Confused Mixed FeelingsConfused Mixed Feelings7 years ago in General More Like This
Token lifted his head up from his bed, yawning tiredly as the lights shone in the doorway of his room. Another morning another boring morning. He yanked a shirt on and left the room, thinking of where he might go next in that long white hallway. There were so many locked doors so many places he could start. But first, he needed to get something to eat. Hopefully, Ace was making breakfast. Reluctantly he passed Dezzis room on the way to the kitchen. He heard excessive moaning, which made him stop a moment.
Why am I doing this? What do I care if hes having massive sex again?
Token tried to convince himself that he cared not for Dezzis sex escapades. But he couldnt resist a peek. Carefully, he peeked in the doors crack into Dezzis room. Well, this was new. Dezzi was once again topping someone, but it was an unfamiliar face. All Token saw was the other mans bright purple hair before he got a sick gut feeling. Token twisted around and he
Birthday Suits - SoRiku, KH2The first time Riku ever saw Sora naked was not how anyone would have expected.Birthday Suits - SoRiku, KH24 years ago in Fan Fiction More Like This
They were both eighteen, and had dated for two years, their relationship still going strong. But Sora was a rather impulsive person, and Riku knew this well. So when his brunette boyfriend declared that he wanted to learn another language, Riku thought it would just be a passing phase.
When choosing a language to learn, Sora was too indecisive, so he asked Riku to help with the decision. Riku chose French, jokingly saying that, "If I speak dirty to you in French, it will sound somewhat romantic, and therefore I won't sound like as much of a perve."
Of course, he hadn't actually searched anything he considered immature like that. And that also was not the reason why, despite the fact he could only count up to twenty in French, he had learnt how to say sixty-nine.
Yeah, it was totally innocent, right?
But the weird business started on the morning of their two year anniversary, when they were in the loc
Sky Blue, Moss Green.She's an autumn leaf,Sky Blue, Moss Green.3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Caught on the wind,
Floating on wild
Thermals on which birds fly,
But she's easily broken.
And rapidly losing colour,
As she slowly reaches the floor.
And he's jolted awake,
To the sound of bleeping
And sterilised cotton offending his nose,
He can see the bruising spreading,
And the paleness of her usually caramel skin,
Her eyes are unclosed,
But her hand's releasing pressure,
And the doctors and nurses fuss around her,
Getting more and more stressed,
A deadly electricity filling the air,
His eyes refusing to leave hers,
Sky blue and Moss green.
Locked, lost, but never alone.
(her's slowly faded, and the world slowly stopped,)
Leaving a broken boy, in an empty room.
Surrounded by I'm sorry,
Words hanging heavy in stagnant air.
Moss green, and alone.
Suleyman'in Seyir DefteriSuleyman'in Seyir Defteri4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Süleyman'ın Seyir Defteri
Daha uzun olabilirdi bence o şeftalinin dalı
-uzantılı isim tamlaması-
Eskiden insanlar daha çok ölürlerdi
Daha çok ölürlerdi dediysem ölmek diye bir şey vardı yani
Demirbaş gibi değil deftere yazmak için değil
Ölmek diye bir şey vardı severdi nineler ölmeyi
Ölürlerdi insanlar ikindi vaktinde şeftalinin dibinde çürürlerdi
Ağır ağır yollarda yürürlerdi
Yürümek diye bir şey vardı
Şeftalinin dalına su yürürdü mesela
Kan yürürdü yüreklere dikleşirdi şişerdi
Yürürdü yaşlı marangoz bağa giderdi üzüm yerdi
Yürürdü elleri kadınların
Yalardı suyu da geceyi yalar gibi sessizliği yarar gibi yürürdü
Hell's KitchenWhat are you doing at your computerHell's Kitchen5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
- decapitating that chocolate bar at the mercy of your
crimson red lips
- the blood of both your employees and the food you order to be prepared.
Facebook status change - "Satan is currently poisoning the meals"
With your studded ears and indiscernible runic tattoos, you think
you're the poster boy for Hardcore; the paragon of Mr. Menace.
You may arrogantly express your title of "Manager"
but only in this hell do you manage sinners such as yourself.
The kitchen becomes hotter; there's a young freshman near the
freezer, hauling a milk crate twice his size.
You would be sardonically chivalrous if it were female
but upon seeing his pimple-plastered face
and frowning brow, you stick your chauvinistic foot into the scene.
Words exit your mouth alongside spit missiles, desperate to escape
the stench of your coffee breath and perfect teeth racketed with interior
dysfunction like Gothic spores of rotting plaque.
The metallic teeth of cutlery have not been br
Derpy Hooves Hero of Epsilon 2Derpy Hooves Hero of Epsilon 22 years ago in Humor More Like This
There really is only one thing you should idolize. Me the Muffin Queen. Gather around as I tell you the tale of how I Derpy Hooves the TWC Muffin Queen became the Hero of Epsilon 2.
Spoiler: click to toggle
I have been a great renowned hero especially in the days of yore. For in 1823, I Derpy Hooves came to the planet of Epsilon 2, where the citizens were in an epic war against the evil muffin race. The battles between both sides were of epic proportions. Thousands would appear on the field of battle, and millions (sometimes billions) would die on that same battlefield. After 100's of years the war had come to an end. It was absolutely horrific. Trillions died, humans and muffins alike. But it was the muffins who won the great epic Human-Muffin War, and thus they enslaved the beaten humans. The dastardly cruel muffins would force the humans to produce muffin offspring. Under Muffin Law, the humans were banned from eating fruits, vegetables, breads and pastries. The humans were tortured
pulp fictionhep boşuna o koltuklarındaki küreklerpulp fiction4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
şimdi evlenicez seninle
çok seviyoruz birbirimizi
annem gibi silicem mutfağın yerini de
annem gibi sevişmem umarım ama sevişmem bakma sen
bizim evimizin önünden de uçacak kargalar ve kırlangıçlar
evimiz de olacak sevgilim
seni çok seviyorum ya ben o yüzden olacak
çünkü dünyanın en küçük devleti ailedir
çünkü dünya ailedir ailelerden oluşur
çünkü insanın arkadaşları da evlenir bir gün
çünkü yalnızlık katlanılmaz bir şeydir
çünkü para kazanmak sevgilim bu dünyanın en sürrealist eylemidir
hep seni sevdiğimden işte
aslında şair olunca güzel oluyor biliyor musun
bir poşet uçuyor kapının önünde sesi geliyor
uçuyor oğlanlar kap
Shake The DustThis is for the fat girls.Shake The Dust4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
This is for the little brothers.
This is for the school-yard wimps, this is for the childhood bullies who tormented them.
This is for the former prom queen, this is for the milk-crate ball players.
This is for the nighttime cereal eaters and for the retired, elderly Wal-Mart store front door greeters. Shake the dust.
This is for the benches and the people sitting upon them,
for the bus drivers driving a million broken hymns,
for the men who have to hold down three jobs simply to hold up their children,
for the nighttime schoolers and the midnight bike riders who are trying to fly. Shake the dust.
This is for the two-year-olds who cannot be understood because they speak half-English and half-god. Shake the dust.
For the girls with the brothers who are going crazy,
for those gym class wall flowers and the twelve-year-olds afraid of taking public showers,
for the kid who's always late to class because he forgets the combination to his lockers,
for the girl who l
+I Am Free+You dye your hair,+I Am Free+4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You change yourself
Just to be like
You think you thrive
Just to fit in.
You follow style
To copy skin.
But I am free.
The coolest clothes,
The cutest hair,
The stuff that you
See every where.
Some stylish nails,
The hottest shoes,
The fashion battle
You cannot lose.
But I am free.
Doing your hair
And make up and such,
The fashion world
Is such a rush!
Crushing on boys,
The newest music
To make some noise.
But I am free.
Seeing that loser
Out in the hall,
Spiky hair, old clothes,
No fashion at all.
You say "Sorry Friend,
"But it is true
"That I am now
"Too cool for you!"
That loser was me.
I am my own,
To myself I keep.
Your insults are
Not just skin deep.
It cut me bad
When you abandoned me,
But that same day
You set me free.
So I'm now me.
I realized I
Can be myself
And not be like
Every one else,
So now I am
Just who I am,
I need not pass
The fashion exam.
For I am free.
All who see me
Call me a freak
Choose not to seek
Bir Cumle Dile Gelmis veMerhaba..Bir Cumle Dile Gelmis ve5 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
Hiç uzatmadan konuya gireceğim çünkü sen alıştırdın beni girişlere ve girerken de açık sözlülüğe..
Durmadan tüketiyorsun beni, farkında değilsin.. Ardıma kaç tane daha benden ekleyip duruyorsun.. Biliyorum, yalnız kalmamdan korkuyorsun veya yarım kalmamdan ama bırak arada ben de yalnız kalayım.. Korkma yaramazlık yapmam, uslu uslu dururum noktanın dibinde..
Nokta dedim de, aklıma geldi.. Hiç anlamıyorum, sen neden bitirmiyorsun beni? Hep iki nokta, hep iki nokta ".." .. Ya bitir ya uzat uzatacağın kadar ama ben böyle yarım kalıyorum be arkadaş! Başım dönüyor.. Nereye gideceğini bilmemek gerçekten çok kötüymüş, sanırım anlamaya başlıyorum insanları.. Bak yine aynı şeyi yaptın! Yok yok şi
la musica dulceheartbeats are psycho-la musica dulce2 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
the ocean has swallowed
hay una guitarra bajo
mi almohada, y
sueño de música cuando
you came here with
city smoke in your lungs,
forgot to breathe.
The Real Cure for HiccupsThe sound was not only painful to go through, but it was painful to listen to. Duane flinched as the sound erupted from the boy sitting beside him again. He decided that this was the worst case of hiccups he had ever witnessed for they had been going for at least an entire day's worth of hours already. Since he and the boy in question had officially become a couple.The Real Cure for Hiccups7 years ago in Humor More Like This
Another hiccup sounded, followed by a sheepish, "I'm sorry, Duane. These are probably really annoying."
Duane only rolled his eyes and tried to refrain from agreeing. "The water thing isn't working?"
"No." Hiccup. "I'm sorry."
"Stop apologizing!" Duane demanded, deciding that the 'sorry's mixed in with the hiccups would surely drive him insane. "That's the only cure I know though." He groaned again when Ryou let out another, particularly loud, hiccup.
"BOO!" a voice suddenly sounded behind the red-eyed boy. Duane jumped ten feet in the air before whirling around to gap at his younger brother, who was smiling innocently. "Di
The Melting ManI sat by my window, looking out over Summer Street, from the apartment Id taken after Marys death. A potted ivy wilted on the sill - green in the center, brown around the edges. I hadn't had much luck with plants since Maryd gone. My pipe needed reaming too, but I couldnt muster the energy for even that small task.The Melting Man6 years ago in Fantasy More Like This
The sky was darkening with the promise of rain as I watched the strange little man who lived down the hall come darting up the walk.
No one knew who he was. He lived in our building but his mailbox was simply emblazoned Occupied. He was a small man with merry little eyes, features indistinct beneath an incredible growth of facial hair. His nose pushed out of that forest like the stump of a tree, brown and weathered like the skin on the back of his hands. He must have spent all his time in the sun. I called him Mr. Occupied for lack of a better name.
Gravity did not seem to have the same effect on him as it did on ordinary people. He walked with
Do you remember?Hey.Do you remember?4 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Do you remember when I was in the park
And you were just sitting there?
And you were waiting for someone.
It was your girlfriend, remember?
Do you remember that you had a bag in the grass
Full of sandwiches
Next to it were two little packets of pills.
Your girlfriend had allergies.
So did I.
Do you remember that?
I looked over at you
And you smiled at me.
The kindest smile.
You held up a sandwich, and just said
"You look hungry".
Remember when we sat down, and you offered me a pill?
It was amazing.
My entire world became clear.
Your grin widened
and we just sat there
for what seemed like days.
Just enjoying each other's company.
And every Saturday, for what seemed like forever,
We would sit next to each other
Take in the air,
And love it?
Do you recall how with each passing week,
I grew to fall in love with you?
Everything about you.
The way you would reach over and push up my gla
Promises-yaoiI think its around midnight, Id check my watch but the lighting in the building is too dim. We've accepted awards for our latest album. Actually we just went there for the free vodka, can you really blame us? Yes the Russians are marvelous. I had walked outside to smoke which was soon to be proven to be a very bad idea because it was bloody cold out there. So I make it a quick relief and walk back in. Walking into the lobby of our hotel, a small fire going for the tourists to see. The lights turned down due to the time. I can see him relaxing on a couch, a small glass of something probably alcoholic in his hand. Dark hair covering his strong face. Having had sun glasses on the whole day it was a surprise to see his eyes for once. The revolting sweater he had on was gone. Just leaving a black tank top underneath it. I make my way over to make sure hes not drunk. These things happen you see. His eyes shoot to the left and spot me, doesn't make me stop walking. I sit next to him on the soPromises-yaoi8 years ago in Erotic More Like This
YO -.-''YO -.-''5 years ago in Introductions & Chapters More Like This
Sanırım korkuyorum..Evet gerçekten..
O kadar çok korkuyorum ki, bir anlara sıkışmış bu ömürde yine kırılmaktan korkuyorum, o tereddütler, öylesine gelen iç sıkıntıları, hep kapı ardında beni korkutmayı bekleyen o öcüler gibi, kafamda kurulu çalar saatler durmak bilmezcesine çalıyorlar. Hep o yaşanmışlık, o yanılgılar..Üzerinin kirlendiğini göre göre su birikintisinde zıplamaktan vazgeçmeyen bir çocuk gibi..Duramıyorum ki, Kestirip atamıyorum..Zaman geçeli beri ben hep gözümde büyütmüşüm insanları, hep gerçekten iyi gider sanmışım bu ilişkiler, hep es geçmişim tüm kırılmışlığımı, ama ne acı hep de en çok ben körmüşüm..
BrokenYou broke the promise today,Broken4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You promised me you wouldn't
You jumped off today.
I don't know what was going through your head.
Except for the bullet piercing your temple.
Maybe you were thinking about us,
Our first kiss
We were both so scared,
You told me to look at the stars in the sky,
To find the brightest one,
You placed your head right next to mine,
And called my name,
You turned to me and said
"I found it"
and then you kissed me.
I remember when you went out with him,
Just to pretend,
You hid under a veil,
I drove you to see him,
I just wanted you to be happy
I watched you,
Under our star.
He found us,
He didn't understand,
You explained it was nothing more than
A drunken love,
You never will know,
How much I loved you
I watched him beat you.
I tried to stop him,
You wouldn't let me.
Bruises turned to blood.
You came to me,
Crying in my arms,
I told you everything would be okay,
And you told me
in your soft v
Midsummer AirI'll receive a letter though the atmosphereMidsummer Air4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
a peaceful spell of good morning.
Before the night became warm
I quietly gazed at the stars in the sky
and began to miss you.
The ground softened from the rain,
your smile went through my eyes....
in the reflection of your soft vocal sound.
If this feeling would render me
into a sharp blaze
I'd be reborn into solid sky.
I would surrender to it
if only remembered in your arms
before the fireflies take me away...
and I'm reborn.
Berlin Nights-Feast-YaoiI decided to roost early in the night and in my own den. I felt embarrassed that I had to suck in my stomach to squeeze through the tunnel to get inside. Its drafty inside too. I shudder to myself, feeling bits of dried blood on my body.Berlin Nights-Feast-Yaoi8 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
The minute we made it back home Till lunged at us through the entry tunnel and grabbed a body by the throat in his jaws. The sound of the bones snappin still in my head. Watching him snap his head back and watching flesh being torned off. Swallowed with the blood. I run quickly to the main room to get away from his teeth and claws. Leaving Richard holding his bodies to himself. I hope he doesnt take that personally. Olli I can hear scratching along the ceiling. Waiting along with Paul for Till to finish. If they try to feed now they might lose a limb. I watch him throw his meal into the middle of the main room. Barely any blood dripping and most of the skin is gone. It makes me sick. Even as a scrap Paul jumps down on it and starts to drink the remains
The Photographer's HandsHis handsThe Photographer's Hands4 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
soft skin, clean fingernails
holding his treasured tool
s o s o f t l y
the way they'd hold her hand
The quiet clicking of the camera
breaks the morning silence
and travels through the ever-cooling air,
gently pressing, focusing
a d j u s t i n g
the way they'd play at the fastens
of her crimson dress
to capture the bright magical colors
tall, dark silhouette
softly brush over the black buttons
in loving c a r e s s e s
the way they'd slide smoothly over her warm, golden skin
A beauty found within his heart,
and captured inside his quiet device,
to send it floating softly into hers <3
h o p e.She asked him about time, her wide sea-green eyes and twisty child's tongue forming questions that philosophers had been wrestling with since she was nothing buth o p e.4 years ago in Short Stories More Like This
there's her first question.
"What was I before I was born?"
"You were a wish," he smiled, crouching down so that their noses almost touched.
"Yep. A wish, a hope, a desire; you were stardust, floating around in the milky way, just waiting for someone to wish hard enough."
"Oh." Her eyebrows crinkled together as she thought about this. "So my mom and dad wished for me?"
"Exactly." He stood up.
He waited, crossing his arms and raising his eyebrows. "Yes?"
"Well " she chewed her lip, trying to think of the right words. "What's yesterday?"
"Yesterday? Yesterday you followed me and Mouse to Starbucks and no one knew you left and I didn't know you were with me and there was a big huge hullabaloo, remember?" He poked her nose and she giggled.
"I know that," she said, rolling her eyes. "But w
Titanic HeartTitanic Heart9 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
My heart sank
like the Titanic
into the cold
never to see
the world above again.
Plunging nose down
toward the dark unknown
of which only
grains of sand
know the tall tales
that the waves whisper
to them in the deep.
With a split
straight down the side
and a tare
right down the middle
it is venerable
to the thousand piercing knives
that the stiff water
embellishes them with.
All becomes frigid as
metal in the wintertime
when raw hands grasp it.
Silently the swells
roll in and suck you down
with the tip
going out of view
and the ocean's stomach is full
with its midnight snack.
The boat sinks into death
as my heart sinks