:.Heart.::.Heart.:4 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
Írta: Szabó Enikõ
Olyan büszke vagyok rá, pedig hét éve még azt sem tudták megmondani, valaha ki tudja e nyitni a szemét. Az ágyhoz lett kötve hosszú hónapokra, mi mellé, hallgatva a gépek monoton és rémisztõ hangját. Az elsõ hetekben még nem tudtam megkülönböztetni a kintrõl beszûrödõ esõcseppek táncát édesanyám csendes zokogásától. Összefolytak, mintha a városra zúduló áradat az égbõl mind anyutól eredne, és amíg õ nem hagyja abba, addig az esõ is képtelen rá.
Az én hibám volt. Az enyém, hogy a világ legártatlanabb angyala élettelenül, csövek és gépek közzé lett számûzve. A baleset óta nem szólt hozzám senki, mintha levegõ
That simple.That simple.3 years ago in Visual & Found Poetry More Like This
Whenever I talk to you, I feel so special.
Sometimes you don't bother even looking at me.
I wonder if you even know how I truly feel toward you.
I make a lot of effort for you, and sometimes it feels as if you're ignoring it.
True it might be my imagination, but who knows.
It's so hard to read your mind with every day passing by.
Sometimes I imagine us as a couple, and I imagine us kissing and doing things a couple would do, like going on a date, watching a movie together and more.
I might tell you how I feel any day now.
I might never tell you.
I know that I'll never forgive myself if you'll date another girl.
I know that I will be jealous and that I will secretly hate her.
After all of those thoughts, I suddenly realize you're not that kind of person.
I know you don't love me, I know you don't feel the same.
I know it's just a dream no matter how much I want it to become real.
I wish I wouldn't feel this way.
I don't want to risk at ruining our friendship.
I don't know if you've noti
Kill Me With Your LoveI would tell youKill Me With Your Love2 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
I love you
But you already know.
I want to love you
But I have to
Let you go.
I broke the window
To your heart
And painted it black.
I ripped out your soul
And killed your mind
Now you'll never take me back.
Your body was mine.
It was my temple.
Twas my only desire.
Now we must
Set our relationship
Maybe I'm A MasochistI remember.Maybe I'm A Masochist2 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I remember the stars that shone in your eyes
And the way they dimmed when you told lies.
Do you remember?
The way we love
How it always ends with push and shove.
I remember how I thought I knew you.
But not why you couldn't tell me the truth.
Can you please tell me?
Of the fateful night,
Where our love became a plight.
Can you please tell me?
Because I don't have a clue
As to what would make me choose you.
Maybe I'm a masochist.
Maybe I was wrong.
But now I remember you won me with a song.
You sang oh so softly.
Your voice was raspy and hoarse.
That's what won me over of course.
Your eyes were bright.
I thought you fell from the sky.
But now it's time to say goodbye.
The Bird.Coo, coo, the bird sings;The Bird.2 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
Alone trapped in its small cage;
Its mind flies away.
The killer inside me part 3The killer inside me part 33 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Gerard rolled his eye at the two, "When you're done acting like 5 year olds come down stairs, we need to talk." He said closing the door behind him as they started play fighting like couple of wolf pups, he giggled as he walked down the hall to the living room, where he frank with a cup of coffee, he sat up and handed it to Gerard
"How's it going have they killed each other yet?" Gerard grinned kissed him on the lips
"They are behaving like pair of wolf pups." He frowned taking a sip of his coffee
"Is he aware of wha "
"Nope I will."
An hour later Star walked in covered in cuts and bruise, Mikey was already sat on the sofa with a smirk on his face as she sat down "So what is going on." Mikey asked his brother handing her a cup of tea
"Cheers my dears, hehehehehe." she giggled
"Okay right Star it seems that you have some form of antibodies that wipes out the Lycain gene that's why it took you longer to heal."
"So I am not going to turn?" he said
The Wielder of DivinityOn a black night in a dark room, a loud, torturous scream could be heard. Dark, menacing laughter.The Wielder of Divinity3 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Ripping sounds, tearing noises, the horror of it all too real.
Amidst this room, which was reduced to a shambled appearance, lay the freshly-dead body of a woman, and her family, save for the youngest child. In specific, this woman was the mother of Gavindrick Deathweaver.
Weeping without a sound, Gavindrick hid in the cupboard of his house. He did not have to see to imagine the atrocities occuring. The wet sound of splashing blood gave clear enough indication of this 'Monster's' intent.
More tearing. A howl is heard- resonating throughout the house, causing it to shudder with the sound. More tearing. Snap! A bone broke, a loud crack filling the silence. Gavindrick jumped at the sound- A mistake that should not have been made.
Another howl came. Followed by a rush to the hiding place in which he resided. It tore the door apart from it's frame. Gavindrick screamed loudly now, the sight of
Canopy of StarsIf our paths should never cross again,Canopy of Stars3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
There's something I'd like to say--
If I'll never see your face again,
And we'll go our seprate ways,
Please let me leave you with a smile
And the happiest memories.
may the sunlight always find you
And guide you to your dreams.
May the moon above us smile,
And remind us that we are
Always resting under
The same canopy of stars.
I'll Protect YouI'll protect youI'll Protect You3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
All through the night;
You say the dark winds howl
Across the sky
And the rain falls faster, now,
Pattering like little soldiers
Marching out of rhythm
While the sky explodes in light,
Thunder bellows; low and deep.
But why do you cry?
I only feel the earth below me
I sense the rumbling in the air.
Sounds mean nothing to me.
I enjoy the time I am blessed enough to have
The moments I am lucky enough to live
Especially the ones I can spend with you.
I am at peace
With rain falling to the ground
And my friend sitting by my side.
My senses for listening to the music of life
Has long since left me.
I hear the songs hidden in my soul.
I am alone with my thoughts nearly always.
And, of course,
But why do you cry?
There is no need to be afriad.
I am here.
I will be with you
And together we will be strong.
I promise you
That I will always stand by your side.
You have been so brave.
Now let it be my turn;
I can protect you
From the falling rain
And I will let you remember h
From HateThere are people out there who despise of meFrom Hate3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
They want me gone, sent far far away.
There is a good reason
I have destroyed civilization and culture as we know it,
turned people into monsters,
slaughtered millions of innocents...
But people don't seem to understand the problem
I can't be killed by bullets or bombs
I exist in war, fear, hatred... all things that grow rampant throughout society
Finally, above all,
I exist in inequality, the product of the greedy and powerful taking what they want
These horrible things are not all of me
Despite what you might think, I have nurtured justice as well
Didn't the Jews hate Hitler?
Some of you may call it righteous anger, but to me it is the same thing as hate.
There are people out there who try to end hatred.
But they don't seem to understand either
I am the fire in the eyes of millions
It depends on how I am used that makes me good or bad
I can focus a mind, drive it towards a single purpose
Or I can snap it, making somebody lose himself in ra
tell me what hurts.there's an odd sort of feeling about ittell me what hurts.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
like there's nothing there anymore.
like somebody slashed this and shot this and killed this
and you look at me with eyes half-closed
and then i look away.
i can't help but think there's a lie there
somewhere behind all the smiles
i know what you've told me, i know what you've said
but all of your sweet words
have left me for dead.
missing you though you're right there,
praying for you though you don't care,
i'm a girl all alone in the river, it's carried me away
and all you do is stand by the banks
you stand there, and you wave.
someday i know i will cry for this.
cry for all the things i have missed.
cry for your mind and your soul and your heart
and cry for the people who've killed it;
they don't know what they're missing out on.
tell me what hurts.
i'll fix it, i'll kill them
i'll run them all into the ground
oh, yes, i know you will forget these words
but i will kill them, one by one
The LetheI would forget it in an instant.The Lethe3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To drown my sorrows in a river,
Oh! to forget this.
Has become a habit,
A habit I would rather break.
And in time,
I will forget this.
The river will take me, and
Memory will die.
Rosemary for remembrance--
I shall burn it.
Good night, fair lady,
I will not see you again.
And for the better!
My Love:TheHuntressandTheKing."My King... My love."My Love:TheHuntressandTheKing.3 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
It was the first words to say to herself addressing to him in her mind.
To remind herself of her duty before her passions.
To remind herself of the bigger picture than the possible folly of the human connection.
He was the many higher monarchies of the earth bound kingdom.
She was of the old ways but a great server.
Never fully accpeted, but she never mind.
As long she was right behind him, serving on what he belived to be right. That's all she asked.
"If there is a God, let me serve him as my will to you"
Her thoughts are calm yet strong.
So little do the people of the earth bound kingdom know of her many of speech.
She is silent from the outside, to herself with the dark moon on her brow and her bow at her side.
Her right hand shows of her path. She was born into the old ways.
She didn't think she had a choice.
And in a way, she didn't.
It killed her to think of it.
No choice in the old ways. Even though it was beautiful. Magick was her life.
The very air she br
let meYou asked for a safety pin,let me3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hid in my bathroom,
And I knew what you were doing in there,
I didn't stop you, though.
I feel like it was my fault.
I could have stopped you and I didn't.
I just wondered if I could have helped,
If you would have let me.
I haven't slept since then.
Nights lying awake,
Staring at the ceiling.
Thinking of what I could ever do for you.
Do I make you feel like a hero?
Because I feel like I can't do shit.
All I want to do is fix you,
But I don't think you would let me.
I daydream of plastering your wrists in Band-Aids.
Band-Aids with smiling faces on them,
I wish you could look at them
When you hide in a bathroom again.
I would be keeping you company in there,
But I don't think you'd let me.
To write the words "I love you"
In perfect calligraphy
All over your arm
I want it to be so beautiful
That you wouldn't dare
To disturb it
With a cut.
I want you to know how beautiful you are.
To know that someone out there wants
The Cold, Scary WaterIs everything I do wrong?The Cold, Scary Water3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Tears stroll down my face without my control.
My heart starts racing like I just ran in a marathon.
Embarrassment floods as a friend witnesses this vulnerability.
I can never be as good as everyone else.
It was hard enough to build enough courage just to get here.
But it all tore down as soon as my foot stepped into that water.
That cold, harsh water.
In that deep, treacherous pool. The fear of drowning/embarrassment is high.
My hand clenches onto the side as I'm getting yelled at by a teacher.
Does he think he can control me?
"_insert feeling word here"the world around us is falling apart"_insert feeling word here"3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
and so i close my eyes
hoping you'll be here, ready to fall with me
nostalgia eyes.Monday through Sundaynostalgia eyes.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
fluorescent lighting nostalgia.
Mother pouring milk and butter
white porcelain bowls and wrinkled bedsheets.
a growing child's daily dose.
underneath the ground
found pokey little eyes
monsters in the shadows
To Whom It May Concern,I just want you to know that I miss you.To Whom It May Concern,3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
I miss you because
Of our random conversations,
How you were never serious,
How we called each other "best friend",
Even though I'm sure we both knew it wasn't true,
How we drew together,
How you envied my "drawing skill"
How you would ask me to teach you.
How even though I never met you,
And I didn't know you for very long,
I still felt like I knew you.
Now when you talk to me, it angers me,
Because it's my fault we stopped talking,
And you're a good person,
You never did me wrong,
I just stopped getting on,
But I still care,
I love how your art's improved.
And I love your writing.
I miss you because
Of how you made me laugh,
How every day I would talk to you,
How we had a million inside jokes,
How you would always come to me for advice,
Even though you're a year older than me,
How you would say you missed me,
But would never make the effort to talk to me,
How you were beautiful without make-up,
Or contacts, o
to me...To me you'll always be...to me...3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
a wonderful friend
someone I can go to anytime
a brilliant writer
a beautiful person, inside and out
someone I'll miss
someone I love
and loved as more than a friend
The Emily to my Naomi
I'll always be here whenever you need me, never forget it. And you'll always have a special place in my heart.
ShatteredIt's not that unusual for someone to leaveShattered3 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
But she seems to think it's the end of the world
And she walks by you in the halls with that fake smile of hers
But the real smile's gone, the real smile's shattered
Not that strange for the first time to not be the last
But she seems to think she's a hopeless case
And she tried to laugh the other day
But it shattered, that laugh, it shattered
Well you're shattered, darling, who's gonna be there
To pick up the pieces of your soul
Shattered, she's scattered
All over the floor
And all I can do is watch her break some more
It's not that amazing to hear a song about love
But she seems to think it's a sign from the gods
Says "Jesus, why don't you just rub it in a little more"
But she's already shattered anyway
Not that damn hard to get over yourself
But she doesn't have a clue
Yeah, look at me honey,
Other people are shattered too
Well you're shattered, yeah so, who's gonna be there
To pick up the pieces of your soul
Shattered, she's scattered