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Slow Descent To InsanitySlow Descent To InsanitySlow Descent To Insanity3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Bullet in my head, Russian Roulette
I jumped off a building, believing I could fly
I feel as if my skin is sloughing off, but it isn't
Am I going insane, oralready are insane?
Insanity, my vision blurs
Reality and illusion, both lost
Insanity, who is this Insanity?
Perpetually mad, find her that way
Bullet through the heart, smile on my face
Believing a pink alien shot me
All thought lost by interruption
What was I saying? Chapstick? Seriously?
Insanity, all senses blurred
Logic and chaos, lines are no difference
I
Broken MirrorBroken (Mirror)Broken Mirror3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
I've finally done it
Exhausted in mind and body
I fall from the rooftops
Mangled, I lay on the floor
Broken in two, I'm shattered
Broken mirror, the final piece missing
Did I not finally fix you?
I'm through, had enough of this
Collapsing mind and body
I fall off the cliff
Suffering, mind shuts off
Broken in half, I'm dead and gone
Mirror, was the final broken piece missing?
I never finished fixing you
I'm finished leave me be
Everything finally shuts down
falling through the clouds, I hit the water
Twisted, I already was broken
Poison On My LipsPoison On My LipsPoison On My Lips2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
What is this toxin
That turns my lips so numb?
This taste is so sweet
But sickeningly so
Am I to die
From this poison on my lips?
This lethal liquid
Coating your lips
This toxin will be on my lips
Once I kiss you
This poison will kill my senses
Once I feel your kiss
Am I to die
From this poison on my lips?
This lethal liquid
Now coating my lips
This poison will end me soon
Why'd you poison me so?
Did you coat your lips
To finish me off?
Or were you just so sweet
That you were poison on my lips
Forgotten and AloneThe Forgotten And AloneForgotten and Alone2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
There is no life
Amidst the tombstones of the long gone
Save for the grass
Artificial, planted by the mud creatures
Visceral in nature, jumping at shadows
They knew not better
For their plastic sins get in the way
Oh fantastic beings of material ways
There is no breath
Amongst the epitaphs of the long forgotten
Save for the wind
Poison, acidic residue of the porduction
Debris, jagged in nature, strewn everywhere
Left behind by a plastic society
Which has no care for anything
But the plague it spreads
There is no speech
But
BloodstainBloodStainBloodstain3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Bloodstains cover my body
I'm still bleeding from wounds before
My body feels numb and unresponsive
Bloodstained, I walk up to you
I just wish to brush your face
But you flinch away
From this bloodstained beast
Bloodstains all over me
Sword held in hand, blood dripping
I look at the enemy, disgusted
Bloodstained, I walk up to you
I just wish to hold you
But how can I?
When the swrod held in my hand
Frightens you so much
Bloodstains, they scare you away
But also wish to endear you
You worry about me, don't you?
Bloodstained, I wa
Blood Love Under The MoonlightBlood Love Under The MoonlightBlood Love Under The Moonlight3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Blood escapes your lips
As I bit into it, knowing I couldn't resist
I swallowed the blood, a taste so alluring
I knew I couldn't leave
Under thr moonlight sky
We shared our love
Blood flowing out of our rose lips
From the bite we each delivered
The rose bushes which surrounded us
Only helped to hide us from prying eyes
Who would rather tear us apart
Than see us together like this
We sit together under the moonlit sky
Blood partaken by both our lips
The crimson now tainting our lips
The colour of roses
And though I wish
Contract-BoundContract-BoundContract-Bound2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Bound to these chains
I never will move from here
For forever am I chained
To this spot, this very moment
Never to leave
This contract
Is only a piece of paper
A mark of blood
But is it truly only a time?
Or is it eternal?
Binding in chains
My legs are tied here
Forever to be chained
By the bind which serves
As my contract
These contracts
Are only to be held
By the time spans which we honor
But some know very well
The length of those eternal
InvidiaInvidiaInvidia2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
I wish I were like you
You're so perfect in my eyes
I wish I could just steal it
And make it mine, I'm so jealous
Invidia, the ruiner
A monster of its own
It never acts to your wishes
Just showing it to you is enough
To get its fun
Why is it so hard for me
To avoid looking at you?
You're a poison I should not have seen
But all I wished was to be like
Zombie MassesZombie MassesZombie Masses2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Zombies are for the masses
All absent-minded clones shambling about
Their half-life, not caring much for others
For they are the zombies of the masses
They lead the zombies by the nose
Those vampyre leeches that hang
Skulking in the shadows
Draining quickly the unlife of the zombie masses
Slowly making them drop, one by one
Zombies come by the masses
All spewing incomprehensible words
That only seems like speech
To the other zombie masses
For no one living being would get it
We are a small group of living
Who choose to avoid mindl
Life And It's JoysLife And It's JoysLife And It's Joys2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Life
Should be one of my greatest joys in life
And it is, in a way
Life
Has granted me many friends
Those who were with me, thick and thin
That no matter who I was
They'd stick by me
Life
Should be one of my greatest joys in life
And it is, in a way
Life
Has given me my jaded eyes
Which are my pride and shame
But they have let me see
Just how the world is
Life
Should be one of my greatest joys in life
And it is, for me anyways
Life
Has given birth to me
Just another speck in the universe
But a lively speck at that
For I
Dark AngelDark AngelDark Angel3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Like the shadows, so endlessly dark
I am a part of you
Like the night sky that graces us
I am one with it
Dark Angel, here I am
A poor human latched on to the night
Wishing himself to become like you
Dark Angel, creature of the night
I am a shadow, I am unseen
Why become me?
I am a horror, I am a monster
A denizen of the shadows
Dark Angel, you wish not to be
Foolish human, blinded by light
Don't wish yourself to be me
A horrid monster, the Dark Angel is
Creature so unforgiving, so unpitying
I ride the night sky on black wings
Made o
Unmaterialistic, AestheticUnmaterialistic, AestheticUnmaterialistic, Aesthetic2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Unmaterialistic, aesthetic
Is this truly fathomable?
Though beauty may be skin deep
I believe that there is beauty
In emotion
Unmaterialistic aesthetics
Is dressing well the only facet of beauty?
Or are emotions what really portray
The shallow beauty people crave for
In aesthetics
Unmaterialistically aesthetic
Is pampering yourself the only thing to beauty?
Or is it that self-satisfaction
That pride you take
In looking good
Unmaterialistic aesthetically
Looking good in every way
Have you taken the time
To beautify your
The BrokenThe BrokenThe Broken3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Our injuries too great, too lethal
I wish we could just lay down
To spend our last moments together
But you would never do that, would you?
We are the broken
With injuries, scars so visible
We are the broken
With broken bones, all sticking out
Our blood flowing together, mixing
I want it all to stop
To spend a little time together
In the unloving embrace of your arms
We are the broken
The love between us long gone
We are the broken
Scars so visible, all stciking out
Our love unstable, too weak
I wish it all to go away
To spend some time
We All Die EventuallyWe All Die EventuallyWe All Die Eventually3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
I look at my watch
As every second slowly ticks by
I feel closer to my freedom
With every passing minute
It's not as if we can avoid it
Death will come to us eventually
Whetyher through bullet wounds or old age
We all die eventually
I see the time on the clock as I fall
Has my time finally come?
I doubt
Lost In TurmoilLost In TurmoilLost In Turmoil3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Emotions in turmoil, mind messed up
I feel broken, snapped in half
Living two lives, not one
One of pretend conformity, hypcritically
One of true rebellion, anger
Conformity and rebellion
Two sides of a coin
Rebellion and conformity
The same coin unfolded
Mind so confused, time is a concept
Something vaguely deniable
Living without time
How long have I lived? Who knows?
Concepts lost in my eyes
Reality and fantasy
The lines blur until none exist
Fantasy and reality
Turning pages and seeing it real
I have no path I'm so c
UnforgivenUnforgivenUnforgiven3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
"I can' believe I trusted you!"
"So what? Should've known better that to give me a second chance"
"Fuck you, I'll never forgive you!"
Betrayal at every turn
I ask you to honestly answer me
But you can't even look at me
You know I'll never forgive you
Unforgiven, you'll always be
Never pardoned, unforgiven
Unforgiven, you'll ever be
I won't say sorry, no matter how much I want to
You believe you've won
That you can hide from me
But I see your velvet lies
You know I can't forgive you for that
Unforgiven, you'll always be
Never pardon
Gene-SplicedGene-SplicedGene-Spliced2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Cut through the skin
Of the soon-to-be newborn child
Slice it through completely
Bleed him out why don't you?
Those scientists don't think past their noses
Thinking they 'change' things for the better
Cut through their skins
Let them know eternally
That you're changing them
"For the better, so you're normal" they say
But it's all a lie
Those scientists think for themselves
Just like every other person who exists for 'change'
They all want to gene-splice your skin
Cut through your skin
To figure out what is 'wrong'
So that they can 'change' it
Tur
Mirror UnforseenMirror UnforseenMirror Unforseen3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
I speak of a mirror so constantly
But no one truly knows what it stands for
In my mind.
That this fragile object is a comparison to my soul
So frail it is nowadays
It is now almost impossible to fix
Yet for the times I jury-rig it
I enjoy it as much as possible
For you see, I am a supposed dark creature
Yet I stand in light
I know now that I stand in both
And cannot change that fact
But you are there
To guide me away from a stray path
So lost I am within
That only very few can reach me
Yet for the times they are there
I
My Clara No MoreMy Clara No More (Wilted Flowers, ptIV)My Clara No More2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
So how come I was wrong?
Was it something we never did,
Or that you never really loved me?
Makes sense, you see...
For you never really talked, to me
While we were together
Preferring to be all over me
While I sat there, speechless
Why was I so blind?
I fought so hard for us, to no avail
Because in the end, it never would of worked
Would it now?
For though we shared a bed at times
And that we whispered those sweet words
You knew it didn't mean a thing when you said
For you never planned to stay, didn't you?
Should
Time Will ShowTime Will Show (Wilted Flowers ptIII)Time Will Show2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
Crazed and devastated
I run after you
For they took you away
When we both knew you weren't ready
To leave me behind
"You're a reject, a runaway" they kept telling me
But I was not to be turned away from you
Fragile, you were too weak to move far
But they thought it would be better
If you forgot me
I'll never forget you
For you're that unerasable memory
Which I will always keep
Inside my heart
Monstrously forgotten
They never liked me, ever
Even when we tried, never
Though we wished otherwise, neverever
LuxuriaLuxuriaLuxuria2 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
What if you had an obsession
You couldn't sate?
What if your overriding obsession
Was the one thing you couldn't
Slake?
I hunger for it, my obsession
My Luxuria
I want it, I need it, my obsession
My Luxuria
To each their own obsession, their own thirst
Sometimes I wish mine was not so rare
So uncommon
Even its origins are out of place
Born out of a hated understanding
I long for it now, my obsession
My insatiable Luxuria
It's mine to quench, for me to feed
My Luxuria'S endless thirst
My obsession is a fed obsession
Some may think me freakish
InfectionInfectionInfection3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
It's spreading inside me, slowly taking me over
The symptoms are starting to show
There are no drugs to heal it, or a cure
I just have to live within it
Infection, like a disease, spreading fast
Like a cancer waiting to be set free
Infection, like a disease, it'll kill you
Like a symptom, it'll be there
I'm catching it, it'll bring me down
The symptoms are showing, darkening my mind
The morphine ineffective, the cure inexistent
I'm going to have to live with it
Infection, like a disease, spreads fast
Like a cancer, waiting to
ContradictionContradictionContradiction3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
The shadows slowly creep in on me
The light infects me outside in
Blood spills out my moth as the shadows attack
My vision blurs as the infection digs deeper
The shadows slowly grab hold of my legs
The light envelops my head in fear
Incapable of mving as the shadows come up higher
No sense anyways, for I can not see
The shadows so inviting, their caress so warm
The light so distant, their embrace so cold
The truth presented by a darkened shadow
The lies shown by a brightening light
Does this have to happen?
Do we have to suffer
Your ForgivenessYour ForgivenessYour Forgiveness3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
by: Jonathan Marsolais
O beauty of the sky divine
Shine your light upon us
The damned, the cast-aways, the forgotten
Those you would forgive
That others never would
Sky, give us your forgiveness
Show us that though you throw us rain
You can still relent your assault and show us
The true colours of the beauty you have
O beauty of the starlit sky
Show your moonlight once more
For us, the forgotten and the invisible
Those you would show pity for
And wrap us in your embrace
Sky, give us your forgiveness
Show us that though you throw us snow
You can still show t
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