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SOMETHINGISTRULYWRONGWITHMESomething must be wrong with meSOMETHINGISTRULYWRONGWITHME8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
with all this hurt inside,
always bursting with anger,
and never any pride.
Something must be wrong with me
if all I do is cry,
I can't stop this pain
all I want to do is die.
Something must be wrong with me
if my emotions run wild,
all this confusion does
is make me feel like a lost child.
Something must be wrong with me
with all these terrible things,
always there and never gone
depression is what it brings.
Something must be wrong with me
if I can't stop these thoughts,
all this pain does
is turn my stomach in knots.
Something is truly wrong with me
when I think there's only one way out,
downI've been pushed down so many timesdown8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I feel this time will be the last
as I lay here fading
my thoughts are invaded by memories of my past
I feel the pressures of shame and rejection building
as I lay here on the floor
I have no strength to get up
I'm not worth it any more
Untitled8 years ago in Graffiti
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Love?Love?Love?8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
What's that?
It's more than just a 4 letter word you like to say To me, it goes deeper than that
Love? What's that?
It's what I feel everytime I look into your eyes
It's what we are in, wishing the feeling could simply last forever What's love you ask..
Why does it matter?
It's just a 4 letter word we said in the past. . .
Darknessi stand here in the midst of shadows and lightDarkness8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
beckoning the embrace of darkness to come to me
come to me...please....
come and take me away
take me into your warming embrace
hold me tight
take me into the folds of darkness
shelter me...
keep me safe....
~sighs softly~
eyes close and breaths are shallow
i no longer wish face the cruelty of the world around me
i want to fall into that neverending slumber
to never shed another tear
and to know...
i would never feel heartache and pain ever again
My Old Friend DeathMy Old Friend DeathMy Old Friend Death8 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Please be swift old friend
For there’s no pain you can mend
Without seeing this through to an end
So do what you must
For I’ve given you my trust
I’m tired of my soul just collecting dust
I’ve gotten all that I can out of life
And all I’ve found is misery and strife
So now I fear my only release is this knife
So please stick to the plan like I said
You stick around and wait until I’m dead
Then release my soul and put it to an end
You’ve done it before and you can do it again
Don’t hesitate simply because I’m your friend
I need you to finally put
Heartbreak It makes you hurtHeartbreak8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
and cry to sleep
It makes you scared
and it makes you weak
It makes you sad
so you have to cry
It makes you depressed
and you want to die
It makes you apprehensive
to love again
It makes you fear
that everything must end
Just A Random Cartoon8 years ago in Drawings
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It's all overIt's all over8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
'It's all over'
Everything is so unfair
Nobody even cares
It's like her life is over
Hoping her life would end sooner
Everything is wrong
She can't find where she belongs
Wishing to end her life of sorrow
Hoping there wouldn't be a tomorrow
She never had a real friend
They all just pretend
She can't take it anymore
She fell on the floor
She killed herself with a knife
She ended her own life
She no longer needs to suffer
Now that her life is over
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Ive gotta fightI scream but no words come out,Ive gotta fight8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
No one can save me now I've sunk too far down,
I've sank in my emotions and I can't get out,
It's like sinking sand,
The more I struggle,
The more I sink.
I explain but no one listens,
I can't complain now,
It's my fault,
I'm just worthless and everyone else is right,
I have no choice,
But to fight!
The words "i love you"you said the words i love youThe words "i love you"8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
but it is obvious things have changed
i said the words i love you
and my feelings are still the same
you said ill love you forever
but forever wasnt long enough
i said ill love you always
and ill mean it forever
but i cannot imply to you
what that means
cause your version of forever
isnt what it seems
and my version of forever
seems like an unrealistic dream
Always will forgive...You are my best friend,Always will forgive...8 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
you always willbe,
yet sometimes I get mad at you,
and you get mad at me,
sometimes I dont understand,
sometimes I dont know what to do,
but remember always,
That I will forgive you..
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Acacia TremeloAcacia Tremelo7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Through thick and thin these small white lines have always been your hero,
But who wrote songs, and sat with you when you couldnt stop the anxiety?
You swallow pills and medicine, living your depression through Tussin,
The room as it blurs I collect oh my god how the stars shake and shine
Acacia left an hour ago and I think she heard me talking;
"She can't control the drugs she does, she cant control her body."
Her knees they shivered violently, I wish that I could save her.
Her breath it comes out slowly now, but earlier was stable
..Like the night you asked if id play your song to calm your withdraw
I watched you shaking on the co
In my life, through your mindDon't wake me up, till end of dream comesIn my life, through your mind7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Don't light up the sky, till darkness in mind perish
So I can live again and decide to what world I turn
The life of hard foolish mistakes or life of neverending paradise
In my way, nothing seems to stay
Luck in love or game I play
It's up to me if I rise again
It's up to you if we live today
Decide what way of living we will live
Describe what will please your heart most
Now it's time to go
Thoughts in mind flows
Today I know
Where path of joy goes
Don't you think so?
From past to now
I've been asking, torturing myself
How can I go
With this weight, on my shoulders
Through my decis
My Unwritten SonnetTitle Goes HereMy Unwritten Sonnet7 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Line One rhymes with
Line Two. Complete this thought in
Line Three. Make sure it rhymes with
Line Four. End thought now.
Line Five gives new perspective, counteracted in
Line Six. Which rhymes with
Line Seven. Repeat Line One in
Line Eight.
Line Nine shows author's insight, rhyming with
Line Ten. Continue a pattern in
Line Eleven. Create a word that rhymes with "orange" in
Line Twelve
Line Thirteen rhymes with
Line Fourteen. Breathe in and Out.
You're done.
Now crumple it up, and write something meaningful.
A New Spin on Sin - RevisedA New Spin on Sin - Revised7 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
An insatiable appetite
(for destruction)
For wanton moans to fill the night
(the time when you are mine) -
My loss of self-control overwhelms me
(and is tinted with blood and loathing).
And I know
(though I'm blinded),
This is not love
(however confused, at least not for you) -
Lust can be deadly...
A terrible thirst parches my throat
(but it is a small penance)
And I overindulge in your sweet nectar
(even if it may cause addiction) -
My unwitting heart feeds on your attention
(and the pain you force onto me).
And I know
(though I crave the excess),
This is not love
(however many times I binge and purge myself
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