Regret by choiseI never thought of this before
I never thought we could be like this
When I saw you just standing there across the street
I knew from the start
You would never talk to me
You would even bother to ask if I was okay
Im still standing here before you make me move
These things between us are dangerous
Owr friendship is nomore
Did I came here to lose all hope?
Did I came here to die?
No, there is still hope for this recless soul,
becous Im still standing.
With no regrets,
with no thoughts.
Im just me.
And you cant change me to your kind.
Im just hanging by a moment.
Im just being me
and you cant ever change me.
I lost everyhope when you sayd those things to me.
But now I know,
that it was your anger that made you like this.
There is nothing left to lose,
Theres nothing in the world
that could change my mind.
Theres nothing there anymore.
Im more than a kid,
Im a lover.
A true lover you could ever see.
I have right to know the truth.
So take this and leave me alone,
leave us alone.
Im more t
Love foreverMemories by now no one knows.Love forever6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Going back, the track is the same,
but the place has changed.
You, who are standing near the gate of the garden,
whether you're a friend or enemy?
Home Place has become more
and not at all good friends here.
Let this love last forever.
If there would be a beautiful moment for me,
I would like, that it would take forever.
Memories of you are now forever gone away.
Lovely if you stood next to me you went away forever,
my next to last forever.
you are my high school love.she was a nerdy loner in the school,you are my high school love.5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
they called her Bomb,
she thought it was a joke,
they though she'll explode one day,
from all the bullying she had to cope with.
she was the popular girl,
Stacy was a perfect blonde,
with a secret,
and no one to tell.
Bomb met Stacy in a lunch brake.
Stacy didn't know her,
even that Bomb sat in front her in the chemistry class.
it was just a passing moment,
and they walked in different ways.
Bomb never knew,
Stacy turned to look back at her.
Weeks went pass,
Stacy gathered courage to go to talk to her,
"come with me."
this was again the time,
when she would find herself bullied in front of everybody.
but it wasn't.
they walked outside of the school building.
and they went to the nearest alley,
and Stacy pushed Bomb against the brick wall.
"I'm sorry, but I gotta do this."
Stacy pressed her lips against Bomb's.
They shared a kiss.
First to Bomb.
The best to Stacy.
Bomb pushed Stacy away.
TearsEvery time I want to cry,Tears5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I force back the tears with all my might.
I won't let one drop no matter how much it hurts,
even when the pain inside is unbearable.
I feel cold and my heart feels frozen,
as if I was lying in snow.
When the time comes when I am finally alone,
the tears will not be shed.
The tears cannot be shed,
no matter how much I want them to.
don't you ever leave me.i was walking to the store,don't you ever leave me.5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
when i saw her sitting in the pier.
tears dropped in to the ocean,
as she shed them,
i sat by her,
doing nothing but,
staring in front of me.
"it was a mistake."
i turned to her,
"what was a mistake?"
"to kiss another girl.
i was not supposed to fall in love,
with a girl.
i'm a freak."
i looked at her and as another tear was dropping to the ocean,
i catch it in the palm of my hand.
"loving someone shouldn't make you feel like a freak;
it's supposed to make you feel whole."
"i hate you." she said and took my hand.
"and i am so scared to love you."
i looked to her blue eyes,
they were so deep,
like the ocean,
that sucked her tears.
"don't you ever leave me."
i said and leaned against her.
it was jump to the unknown,
every time i kissed her.
every time i fall in love with her again.
"i love you." we said together.
Sad SeptemberAll the times what I rememberSad September5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All the nights we had.
Nothing stops my tears.
My parents hated you,
your parents hated me.
Owr parents thought we were foolish.
Now that your gone,
I blame owr parents.
Death took you long time ago from me.
When your parents found out your dead,
they started blaming me.
In my sad broken heart I knew
that they were wrong all along.
They coudn´t see the love we had,
the times we kept so dear.
Now everytime I hear owr song,
I cry my heart out.
Becous I miss you my dear,
I sing along with the song.
My mom once heard me singing to the song,
and she sayd "Its time to let her go".
But I cant just let you go.
Its way too hard to let my lover go.
I still keep your number on speed dial.
Everytime I hear the phone ring,
I think its you.
I love you my dear,
nomather where you are.
Where you used to be, there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.
Brave colorsOn the dance floorBrave colors4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Dancing in the color lights
What is that thing what makes me dance?
Dont hide yourself in the stuped closet
come out and join the fun.
Hey you come out
I dont care who you are
Come out from the closet
and accept who you are
and then others will accept you
Your cute and alive
Be happy to the fact that your alive
Your born to live and love
Love who ever you want
I dont mind
The people around you who are saying mean things
Let them go by becous they dont know
that hating us dosnt make them better people
Lets just dance to the thriller
The people who say mean things to us
They dont see the colors in life
I dont care who you are
I dont care if you are gay,bi,lesbian or a drag queen
I love you who you are
I love you becous your brave enough to show your colors
Becous we all are humans and I dont mind
I love you becous
I am only half the rainbow
Death of an angelThat broken heartDeath of an angel3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Those shatterd promises
Just another night crying
Forever you promised
Now these memories I trye to forget
Those fun moments we had
Why so silent?
What did I do wrong?
It aint my fault mother
It isint my fault father
It isint my fault I love her
Love is love
Why cant you both see it?
Why are you doing this?
Why are you bunishing us?
It isint my fault that Im like this
I love her
Yes I am lesbian
Now Im dead
Forgotten to dust
Killed myself today
Becous of you mother
Becous you didint see me daddy
Forgotten daughter that haunts
I was your daughter
Your little angel daddy
Now Im just a forgotten memory
We all need is loveThose love letters I gotWe all need is love4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Were burned by my mom.
I was sad
I thought she understood.
Forget what we told
before we get too old.
We might have moved,
but your always on my mind.
The love never faids away.
The winter chaines to spring
then the love starts agen.
Even we arent togheter,
even if our parents dont agree.
They are forcing us to love someone else.
I rather die to be without you.
They all hate us,
so do our parents.
It makes me cry,
I cried my heart out once.
My mom asked me to stop,
I never did.
They took me to boys,
but I only wanted you.
I dont ever want someone else.
What is this world coming to?
Love is love
Dont take it away from us.
Becous we all are one in love and war,
dont you ever foget it.
Even homosexuals need love
you cant change us,
you cant make us love someone else.
You and your stuped rules are making me cry.
Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands? ~Ernest Ga
Let lovers be loversWe were friends from the kindergardenLet lovers be lovers5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Inseparable in primery school
Teen aged rebels in high school.
Now look at us,
seperated by law and religion.
The love between us is bad.
Thats what they say.
Their lack of concern
They say that we should not be together
The love between us should not exist.
They say that homosexuality is a disease
They see us as dirt.
Yesterday we were friends for life
Today we are enemys.
Now I could ask myself,
Where is the love?
Instead of listneing to your heart,
you listen what the law or your friends say.
It´s sad when you thin about it.
It´s sad when you see your neighbors, relatives and friends with broken hearts.
I want to others know that Im just a lover.
A lover with right to choose my own lover.
They say Im just a kid
Im not just a kid anymore,
Im a lover with tears in my eyes and scars on my soul.
We are all one in love and war. Let people choose their own path.Let them be who can feel love and enjoy it.
I Read Your PainYou have been hurt.I Read Your Pain3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You have been beaten and you have been ridiculed.
And as I look into your eyes, I read your pain.
I read your pain as my own.
I have been down the road you're trekking.
And though the end may seem so far off,
There is always a light at the end.
I know it is easier said than done,
But you are strong.
I used to be in your position,
I knew how hard it was.
The effort to wait out the storm is worth it.
I had been hurt.
I had been beaten and ridiculed.
My eyes reflected the same pain as yours.
I read your pain as my own.
Now look at where I have ended up.
I am happy and I am living my life.
If I can do it, I know you can too.
Just let the storm pass,
And i promise you will see a rainbow when the clouds clear.
Who are you to judge?Who are you to judge who I fall in love with,Who are you to judge?3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Just because I'm gay,
It does not give you the right too ridicule me,
Or my partner,
I'm putting my foot down,
Just because we care,
For a person of the same gender,
It does not mean we are different,
Or "second class" or "outcasts",
It means we are in love,
And that gender is not an issue,
We are open-minded kind-hearted people,
If you get to know us,
So don't doubt us,
Or judge a book by it's cover,
And most importantly,
Never judge a person by their gender,
You may grow to regret it!
Darkest loveI live in darknessDarkest love3 years ago in Concrete Poetry More Like This
while you live in light
I sit and watch
how you constantly fight
My love for you is endless
But is doomed to fail
For how can drag you into this existence
Into my permanent hell?
So for now I just observe
and pray that you´ll be fine
If you get into trouble
then I´ll cross that line
For when I though we cannot be
I´m always here
To protect you in your time of need
I promise there´s nothing to fear
Envy is a Dangerous WordHigh school can be difficult.Envy is a Dangerous Word4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
the cliques and cliches,
and the pressure.
Oh, the pressure.
to have sex,
to fit in,
to know your direction in life.
Everyone around me as well as I are experiencing them. Yet, I stand alone, left to battle solo with another pressure.
The pressure to come out.
Walk straight on out of the closet, into an unforgiving world consisting of
and secret sneers.
I envy those who are not faced with this dilemma. I envy those who do not have to keep secrets and love behind closed doors. Most of all, I envy him.
He, who has her.
He, who can wrap an arm around her waist, freely.
He, who can kiss her, any time he desires to do so.
He, who holds her precious heart.
And I, who never will.
her nightmare.she was good girl,her nightmare.5 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
an amazing friend,
a perfect daughter,
popular in school,
until she relieved her true self.
her friends defined her as a sick freak.
her parents kick her out.
she was bullied,
'till she was bruised on the ground.
her life broke down,
she cried herself to sleep,
hoping she never wakes up.
- because she kissed a girl.
Two to OneT for how terrifyingly beautiful you areTwo to One4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
H for the heartache you give me.
E for my endeavor to make you love me.
B for my breathlessness with just your one motion.
A for your acceptance of me.
D for how much i'm dying to see you.
A for the pure awesomeness of being you.
S for your sexy body, and
S for the shivers down my spine at your voice.
T for how thankful i am of you.
H for how honest you've always been.
E for your earnest personality.
A for your amazing talents.
R for how insanely real you are.
T for how trippy you can be.
I for how innocently you act.
S for the selflessness you present to others, and
T for the turmoil in my mind when i see you.
A for how apathetic i try to be towards you both.
N for how <
Remember me as you wishWhen we first metRemember me as you wish5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
everything seemed normal.
Until you found out I was bisexual.
I didint know that you got scared.
I didint want you to go,
I dont want our friendship end like this.
Why this world has to be so evil?
Why you have to be so evil to me?
Dont you remember all the good times we had?
I know I do.
But everytime I ask that,
you answer that it was before I was bisexual.
It hurts me when you say that.
We can still be friends.
Just becous Im bisexual,
that dosnt mean I have to love you.
Dont you see we can still be friends.
But for you its a bad idea.
For all of you its a bad idea.
So Im all alone in the rain,
with out you knowing Im hurt inside.
You were my only friend.
And now I wish that I was invisible.
I just want you to know who I am.
Everytime I see you I remember all the fun we had.
Now I see you found your self new best friends for life
and for them Im nothing but dirt.
For them my kind of people are all guilty for the thinfs what
are happening in this world.
I dont want
My black broken heartHave you ever seen my tears?My black broken heart5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Have you ever wonderd who I realy am?
Do you know my story?
I think not,
becous all you do is call me names.
You always make up lies.
Am I alone in this world?
A loner in the shadows?
Im just a lonely soul.
Nobody never bother to ask if Im okay.
Now I know that you dont care.
You and your friends are making up storys about me.
As I walk home from the school life,
you and your friends start spilling jokes about me.
You sayd I was a hooker and everybody belived it.
Nobody asks me if its true,
everyone but belives your fauls lies.
My lonely heart is bleeding.
Do I have to kill myself so you and all others could be happy?
What I have to do so you could leave me alone?
Im only human.
The scars what are on my soul,
nobody belives me.
And one day theyll see,
hwo I realy am.
All they saw me as theyr perfect little punching bag.
The terror what you gave me.
The tears I cry,
youll say theyr fake,
but theyr real enough to make you a beliver.
I care...For all of youI care...4 years ago in Philosophical More Like This
out there who think that....
...no one cares about you
...no one wants you around
...no one loves you
...no one wants to be there for you
I want you here.
I love you.
and I want to be there for you.
Tears what I cry in the darkWhat did I do to deserv this?Tears what I cry in the dark5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Everybody look at me like a outcast.
Just becous Im diffrent,
Just becous Im being me.
That heart what beats in me,
is not yours to play with.
In the darkness of then night,
What is this feeling that I have?
Is it my own madness that makes me act like this?
Is this my own sadness?
All your lies what you make up about me.
All those storys what you have tolld to them.
Made me a outcast.
For you Im nothing.
For others Im nothing.
Just a shadow in the darkness.
The tears I cry,
nobody belives them.
I gave up beliving I could find a lover
long time ago.
Nobody wants a unperfect lover.
Everyones wants a skinny lover like in the magazines.
Everygirl has to be skinny.
Everybody is laughing at me becous they think Im a joke.
I keep the anger in me.
Becous I know hating them dosnt make me better.
Does hating me makes them better people?
Im just another loner in the dark.
With sadness so pure,
Innocence that is so true.
But they see as nob
Soldiers last wordsI know I have made mistakesSoldiers last words2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I have fought my battles
I have fought my wars
But you should know
I will always love you
I will always come home
No matter how long I be gone
I will always be by your side
I will be the shadow by your side
A familiar ghost in the distance
But promise me....My dear beloved
You wont forget me
In this time of distress
In this war
If I don´t come back
Remember this...I love you
I always did
Stop the hidingNo need to hideStop the hiding3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
No need to cry
No need to be shy
We all are human
Under the great blue sky
Dancing to our songs
In our own rhythm
We are one
We are not ashamed
Not ashamed to be gay
Becouse thats who we are
Afrayd bo many
Loved by friends
Togheter under the sky
We never go away
You may hate us
You may fear us
But we always stay
Always under the sky of love
Knowing that love has no limit
Just us togheter forever
Dont be ashamed to be yourself
Becouse your unique
And dont forget it
Lump Of CoalWould it bother you to hear me talk about boys?Lump Of Coal5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
What about other girls?
Well maybe not.
But the way you say.
You want a boyfriend.
Makes me feel like I don't exist.
Like I'm some sort of on the side.
That I'm not really here.
What am I?
Am I just a plaything?
Just until you can get a boy?
Then will I be thrown away?
Am I just a tissue?
To be tossed away?
When you're done with me?
It hurts to think that that's what I am.
But it seems to sound like it.
Because you say you want a boy.
What does that make me?
Are girls not the same as boys?
Well I know they're different.
But when dating, please treat them the same.
If you had a boyfriend, would you tell him.
Would you tell him about your perfect man?
I don't mind being your friend.
And at the same time something else.
But sometimes it hurts me to be treated.
We were numb, and now we seeI know that you point and laugh at me now.. but would you if we were children?We were numb, and now we see4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
As children, we didn't scrutinize things so much.. we accepted things as came, and we didn't question whether or not something was right or deemed 'wrong'.
So why is it that you still deny two giggling six-year-old girls the right to pretend to get married to each other?
It's because you don't want them to grow up 'wrong' or 'twisted' .. right..?
So when those two little girls kiss each other, because "that's what you do when you get married" do you make them sit in time out because "you're not allowed to kiss your friends" ?
Or are you afraid.. afraid to shatter the glass case that enshrouds them..? Are you so scared to shatter the innocence that 'protects' them from the real world..? Where people can marry whomever they please..?
That's right.. they can't.. not yet, at least.
Just because you have authority, it doesn't mean that you deserve to force them apart.
They may be young, they may be naive.. and th