Hello Mother, Hello FatherHello, Father.
Are you happy to see me?
I've been fine.
My wardrobe stays the same, just this orange suit with my bracelets and chains.
My room's not any different, either.
It's empty. There's only a metal bed, sink, and toilet.
How was your day?
I guess they all seem the same from where you are.
Seeing the same sights everyday.
Mother? There you are, Mother.
Right next to Father, just like I saw you last.
You seem upset. Why?
Are the men behind me bothering you?
Do you not like your neighbors?
What is wrong, Mother?
You say that you cannot forgive me?
You say that you shouldn't have to be here?
You say that you would have treated me better?
Both of you tell the same lies.
I felt on that day more furious than ever.
And I remembered where Father's gun was.
I was just wanting to see how you would like it,
Being hurt and abused all the time.
I think I won.
If only we would have had more time to play, Mother and Father.
I miss you.
My friends back there aren't as fun.
Shoulder to Cry onEver since you left me,Shoulder to Cry on6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I haven't had a shoulder to cry on.
I miss you so much.
You used to listen to me when I was down.
I miss hearing you say,
"Well I love you".
I've tried to get over you;
I've tried so hard.
I've tried pillows and tissues,
But nothing soothes the pain like you do.
Please come back;
I miss you so.
I can't get over you
And I cry myself to sleep.
Tears trickle down my cheeks,
My mascara has smudged.
I don't care what I look like.
All I care about is you.
Why did you have to leave?
Why am I alone?
Why were you so angry?
What did I do?
Is this my fault?
Was it me?
Did I make you leave?
These questions keep running through my head
While the tears keep running down my cheek.
As I question myself
I search for a shoulder to cry on,
But cannot find one.
forgetForget that anything ever happened.forget6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Forget you once gave me something
And forget that I ever gave you so much of myself.
I used to cling to the memories
Wasted my time hanging on to useless hopes
But now I just want to forget it all.
So forget I ever loved you
Forget I ever touched your life
Forget I ever existed
And Ill forget you in return.
Cozmic CreatureCozmic CreatureCozmic Creature6 years ago in Traditional Fixed Forms More Like This
Eye contact and Glitter
Sparkle so beautiful
Damn, Damn wonderful
Floating high waters
Gazing into your eyes
Warms my heart into paradise
I swim around
Into a new horizon
Seeing you smile
We giggle and laugh with sound
We spin through the spacious galaxy
Holding each other as a Cozmic Creature
Now into a space future
Shooting stars and Glitter
Twinkle like an anghel
Sweet, Sweet miracle
Jumping to the moons
Fins touching for fun
Skipping away from the sun
You swim around
Into a new area
Seeing me smile
We dance and glance above the ground
We spin through the astro galaxy
Holding each other as a Cozmic Creature
Now into a global future
Spin the melody into deep space
Hear the scratches cut up the place
Motionless to Endless
Together we wave our fins around
Gaining a new rhythm
For a heartbeat romance
Looking at you right
Feeling it so tight
Let the surroundings glitter
So much like cherry blossom petals
We dream into a miracle
The Strength to Let her go:I Would have done anything to fix this messThe Strength to Let her go:6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Anything and everything, anything at all
But what you said that day I'll never forget
You Just Left me completely alone to fall
It's true that I messed up everything first
All those plans we made came to nothing
I'm just Left all on my own again instead
And it's so much harder because I still Love you
Telling friends and family that I've moved on
But sad fact is, you're always on my mind
My heart won't accept the fact that you're gone
Lying everyday, Just smiling through the pain
Telling everybody I'm glad to see you go
Truth is I'm wishing things were different
Never knew it possible to feel this Low
Reasons for what I did, even if you don't see
While everything you said was out of spite
How can something that once felt so perfect
Now Leave me feeling so ashamed??
Long weeks have passed since we Last spoke
Wondering If you even still give a damn
If you think of me Like I constantly think of you
If you ever wonder what I'm doing or where I
My Heart and II'm trying so hard to find you,My Heart and I6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
but it's so hard to Look for you here.
it's so hard to get over my fears.
I'm still alive so you can still hear me,
but I know it's not over yet,
I'm holding on to the past memories,
but it's so hard to burn out my regrets...
My heart holds nothing but sickness inside,
and inside I am nothing more than desperate to see me alive.
My heart gaps open for you to find,
and to find nothing but blackness.
My heart can't feel anything I can't take,
and I can't take your Love, if it proves to be fake...
And my heart won't heal if this proves to be unreal,
My heart won't survive if you carry on with your lies,
because my heart wasn't, made for you,
and now can finally say- that I hate you too...
I'm trying so hard, to get over this,
but my Life won't grant me this final wish.
I'm trying with all my strength, to get away,
but my heart, won't find the strength to say,
that I Miss you I Just can't find a way, to hide it inside...
Can't Go Much LowerSee what you've done AGAIN?Can't Go Much Lower6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
You've brought me lower.
You cannot bring me down any lower.
I've been crushed,
I've been brought down.
I'm tired of falling,
I'm tired of only seeing the ground.
I want to see the sky,
I want to know what it feels like
To feel as though
I am loved.
You haven't broughten me up any,
And I'm sick of falling,
Sick of being brought down,
So quit giving me all this sh!t.
Someone will help me up.
Someone will grab my hand
And love me.
I cannot fall any lower,
I cannot shatter any more.
I'll stay down here,
And wait for someone to help me up.
StrongerI know you expected me to fall,Stronger6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
To fall apart
To fall down and stay down,
But I didn't.
I'm stronger than that,
I know not to do that.
I know what is good and bad
I know what to do and not to do.
I'm stronger than you expect,
Stronger than that.
I won't fall as easy as the last one,
I won't fall...
Except for now...
it's far too late to save usbeautiful boy, theit's far too late to save us6 years ago in Haiku & Eastern More Like This
worst thing you could do is tell
me that you miss me.
This Love of Ours:Time keeps ticking, always tokingThis Love of Ours:6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
Life moves on girl, never stopping
Never steady, never easy
Always Lurking, always teasing
Wanting something, wanting more
Wanting you, just like before
You are in my head and in my mind
You see they say that Love is blind
And Love is harsh and Love is cruel
And Love will take you as its fool
I was taken, I am yours
Even if you closed those doors
Those doors are there, just behind you
Turn around, open them, and Let me remind you
This Love of ours, under these same stars
Can Leave you bloodied, Leave you scarred
It is beautiful, this Love of ours
People always ask, why this girl??
Its because among the sand, I found the pearl
I say, you know, our Love is like a rose
We put in effort and we watch it grow
And We watch it learn and we watch it Live
We learn how much Love we have to give
But I Love your heart, I Love your style
And I Love your passion, I Love your desire
When you are around my heart is on fire
You give me the strength to carry on
Love changed my Life:I am sitting here wasting my time.Love changed my Life:6 years ago in Urban & Spoken Word More Like This
Doing nothing but Losing my mind.
It gets so hot I can't hardly think.
Everything is bright red, then pink.
The pain will not stop it's always been in my head.
It will never Leave me not until I'm dead.
I once worked for the wrong crowd
They keep screaming It was on going so Loud.
I'm Learning to stop this pain in my mind.
Please forgive me on how I am.
I'm trying my hardest to forget the past.
The nightmares will not Let me because that's all I had.
You have shown me the way, the way of change.
Sometimes it's different sometimes its strange.
I feel in my heart I want this change.
I never knew Love would give me a new start.
My Love for you is all in my heart.
Please understand why I am different from the rest.
I have been taught I can never be the best.
I have problems that never seems to heal.
It is so great to tell you how I feel.
Baby... I will give you my heart, mind, then soul.
Because to feel your Love, is Like the passion of an open rose......
Loving the Lost:I hope you cry and that you shed many tears.Loving the Lost:6 years ago in Free Verse More Like This
I hope you go through the pain
I have been going through
I hope it burns deep down inside,
all you want to do is break
down and cry.
I wish you no happiness at all,
you don't deserve it after all.
I hope you're miserable,
and I hope you feel alone.
for I feel Like this now
with a barrier no one can break down.
I hope you become insecure,
I hope all these things plus
I don't want to hear your voice,
Just Leave me the hell alone,
let me go on with my Life.
I don't want to talk to you,
I don't want to hear your Lies,
Its all just a game you play in Lies.
tell me what you want, or Just Leave
me the hell alone.
don't come near me with silent
Hear my plea, Listen to my cries.
I don't want you near me,
you make me all confused inside.
I Love you and wish I could hold
you again, but that's something
I will not Let ever happen again.
I Love you and always will but
I'm trying out this new thing
where your dead to me inside,