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todaytoday,today3 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
it smells like autumn outside
but it feels colder than winter
yet the summer sun sends a glare inside
and the spring flowers are blooming beautifully
i've always wondered ,pondered, quietly,
why do leaves change a vividly color - if only to crumble?
why does the cold wind blow powerfully - if only to hault?
why does the sun shine intensely - if only to set?
why do flowers bloom brilliantly - if only to wither?
it smells like autumn outside,
crushed leaves and burning branches
fresh fleece from department store shelves
and the taste of morning runners in jogging pants
is apparent
but it feels colder than winter
frost has
Letter 16I was never a fast learner, but here’s what I learned in the past couple of years.Letter 164 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
I learned that when everyone tells you “In the end, we’re all alone.” They’re completely right. But technically, we’re all alone together.
I learned that hard work will always be rewarded but that depends on how you expect your reward to be, in order to see it, you gotta open your eyes a little more.
I learned that a fire inside your heart will burn you alive unless you do something to stop it.
I learned that family and friends aren’t special. That if I give it just a little time, I’ll find friends and family who’
Frozen-Collab-BasmaI’ve been watching you from afar lately,Frozen-Collab-Basma4 years ago in General Fiction More Like This
Again and again
Morning and night like clock work,
A different girl
Blondes, red heads, and brunettes
You had them all
I can’t believe I was a fool…
You’re the one who said
“It’s only us, baby.”
You told me I was your star
That shone brighter than any other
I guess my shine faded
I was just another girl on your list
You’ve always hid behind your lies
But, no,
You can’t break me this time
Sweetheart, you can try,
Try and rip my pulsing heart out at its twenty-
second beat
Twenty-
Third
Twenty-
Forget it
I'd love to see you try
No long
Losing : Day 57Hold your pen, and draw me the lineLosing : Day 574 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Where does it end, my limits.
How hard, how deep can I love you?
Mention all the rules, don’t forget a bit
I can’t promise you I can end it
If you don’t stop me, I will never quit
I might believe that you love me
And I’ll try to take the place where I don’t fit
I might try to be by your side, next to you
A no where for me to sit
So draw me the line, I’ll follow the rules
And you can keep my heart that you slit
JeffieJeffie used to tell me I was so funny I made milk squirt out his freckled nose. I knew he was lieing cause he was lactous intolerent. I used to tease him on fridays because that's when Mrs. big butt (Mrs. White but in second grade butt makes everything funny) would give us milk and cookies. He was so embarressed we'd sneak to the coat closet and he gave me his treat. Of course when we came out the echo of K-I-S-S-I-N-G repeated in my ears for minutes, felt like hours. Just thinking of kissing him... ew.Jeffie4 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
Jeffie used to call me everyday after soccer. We'd debate who was a better goalie. I'd say it was me but I couldn't deny that I could never
NO HotelMy heart is no hotelNO Hotel5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
You check in and out as you please
If only you would pay
Your bills for renting my royal suite
&you always make me go through hell
Just by tiding up the mess you leave
You'd be so wrong if you thought that once again
I will -in my tiny heart- let you in
Should've listened when I said it's like a prison
Behind the golden bars i want you locked-in
But you always find a way for breakin'
OUT...enjoy it out
I am such a fool
Coz for you I kept my heart reserved
But now that I got the tools
I have all my keys & locks replaced
You'd be so wrong if you thought that once again
I will -in my tiny heart-
Losing : Day 54Losing : Day 545 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You take me back to throw me away
Distorted, out of dimensions
The same mistake, left alone
Neglected, with no happy emotions
I need to pull myself together
And figure everything out
Get the pieces of the me that I’ve lost
Though there’s still a piece I haven’t found
And it’s not my soul, not my mind
Because I’ve lost them form the start
You have it with and I can’t have it
Please, give me back my heart.
Losing : Day 53Losing : Day 535 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Weight : 78.8
You keep wandering around death
And you think your savior is this?
You don’t hold my hand
My last chance that I missed
My tears won’t be able to bring you
And my screams won’t reach you
And no matter how much I shake you and cry
Maybe you are in better place, brand new
And I wanted nothing, nothing,
But the warmth your smile bring
And I was dead before you and now I’m dead again
There’s no point of me dying, it’s the same thing
I can’t believe that life still goes on
I can’t believe birds still sing their song
You left me and the world stood still and mute
What reason d
WitheredBody [covered] in ..dirt..Withered5 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Look at the blood on her shirt
She --cannot-- breathe
There is no air
Lost
++Alone++
And in //despair//
~~Abandoned~~ by society
\Mistaken\ for dead
Her heart **beats**
But _inside_ she is >dead>
She 'cries'...
&&cries...
Whimpers and {{sighs}}
((Angelface))
Has said her last xgoodbyex
Losing : Day 30Losing : Day 305 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Weight: 81kg/162pounds
It doesn’t matter I’m smart, it doesn’t if I’m talented
It doesn’t matter if I was amazing, and was very gifted
A bad luck is the only thing that I never lose
The only thing walking by my side, and I can’t handle it
They always say when you trip once, you should stand up again
And that don’t worry, with pain there will be gain
But I’ve tripped and kept falling and never stood back
And I’ve lost everything and never got anything but the pain
They always say if you actually believed you can fly
The stars will be close to you and your home will be the sky
B
Losing : Day 15Losing : Day 155 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Weight : 84kg/160ponds
My feeling for you I couldn’t control
I always thought I could never fall
In love with anyone, anyone, like you
But I guess it’s my heart that just couldn’t reject the call
I didn’t want this to happen, it wasn’t my intention
I wanted to just be by your side, but I had to make a decision
And when I knew that I just can’t ever stop thinking of you
Sorry that it wasn’t your choice, but it just my redemption
Sorry that I’m not the one you wanted
Sorry I’m not good enough for you
Sorry that I can’t hold it
Sorry, but I really love you
a.sTUPID.LOVE.SONGIf you weren't gonna be minea.sTUPID.LOVE.SONG5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
Then why have I seen your pretty face!
I could've moved on with my life
Instead of standing like a fool in my place
I don't understand…I got it all planned
The way you'd hold my hand & all the conversations
I can't be sOo blind…miss-getting the signs
I'm losing my mind, on this messed-up equation
OH…oh, oh, oh, oh
1, 2, 3 GO…I want you to know…that I'm waitin'
Please please don't blow…my whole plans don't…prove me mistaken
Coz I've never been wrong…but it's been so long…so so damn long
That you got these words…slippin' from my tongue
If you weren't gon
Human CuriousityHuman Curiousity4 years ago in Editorial More Like This
Humans are naturally curious creatures. We like to know stuff. Whether it is useful or useless, mind-numbingly boring or amazingly interesting, as confusing as a day time TV soapie or as simple as one plus one, we crave knowledge. It is this characteristic that I assume sets us apart from every other living thing on this planet. Maybe they too might crave knowledge, but the extents to which they go to to gain knowledge, especially that which is purposely being kept hidden from us, are most definitely no where near as extreme as ours.
Our minds are what set us apart from other creatures. We’re very inquisitive almost to the point of bein
Perfect FlawYou say I'm perfect-Perfect Flaw4 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
I say perfection is but
a flaw in itself.
Things I Hate MostOne of the things that I hate the most. The tug at the chest, the stinging in your eyes, the moment where the air that you breathe feels like a hundred million daggers and you cannot help but open your mouth and gasp for air. Your breathing isn’t steady anymore, your head can’t think straight.Things I Hate Most4 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
You’ve got something burning inside you and being in the freezing cold doesn’t help one bit. Your eyes continue stinging, they make you lose focus. Soon enough, your brain slowly shuts down all your surroundings, you feel crippling isolation, and it consumes every inch of you.
Your eyes, stuck at an arbitrary point of no signific
Losing : Day 58Shhhhh, don't disturbLosing : Day 584 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Hear that voice? listen
A crack on my heart
it's about to crash, i'm guessin'
Keep it low, please
It won't take long
Doesn't take much to happen
One look from you, if i'm not wrong
A look that lacks everything
Your shaky hand, stroking my hair
I'm not so experienced in love
But I can tell , when it's not there
Losing : Day 55Losing : Day 555 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Weight : 78.8
I promise I won’t dream anymore
I promise you that this is my last desire
Not looking to the past nor the future
Disappearing like a candle’s fire
It wasn’t my choice to love you
And it wasn’t your choice either
And I try not to be selfish
So I try hard not to get closer
It’s a lonely long path I have to walk
And although I know it’s a dead end
Though I’m not the one by your side, I’m still there
It doesn’t hurt if I pretend
That you are mine and no one can take you
It’s a sweet dream that is soon to be over
Sad, isn’t it? My destiny
I understand that I only
Losing : Day 51Losing : Day 515 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Weight : 78.8
Broken promises
Wasted chances
Disappointed faces
And I just turn my back
Sinking hope
My faith elope
Too fast to stop
Never looking back
Fading trust
Hidden lust
But I know I must
One day, go back
A sweet escape
A bigger cage
One tiny step
And it will all crack
Tired from being alone
And I can no more hold on
And I just need someone
To pull me back
Again, hitting the ground
Crying without a sound
Tears are not allowed
Just payment for what you lack
Failure number hundred
Already been where I dread
I’m alive, still, so dead
Waiting for the awakening smack
But a heart so wasted
A person so hate
Losing : Day 45Weight : 79.5kilogramsLosing : Day 455 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Even though I’m not the beauty and you’re not the prince
But for me that doesn’t make any difference
Because you are shining without an armor
And you are my knight without being a horse rider
And they tell me all the time that I might be wrong
And they try to take you away but that only make me strong
Because I know that you may not be the best
But at least you are better than the rest
And I’m sure that my feelings for you are true
That no one other than you can help me when I feel blue
It’s such a fairy tale, but I love the happy endings
And I can read it so clearly , the last line
Losing : Day 44Losing : Day 445 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Weight : 79.5/159pounds
I’m not this, I’m not that
I’m just something in between
I’m not happy, I’m not sad
I just repeat the same scene
I just wake up everyday,
Pretending nothing ever happened
Claiming that I exist in a way
Waiting for my play to end
There’s nothing to say, not even one word
That explains how it’s like
Because I’m not happy or sad, not this or that
I’m blank, u can install whatever you think is fine
I don’t care, just delete your memories from my brain
So next time I open my eyes I’d not know who you are
I wouldn’t know from where I got all these s
Losing : Day 31Losing : Day 315 years ago in General Non-Fiction More Like This
Weight : 81kg/162pounds
You are in a place so far away, too far me to reach
I can’t get close to you,
Run away, and never look back at what u did
I can’t handle your heart, I’m afraid it will burn my hands
You are in a far place, which is hard for someone like me to reach
You are just too good
I can’t stop loving you, I’m sorry
It’s hard to admit, I can never be the only one for you
You are just so loved, so how can I be special
I want it! i want it so bad! I wish I could have it now! But I’m not worth it
I’m real coward more than I thought I was
Am I special? To you?
I am, but not in the
UNDERCOVERDon't get fooled by the way I look or, the way I smile & speakUNDERCOVER5 years ago in Songs & Lyrics More Like This
People always judge from what I wear so, won't you too miss-judge me
I'm covered in black from head to toe but, my heart is pure black-free
&you wish to know & you wish to see ee ee the other side of me
Afraid if I show you'd think that I got, split personality
But it's the truth there is always much more, that what your both eyes see
Not like others if you saw me once I'll, stick in your memory
So get get ready…I'm about to unravel
IM an everyday surprise…IM a walking talent show
I know when I should behave…&when to go LOCO
YEAH YEAH YEAH…enjoying my
Sta.sh
