AutismAutism.Autism7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My definitions for this word are:
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Attention Defesit Disorder (ADD)
I am cursed with autism.
I am confused whether my thinking is normal or not.
I am the only one.
I see teens with incredible thinking power.
I see science everywhere.
I see sin.
My mind carries no common sense.
My mind can never come up with the right words for me to say.
My mind is imperfect.
I repeat real life events I see over and over in my head.
I concentrate on hatred passed to me from other people.
I have incredible issues.
There are people whom I see have flaws in their learning.
There is a brain tumor collaborating with my brain.
There is no cure for Autism.
This disorder scars my personality.
This disorder keeps me away from being a white sheep.
This disorder is my host.
Associated with selective hearing.
Associated with an incontrollable temper.
AutismHe would not talk,Autism6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
The world revolves around him,
with the hustle and bustle
of modern times.
children skip and gambol,
hedonists revel in crazed euphoria.
But he merely watches
with vacant eyes, unruffled.
Eyes that see but do not look
like those of a sentinel,
who has lost his soul in a forgotten skirmish.
People grin and wave
to no avail---he would not talk.
Words fall upon his heedless ears,
Ears that hear but never listen.
His countenance is bleak with rigidity,
Cast on by a void of emotions.
For there was no frown, fear or tear,
not even traces of a smile.
And day by day
he walks alone
with no perceptible aim,
or discernible purpose.
His feet patter muffled
upon streets consumed by noises and fumes
where bright lights dance
and music booms
by those empty orbs and stone deaf ears.
Can he hear me?
I try to speak but he stares
into an entirely different world.
As if searching for something, yet not so.
AutismDon't treat me like a patientAutism2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
All I want to do is run around
Don't talk to me like I am deaf
I can hear it loudly, every sound
Please don't judge me
If you see me cover my ears
It's the way I block out everything out
All the threats and all my fears
I might not communicate like the rest of you
Or look you in the eye
You might tut and moan and bitch
But never ask me why
The truth is that I am different
I just want you to see
That I'm not rude, impolite or weird
Under it all, I am just me
Angel of autismMy name is Andrew.Angel of autism6 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Im 12 years old.
I have autism.
This is my story.
For as long as I can remember, Ive been different. My mom has told me so many times. Kids would make fun of me because I couldnt say words the way they could. Sentences that would seem right in my mind would get jumbled and come out all messed up. Id try over and over to say something simple, but I would end up getting frustrated and crying. Mom would make sure to hug me every time because she knew how hard it was for me.
They also made fun of me because I would always carry a crayon case. Anywhere I went, I had to have this thing around me. Mom said that sometimes I would get so in to it that I wouldnt pay attention to anything else. I loved that case. I took it everywhere until one day I lost it. I was so upset I cried for days. Dad tried buying me another one, but it wasnt the same.
My mom tried putting me in school for kindergarten, but it didnt work that well. She thought
Aspergers SyndromeThe mind is an interesting thing.Aspergers Syndrome6 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
producing pains from social failure, cutting off the sensors in the body telling you there
is something wrong, even enabling you temporary superhuman abilities.
Yet we know so little.
It can sacrifice some abilities to enable astounding feats never seen before.
Without counting, a cup of pencils falls to the floor. The man only listens, he calls out the number
fourty six, puzzled the people around him start to collect the pencils and one stops........
she stares in awe at the man........
"Fourty six exactly"
.... he had never been there before, was not paying attention to the pencils prior to the spill.
So how did he know? There wasnt enough time for him to have counted them individually.
The sacrifice, the man was Autistic.
Another man now owns a massive company, he makes billions every year.
His name. Bill Gates, diagnosed with Aspergers Syndrome.
A minor form of Autism, also called "High functioning Autism".
It seems to impair certain social and neu
Reflections on AutismBeing autistic is like being bornReflections on Autism8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
With the best singing voice
But being deaf
As to never hear it
I regard the world
From a world
Of my very own
Printed upon the pages
Are just blurs
Of colorless rainbows
But the notes
The concerto of Beethoven
This is when
All smile and take notice
That I'm not
The world is a blur
Moving fast around me
And I am
I wail and scream
For it to make sense
Or to slow it's pace
But it never does
Nobody listens to me,
They just smile
But their eyes
Show their pain
Wants their children
Touched in the head
I'm not stupid
I'm just different
Just accept it
I may be smarter
Than all around me
But I can't
I take in every word
In hopes of grasping
These petty problems
You dare to cry out
Sometimes you forget
I can hear like you
That I know when your eyes leak
It means you're sad
I know at times
You forget I too
Feel and fear
I'm more than you think
But then again
AutismWe are chaos, though we are order.Autism7 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
We are order, though we are in chaos.
The cat was seen as a demon,
though it was peacefull.
What you don't understand,
you can hate.
What you can learn,
you can love.
We are, though we are not.
We have a foot in each camp.
We are mad,
though we are smart.
We are chaos in order,
and order in chaos.
AutismO să mă găseşti īntr-un colţ al sceneiAutism8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Īmpăturind porumbei şi guguştiuci
Din hārtie igienică,
Fiindcă nicicānd nu am jucat măreţ
N-o să mă-mbrac īn frac,
Īn fum şi oglinzi
Ca să-ţi fac pe plac
Spunānd replici cuminţi.
O să-mi smulg de sub piele
Oase şi tendoane
Să mă scufund īn mine
Departe de oameni.
Light of My Life: Chapter 9Light of My Life: Chapter 94 months ago in Romance More Like This
:iconxxmochidevilxx::iconsaysplz:And the angst continues... But hey! Look who I brought here! Watari~! Hope that makes you happy...
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
He would not stay for me, and who can I wonder?
He would not stay for me to just stare and gaze...
I shook his hand, only to tear my heart in sunder,
And went ahead with half my life about my ways...
- A. E. Housman
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
"Has anything been bothering you lately, Lawliet?" Watari asked me, pouring the tea out. What should I tell you, Watari... I think I'm in love...?
"I made a new friend in college," I replied, trying to sound emotionless. I had tried it so many times before. I never spoke to Watari that way, but it was the best I could do to curtain the turmoil inside me from his eyes. From eyes that read me like a book...
"I see." he replied back. Sigh. He know
Family"You're brilliant."Family5 months ago in Free Verse More Like This
"You're smile is grand."
"You look great."
It's all lies.
I'm none of those things.
I'm a mutt.
A lost dog without known heritage
looking for acceptance from it's "family"
The process is long.
It's a bitter, cold war that no one wins
And that acceptance is never going to be there
Because I'm not good enough.
I can't reach those standards set for me.
"You aren't pansexual,
don't tell anyone that."
"You aren't an atheist,
You just haven't found God, yet."
"You aren't anyone's friend,
You haven't been fixed.."
"You aren't accept,
You aren't good enough, yet."
When will families just accept their children?
No parent hears the cries,
No parent wants to accept these things,
No parent wants a failure of child.
Yet, I'm here.
Lie after lie after lie is told.
Mother treats me like I'm a roach,
Father disregards me.
I'm the housemate.
I'm the failure
Part of me screams:
I give up.
Yet, the other part knows everyth
Little ThingsI want to watch this TV show.Little Things8 months ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
“That’s the show of Satan!”
My favorite color is pink~
“That attitude will straighten.”
Can I have soda to drink?
“No, you’ll get much too fat.”
May I wear that shirt, please?
“Jesus wouldn’t like that.”
Can we eat some Chinese?
“No, they’re not holy enough.”
Can I have these jeans?
“Jesus wasn’t a cream puff.”
Why does dad gamble and bet?
“Because it keeps him happy.”
Isn’t that against god’s set?
“Not when he does it, snappy.”
Dad, I think I want to be a girl.
“I didn’t raise a girl, go to hell!”
These are little things that unfurl.
These were things that could tell.
Little things that were taken away.
Clothes, feelings, thoughts, youth.
Things that were gone by the day.
What was the product of truth?
There is nothing from up above.
They care nothing about what you do.
So, please do what you love.
Super Danganronpa 2 Fanfic: Chapter 1Prologue - Welcome to your New Home of Hope! (pt. 1)Super Danganronpa 2 Fanfic: Chapter 13 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
“… Excuse me? Are you alright?” a voice called out to me. I could easily hear the voice, but I couldn’t tell whom it was coming from. All I could see was black. I could tell the voice was feminine, but it wasn’t a voice I ultimately recognized. I did everything I could do to open my eyes. Thinking back, it was probably a bad decision on my part, for at that moment, I went from seeing all black to all white.
The sun was shining directly into my eyes, and I had to admit it was quite strongly too, seeing how I was in a classroom. Or, at least, I thought I was in a classroom. However, I felt something rather gritty in my hands as I used them to force myself to sit up. “S-Sand?” I asked myself out loud, letting the sand in my hands to sift through my fingers and fall onto the beach I was sitting on.
“Are you alright?” the voice asked me once more. After I fully sat up, I turned around
Searching For You~Steven StonexLost!Reader~OneshotSearching For You~Steven StonexLost!Reader~Oneshot3 months ago in Romance More Like This
Now it's Steven's turn!
Enjoy your adorable little geologist dork, my friends!
After this is Riley!
You were lost. Plain and simple, the real problem was that you were lost in Granite Cave, and two of the three pokemon you had with you had been knocked out by a psycho Loudred that wiped them out with an Uproar, now you just had your Treeko with you as you tried to get out of this cave.
"I wonder how long we've been wandering around in this cave, we were told to find a Steven guy if we got lost, and I'd say that we are pretty lost, so where is that guy?" You thought out loud as Treeko clung to your (f/c) beanie, it chirped a response that you interpreted as "I don't know." You continued wandering around until you had passed the same crossroad at least 3 times now, and you knew because you had put a different marker on the walls for every time you had come to it, one for each pokemon you had with you. You were cursing under your breath when you
Flawless [Yandere!Steven Stone x Reader]Flawless [Yandere!Steven Stone x Reader]1 week ago in General Fiction More Like This
From the moment the silver-haired male first met you in Dewford Cave, he could tell you were a person of increasingly rare originality.
He had been away from his 'throne' for quite some time before that fateful first encounter between you two, the Champion having grown bored of waiting for seemingly nonexistent challengers to reach the Pokemon League. It seemed that, these days, the effort of travelling the region in search of badges and fame just wasn't appealing to much of the youth of Hoenn.
Personally, he blamed the recent advances in technology. Steven had always been a fan of the natural entertainments of the world, which was one of the reasons why he was deep in the empty cave when he first met you.
Having already paid his father a visit in Rustboro and effectively enjoying a stroll through the nearby countryside, the male decided to pay homage to the past endeavors of his youth. Yes, it had been quite a while since he had last had a chance to go spelunking for rare stones
Levi X Reader PockyLevi X Reader Pocky1 month ago in General Fiction More Like This
Date: November Seventeenth
Wake up, do chores, train for future expeditions, shower, eat really gross cafeteria food or starve, sleep and repeat. Such was the life of a military soldier in the Survey Corpse.
Today was different, however. It was Sunday, which meant all soldiers and superiors had the day off. We also had a little celebration going on in the food hall today! Now, I not 100% sure this is completely true, but apparently heard from Sasha, the inner wall sent us some nice deserts and snacks as a cheap way to say thank for completely killing off humanity's worst fear that roamed the earth for over a century while everyone else just sat around like fat asses, no big deal. In my opinion I would have liked a ceremony or something nice to have proof of our contribution but hey, these deserts might be freaking delicious, so who knows?
Fingers crossed the food doesn't suck!
You make your way to the food hall and can't believe what you see when you open th
Steven x Reader: NightmaresSurf was a wonderfully convenient move. Now that Swampert knew how to use it, he could carry me across the sea to the routes connecting Lilycove and Fortree and even Mossdeep!Steven x Reader: Nightmares7 months ago in Romance More Like This
“Ready, Swampert?” I asked enthusiastically.
He let out a triumphant roar and dove into the ocean, surfacing and coming to shore so that I could climb on his back. Once I was safely aboard, he sped out to open sea, his powerful legs whisking us away from Mauville and ever closer to the pokemon league.
Before long, we sighted land.
Hopping off my pokemon and stretching (boy was it great to be on land again! Surfing made me seasick), I called, “Swampert, great job. Return and rest for a while!”
With my partner safely stowed away, I sat down, pulled out my map, and absentmindedly rung out my hair and shirt, which were wet from the quick trip across the ocean. The sun would set soon, so I was scanning the map for any place I could set up camp for the night.
I finally decided on a place t
The Perfect Stone (Steven Stone X Reader)The Perfect Stone (Steven Stone X Reader)3 weeks ago in Short Stories More Like This
The (H/C) scrubbed harder at the dish she was holding. She was aggivated. Not at the plate because it wouldn't get clean (okay maybe a bit but that is beside the point). But at her boyfriend. Steven. He was always out. Every time she asked him if they could go out, he always said he was busy at Granite Cave. Plus, he had to attend to things at the Pokemon League. Did he not want to be with her anymore...?
She sighed and placed the dish on the dish rack and turned off the water faucet. She suddenly felt horrible, thinking of the possibility that Steven didn't want her.
The woman then trudged to couch, deciding that it was the nearest thing to collapse on. She layed face down on the couch, wallowing in her own self pity. She buried her face deeper into the couch, hoping she could fall into a dreamless sleep.
Suddenly, there was knocking on the door. The (H/C) girl grunted and then went to open the door. Speak of the devil...
Steven smiled. "Hello (F/N). I have free time today so do you w
Light of My Life: Chapter 10Light of My Life: Chapter 104 months ago in Romance More Like This
The final bell rang, and I gathered my things. Misa of course was right beside me in an instant and she practically pounced on me, hugging me tightly. I frowned in annoyance. She did this all the time now. I said nothing though, just sighed, and finished putting everything into my backpack.
As the two of us walked out of the classroom, she linked arms with me, as she usually did when the two of us walked together.
"So Light, you wanna hang out? You could come over to my place, or I could go to yours. Either way is fine with me." She smiled at me. She thought for sure my answer was going to be "yes" before I even said anything. That's what her expression said anyway.
"Actually Misa, I need to have a talk with you. And I have a lot to do today, so it's best if I just talk to you on the way to your place."
"No problem! You can stay over for as long as you want to-"
"No, you don't understand. I mean, after we get
Danganronpa: Alternate Destiny Chapter 17Danganronpa: Alternate Destiny Chapter 173 months ago in General Fiction More Like This
Chapter 17 – Trials and Tribulations III (pt. 1)
Shin Sayaka Makoto Byakuya
Mondo Sakura Aoi Celeste
Kyoko Hagakure Ishimaru Junko
Hifumi Toko Leon Chihiro
“Well, there’s the buzzer…” I said after hearing the announcement. “We’d better get going.”
“Yes,” Sayaka nodded, holding my hand tightly as we walked back down towards the large door.
As Sayaka and I opened the door, we noticed that we were the first ones there. We took the opportunity of us being alone to give each other a soft kiss. Just as we finished, some of the others arrived. Since some of the other students were on the fifth floor examining Mondo’s corpse, it made sense that some took a little longer than others to arrive.
“I see… So once again, I’m not the first to arrive,” Ishimaru stated as we walked in and saw the others in the room before. “Once again, I’ve been disgraced.”
Danganronpa: Alternate Destiny Chapter 18Danganronpa: Alternate Destiny Chapter 182 weeks ago in General Fiction More Like This
Chapter 18 – Trials and Tribulations III (pt. 2)
Shin Sayaka Makoto Byakuya
Mondo Sakura Aoi Celeste
Kyoko Hagakure Ishimaru Junko
Hifumi Toko Leon Chihiro
“Alright, if I may, I’d like to give an explanation to what is going on,” Ishimaru requested. As I nodded, he continued. “So, given the positioning of the bodies and the surrounding crime scenes, we could determine this is not the work of any amateur. Shin and Toko cannot possibly be the killer due to post-trauma stress from the deaths of their fathers. Sayaka also cannot be the killer because of her alibi - she was with Shin the entire night. As for now, anyone else in this room can be considered suspects.”
“At this point, this is all the info we have. Thank you, Ishimaru,” I replied. “Are there any questions so far?”
“I do have one, Mr. Anzai,” Hifumi said. “About Mr. Ishimaru’s first statement, when he said it couldn
Steven x Reader: HappinessSteven x Reader: Happiness5 months ago in Romance More Like This
You were sound asleep in the comfort of your bed when you heard rustling in the house. You yawned and rubbed your eyes as you peered into the darkness of the bedroom. Your Eevee was sleeping at the foot of the bed between your legs and Steven’s. You stood as your Eevee followed after you curiously as you walked quietly out of the bedroom.
In the living room, the pokemon slept peacefully, Steven’s Claydol and Cradily were the only two of Steven’s pokemon that could fit inside the house. Steven’s passion for steel types extended to the larger pokemon as well. Most of your pokemon were allowed inside the house, Blaziken, Eevee and Mawhile. Meanwhile, your Gyrados and Flygon had to stay outside with the rest of Steven’s pokemon.
You stealthily crept outside into the cold night and shivered as your bare feet met the cold grass that was beginning to moisten with dew. You were careful not to make too much noise as you entered the barn where the pokemon slept outs
Light of My Life: Chapter 11Light of My Life: Chapter 113 months ago in Romance More Like This
"Hey Ryuga," I heard a voice call out to me and immediately recognized it. I looked up to see Light and walked over to him quickly.
"Oh, good morning Light," I smiled brightly. I loved Light's company. For obvious reasons, but I knew I needed to back off. Light's better off without me.
Or is he?
"Um, listen... I just wanted to apologize for Misa's behavior yesterday. It was completely uncalled for, and she has no right to act like that towards you."
Oh, that... It's better if I answer him truthfully. I don't want her to act like a bitch with Light because of me. "It's okay, really. It's not your fault. I guess... I guess I just displease her somehow, and I'm sorry for that. I wish I knew what I was doing to make her despise me so much."
"You don't need to apologize Ryuga." He walked closer to me and put an arm around my shoulder. There they are... The flutters... He looked into my eyes and continued. "I'll admit it. Misa is