Even If Your Not Here...
It started with a message- a few simple words that would begin my day. And as time came and went, it was those words that would become my everything. I would open my eyes, and in those few brief seconds between consciousness and sleep, my world would be flooded by the feeling of his love surrounding me. But soon after, when the weight of the world would crash down on my shoulders and my insecurities would burst forth from the oblivion of sleep, I would roll over and look out my window. I would stare at the world as it stretched before me and I would watch as it all faded into browns and greys. For a second, I see the beauty that encases the world making it magical. I hear the birds as they chatter amongst themselves and I wonder if they would mind me joining their conversation, a conversation filled with mind-numbing warmth and a declaration of happiness so strong that the flowers in the tree's bloom with every single repetitive chirp. I watch as the morning mist rises and the sun begi