can you help me?Why
would you look at me
in such distaste? I
can't help this feeling, this
overwhelming sensation, a
certain kind of pleasure I get when
I look into your eyes.
cut me deeper
than you could ever think, some
even taking physical form
and I can't stop it.
Stop speaking such
agonizingly painful words, I
can't take it for much longer.
Please, just let me
be alone, I don't know what's wrong with
I don't know how to change it.
Can you help me?
Just take away this horrible feeling
I'm wrong, my very existence
a sin, a wrong, my inner demon
so powerful in my emotions, please
take it all away.
I can't help how I feel, if
I could I wouldn't be this way, wouldn't
be such a disgrace, maybe I
would be enough to satisfy your
But when I look at you, it
all seems so much more
terrifying, that I can't stop
take it away.
I can't help but
be this way.
Ear DropsHe has my lipsEar Drops8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and my ears
so it is
all I can do
to hold fast
to this chaotic
something to sayi don't know what to do;something to say3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
i don't know what to think of you.
just when i thought i had a clue,
something different you continue to do.
i don't know what to do;
your hair, your eyes throw my thoughts off track,
and when i want to think straight,
you're talking and all thoughts are
EpiphanyWe have gone so far, believing there is nothing we can doEpiphany6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To save ourselves
Remembering to escape, -but theres easy way out,
To break the fall.
I think we may have reached a break in the road,
Theres no place for me to hide anymore-
No place to go-
To pretend that your not there, like it was before
My head keeps spinning round- pounding-
Reliving moments that just cant be made undone.
Ive tried to clear a path for you,
Make you someone
But I cant tell you all these things
I want to,
I need to
Without feeling love.
I have left the books on the shelf
Not planning to read what I wrote to someone else.
I can hear my own voice repeating down the hallway-
Speaking to an impossible friend-
Echos from words left behind,
A memory of a phrase caught in the wind.
And all the while- distance comes through the wire.
We try to makeup-
I fail to break up- myself
To dissolve in your smile
Its such a cruel world to me this way,
Why Do I Care?Why do I care?Why Do I Care?6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
I shouldn't care
You've moved on
But I haven't
Or maybe I have
I like someone else
But I can't let you go
You're with her now
But you should be with me
Do you know how many tears I cried for you?
Do you even care?
Why do I care?
So what if you're with her
Why do I hate her?
She's done nothing to me
She's only made the same mistake
Falling for you.
I should hate you
But I don't
Instead I hate her
That's not right
Nothing about this is right
This is so stupid
I don't want you back
So why do I care?
Who i show much loveGirl I want you to know how I feel,Who i show much love3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Every day that we spend together,
Could never be so real.
And baby!! Ima miss you so much when you leave!!
So let's spend these couple of days together.
Watching how beautiful you are on this midsummers eve.
Remembering your beauties spark forever.
Never letting me down my friend,
I live life to see you again some day!!
Seeing the stars sparkle as they always do,
Reminds me of the way you always looked at me.
Hugging you tightly girl,
Never wanting to let you go.
Come on let's dance, let's give it a whirl!!
I'll twirl you around in circles around me,
Making you fall for me once again.
I wake up from my restless dreams thinking of you.
Hoping one day these dreams come true.
I miss the way you smile at me,
Whenever you see me passing by.
Knowing I'm always thinking of you.
Whenever I hear your beautiful voice say goodbye.
No matter how far away we are from each other, you know how much I love you