waking-cat's morning reflectionyyyyywaking-cat's morning reflection3 years ago in Free Fella More Like This
-ning to wake up
. . . marry him.. . . marry him.3 years ago in The Great Valentine Exchange More Like This
he will gleam like photons
tangled in sheer joy.
where i harvest dead localities,
he will sheath the touchstone nerve.
his voice will soothe great quandaries
like growling cicadas solve summer nights.
his eyes will break into blessed anointments.
his lips will pierce the frighteners
and spill their silver antidotes -
a cure for every blasphemy,
a pardon for every criminal.
remember who he was,
a mystic lisping empathy
for pure, unbottled moments,
a silence worming through bicycle wind,
a gender scribbled on a brainstorm,
the flashing of satori
in the scatter-shooting cosmos,
a wonderer, wondrous
with no guilty body,
a boy's fond familiar
who keeps a tail feather of god
stuffed in a bag of beetle legs
and cats eye marble galaxies.
i suppose i was never
the one who was meant to apron you,
to feed the thirsty virginities
that open up
beneath your womb. . .
i'm not the one to paper you
with sanctuaries and closet troves,
I am wearing purple.Oh, pretty baby, with your broken wing mouth and your moon swallowed gaze, come sit with me for a while. I'll hold your hand and let your mind quiet. If you want to cry, I'll cradle your ache in my palms and I'll break open your insecurities so that they become mine for a while instead. Maybe you know who you are, and maybe you don't; it's okay, baby baby, I love you. I don't know who I am yet either. I thought I loved him and him and him but they all broke broke broke me. I have pictures of beautiful women all over my room, role models to aspire to, beautiful women with beautiful souls, and they've been hurt too. There's Megan Fox and Marilyn Monroe and Lady GaGa and Britney Spears and so many other beautiful women covering my wall, floor to ceiling. They've been hurt and judged and beaten down but they stand for something, confidence and pain and strength, and show us your little monster, dear baby, show us your goddamn teeth and put your paws up! This isn't all make believe and thinI am wearing purple.5 years ago in Spirit Day More Like This