Questioning - Why?Why does happiness feel so fleeting and so temporary, while sadness creeps inside me, tearing me apart?Questioning - Why?3 years ago in Emotional More Like This
Why is it that when I feel happy, the slightest word can bring me down, while when I'm sad, not word nor action can cheer me up?
Why do I always say "I am fine." when I actually mean "Help me."?
Why is it always so hard to give up on those I love, even though they show no feelings towards me?
Why must I keep crying when I listen to them arguing? Why?
Why can't they believe me when I tell them "fighting is what makes me ill"? Why?
Why? Why am I condemned to an eternity of this pain, feeling nothing else but it?
"Isn't eternity supposed to be fun?"
Not when it's an eternity full of darkness...