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  • Listening to: Hebe Tian
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  • Listening to: The Cinematic Orchestra-To build a home
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Ma opresc. De fapt, pot spune ca m-am oprit din tot. M-am oprit din cautari, din dor...m-am oprit! Cand toata lumea incepe, eu termin. Acum vine noul an si eu ma opresc. Nu-mi doresc nimic anul asta. Vreau ca toate sa se intample exact asa cum le vine lor sa se intample, fara sa ma apuc eu sa controlez ceva. O sa fie bine cand o sa mi se puna mie pata, cand o sa dau orice pentru ceea ce-mi doresc. Nu am stiut niciodata sa fiu "pata" altcuiva, asa ca, mi-am vazut de ale mele si am fugit cat am putut de repede cand mi-am dat seama ce se intampla. Probabil ca mi-au blestemat numele de mii si mii de ori oamenii respectivi, dar nu e cazul sa ma opresc aici. Daca inainte aveam un strop de constiinta si dadeam de veste intr-un timp relativ scurt ca nu-mi convine aranjamentul, acum mi-e mult mai simplu sa nu las nimic in urma. Niciun cuvant, niciun gest...nimic. Totusi, nimeni nu a inteles ca eu nu mai pot si ca desi am incercat sa ma implic, mi-am dat seama cat de mult ma complic. De ce sa ma complic cand cel mai simplu e sa las totul sa mearga de la sine? Da, sunt de o incoerenta rar intalnita in ultimul timp. O sa ma explic aici, desi stiu ca n-ar fi cazul. O sa spun ca am prea multe idei pe care le uit sau nu stiu cum sa le pun in cuvinte. (E ciudat, m-am priceput mereu la cuvinte...)

Revenind la toate cele, pot spune ca aceasta e ultima mea replica pe 2011. E o mica sinteza a tot ceea ce m-a schimbat pe mine in tot acest an, desigur cu ambiguitatile de rigoare. Am inceput 2011 intre trei oameni pe care astazi nu-i mai cunosc, cu care am rupt aproape orice legatura. Culmea e ca stilul meu de fuga a inceput chiar din primele luni ale anului si s-a continuat intr-un mod alert pana la finele acestuia. Ma gandeam astazi ca am facut multe anul asta si ca mi se pare ca a trecut repede, mult prea repede. Am pierdut si am castigat de atatea ori lucruri, oameni, momente si multe altele. Am luat examene, am plecat de acasa, m-au calcat unii si altii in picioare, dar si eu la randu-mi am gonit orice urma de afectiune. Uneori cred ca-s defecta, dar uite, azi nu. Azi ma simt normala, ma simt pregatita sa intru in 2012 fara sa ma tin de mana nimanui. Intamplarile recente mi-au dat de inteles ca nu sunt pregatita sa o iau de la capat, ca ma simt destul de bine asa cum sunt. A fost nevoie sa ranesc niste oameni in procesul asta, dar totusi, dintr-un egoism pe care nu l-am constientizat, am facut-o fara pic de mila sau regret. N-a mai existat "Si cum ar fi fost daca?". N-a mai existat nimic in afara de sentimentul ca habar n-am ce caut si habar n-am de ce fac anumite lucruri. Mi se parea ca joc teatru fara sa vreau si mie nu mi-a placut niciodata superficialitatea aia pe care o simti, dar nu o poti controla. Am avut noroc de oameni anul acesta, oameni care in ciuda schimbarilor mele de atitudine, au ramas. Chit ca am dat cu pietre in ei, chit ca i-am ridicat in slavi... N-a contat. Stiu ca n-am fost o companie prea placuta in tot acest an si ca de cele mai multe ori nu-mi puteam explica de ce am actionat sau reactionat intr-un anumit fel. M-am lasat inteleasa sau mai bine zis, am lasat tot ce a tinut de mine la voia interpretarii.

Acum, sa mergem mai departe la tot ceea ce am inteles. Am inteles ca toate lucrurile sunt relative, ca parerile si punctele de vedere difera de la om la om si ca nu are sens sa incerci sa le schimbi in vreun fel rostul, ca n-are sens sa-i judeci sau sa te bagi in treaba lor. Alegerea e simpla: stai sau pleci. Desigur, am plecat de multe ori cand trebuia sa stau si viceversa, dar nu regret nimic. Pentru prima oara in mult timp, pot spune ca nu regret, ca mi-am gasit o oarecare fericire inauntrul meu. (Ti-am spus eu ca oamenii fara regrete sunt fericiti.) Anul asta nu astept nimic de la ceilalti, dar astept totul de la mine.

Asta mi-e replica finala!
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  • Listening to: KT Tunstall-Universe and you
Un verde crud ma inconjoara, ma face sa urlu, sa fug!Eu sunt copilul ce a uitat sa comunice, a uitat sa stie! Pe mine ma cauti? Dar cine sunt eu sa ma cauti tu in lumea mea? Mie imi place aici, intelege ca nu plec! Si daca as vrea sa plec, n-as putea, caci aceasta este lumea mea, deci PA! Eu nu folosesc cuvinte sa ma exprim, caci eu nu simt ce simti si tu, anume nevoia de a vorbi, de a iubi. Vezi castelele de acolo? Cum nu? Eu le-am facut...doar le-am visat si a doua zi...erau aici! Dar nu inteleg de ce nu le vezi...Esti orb cumva? Nu? Pleaca de aici, din lumea mea! E mai bine asa...fara tine in ea...doar cu mine, caci e a mea!
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$10 Holiday Commissions!

Journal Entry: Tue May 8, 2012, 7:55 PM



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Nov. 2012 to Jan. 2013

OC only commissions for $10! Note the standard commissions are closed at the moment, and they will re-open when the special is closed.

Notes:

• One character only. If you want more than one character you have to make separate orders.
• You can choose between colored, flat colored, or linework.
• By default they won't include background and will remain a transparent .png file unless you specify a color or white bg instead.
• A high-resolution file will be exchanged via sta.sh. Please do not share/upload this file anywhere. You can do so with the preview version only.

...and everything else written from the original format (guidelines, rules etc) applies to these commissions as well, except pricing, of course. If you have any questions, check the commission FAQ first, and if your question is not listed, ask away~ ^^



Standard Commissions : Closed
Quick ref. sheet | myu-san.deviantart.com/art/Com…

Those who commission an order of $25 or more will receive a free (single) character sketch (non-colored)!

-::R U L E S::-
• One sketch per order and only one character!
• Chibis are ok too.
• They are smaller resolution (around 400 - 500 px) (unlike commissions, where I hand you the hi-res).
• As with commissions, you can do with it whatever you please, as long as you:
credit me to my dA page, not use it as a "base", and as always, no profit can be made from this work.


Sample:
  


-::Commission FAQ's::-

• Can you draw more than one character? Does it cost extra?
Yes, I can draw as many characters as you wish. An extra character is $3.00 each.

• Is background included?
A complex background (scenery and such) will cost more. It takes more of my time, and has more detail. A simple colored background (like a single pattern or color) I don't charge for.


• Can I pay in points instead?
Sorry, money (paypal) only.

• Is it ok if I provide textual references? (No pictures?)
For those that don't draw and have no previous references of their OC's, provide a detailed description (gender, skin tone, eye/hair color, style of clothing, personality, and optional, a brief bio, etc). Remember it's ok to give me references drawn by other people as well!

• How much time do you take with commissions?
It depends on your turn. I work with commissions "first come, first served". So if the person before you happened to order a huge piece (or several ones), you must wait a bit. In other words, I can't really tell with accuracy >__>.

• Is there anything you won't draw?
Anthro/furries. Not only is not part of my interests, but I just don't have creativity for it.
I just recently stopped taking commissions based on commercial characters from popular series (or anime in general. or cartoons in general. or cereal boxes in general. sorry.). It slows me down/cuts my motivation by a 99%. As far as fanart goes, I feel more comfortable drawing people in real life to my style, they don't belong to other artists I don't know.

OC's are 100% OK!

• Can you draw portraits (in your style) based on real life people?
Yep!

• May I use the commissioned work in my blog, site, etc? May I upload it to my OC gallery?
Yes and yes. Please use the preview image only (the one that includes my logo). Don't upload the hi-res file anywhere please!
Remember to credit me back with a link to my dA page. The commission is yours to do whatever you want with it, except for claiming it as your own and making profit out of it.

-::Important Notes::-

• Please send in your request/references/descriptions etc.
• Payment is upfront. I will begin once the payment has been completed.
• These commissions are digital only.
• I will provide the hi-resolution versions via Sta.sh. These files will be removed within 30 days, so make sure to save yours!
• Please note prices vary upon complexity. This includes amount of characters, whether backgrounds are simple or include scenery, etc. etc.


Payment Methods:
- Paypal > USD $ | Please send in your payment as Personal.
- You may send a note, or send me an e-mail: myusan [at] live.com

Approximate Rates

$10 - $15 - Sketch [B&W | Color | samples: mcroquis.files.wordpress.com/2… | mcroquis.files.wordpress.com/2… | mcroquis.files.wordpress.com/2…
$10 - 15 - Lineart [ sample: mcroquis.files.wordpress.com/2…
$25 - Bust [sample: fav.me/d4yet51 | fav.me/d4x0em5
$30 - 40 - Full  [sample: mcroquis.files.wordpress.com/2…
$5 - Chibis [Bust or Full | sample: fav.me/d45zllk


More examples in my gallery in the "Commissioned Work" folder.

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C O M M I S S I O N ♦ L I S T
• kristinaelyse
• versailles6
• Lacus
• Villainousharlequin
• slvr-phoenix


If you have given me references/descriptions but didn't pay yet, I can't begin on your commission. Keep in mind those who pay first will be attended before you, and I must rollover your turn. If you have sent your payment already, drop me a note so I can make sure with my Paypal transfers.


Please READ:
I beg of you, if you're not sure you want a commission, don't note! I'm telling you now, my time is more valuable than new-found oil. I will only reply those who are definitely sure they're requesting a commission and have sent their entire description already. Artists hate to be "left-hanging", don't be rude.
Thank you for understanding.

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Thank you everybody for the watches and feedback! Love you all~
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70th Weekly Deviants journal

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 2, 2013, 7:32 AM

LXX Weekly Deviants



I often wander in the "Newest" pictures, or in other people's faves, or in groups. And these are the best artists I found that way during this week! Enjoy! :heart:

Deviants of this week!


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What do you think? Aren't they amazing? :happybounce: Browse their gallery, you won't be disappointed ;)
And please, if you like them, :+fav: this journal to spread the art!

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