost a year ago. I hope you like it, it's one of my favourites.

I know I didn't do the greatest job on the image, should've spent a little more time on it...but I really like the colours:D

Thanks to and for the stock:heart:
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You were there, from the very start
And you said it would be forever
You saw me break, and fall apart
And you put me back together
You were there for me
Every single day
You gave me everything
Then you took it away
And I believed
In all your lies
When you left,
You left me paralyzed
What I thought we had
Was never true
But I'm the one who's pathetic
Because I still need you
You knew my heart
was delicate
Without you,
Everything turns to shit
You knew you were
My tourniquet
But you ruined me
And you're proud of it
You made me forget,
You guided me though,
You took the pain away

Now I bleed for you...
Edit: April 07 2005

Made a preview pic for this finally:boogie:

Actually, I was making this is image for a poem I wrote called You Used To Be My Hero, which I will be submitting soon....but....then I ended up changing it and I still liked it like this too, so I decided to use them both for my poetry

Thanks to for the stock, and for the texture:heart:
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You found me
And you took me in
You helped me
Wash away my sins
You turned my life,
My world around
You picked me up

Then you threw me down

Now everything that used to matter,
Means nothing anymore
I watched the world around me shatter
Just like the world I knew before

Everything I thought we had
Everything that we've been through
Everything I ever cherished
Never meant a thing to you

Everything you ever told me,
You never meant a word of it
And everything I've ever loved
Has either died or turned to shit

My hopes and dreams
Have disappeared
The pain, the shame
It draws me near
Now everything
Is crystal clear
What I yearn for
Is what I fear

Now everything looks better,
So much better from below

But the part of me that used to care

Died a long time ago....
Not sure what I like better, the poem or the art....what do you think? poetry or visual poetry category?


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I try to scream
But no sound escapes
It's like a bad dream
But I can't awake

I try to smile
But a frown appears
It's near impossible
To hide the tears

I try to run
But there's no place to hide
I'm not even sure
Of what I'm feeling inside

I try to feel
But I've become so numb
There's no turning back now
What's done is done

It's been too long
I'm off my track
The farther I fall
The harder to go back
I'm too far gone
I lost my track
I've fallen too far
I can't go back

I try to love
But I trust no one
I'm terrified
Of what I've become

I try to hide
Behind this mask
I lie to their faces
When they ask

I try to tell them
That I'm okay
But they can see me
Fade away

It's been too long
I'm off my track
The farther I fall
The harder to go back
I'm too far gone
I lost my track
I've fallen too far
I can never go back
2000,age 15

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The air was damp and smelled of bile,
The perfect place for a dying soul
She hid behind a plastic smile,
Pretending everything was under control

Months passed by, she'd stay at home
Adding new scars everyday
She'd get high, all alone
Too blind to see herself fade away

She thought everything
Would be just fine
Thinking to herself,
Just one more time

Just one more time,
I'll puke up my guts
Just one more pill,
Just one more cut
Just one more drink,
Just one more shot
Liquor and drugs
Are all I've got


Her eyes were black,
Her bones were weak
Each day got harder
To even speak

Years passed by, and she grew older
She still tries to get away
She lived a lie, her days grew colder
Breathing one less breath each day

Still thinking
Everything was fine
Still saying to herself,
Just one more time

Just one more finger down my throat,
Just one more needle in my vein
Just one more bump, just one more line
Just one more time to ease the pain
Just one more time, I'll hurt myself
My reflection is only here to taunt me
Just on more time, I'll starve myself
Just one more time to make him want me


Too busy trying
To be perfect
She couldn't see
It wasn't worth it

Constant vomitting,
And telling herself lies
Needle holes,
And bloodshot eyes
Alcohol,
A knife, and strife
Are all she ever
Knew in life

Her doctor told her she needed help
But she insisted she didn't need any
Eventually, she killed herself
One more time was one too many
This is a collaboration I did with I wrote the poem and she did the art. She is such a talented photographer, not to mention model as well:nod: Fullview the image please And give her gallery a visit, you won't be disappointed.
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