Will she ever know?Does she even know?Will she ever know?5 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Can she even tell?
Can I ever express myself right?
She's beautiful, and smart and funny,
She warm, and gentle and kind.
She everything I wish to be,
And everything I'm not.
I feel puny when she's around.
Not because she is so much better than me,
Because she is!
But because I feel I will never be enough for her.
I feel like she will never notice me.
That is my fear.
That she will never notice,
How I stare at her,
Far longer than I should.
How I try to be close to her,
And wish to be closer still.
How every time she touches me,
My heart runs at double speed.
How every time she enters the dojo,
Her eyes land on mine and I look away so she doesn't see me blush.
Will I ever be able to tell her just how much I love her?